I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

Unfortunately, these are all things that happened in the dream, and their relationship is not that good in reality.

"No, no, I want Xiaosui and my relationship to be just like in my dreams... no, even better than in my dreams!"

In real life, Chitose is a gentle but also quirky girl. Sometimes she is as playful as a goblin, and sometimes she is as sweet as an angel.

She has all the beauty of the dream of Qian Sui, but also has a different kind of beauty... She...

She is the light of life, she is the fire of desire, she is Lixi's sin... she is also Lixi's soul.

Noshiro Chitose.

Bare feet in slippers, toes curled up like those of lonely little orphans.

Li Xi walked to the desk, turned on the desk lamp and found paper and pen.

"I need to write down the song from my dream. I don't know why I remember it so clearly... Never mind! I'll write it down and give it to Xiaosui!"

After all, this is the music that Xiaosui in the dream likes very much, and Xiaosui in reality must like it very much too.

When Xiao Sui hears this song, she will ask if it is her original creation, and then she will ask what the lyrics mean, and I can explain it to her... hehe.

After a few interactions, wouldn't the relationship become more harmonious?

Li Xi couldn't help but hum softly.

"Lixi? Aren't you going to sleep yet?"

Shiina Maki's voice came from outside the door. She was probably attracted by the lights in the house.

"Sister, are you a moth? How could you spot me as soon as I turned on the light?"

"Haha, what are you talking about, you idiot? I brought you a little gift, open the door quickly."

"Huh? You came in by yourself, what a hassle!"

Shiina Maki opened the door only after confirming that her sister allowed her to enter the room.

She was holding a small paper box in her hand, but Li Xi couldn't see it clearly while sitting.

"What are you writing, Lixi, so late at night?"

Maki blinked and tried to move closer, but Riki reacted instantly and covered the paper.

"Don't look at it! This is private!"

"Are you writing a love letter? Which girl is it for? Is it the one you rushed out to see last time?"

"Huh? How do you know... No! No! You're being too nagging, sister!"

I really have you under control! You pushy sister!

"Puchi, I won't fight with you anymore. Nuo, this is for you."

Li Xi took the box, looked at the outer shell for a few seconds and then opened it.

Inside is a... cup? Huh?

“This cup is amazing.”

"I didn't find it magical."

"This cup has no rim; it's sealed. And it has no bottom; it's been chiseled out."

"..."

Li Xi was silent for a moment, then turned the cup over.

"Are you stupid, sis?!"

"Ahem, I'm just kidding. Little Lixi doesn't understand the elegance and refinement at all."

"Oh... forget it, I'm going to sleep, sister, you should get some rest too."

"Okay, An An."

"An'an."

As the door closed, Li Xi looked at the black mug in his hand helplessly.

"Sister, what a jerk! Seeing me unhappy, she tries to cheer me up... She obviously doesn't need to use such a stupid method."

Li Xi turned her face away. She refused to admit that she was moved.

"Hmm...eh! I can give this cup to Xiao Sui, and then tell her what my sister said."

Phew, Chitose would probably like the joke he stole.

Li Xi stared at the cup in a daze, and only put it away after a long time.

She adjusted the brightness of the desk lamp and adjusted the chair at the same time.

The tip of the black signing pen began to dance on the white paper, and line after line of lyrics that Li Xi was extremely familiar with were written.

It can be finished in one to two days. She wants to write it several times and choose the version she is most satisfied with to send out.

Words seal emotions, and these words will fully demonstrate their power at critical moments.

That's the way it is.

Ch127. The last daily routine before the fifth simulation

"Go and try, you'll never break me,"

(Try as you can, you can't destroy me,)

“We’ll carry on…”

(We will keep going.)

Wearing the Bluetooth headphones co-branded with Coca-Cola, Chitose Noshiro was humming a song softly.

She really loves MCR's "Welcome to the Black Parade"!

Today is the fourth day without simulation, happy.

The next simulation is expected to start today or tomorrow.

