Can Lixi look at me alone?

"Lixi and Jieyue are together every day."

He didn't tell a single lie.

Every word he said was true, yet it achieved an unexpected effect.

"Oh, I see. Xiao Mu must be really tired."

Mu, who was being held in Su Shi's arms, suddenly raised her head, shook it vigorously, and said in a trembling voice that it wasn't like that... but it was too late.

Having lost all interest in her, Su Shi hastily said goodbye and left the coffee shop.

To get entangled with Li Xi, to make Xiao Xiang give up Crychic to be with you, to make Xiao Deng become like this, and then to trouble Xiao Mu...

Qianhua Jieyue...you are truly an extremely selfish and shameless person.

What should I do?

Dividing line

(Falls down)

I've burned out...turned into pure white ash. Don't wait any longer, this is all I have left.

I'll take a two-day break and resume updates on February 1st.

Volume 2 Mygo!! Chapter 23: Zero Reason

The intense feeling of suffocation caused by guilt made Yuzuki's breathing become increasingly rapid. As soon as she left the coffee shop, she had to bend over and gasp for breath in the cold air.

After feeling a little better, he staggered and started looking for his way home.

The increasingly intense negative emotions were about to overwhelm her mind. The only reason that kept the girl walking instead of collapsing on the ground and crying her heart out was to prepare dinner for Xiao Xiang.

With her last shred of reason, Yuzuki tried to walk toward the only lighthouse in the darkness.

I want to go home.

I want to go home…

She ignored the pedestrians she had stepped on, and the cars that kept honking at her. Her clear blue eyes stared blankly at the ground beneath her feet, as if trying to find her way home by examining the paving stones.

Go home...go home...is this the way home?

She began to doubt the paved road beneath her feet.

Because it looks no different from the road next to it, but Yuzuki knows... there is only one way home.

Therefore, neither of these two identical roads leads home.

Realizing this, Yuzuki could no longer hold back her tears, and stood in the middle of the road, letting a few tears fall... slowly repairing her will that was on the verge of collapse.

"Little sister? Do you need help?"

The female police officer on patrol felt a headache coming on as she looked at the unresponsive, tearful girl in front of her. In order not to obstruct the flow of traffic, she had no choice but to help her to a bench to the side.

Yuzuki saw the ground beneath her feet begin to move, realizing that her body was going further and further down the wrong path. But now she couldn't even struggle.

I made a mistake again, made a mistake... I've made so many mistakes...

More and more tears streamed down her face, and her limbs grew heavier and heavier. The policewoman beside her forcibly turned her head so that she would look into her eyes.

"Little sister? Is something wrong? You can tell your big sister anything."

The words of concern were automatically filtered out, and all that remained in Yuzuki's mind was the policewoman's urging tone in those words.

The girl opened her mouth, realizing she had made a mistake once again.

What should I do? Please tell me what to do! Which road should I take to get home? What should I do to get Hailing back and Su Shi to forgive me…

How do I become a normal person?! Why can everyone else pretend to be normal but I can't...?

……

Yuzuki blinked as she looked at the phone in front of her.

Where am I...?

Looking around, the girl, finding the place exactly the same as before, touched the seat beneath her.

The cold, hard touch brought her back to her senses, and the policewoman from before had disappeared.

"What happened? I just..."

The streetlights suddenly illuminated her hands, and Yuzuki noticed something on the white-glowing phone screen.

"I want to go home."

Jieyue shuddered; she remembered her purpose… she had to hurry home to cook dinner for Xiaoxiang.

But to get home... I need to find my way first. Where am I?

Yuzuki had completely forgotten how she had just tried to appease the policewoman, calmed herself down, and left a message on her phone. But in a way, that was probably a good thing.

My body feels a little numb, probably because I've been sitting for too long.

As Yuzuki kneaded her soft, tender thighs, she recalled what had just happened.

Miss Police Officer...? Why did I encounter a Miss Police Officer? What did I do?

Forgetting to warn herself not to recall these things, Yuzuki bit her lip. Her emotions, which had finally calmed down, were once again overwhelmed by a strong sense of guilt, and she could only slump in her chair, panting and crying.

Fortunately, Tokyo is relatively safe, and there are no dangerous people moving around. Yuzuki closed her eyes, waiting for her emotions to calm down.

The ringing of the phone pulled her from the ocean of overwhelming sorrow. Through her tear-blurred eyes, she saw Xiangzi on the screen and answered the call.

Thinking that Xiangzi shouldn't hear her crying, the girl put the phone to her ear and softly hummed in agreement.

The little blue octopus, knowing that she had answered the phone, asked anxiously.

