Can Lixi look at me alone?

"It's already quite late, Yuzuki, go take a shower first."

After nodding understandingly, Yuzuki disappeared from her sight.

Hai Ling stretched and snuggled comfortably against Jie Yue's mattress.

Soon, Yuzuki, who was drying her hair, came to call her to use the bathroom.

After thinking about it, I realized it was probably because Mu left earlier today, so Yuzuki had plenty of time to play by herself. Otherwise, Yuzuki would have thanked Mu for his efforts in the same way as usual.

Also thank you for Mu's contributions, Jieyue.

She hid the sleeping pill bottle she had been eyeing for a long time.

Yes, she was really happy today.

It felt like the happiest I've ever been since I was born.

It was as if her illness had improved a lot.

Jieyue gently played with the medicine bottle in her hand.

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Volume 1 Crychic! : Chapter 124 A Ruined Life

It's a good thing that the condition is improving.

The conclusion is clear.

But she knew even more clearly what her improved condition meant.

Thanks to everyone's companionship during this time, otherwise Yuzuki would never have been able to escape the angels' sight.

But does Yuzuki really want this to happen?

She hates losing.

It's because she didn't have anything to begin with.

Just now, she made one last attempt in the bathroom.

The angel who had been with her for so many years has truly disappeared.

This means her condition is improving, but, but…

She could no longer accept this improvement.

Even the angel, who had been with her for who knows how long, who would always chat with her when she was bored, and even play with her... left the mirror.

Yuzuki didn't believe this would happen, but she had tried many times.

Each call went unanswered by the angels.

It's like passing by the house of a friend you were hanging out with not long ago. You wanted to knock on the door and take a look at your friend... but instead you found your friend's tombstone in the yard.

The tombstone of an angel.

She locked the bedroom door, walked to the full-length mirror, and, clinging to her last shred of hope, began to try.

"You know... I don't like..."

I enjoy watching you mimic my speech.

The girl in the mirror looked exactly like an angel, but she couldn't respond.

"Stop messing around, I...I'm really getting angry. You know what I'm like when I'm angry...right? Come out and stay with me...stay with me for a while, let me know you're still here, okay?"

Her voice grew louder and louder, and Hailing, who had just finished showering, started drying her hair.

After hearing the sound of the hairdryer, Yuzuki turned her gaze back to the mirror.

"So, even you're leaving me, right?"

Yuzuki has never been a violent person; she never uses violence, but this time is an exception.

It doesn't matter where the angel is hiding now.

Yuzuki told herself.

She is in the mirror.

"It's okay if you don't like this mirror. We can change it until you find one you like."

Hai Ling frowned after noticing that Jie Yue had locked the bedroom door, and gently knocked, urging her to open it quickly.

"Koyuki?"

Hailing, who had been ignored, heard a faint voice. She pressed her ear to the door and listened carefully, recognizing it as Jieyue speaking.

"If you don't come out soon, I'm going to drag you out."

Yuzuki picked up a tool she had found and smashed it against the mirror, shattering it into countless pieces.

The loud noise made Hailing realize that something was wrong.

"Yue, Yue! What are you doing! Open the door!"

She kept banging on the bedroom door, which escalated into an assault.

However, she couldn't open the sturdy security door in a short time, so Hailing immediately went to find a hammer or other tools to break down the door.

Unable to hear Hailing's calls, the pink-haired girl looked at the angels scattered on the ground... or rather, at herself scattered on the ground, and revealed a somewhat happy smile.

"So, which pane of glass are you in?"

Of all the moonlit nights, if even one is willing to tell her the answer, she can find her own angel.

To her surprise, the girls just stared at her blankly, because that's exactly what she was doing.

The pink-haired girl, picking up the shards of glass one by one and throwing them into the trash can, ignored Hailing's increasingly frantic banging on the door.

Where are you...? Why aren't you with me?

She threw the last piece of glass that she could see into the trash can.

It seems the angel has truly departed.

She took out the bottle of sleeping pills.

If her improvement means her departure... then wouldn't it be that all I need to do is let her condition worsen so I can see her again?

