I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

Xiangzi knelt in front of the tatami. On the bed, her beloved sister had a wet towel on her forehead to relieve her fever.

"But I am the exact opposite of Balzac... Any hardship can knock me down."

My heart was twisted and tangled.

I miss you, but I dare not talk to you anymore; now, I am staring at you...but for some reason I hope to never see you again.

"You look so miserable... I'm sorry, year-old."

"I...I seem to have made a mistake again."

……

"Xiangzi..."

It was a very uncomfortable sleep.

When Chitose Toyokawa regained consciousness, it was already the evening of the next day.

She kept muttering Toyokawa Shoko's name, and after being bombarded by the triple characteristics, she barely regained consciousness.

"Xiangzi..."

Although her eyes were not fully open, she had a hunch that her sister was nearby.

After the tears dried up, tear marks remained at the corners of his eyes, and his hair was remnants of yesterday's rainstorm. Qiansui was exhausted both physically and mentally, and felt in a very bad mental state.

But it doesn't matter.

It doesn't matter.

Toyokawa Shoko is here.

As long as Shoko Toyokawa is still here, all the efforts are worth it.

From a certain point on, there is no turning back. And this point is real.

"Xiang...Sister? Eh? What's going on..."

His throat was hoarse and uncomfortable, giving Chitose the feeling of swallowing a razor blade raw.

"Finally woke up... That's great... Don't move, let me check the thermometer."

Xiangzi finally got a little bit of good news. Qiansui's fever was gone. Qiansui's fever finally subsided.

But before she could be happy for a few seconds, she noticed Chitose's unhappy expression from the corner of her eye.

She tried her best to sit up, and her bangs covered her eyes when she lowered her eyes.

"Sister...hateful."

"Eh?"

"I hate my sister the most... I hate you, I... I like you..."

"what?"

Xiangzi suspected for a moment that her ears were wrong, but Chitose then roared in a low voice, louder than she could hear:

"You abandoned me again... I hate you! I hate you! I despise you! Liar... Liar! I don't want to be cured, I don't want a future, I just want to be with you!"

Chitose's hands hung on Xiangzi's shoulders like two straight pieces of wood. Now Xiangzi Toyokawa could finally see the eyes of the person in front of him clearly.

It was pitch black and without any light, as if it might completely collapse at any moment.

"I...I'm sorry, I really can't take you away...I have to go take care of my father..."

Xiangzi was as cowardly as a little girl who had made a mistake, and Qiansui interrupted her effortlessly:

"Let him die! Let him die! Why do you think...that something could be more important than me! Why did you leave me there...did you ask me to obey you that day just to abandon me?"

"I didn't abandon you, really not, really..." Xiangzi explained in a panic as if he was about to sob.

"That's abandonment! You don't want me again... just like the time when we were kids!"

"!!!"

The long-buried nightmare instantly crawled up Toyokawa Shoko's spine and into the depths of her brain, and she lost consciousness in an instant.

"I...I didn't mean that...I, Xiaosui...forgive me...I..."

Just seeing Chitose's painful and helpless expression would make Xiangzi feel physically uncomfortable, and Chitose's words were like a viper entwined around her neck.

The venom rolled down the snake's tongue and stung her eyes.

"Am I not a part of you? Why are you leaving me? We clearly...said that we would be together forever..."

Qiansui's loss made Xiangzi even more heartbroken. She found that no matter how she explained, she could not cover up what she had done.

Yes, now Xiangzi has already thought that it was her mistake to leave the Toyokawa mansion with her father and let her sister stay at home for treatment.

When she saw Chitose's scratched white feet, all the right and wrong became unimportant. Everything turned into her Toyokawa Shoko's mistakes.

"I'm sorry... I will never... never do this again... Xiaosui, thank you for your hard work... Xiaosui..."

Her body began to bend forward unconsciously, and finally, Toyokawa Shoko threw herself into the arms of Noshiro Chitose.

This soft young girl's heart was the invisible prison of Toyokawa Shoko's life, and she was the prisoner who was willing to be chained in its heart.

He thought he could leave Chitose and take care of his father alone, but the moment Chitose appeared, Xiangzi's endless tenderness swallowed up all his sanity.

"Sorry... Xiao Sui... Are you mentally unstable again?"

"Yeah," Xiangzi couldn't see Qiansui's expression because her head was completely hugged.

"I…"

"Don't say anymore, Xiaoxiang, this is the last time..."

"From now on, from now on, absolutely, absolutely, never leave me."

"You can't abandon me, I can't stay away from you, you can't leave me. You must always be under my gaze... Are you willing?"

"I am willing."

