I choose a beautiful girl roommate over a domestic gigolo

She didn't care at this moment.

She came out from under the bed and stood beside her, looking at her young master and An Qiyu, who was standing next to her young master and had breasts about the same size as hers.

"Secretary General Su Xixi?" An Qiyu grabbed the quilt next to her and covered her chest, confused. "Why are you in Su Younian's room?"

To be precise, An Qiyu was not confused that Su Xixi would appear in Su Younian's room.

After all, the other party was the head maid hired by Su Younian's family, so it was normal for her to talk about something occasionally.

But there is no need to come in by yourself.

"Don't bother, just call me Xixi." Su Xixi had warned An Qiyu very seriously before, but now she was too embarrassed to continue to act tough, so she just slowed down her tone and said, "Since you have something to say to my young master, then I will just leave."

After saying that, he ran out of the room without paying any attention to Su Younian's constant calls behind him.

"Xixi!" Su Younian anxiously chased to the door, but An Qiyu's voice came from behind him.

"Su Younian, the girlfriend you're talking about isn't Su Xixi, is she?" With a look of disbelief in her eyes, An Qiyu looked at the change in Su Younian's expression and said, "Am I right?"

"Yes!" He nodded to An Qiyu, then Su Younian ran to Su Xixi's room downstairs without looking back. An Qiyu sat on the bed in a daze, looking at the place where Su Younian had just lain.

Chapter 40: The Gradual Disclosure of Identity

After hesitating for a moment, An Qiyu lay down on it.

She didn't know what she was thinking by doing this.

But tears gradually began to flow from the corners of An Qiyu's eyes.

"Woo..." Gritting her teeth, An Qiyu didn't want to cry, but she couldn't help but feel a sense of sadness and despair of being abandoned and thrown away.

"It was obviously my turn first." Grabbing the pillowcase that Su Younian was leaning on, An Qiyu cried and gradually fell asleep.

………………

"Master! Go find Miss An Qiyu! I'm not angry!" After Su Younian spent a lot of effort to coax his little maid to open the door, Su Xixi sat on the bed by herself. She looked sulking from beginning to end, but she refused to admit it in her words.

Seeing her young master coming, Su Xixi immediately turned around hugging the pillow.

"Well, Xixi, listen to my explanation. I didn't do anything with An Qiyu just now. She just suddenly pounced on me, and then I dodged!" Su Younian hurried to Su Xixi, but found that the expression on the little maid's face was not anger, but...

"Master...if you have a wife in the future, please don't abandon Xixi, okay?" Crystal tears flowed down Su Xixi's cheeks, leaving wet marks on her white clothes.

At this moment, there was no trace of anger on Su Xixi's face.

She was just scared.

The fear of being abandoned by one's own young master in the future is about to appear.

"No, why would I abandon you!" Su Younian was completely dumbfounded. He quickly took a tissue from the side and helped Su Xixi wipe away her tears: "Why would I abandon you?"

"Because... I can't marry you." Obediently putting her head close to the young master so that he could help wipe her tears, Su Xixi suppressed her emotions: "Xixi can only stand far away from the young master and watch him marry someone else. This is what Aunt Su told me!"

"No, I won't do that to my bastard dad..." Su Younian stopped talking halfway through.

He was not very clear about the emotional disputes of the previous generation, but he knew the final choice of his former head maid, Aunt Su.

Many times, you can’t accomplish something just by wanting to do it, it also depends on the choices of the people around you.

"Xixi understands what's in your mind, Young Master, but... Young Master, you should also understand what Xixi is thinking. Although the plans of the eldest and second young ladies may succeed, they are not absolutely certain..." Su Xixi's voice gradually became lower and lower until it was barely audible at the end. "So, I know everything. Please don't worry too much, Young Master."

"After I finish dealing with Ruoyun's affairs, I want to get engaged to you." Su Younian straightened the little maid's face, then looked into her eyes and said seriously, "Is it okay?"

A huge sense of happiness hit Su Xixi's heart.

The word "yes" was on the tip of her tongue, but she didn't dare say it.

"Master, let's talk about this later. Please go back to your room tonight. I want to have a good rest." Su Xixi turned her eyes away, then looked at the moon outside the window and fell silent.