She is an angel, the moon reflected in the mirror who has done so much for her, and every piece of furniture that chats and talks with her.

She is ill, abnormal, and something that must be discarded to become a normal person.

but.

"I don't care whether it's normal or not."

"I just want to see you again."

Jieyue opened the medicine bottle.

At this moment, Hai Ling successfully broke the door lock and, seeing that the girl was preparing to swallow the pill, tackled her to the ground under the influence of adrenaline.

"Are you crazy?!"

He stuck his fingers down her throat and forced her to spit out the pills. Hai Ling glanced to the side and breathed a sigh of relief when she saw that a large number of pills were still preserved in the medicine bottle.

However, the end of the month wasn't so comfortable.

The two fingers that were being dug into her throat without any skill made her feel a little nauseous. Yuzuki, who just wanted to see the angel again, tried to resist, but Hailing was no match for her.

"Ugh..."

After retching for a while, Jieyue clutched her unusually uncomfortable stomach and, pale-faced, was tucked into the blanket by Hailing.

Hailing, who was sweeping up pills and glass shards with a broom, would occasionally glare at her fiercely.

So sad.

Yuzuki closed her eyes.

She didn't understand why this was happening.

She didn't understand why Hailing wanted to force her to be a normal person.

For Jieyue, a normal life means having angels by her side.

If you don't even have angels around you, then you are incomplete, and that's when you need healing.

But there are so many people who need treatment, so many… They told Yuzuki that the one who actually needs treatment is Yuzuki herself.

Jieyue turned her body to the side, with her back to Hailing.

Why does everyone have to force me to be a normal person?

As the effects of adrenaline gradually wore off, fatigue and soreness spread through Hai Ling's limbs.

The black-haired girl, feeling weak all over, cleaned up the floor and returned to her bedroom. Upon seeing the figure hiding under the covers, she could no longer suppress her anger.

She suddenly pulled the blanket away, then grabbed Yuzuki's wrist and forced Yuzuki to look directly into her eyes.

"Are you crazy?"

After carefully checking and finding no other wounds...

"What I do has nothing to do with Hailing."

Yuzuki felt something salty and bitter fall into her mouth.

"Yuzuki, do you know?"

In front of Yuzuki, she poured the remaining sleeping pills into her mouth, then closed her lips just as the pills were about to touch her tongue.

Then he looked at the girl who had knocked the medicine bottle out of his hand.

Sometimes, I really hate you a little.

Yuzuki hugged her tightly.

"You're so hypocritical."

The ground needed to be cleaned up again, but Hai Ling and Jie Yue were too exhausted to do so.

They hugged each other quietly.

"If, one day, Yuzuki feels that whatever I do has nothing to do with me, then imagine what Yuzuki would think if I did this."

Hai Ling's voice sounded tired.

Yuzuki hugged her body tightly and let out a soft "hmm".

Yes, she wanted to go find the angel, but... Hai Ling and Xiao Mu, and Li Xi and Xiao Qianzao... none of them wanted her to do it.

What should I do...?

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I made 10,000 today, and now I'm sharing something funny with everyone.

This morning, someone joined the book's group and made the following statement (original words).

And forget about your lousy Haiyue! What kind of image has she created of Hai? N-head pornography, piracy—what kind of garbage is this? And people still ship it? I'm already impressed that you can write this kind of thing so openly. I only feel disgusted. It's on par with Lixi's newspaper. I'll start cursing tonight. The more I read, the harder it is to hold my breath. To write Hailing like N-head pornography is too much to bear. The author hasn't even finished the romance and is already playing the stock market game. It's too hard for me to break down.

These are all his original words from the early morning; his viewpoint is (his original words).

You're right, you and your girlfriend had a fight. Should I be her date? Do Lixi and Yue not like each other? Can't Hailing tell?

Then I told him to wait until dawn to discuss it with everyone in the reader group, but he just ran away.

I don't even want to comment on the above remarks; let me just show you that I've encountered another idiot.

Volume 1 Crychic! : Chapter 125 Compensation

Hai Ling was very angry, but she forced herself to calm down and think things through.

Why did Yuzuki suddenly want to take sleeping pills?