I choose a beautiful girl roommate over a domestic gigolo

Su Younian rubbed the head of the silly dog ​​beside him again and walked into the hospital.

What should I say to Su Xixi next?

Su Younian was very confused, but he couldn't think of any specific method. However, he couldn't stop and could only move forward step by step towards the hospital gate.

From the front door, to the corridor, to the ward floor and all the way to the ward door, Su Younian stopped before knocking on the door.

He already knew from the hospital nurses and others that his little maid was inside.

As for Su Xixi's mother's body, it is still in the emergency room.

It’s not that the Su family is unwilling to intervene, but before Su Xixi speaks, and before the top management of the Su family speaks.

No one dared to move, even before Su Xixi despaired in the early hours of this morning, no one dared to give up the rescue.

By the time Su Xixi despaired, three full hours had passed since her mother's death.

Several groups of doctors were replaced during this period, but everyone chose to continue the rescue, even though everyone knew that this was just a show for Su Xixi.

Chapter 2 Su Younian's Past

Everyone knows that this kind of picture is just a pretense, and it is impossible to resurrect a person whose brain is dead.

But no one was willing to give Su Xixi hope.

Because many people present, whether themselves or their friends, have received favors from Su Xixi.

Standing at the door, Su Younian held his breath. He wanted to listen to what sound was coming from inside the room.

Is my little maid crying or resting?

If she is resting, then I should wait until she finishes resting, right?

A strong sense of pity welled up in his heart. Su Younian understood Su Xixi very well, because he had experienced such emotions before. These emotions were not something worth remembering, but they were definitely not emotions that he could easily forget.

I have mixed feelings in my heart, but I don’t know how to describe them.

Su Younian could only stand there in a daze, waiting for the situation to change.

At this moment, Su Xixi's words were heard in the room.

"Is that you, young master?" There was a slight hoarseness in the voice, followed by a heavy tone.

　Su Younian's heart skipped a beat. He had never heard such a voice among the little maids.

Such a horrible, heartbreaking sound.

What on earth has happened to the other party that he could reach this point?

Su Younian had many thoughts in his mind, but he didn't know what the situation was. However, in his heart, he knew it very clearly.

How does my little maid feel right now?

Qin Guang, who was in such a desperate and empty state, unable to find or see any light at all, was in the same terrible situation he had experienced before.

"Xixi...can I come in?" His voice was filled with caution and helplessness. Su Younian stood at the door and did not push it open. He just asked in a low voice: "If it is not convenient for you now, then I won't go in for now."

"I am now..." Su Xixi's voice gradually became low.

Of course she knew what the young master was here for.

But the only thing she didn't want to see the young master in this state.

because……

"Master, I understand your pain." Su Yan's voice gradually came from inside the ward: "You were also in this pain before, right?"

"Ah?" Su Younian hesitated for a moment, then asked, "Xixi, what are you talking about?"

As he spoke, Su Younian had already reached out and pressed on the door handle, ready to push the door open and go in. This kind of thing made Su Younian very worried.

"What I'm saying is what I want to say, young master. You've been sad like this before, right?" Su Younian's plan to open the door was interrupted by Su Xixi.

Su Xixi stretched out her hand and held the door handle tightly. She didn't want to let the young master in.

See yourself now.

"When did I?" Su Younian hesitated for a moment, and then the dusty memories gradually returned to his mind, and he understood what the little maid was saying.

But, there is no need to say this at all.

"Young Master, you stood up to comfort me at that time... and even stood up to protect the young lady... I finally understand what kind of mentality you had at that time." Standing facing the door, tears streaming down her face, Su Xixi's expression was completely broken: "I'm really so selfish."

"Xixi!" Without caring about anything else, Su Younian directly opened the door. After entering, he saw Su Xixi who was already crying. After looking at her carefully and confirming that the other party was pale only due to lack of sleep, Su Younian immediately breathed a sigh of relief.

It’s okay as long as we are not incompatible.

Before, Su Younian was really afraid that his little maid would not be able to get along with him.

If something happened to Su Xixi, Su Younian felt that he would be so worried that he would die.

"Xixi, please don't worry about me for now." But at this moment, facing the little maid who was already crying, Su Younian felt embarrassed, like a mouse pulling a turtle, not knowing where to start.

At a time like this, nothing I say will be of any use, right?

"Master, you only make me feel worse. I don't want to see you." Su Xixi lowered her head. She felt very complicated.

He felt despair, pessimism and discomfort because of his mother's death, as well as guilt for knowing Su Younian's mood at the time while the other party was trying hard to protect himself and the eldest daughter.

All kinds of complex emotions intertwined together, making Su Xixi feel almost collapsed.

"Why don't you want to see me?" Su Younian smiled helplessly, then reached out and gently hugged the cute little girl in front of him: "Are you starting to hate me?"

"No..." She denied it subconsciously, but Su Xixi didn't know how to continue.

Right now, I really don’t know what I should do.

"Xixi, I know how miserable you are right now, but I also know that everything we have now will pass." After Su Younian held Su Xixi in his arms, he said softly, "Do you want to take a break first? I'll go help you deal with your mother's affairs, okay?"

"I... Young Master..." Su Xixi knew what Su Younian meant. The other party wanted to transform himself into a harbor that could shelter him from the wind and rain, so that she could just hide in it.

All other troubles and disturbances will be handled by the other party.

but……

Can I really do this?

Leave everything to the young master, and you don’t need to do anything. Just inherit it directly like a shameless heir?