She looked as if she was unwilling to continue talking to the young master in front of her.

Su Younian really wanted to continue saying something to comfort the little maid, asking her not to make such a clear distinction between the primary and the secondary so clear.

But seeing the other party's firm attitude, Su Younian had no choice but to shut up and stop talking.

Perhaps for the little maid now, silence is the best soothing medicine?

………………

Instead of returning to the room, Su Younian walked outside the hotel. He looked at the moon in the sky and then found a place to sit down.

The moon is very bright. Perhaps because there is less pollution here, the night sky is also particularly bright.

Su Younian couldn't help but point his finger at the sky.

It’s like when I was a child, my mother would take me outside to look at the sky, and she would tell me stories about the various stars in the sky.

Come to think of it, my mother is a typical science girl.

Instead of telling me a love story, I told myself something like how much hydrogen is on Jupiter...

As he thought about it, Su Younian felt a sense of sadness rising from his heart.

"Mom..." he said in a low voice, and then Su Younian burst into tears.

Although he knew that his mother would not turn into a star in the sky to look at him, Su Younian now hoped very much that his mother could turn into a star in the sky to look at him.

If my mother were still alive, would I talk to her about Xixi?

Then she should also tell herself about what Xixi should do.

Instead of being like this now, I have no idea and even no one to talk to.

The tears flowed quickly and disappeared quickly. I sorted out the emotions in my heart and then laughed at myself.

Su Younian stood up from the beach and was about to leave, but found a woman standing quietly behind him.

Wearing a black nightgown, Yixuan stood silently not far behind Su Younian.

As for when he came, Su Younian himself didn't know.

"Aunt Yixuan? You?" Su Younian hesitated for a moment, then took the initiative to say, "What a coincidence, coming for a walk?"

"Well, yes, I saw a crying little flower dog while taking a walk. Did you see it, Xiaonian?" Yixuan pretended to be confused and walked to Su Younian again, hugging the child in front of her in her arms.

No distractions, only heartache.

"I... saw it, but that crying little flower dog has already run away." Letting Yixuan hug him, Su Younian whispered, "I'm sorry to have embarrassed you."

"Are all normal boys like this?" Yixuan rubbed Su Younian's head and whispered, "Pretending to be strong in front of outsiders, but crying behind their backs?"

"I don't know..." Su Younian shook his head. Among his peers, he had no friends other than An Ruoyun.

"They won't be like this. What do boys your age do?" Yixuan whispered, "They think about girls, tomorrow's homework, and many other things, but not many people think about other people. You are too tired, you know?"

"tired?"

"Well, I'm just tired. Sit down and let me have a good chat with you."

Yixuan said, pointing to the bench next to the beach.

"Talk about, what?" Su Younian's tone was a little hesitant. Until now, he didn't know what Yixuan was going to talk to him about.

"Let's talk about you. Come, lean here?" Yixuan really wanted to press Su Younian on her knees and let her use him as a pillow, but Su Younian just shook his head and rejected Yixuan's request.

"No need!" Looking at Yixuan seriously, Su Younian said, "I have my own woman now, so I should keep my distance from other girls!"

"Okay!" Nodding, Yixuan did not insist, but said, "Are you the eldest son of the Su family?"

"Yes!" After hesitating for a moment, Su Younian nodded: "Aunt Yixuan, did you guess it too?"

Chapter 41 Am I the outsider?

"Do you know why I didn't guess it right before?" After the answer in her heart was confirmed, Yixuan felt a sense of unreality.

"Why?" Su Younian was also a little surprised. He was not crazy enough to deny his identity in front of anyone, so he had always been curious why someone had only raised doubts about his identity until now.

"Because you're so easy to talk to." Yixuan reached out and stroked Su Younian's hair, her eyes full of tenderness: "Where can you find a young master so easy to talk to?"

"Am I easy to talk to?" Su Younian couldn't understand what was so easy about him that made Yixuan have such an idea?

"Yes, and he's not just easy to talk to!" Yixuan nodded seriously and looked at Su Younian and said, "Which young master would be like you, always considering others?"

"Uh..." Su Younian's social circle is not wide, so he has no idea who around him is as considerate as he is.

Maybe Sister Qiu Yuan will?

But Su Younian felt that using his own family as an example didn't seem very convincing...

