I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

This kind of bullying doesn't require actually finding a group of people to bully you behind your back, it just requires you to know and think that someone is bullying you.

Several emotions, including anxiety, flashed across Su Shi's eyes, and she felt confused again, which was rare.

When she goes to school, all she gets is the anticipation for when school is over.

Is going to school really such a painful thing? Why would such a bad person deliberately spread her privacy and deliberately set up a trap to bully her?

How can this be...

Tears began to swirl in Su Shi's eye sockets without her noticing.

Su Shi felt wronged, and deep down he had a rage in his heart that he had no place to vent.

She wanted to ask why the other party did this, but found that Qiansui was right.

Even if I ask clearly, it will be of no use...

It will not have any positive effect but will provide a lot of emotional value to the other party.

All in all, it will make you feel worse.

"Don't be afraid, my dear child, don't be afraid."

"Just think of this as a lesson. Maybe no one has ever said this to you before, so it takes me, your mother, to tell you something."

Chitose Noshiro keeps touching Su Shi's bottom line, but she is surprised to find that this child seems to have no bottom line.

She is so lonely that she does not reject any love.

Not to mention the carefully wrapped love of Chitose Noshiro.

Su Shi, who had completely snuggled into Qiansui's arms, could not guess, and would never try to guess what the gentle elder sister holding her was thinking.

She has now turned into an ignorant little beast, completely manipulated and coaxed into a little embryo.

"As long as you don't pay attention to anyone else's dynamics, don't speculate on what others are thinking, and don't dwell on things that haven't happened... living a muddled and unclear life will be very comfortable."

Sensitive people have to bear double the sadness, but Noshiro Chitose sincerely hopes that Su Shi can live an easier life.

After all, she didn't expect that the [accident] caused by the system would be so severe.

It made little Su Shi cry, that's too much.

"As long as you don't care, no one can control you."

"As long as I don't care... it will be fine? But I care about these things so much, am I too weak?"

Yes, after all, they are just first-year junior high school kids. Chitose guarantees that both Riki and Deng in the first grade of junior high school would have the same idea.

"Don't you have me here? I will protect you well, my little baby."

These corny and sticky words may not be appropriate for other people, but for a mother to coax a daughter who has never received complete maternal love, it is not appropriate.

“It’s actually very simple to look beyond and ignore the anxiety that this kind of thing brings you.”

"What is it?"

"It's just to ask mom to pamper you a little more, let mom treat you... My dear child, you must have suffered a lot outside. Your little face has turned a little pale. It really makes me sad."

Su Shi was completely embraced in his arms, completely and totally held by Noshiro Chitose's hands.

Is this motherly love?

This was the first time this year that Su Shi felt love concretely, and she felt dazed.

"I should... cherish and love those who are worthy of my affection, right?"

"Yes."

“Then how do I distinguish such people?”

"How should I put it~" Chitose pinched his chin. "Generally speaking, people who truly love you won't discuss things like [rights], [responsibilities], or [emotional value] with you. Although saying this can easily offend people, people who truly love you won't be unreasonable. After all, true love is silent."

It is precisely because true love is so quiet that it is often ignored and abandoned.

Anyway, not many people cherish true love, and people are capable of ruining their own lives.

Su Shi, who was just a little over twelve years old, could not fully understand what Noshiro Chitose meant.

But she has her own understanding.

[In short, you should care about your biological mother and your mother, right?]

But my mother doesn’t come home often...so I can only care about her more.

"But I think you still have something else to gain this time."

Like a baby, she lay in her mother's arms. Qiansui's arms were so comfortable that Su Shi felt a little sleepy, but she still forced herself to listen to Qiansui continue talking.

Worry, depression, anxiety.

Fly away, all fly away.

It was as if those things had never existed, they just disappeared.

"That Toyokawa Shoko is quite interesting. Maybe she's a friend worth making."

Is that Shoko Toyokawa?

Toyokawa Shoko...

His cell phone was vibrating, shaking back and forth several times, but Su Shi didn't have time to look at it.

Qiansui's mother's embrace was so warm and soft, as if it gathered all the tenderness in the world, and Su Shi couldn't break free.

Is this love?

That’s great, I’m loved.

Chitose Noshiro is a mother who loves me even more than my own mother. She is always reliable and never absent at critical moments...

Why didn't she show up earlier...