"It's okay, I'm here for you!" With Su Younian's gentle movement, Su Xixi was placed on the brand new bed next to him.

"Listen to me! You have a good rest first. I will help you deal with your mother's affairs." Su Younian's words seemed to have magic, making Su Xixi's eyes gradually close. Then she grabbed the other's sleeve and gradually fell into a deep sleep.

"Yan Yan, come up and down, keep an eye on Wangcai, let Wang Ying go first, I have things to deal with here." Su Younian did not speak, but typed to tell his sister to come over. As for the golden retriever Wangcai, Su Younian thought about it and decided to let his sister bring him up.

That guy sometimes acts so crazy without any brains.

But it’s good that Yanyan brought it here this time. It will give Xixi a place to confide in later.

"Are you going downstairs?" Su Yan also gently pushed the golden retriever that was suppressed to death into the room. The first thing she saw was her brother standing by the bed and Su Xixi lying on the bed.

When the golden retriever came in, he suddenly stopped wagging his tail, lowered his voice slightly, and even started to walk cautiously.

Su Younian's heart suddenly skipped a beat.

He remembered how Wangcai had behaved in the past when his mother had been in trouble. He faced his mother, who was no longer in human form...

Chapter 3: Please carve two words

My heart felt like being cut by a knife.

The scene that Su Younian had already tried to forget began to gradually appear in his mind.

I was so desperate that I didn't even have the courage to see my mother for the last time.

There was also the situation in front of his own father, where the cadaver beautician said he was really helpless, but was trembling on the spot because of his father's terrifying eyes.

"Yan Yan, stay in the room with Xixi. I'm going to take care of something." Su Younian took off his coat and left quietly. As for the sleeve of his coat, it remained in Su Xixi's palm.

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"He's gone." After Su Younian left, Su Yan said calmly, "I have my own way of judging whether a person is asleep or not. Your current breathing rhythm is definitely not that of a sleeping person."

As Su Yan spoke, Su Xixi, who was lying on the bed pretending to be asleep, suddenly fluttered her long eyelashes twice, and then she opened her eyes with a little embarrassment, but more sadness.

"Second Miss." Su Xixi just glanced in the direction of Su Yan, then looked away, without any contact at all.

"I know. You must be very sad now. I was also sad when my mother left." Su Yan thought of the mother she met in the wolf pack, and a look of confusion appeared on her face. Later, it was her father who took care of her.

I don’t know. Is Dad okay now?

But he must have died, right?

Su Yan shook her head slightly helplessly and continued to look at her head maid.

She could clearly feel how sad the other person was.

But she couldn't show it in front of her brother.

How dare that idiot brother come here!

Su Yan didn't understand why her brother Su Younian came to visit Su Xixi.

To be honest, in the Su family, only my brother cannot come to visit Sister Xixi.

After all, Sister Xixi's arrival was the reason for his mother's death.

At this moment, my brother dares to do something almost similar!

Looking at the closed door behind her with helplessness, Su Yan hesitated for a moment and then asked Su Xixi.

"Do you want to hug Wangcai and cry for a while? Or go downstairs to see Su Younian directly?" Su Yan's suggestion was very direct.

Su Xixi felt a little ridiculous, which diluted the sadness in her heart.

And in her heart, some proactive and positive emotions also quietly emerged.

There are actually many people around you who care about you, right?

………………

Su Younian walked silently to the door of the emergency room. The entire hospital was private and was run by the Su family, so there was no other business in the hospital.

　The funeral supplies had already been placed in a small tent that had been hastily erected next to the emergency room.

The people who came to help were already staying in the small tent. They were still talking before, but after Su Younian passed by, everyone's eyes turned to Su Younian.

"Oh..." Su Younian sighed slightly, looked at everyone's faces, smiled at them, and then walked into the emergency room.

There were only a few middle-aged men in the emergency room. The girls had all left in advance due to taboos. A monk and three novices had been waiting inside early, chanting and praying.

The monk was Mingkong, the former disciple of Master Haoran.

"View the five aggregates as empty..." The Buddhist scriptures that were whispered seemed to have some magic, and Su Younian's heart gradually became more peaceful.

The body of Su Xixi's mother, Qian Xixi, has been placed in the emergency room. Her makeup has been done in advance and she is neatly dressed, completely ready for the funeral.

"Young donor Su Younian." When Mingkong saw Su Younian coming in, he raised his palm and saluted Su Younian: "You are here?"

"Yes, Master Mingkong." Su Younian raised his palm in the same awkward salute. He looked at the three novice monks who were still chanting and praying behind him, and whispered in gratitude, "You have worked hard."

"The living open the eyes of the dead. How is Donor Su Xixi feeling now?" Mingkong looked at Su Younian and asked in a low voice, "Is there any improvement? If..."

"She is sleeping now. I should persuade her." Su Younian knew what Mingkong wanted to say next. He must want to take his little maid to the temple to relax.

But Su Younian trusts Su Xixi very much.

He believed that she could get out of it on her own!

"I understand." Mingkong nodded and said no more. Instead, he looked at Su Younian and asked, "So, where will this donor Qian Xixi be buried?"

"Master, please make the decision. As for the payment..." Su Younian hesitated for a moment and said to Mingkong, "Please come back and find me directly. I will pay it."

"Huh?" Mingkong was stunned for a moment. According to the relationship between the temple and the Su family, the temple should not charge any fees for such matters.

Why did Su Younian tell me that he would charge a fee?

What does it mean?

"As his son-in-law, I want to erect a separate monument for him." Su Younian's words made Mingkong look hesitant.