Shoko Toyokawa had no place to put her guilt, and she acted solemnly as if she was proposing marriage.

dong dong dong-

The knock on the door broke the strange atmosphere in the room. Just when Shoko Toyokawa felt that Chitose wanted to say something more, just when Shoko was expecting Chitose to say a few more words to her, there was a knock on the door.

"Who, who is it?" Shoko Toyokawa was not used to the knocking sound. When she was at the old Toyokawa house, no one would knock on the door to visit.

"It's me, Mu."

"Ah..." Xiangzi embarrassedly broke away from Qiansui's embrace, "Sorry, it's Mu who I asked to help clean yesterday. I'll be back soon."

"Ah."

Chitose was struggling with Shoko with her tired body, and when Shoko Toyokawa turned around, she fell down again in an instant.

"Fool…"

……

"Xiao Mu? Welcome. It's raining quite heavily outside. I hope you're not wet."

When Toyokawa Shoko was about to say a few more polite words and ask Mu to leave, Mu suddenly asked:

"Mother, let me confirm if Sui is here. It turns out that the person is asking you what you plan to do with Sui."

Mu bowed slightly and said sincerely:

"They meant to take him back, but it's inevitable that this kind of thing will happen again, and I know Xiaoxiang won't want to let him go."

"So, I want to say... you can also foster your child in my home..."

Ch471. Things seem to be getting better!

Shoko Toyokawa could no longer recall how hard she slammed the door that day.

When Wakaba Mu came to visit and said that he could take care of Qiansui for her temporarily, Xiangzi felt that his mind was gone for a moment.

"I'm in this state, and you're still thinking about my sister? You're a human being."

Later, Mu came with fever medicine and Xiangzi reluctantly forgave her with a dark face.

Chitose was sick, and although the fever had gone away, she was still sick.

The chatter she had with Xiangzi that day seemed to have been barely uttered after she had exhausted all her mental strength. When Qiansui regained consciousness, it was already noon three or four days later.

Her mental state was very bad, and Xiangzi knew that sending her back to Fengchuan's house was the best option.

But Qiansui couldn't leave her, and she couldn't leave her father.

At least they need to live in this simple rental house for a while before their grandfather softens his heart.

It was now the end of the first year of junior high school, and the funds and resources of the Toyokawa family were no longer tilted towards the two sisters. Their grandfather was determined to force them to give up their father.

But in order to take good care of his mother's lover and to be considerate of the sisters' father, Xiangzi finally made a choice:

"Xiaoxiang, haven't you been to school for several days?"

Qiansui even had hallucinations these days. She would occasionally mutter that dark clouds had drifted into the house and it was raining lightly there.

But where are the clouds and rain? It's just a girl's fantasy.

"I..." Xiangzi's hand trembled as he was preparing medicine for Qiansui. His sister has been inseparable from him since she came here.

They were completely conjoined twins, and the strange feeling of being lost in it was maddening.

"The tuition was too expensive, so I asked Mu to help me get a refund... Although I only got a small amount, it can support me for a while until I find a job."

"..."

Qiansui was only awake for a short period of time in the day. She felt that the superposition of the characteristics last time was too strong and caused some problems in her brain.

"Xiang...I want to go home...with you."

"Huh? Sigh."

As long as someone in the Toyokawa family still puts pressure on Toyokawa Sadaharu, Toyokawa Kiyoshi will not be able to return home. Xiangzi can only hope that his grandfather can use the fastest and most tough means to regain control of the Toyokawa family, which has been in turmoil since the death of Toyokawa Mizuho.

Otherwise, the sisters would probably have to stay outside for a long time.

Xiangzi looked up and didn't dare to look at Qiansui. She was afraid that her aggrieved look would irritate her sister.

"I'm sorry, old man, if... if I didn't exist."

"Is it."

"Yes."

"certainly not."

Qiansui held Xiangzi's face in his hands and said, "Actually, I'm the one who shouldn't exist."

"No way! Without Xiaosui, there's no point in this world existing!"

Xiangzi couldn't believe that her lovely sister would speak like that. She looked into her tired eyes and suddenly had a bold idea in her heart.

"Years old...your condition hasn't gotten any worse, has it?"

"I don't know. Actually, I didn't think about finding you that day."

"Huh? Then—"

"I want to die outside. You left me and my heart is in turmoil... I hate being without you, so I don't want to stay alone in this world."

scare!

Xiangzi felt uneasy at Qiansui's decadence. She hugged her tightly and patted her back, hoping that things would not get worse.

Let’s hope…

……

Desperate.

"Depression... How could this happen?"

Covering his mouth and not daring to look at the diagnosis from the mental hospital again, Xiangzi confirmed that Chitose's current condition was not just a mild case of schizophrenia.

The severity of schizophrenia worsened, and at the same time depression also came to Chitose.

[Also... facing my mother's passing, my father's decline, and the sudden change in my family's circumstances...]