Lonely Rock for the Blind

【I'm fine, don't worry.】

"…ah…"

No... Are you okay...

Very good…

Kita Ikuyo pressed the phone to her chest and breathed softly.

Great…Great…

Senior, it's okay... I didn't cause any irreversible consequences... I...

Kita Ikuyo lowered her head.

What should I do next?

Sure enough...should I go home?

It’s actually getting late now. If you’re free, go home first.

The turbulent waves in your heart press the pause button at this moment and release them in a more suitable place.

Right... this is what we should do now...

Kita Ikuyo lowered her head and stood there.

In the distance, the cat stood there.

Kita Ikuyo pursed her lips, lowered her head and remained silent.

...

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.........

Nekoyashiki Haru stood quietly in the snow.

"Now that you've told her you're okay, and since you think she might not want to see you right now."

Da Hei Yin was standing next to him, and there seemed to be a hint of dissatisfaction in his eyes.

"Why are you still standing here?"

“…She might be coming over.”

Nekoyashiki Haru replied.

"Maybe he won't come."

Daikokuonmi said.

"…I know."

Nekoyashiki Haru nodded.

"But I'll wait a moment... She must be very upset now..."

"…Are you mistaken?"

Daikoku Oonmi's voice was rarely impatient.

"You are the victim who was suddenly pushed to the ground and kissed..."

"I'm not a victim."

Nekoyashiki Haru raised his head and stared at the street in the distance as if he could see.

“…I’m not going to present myself as a victim.”

"... "

Da Hei Yin was stunned for a moment, then sighed.

"Haha... Then I'll leave first. If she doesn't come back in half an hour, I'll take you away."

"…good…"

Nekoyashiki Haru nodded.

Da Hei Yin had already walked towards the alley in the distance.

Then he turned to look at Nekoyashiki Haru.

Saying that I am not a victim...

Why...can't you just stand on your own side?

Chapter 224 Hug

Amidst the dancing snowflakes, Nekoyashiki Haru was waiting quietly under the streetlight.

In fact, when Nekayashiki Haru was pushed down by Kita Ikuyo at the beginning, he was indeed a little panicked.

He never thought that he would be pushed down, and he never thought that the person who did it was Kita Ikuyo.

But it happened.

And the reason why this happened... was because Kita Ikuyo liked me.

That is, because I...

It seems a little strange to look at it this way, as objectively I didn't seem to have done anything wrong.

But the result is that this happened.

I don't want them to become like this...

Nekayashiki Haru thought, whether it was Ijichi Nikka sneaking into his house or Kita Ikuyo just doing this, I don't want them to end up like this.

It’s not that they did anything bad to me...but...I don’t want them to lose some of the good things in the past...

But...why shouldn't I want them to give up the so-called beauty?

Who defines beauty for them?

Nekayashiki Haru suddenly had an idea of ​​why she didn't like them.

There is no doubt about it... I absolutely do not hate them.

I love hearing their laughs, their music, their jokes, and just spending time with them.

Then why can't I like them?

Because I seem to have been standing there... looking down at them...

Standing there as a teacher and senior, he expressed helplessness towards everything they did.

So until now, I still don’t like them.

It’s not that they don’t work hard enough, nor can it be explained by their so-called orientation.

But it’s because... I have been looking down on them.

This is my fault.

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In the snow, Kita Ikuyo was running quickly.

When I pushed down Cat House Haru, the emotion that I felt in my mind for a moment was joy.

That kind of joy that feels like releasing what's in your heart.

Ever since I saw the interaction between Liang-senpai and my senior on the train that day, I have been feeling depressed.

Whatever you do, those emotions will have an impact.

Actually, I am actually... a very despicable person, right?

Because I cried... cried really loudly... cried in front of Kikuri-senpai.

Because of what?

Was it because of Senior Liang’s cold words, or was it because of his anger at Senior Liang’s sudden joining?

Actually the answer is...

[I really... like you so much! ]

The answer is this…

I really like my seniors...so...no matter what, I will not give up...

No matter who takes Senpai away, even if it’s Ijichi-senpai’s victory, I won’t accept it.

I can't seem to accept it calmly and then bless it with a smile.

I want to be by my senior's side...with him...

Just like in this cold winter, we can hug each other.

I am afraid that there will be no place for me in the future that Senior Liang has chosen for his seniors.

I was afraid that I would never see my senior again.

I am afraid of being alone in the winter.

I think... I know why my senior never fell in love with me.

Kita Ikuyo's pace quickened a bit.

I am unwilling to accept myself like this...

Her teeth clenched.

I thought I could accept it, but the truth is, I can't...

Therefore, I am afraid of new situations... I am used to the peaceful life now, so I don't take any steps forward...

But that’s not right…

and so…

So far, my senior hasn’t fallen in love with me…

It was my fault.

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The dark green pupils stared at Feixue.

Then, a touch of red appeared in the falling snow.

Daikoku closed his eyes and sighed.

She suddenly felt a little irritated.

In the flying snow, yellow-green eyes looked at the cat on the snow under the street light.

The boy's broken purple eyes were still staring in the direction of Kita Ikuyo.

It's as if I can see it.

Kita Ikuyo met the gaze and walked towards Nekoyashiki Haru.

Nekoyashiki Haru heard footsteps and looked up.

next moment.

boom…

A gentle impact sound.

The girl bumped into the boy.

No crying, no apology, just a gentle bump into her.