At this moment, he suddenly felt that he was at a loss for words.

"Well, you can't figure it out yourself, right? That's why I say that!" Wenrou started, and Yixuan continued, "So you get tired. You may be the eldest son of the Su family, with the ability and resources to help others, but you get tired because you're human, not special. Maybe you have a better background than others, but as an ordinary person, you're also afraid that you can't control something, right?"

Su Younian didn't say anything, but stared blankly at the woman in front of him.

She understands herself well.

A feeling of being able to rely on others echoed in Su Younian's heart.

"Do you know why I feel this way? Because I was like that before, living here alone with my daughter. I was almost omnipotent in front of her, but I also felt tired behind the scenes. That's why I developed schizophrenia. Now I take medication to control it." Yixuan smiled bitterly: "And if it weren't for your help, I wouldn't have been able to go to the hospital. After all, mental illness is not easy to treat."

"I..." Su Younian was silent.

What has been worrying him is that he believes his worries are completely unrecognizable to others, and he might even become the kind of person that others say rich people just worry about how to spend their money.

But right now, a sense of recognition emerges in an instant.

Su Younian understood very well.

The woman in front of me is willing to identify with me.

"Kid, you're just too soft-hearted sometimes, you know?" Yixuan had a helpless look on her face. She then reached out and pinched Su Younian's face. "If it were an ordinary young person your age, they would have already started trying to pretend nothing happened and take advantage of me. How could you be so determined to separate from me?"

"I am me, and they are them. We are different." Su Younian shook his head slightly and then said, "Sister Yixuan, what kind of person am I in your heart?"

"A person who is worthy of entrusting your life to, if you don't look down on me." She gently put her face in front of Su Younian, and the details of Yixuan's delicate face, such as her thick eyelashes as soft as a brush, were fully displayed in front of Su Younian.

And Su Younian had to take a step back.

Yixuan like this made him feel at a loss.

"But if you really just want to sleep with me, I'll feel like you're not worthy of my life!" Yixuan said with a playful smile, "You know, for me, no, for a woman, she often has several ways of speaking!"

Wouldn't it be better to just say that only women and villains are difficult to raise in this world?

Su Younian suddenly felt helpless and wanted to complain.

But Yixuan looked at the speechless expression on the boy's face with a smile, and then suddenly put on a serious look: "If you don't mind, you can treat me as an elder. If you have anything to say to an elder, you can say it!"

With a smile on her face, Yixuan slowly said, "After all, young people like you can easily cause a death if you're not careful, so...what's wrong with your expression?"

Yixuan was stunned. Why did the boy in front of her suddenly have such a bitter expression on his face?

Is there anything particularly offensive in what you said?

"Sister Yixuan, if there is a girl around me and she is unwilling to give birth to a child for me, does it mean that she doesn't like me?" Su Younian was silent for a moment, then asked.

"You know, what you're saying now sounds like something a scumbag would say!" Yixuan looked at the boy in front of her seriously for a long time before slowly speaking, "A girl who doesn't want to have a child with you must have her own reasons, right?"

"But...it's not like I can't give her a stable future." Su Younian hesitated for a moment and said, "After all, apart from other things, if it comes to a sense of certainty and security in the future, I can definitely give it to her."

"What you can give to others is only what you can give, not necessarily what they want. Also, judging from your expression, she should have a good relationship with you." Yixuan thought for a moment, then said, "Can you tell me who she is?"

"It's Su Xixi!" This sentence did not come from Su Younian, but from An Qiyu.

An Qiyu staggered to the beach, her face flushed with red wine.

After Su Younian left, she was already in a crying state.

As she cried, An Qiyu started drinking.

After drinking a bottle of red wine without any hesitation, An Qiyu was already drunk.

At this moment, he could still hear Aunt Yixuan and Su Younian talking, and An Qiyu couldn't help but yell loudly.

Tears kept flowing, holding a bottle of wine in one hand and pointing at Su Younian with the other. Behind her was the dimly lit hotel. An Qiyu shouted loudly: "Su Younian's woman is Su Xixi, his maid!"

Tears of grievance kept flowing down An Qiyu's face, she was totally unable to accept the current situation.

Why can’t I be Su Younian’s girlfriend?