Real teaching, but diary flow

"Huh?" An extremely ugly expression twisted into shape on Kikyo Kushida's face.

Class D, Class D, Class D... Isn't that her class?!

Why? How could such a thing happen?

Subconsciously, she felt that the diary was lying, deceiving her, and—

However, her brain instinctively recalled the diary from almost a month ago, Horikita Suzune's bow and request from almost a month ago, and Chabashira Sae's ambiguous smile from almost a month ago.

"Ugh—" Her stomach began to churn involuntarily, followed by a strong feeling of nausea rising in her throat, and a gloomy expression immediately settled on Kikyo Kushida's pretty face.

She understood the meaning of the diary almost instantly.

No money.

Next month, Class D will be penniless.

All of this was done by Haruki Yamauchi.

No, it's not just Haruki Yamauchi. All those who had heard Saeko Chabashira explain the content of the behavior code exam at the beginning of the month, yet didn't take the so-called 'evaluation' seriously, and quickly relaxed again after a brief period of restraint, arriving late, leaving early, or skipping class, are all accomplices.

Day by day, they drove the school's evaluation of the class to the abyss of zero.

The consequence is the penalty of having zero points.

Yeah, that's right. How could there be such a good thing? The school gives students 100,000 points every month or something? You must be kidding me.

Why didn't I think this through before?

Were they blinded by the large sum of money they received that they could squander at will?

Did his IQ drop because he hung out with those people from Class D?

Because...

—It's because of the tea stalk.

Despite having already received money from the class, they deliberately obscured the truly important answer, merely using the so-called 'evaluation' to represent the result.

If she hadn't delivered that fatal blow, even if Class D was terrible, with the pressure of living expenses, they would have tried their best to restrain their actions to salvage their reputation.

“That bitch…” Kikyo Kushida spat out the harsh words through gritted teeth.

She had long disliked Chabashira Sae's deadpan face.

He always has a deadpan expression, whether it's during class or class meetings, he always looks like his mother has died.

And they actually planted such a mine in this kind of place for them?

What a joke!

How could she possibly be qualified to be a homeroom teacher?!

Clutching the diary so tightly her fingers threatened to crush the pages, Kikyo Kushida took several deep breaths to calm herself.

if......

No, no more "what ifs." Everything that has happened in the past month points to this outcome, and they should receive notification at midnight tomorrow.

The situation is beyond change, and she can't go back in time to undo it.

We can only accept this outcome and then think about what to do next.

Ugh, this is so annoying.

She doesn't have much money left.

Her daily expenses are actually not high, and even with the five thousand she spends on intelligence, she still has a lot left over.

However, maintaining a relationship costs money.

Whether it's going out shopping, sightseeing, or dining out, it all adds up to a lot of expenses, especially for someone like her who socializes very frequently.

Not to mention that, with the end of the month approaching, many of the extravagant girls in Class D are already nearly broke.

They were hoping for a 100,000 yen income next month to save them from their predicament, while Kushida Kikyo was also hoping for a 100,000 yen income so they could pay back the debts they had lent her.

If she didn't think she would have money next month, why would she have lent it out?

"Reading completed for today, reading points +1."

However, regardless of her mood, her cold voice would still ring out on time.

"Accumulated reading points: 31, the 'Comments' section is now unlocked."

"Current number of free comments: 1"

"Messages to be uploaded have been detected and are being uploaded."

But this time, the voice said something superfluous.

The comment for Chapter 51 has been uploaded. Thank you for your feedback.

Read the diary, and then the audio and text will play together, and your reading points will increase by one.

For Kikyo Kushida, this was already a routine she was used to.

The voice wouldn't answer her questions, nor would the words provide any answers. What use were the so-called reading points anyway? No one could give her a definite answer.

So she never took it seriously.

For her, the sound probably served as a reminder that she had finished reading the diary and that the day could end there.

Put aside your emotions, adjust your state of mind, put on a gentle smile that everyone will like in the mirror, and continue to face tomorrow's hypocritical facade from everyone.

The cold voice could only mean that.

Kikyo Kushida has always believed this.

until today.

Messages to be uploaded have been detected...

Whose message was it? Where was it left? Whose message was it?

Several questions flashed through Kikyo Kushida's malfunctioning mind.

Immediately afterwards, her breathing stopped.

My heart started pounding rapidly, and the sounds around me seemed to be completely drowned out by the sound of my heartbeat.