Happy times are so short... Well, it’s not impossible to start the day after tomorrow.

"Xiao Sui, what are you listening to?"

On the tram, Shoko Toyokawa, holding a handbag in her arms, glanced sideways at Chitose.

"Eh? Xiaoxiang, are you talking?"

Pressing the pause button and taking off his headphones, Chitose looked at Xiangzi with a slightly confused expression.

As we all know, there is a 99% chance that when you talk to someone with headphones on, they won't be able to hear you clearly.

"Ah, just curious what you were listening to."

"It's MCR, it's really nice, do you want to listen to it together?"

"Is it okay? Will it be..."

"Don't worry about those little details, Nuo! Xiaoxiang, come and fall into the abyss of music with me!"

So chuuni! This line really pokes fun at her!

Xiangzi's eyes were almost popping out of her head as she found that Chitose Noshiro and she were becoming more and more in tune with each other.

MCR? That's a cool band.

Xiangzi took the headphones and put them on without hesitation.

The familiar melody stimulated Toyokawa Shoko's eardrums. How long had it been since she had listened to this kind of music since she became busy?

The final fantasy from punk is intertwined with romantic Gothic. They are like fleeing bats, making Shoko Toyokawa's somewhat dead and boring life lively again.

“That sounds really nice.”

"Yes, Xiaoxiang, let's go. We've arrived at our destination."

"Huh? Time flies..."

With a little reluctance, Xiangzi wanted to take off his headphones but was stopped by Qiansui.

"Why are you in such a hurry? We still have a long way to go. Let's continue listening to music."

Qiansui subconsciously held Xiangzi's hand.

Ah, she really is just used to holding girls' hands.

Xiangzi was stunned for a moment without resisting, and finally nodded his head vigorously.

"it is good!"

……

Entering the school gate, entering the classroom, greeting my female classmates, this is a new day, it’s great.

Today is Wednesday, April 8, 2020.

Before the last class in the morning, Takamatsu Deng, who was sitting back in a chair chatting with Chitose Noshiro, suddenly heard the phone ring next to him.

"Is it Li Xi?"

"Then answer it quickly, silly kid."

"oh oh."

After pressing the answer and hands-free buttons, Li Xi's tired voice slowly came.

"Hello? Xiao Deng? Is Xiao Sui with you? I can't get through to her on the phone."

"Huh?" Deng blinked at Qiansui.

"Ahem, Lixi, my phone is playing music, what's going on?"

"Oh...it's good that Xiaosui is here..."

Shiina Riki on the other end of the phone breathed a sigh of relief after learning the reason. She had been worried for a long time.

"Let's go get coffee after school? Go to Ring, it's my treat."

Li Xi wisely chose not to directly state what she was going to do, in order to prevent the atmosphere from becoming awkward if the other party refused.

"Okay, see you after school then?"

Chitose blinked, realizing how busy her high school days were.

Busy, everyone is busy, it’s better to be busy.

The next simulation is about to start. To be honest, if it weren't for his short lifespan, Chitose Noshiro really wouldn't want to continue the simulation.

It’s a pity that once the arrow is shot, there is no turning back. I have already become greedy for the endless life that is inexhaustible. How can I stop if I can live for a thousand years?

When the class bell rang, Chitose called the system in his mind.

[System? Little Tongzi? Little Tongbao? Is he here?]

【What's wrong? 】

The system's voice sounded as tired as Lixi's.

Could it be that the system also has the same habit of staying up late as Li Xi?

【Call up the lifespan redemption list.】

【walk slowly】

Qiansui looked through the dazzling list and found the life span needed to cure his sister's eye disease in the corner.

Thirty years? Not bad, it's possible with some effort.

When I have saved enough for about thirty-five years, I can exchange it... and then I can take Kyoto to see the real sea.

Going to the beach...I have to go again.

Next time I go... I want to go with Xiao Jingben, whose eyes have recovered.

Time passed quietly while Noshiro Chitose was thinking.

That's the way it is.

……