No, you can't be greedy. It's something you have worked hard to get, so why do you still want more?

I will definitely cherish this love.

I will never let the things I have always longed for disappear, never.

Nagasaki Suyo swore secretly in her heart.

She believed that she would not give up the love she had received like others. She believed that she would cherish this maternal love and would never let it go.

At least, that's what she thinks now.

Ch93. Be my real mother

Noshiro Chitose thought about it for a long time, wondering what she regretted the most.

It's probably because some emotion temporarily covered up the love, and then something happened that led to the loss of love... I would regret it very much.

Like jealousy or resentment overshadowing love? Maybe.

Su Shi in her arms had already fallen asleep, and she didn't even have time to eat.

Qiansui gently put Su Shi down, put on her clothes and was about to go out.

The room is small, and it's not a good place to talk to someone.

Especially those who are impatient and don't know how to choose a name, who have good taste but bad character...

"Miss System, I'm here."

“Yes.”

Holding hands, the system, like the twins in "The Shining", stood at the door motionless.

【These dead kids.】

Qiansui raised his hand and made a gesture to stop making any sound. The white-haired twins nodded and followed Qiansui into the corridor.

"Why do you have to show up in real life when you can talk to me in my mind?"

"Because... I can't go back. I have too many clones and not enough energy."

"You think you can be a system? Aren't you a bit too incompetent?"

The system blinked and wanted to refute the other party, but when it remembered that it was just the system of the hedgehog cat, it fell silent.

"The plan was completed exceptionally well, but your behavior was too outrageous... I only asked you to create a little trouble and pull some strings, but why are you still..."

"This system believes that this method is the most effective. Please do not overthink it. Simulation is just a simulation."

Tsk tsk.

Noshiro Chitose rolled her eyes.

"Su Shi is more rational and intelligent than I thought. Is this because of my frequent teachings?"

"Hmm? Are you talking about sharing your bad woman experiences with your simulation subject [Nagasaki Suyo]?"

"Who are you calling a bad woman?"

"Haha...we were successful. What's next?"

"That kid is having an affair with Xiangzi, right?"

Qiansui looked back at her own front door not far away. Everything was peaceful, which made her feel at ease.

"Yes."

"That would be great."

"What does the host want?"

The systems, using the pseudonyms [Xinhuan] and [Haitsuka], blinked in confusion.

"Ah, well... do you know anything about cricket fighting?"

"Well, just tell me directly."

"If you want to cultivate the best cricket, you need to find a cricket that is just like her to fight with."

Chitose Noshiro held people's hearts and pretended to be thinking. The tone of her voice was as if she was complaining to her best friend about the results of yesterday's beauty treatment.

"It makes her develop a competitive mindset, focusing on internal competition and comparison... to compete with others and to fight for love."

"That way, when the poor victim finally regains his focus and comes to his senses, he'll realize he's missed a lot."

"Such as... not cherishing the people you should cherish, and being blinded by jealousy?"

"Yes, yes, that's it!" Qiansui clapped his hands, happy that his system still had some intelligence.

"So you chose to create this incident, why?"

"To make Su Shi more aware of the cruelty of the world, so that she can rely on me more. Also... let her get to know Xiangzi first."

When it comes to cricket fighting, the character of Xiangzi is actually not very useful.

People like Lixi or Deng, who she knows completely, are actually easier to use.

Chitose originally wanted to use Riki as the cricket to fight against Su Shi, but after thinking that it would be better to create an incident across schools than to cause trouble in the school, Xiangzi was the most cost-effective choice.

"Do you need any help? If not, I'll leave."

"Go ahead, go ahead. I'll let you know when I need you next time."

Chitose watched the other person walk downstairs before returning to his own cabin.

It is worthy of being my simulation assistant. I have tamed it very successfully. With time, maybe I can even fully master the system?

Noshiro Chitose no longer spoke, but just kept planning.

From Sushi's planning to Xiangzi, and from simulation planning to reality, multiple simulation experiences have made Noshiro Chitose more mature.

That's the way it is.

……

Not long after Qiansui left the house, Su Shi woke up slowly.

Su Shi, who left the gentle embrace, felt like a fish out of the sea, and she felt uncomfortable all over.

"Mom? Did you go out to buy groceries?"

She knew her mother would not leave her, so she didn't worry too much.