"—Stop!!!" Her previously calmed emotions surged again, and her pretty face, which had been trying to maintain a smile, twisted into a grimace once more. Kikyo Kushida suddenly let out an incredibly sharp cry, attempting to stop the cold notification sound from doing something else.

Memories of the past began to resurface, and everything I had written on the public message board back then seemed to be playing out again at this moment.

Her inner world will be laid bare and revealed to the outside world in the form of 'leaves'.

And so, her life will be ruined once again.

"I said stop!!!"

"Didn't you hear me?! Stop! Stop right there! Stop! Don't upload! Don't move! I didn't leave a message!!!"

The object of the sound is itself, and the direction of the sound is also itself.

As for the so-called comments, no matter how you think about it, there is only one possibility.

—Words she wrote in her diary to vent her frustrations.

Her insults and curses towards others were clearly written on the pages of her diary.

They were all written on the pages of her diary, a book she had always thought would never have an accident.

"What a joke! What a joke!" Her vision suddenly blurred, and she lost control of her emotions. Her scream rose to a high pitch, and the sharp, explosive reaction was like shattered glass, leaving a hideous wound on her throat.

"Stop it!!!" Screaming, Kikyo Kushida, as if in a daze, suddenly stretched out her hands and pressed down on the pages of the diary, attempting to stop the diary from being uploaded in this way.

Her slender fingers curled into claws, her bloodshot eyes stared intently at the pages, she strained and struggled to tear open the diary, to tear off the pages where she had once written words.

Unfortunately, not only did she fail to tear the pages, but even after pulling with all her might, the diary didn't even warp.

As time ticked by, and as the strength that Kushida Kikyo had been muster kept slipping away, her irritable actions had no effect. Finally, like a death sentence, the cold voice rang out once again...

"Your message has been uploaded. Thank you for your feedback."

The cold voice delivered its verdict: the uploaded content could not be retracted. She couldn't stop it, and the diary didn't stop either.

My body was stiff, and everything I had experienced was playing back in my ears with perfect clarity.

Everyone in the class started criticizing her, and the trust she had worked so hard to gain turned into doubt.

Like someone suffering from PTSD, Kikyo Kushida's face was deathly pale.

"pat-"

The diary fell to the ground with a thud, and as if all the strength had been drained from her body, Kikyo Kushida's body slumped off the chair.

ended.

It's all over.

Forget about getting your money back from the people who lent you the money, and forget about class points.

Her three peaceful years were about to come to a complete end on the last day of the first month.

......Why.

With lifeless eyes staring blankly at the pure white ceiling, Kikyo Kushida felt utterly hopeless.

She had obviously tried so hard.

She could greet Shinohara, Kanji Ike, and even someone like Haruki Yamauchi with a smile, so why treat her like this?

After enduring so much disgust and tolerating so much of their negative emotions, can't I even be allowed to write it down in my diary?

"I just wanted to be trusted..." she murmured, tears streaming down Kikyo Kushida's cheeks.

......

"You have a new message."

Asakusa Tetsu tapped his fingertips repeatedly on the table in front of him, his impatience clearly showing.

But what he received was not the settlement message he expected, but... a 'message'?

Hey, who left this message?

No, how can I still leave comments?

Isn't the point of a diary to achieve one-way communication? Isn't it to create a one-way communication process? Why add a message board to it?

"Where is it?" Asakusa Tetsu raised his eyebrows and picked up the diary again.

The pages turned rapidly without any wind, and soon stopped on one of them.

Go to hell, go to hell, go to hell, go to hell...

[Idiot Haruki Yamauchi, idiot Kanji Ike, idiot Suzune Horikita, idiot Sae Chahashi, idiot Rokusuke Koenji...]

[Idiot's Diary]

Asakusa Tetsu: "...?"

Dude, who left this message?

A two-faced person, right?

Their identity is so easy to guess.

I wanted to play hide-and-seek, but why do I keep self-destructing?

Should this message be made public?

After scanning the messy, foul language spread across the pages, Asakusa Tetsu heard the voice again.

"No." He chose the negative answer without hesitation.

If this were made public, how would he continue to write about it in his diary to get rewards?

No matter how you look at it, you should definitely choose no, right?

If anything should be made public, it should be in his diary, not like this.

Even if it's not published in the diary, taking the handwritten copy and directly threatening Kushida Kikyo offline is also a good option.