"Where is Yuzuki now?"

I do not know.

The pink-haired girl turned off the microphone and blew her nose with a tissue from her pocket. She only turned the microphone back on after her voice became less nasal.

"Outside, what's wrong, Xiao Xiang?"

The girl, who had downplayed the issue, nervously added a seemingly ingratiating "Xiao Xiang" at the end, hoping her friend on the other end of the phone wouldn't press the matter further.

Shoko, misinterpreting this as Yuzuki still being angry and showing some impatience towards her, licked her lips.

"Hmm... Go home early, I'm a little worried about you."

Upon hearing the word "home," Yuzuki, somewhat agitated, closed her eyes.

The two fell into a brief silence as they listened to the faint crackling of electricity.

"Um... Yuzuki, it's really late now. I'm going out to have dinner with some friends. I'm sorry."

After Xiangzi finished speaking, she hung up the phone immediately, seemingly because she didn't want to hear Jieyue scold her.

However, this is completely unnecessary worry.

Hearing that Xiangzi didn't need to cook at home, Yuzuki couldn't even hold her phone, and the tears she had been trying to suppress kept flowing.

As the sound of a phone falling to the ground rang out, the lighthouse that had been guiding Yuzuki home all night collapsed with a deafening roar.

It seems I've done something wrong again.

Xiangzi has also started to dislike me.

Who's next?

Xiao Mu, or Li Xi Jiang?

Why are you treating me like this...? Is it because I'm not a normal person?

So, I don't even have the right to be a normal person... right?

Ten fingers climbed onto the pink silk and began to pull hard. A stinging sensation gradually replaced the sadness and took over the body, but this was only temporary.

Pain will fade with time, and sorrow will fill the body anew the instant the pain subsides.

They either drown.

They'll either choke to death.

Her last will to survive led her to extend her hand out of the water, waiting for a kind passerby to pull her out of the mire of suffering.

The girl, who was already feeling nauseous and vomiting from the stress, felt someone pat her on the shoulder.

"Deduct a few meow meows from you~"

Same feeling

Feeling the atmosphere was a bit oppressive, Xiangzi quickly and elegantly ate her dinner. Chuhua, who was trying to find a topic of conversation, decided to order a dessert that would take a long time to prepare so that they could spend more time together.

"Xiao Xiang looks much healthier than last time."

Xiangzi, whose expression was much better than when he was in the hospital, nodded as he chewed his food.

After taking a couple of sips of its drink, the little blue octopus finally breathed a sigh of relief and escaped its cage of hunger.

"Phew...it's probably because Yuzuki's cooking is so delicious?"

Volume 2, Mygo!! Chapter 24: The Cunning Female Announcer

Xiangzi, who had suddenly shivered as if thinking of something, received Chu Hua's concern.

"Xiao Xiang needs to take care of his health."

After all, living with Chika Yuzuki means having to take care of her every single moment. Sho must have suffered a lot, right? Sho must have wanted to run away too...

I will try my best to win Xiao Xiang over.

Chu Hua smiled at Xiangzi, then took off her baseball cap. She deliberately exposed her face to the bustling restaurant, ignoring the potential consequences…

Just for…

Looking at the blonde idol in front of me, who seemed to be too hot and couldn't help but take off her hat to comb her hair.

While Xiangzi was eating, he noticed several gazes from nearby and immediately put his hat back on her head, patting her hand with a slightly reproachful tone.

"Honestly, Chu Hua! You need to protect your privacy when you're out... Don't be so naive!"

Feeling that her goal had been achieved, Chu Hua nodded, gave a couple of forced smiles, and then reopened her eyes.

That's right, Xiao Xiang... Chu Hua has always been very innocent.

"Guomei, Guomei, I'll be more careful next time!"

The little blue octopus continued eating, while the big golden dog watched her. The two spent a brief but heartwarming time together—it would have been even better if Xiangzi hadn't kept bringing up Yuzuki.

"Taking care of Yuzuki must be very tiring, right? After all, Yuzuki is somewhat... "

His hesitant expression further reinforced Xiangzi's impression that Chuhua had no bad intentions.

"Actually, it's not hard at all. Yuzuki is very sensible. And she's very clingy when she sleeps, especially likes to hold me and not let go."

The wooden chopsticks fell onto the plate, and the teenage idol, who immediately picked them up, put them in the trash can, then nodded and took out new chopsticks.

If we disregard her trembling legs, perhaps she was simply taken aback.

Xiangzi didn't realize how impactful his words were. After stuffing the last few bites of food into his stomach, he wiped his lips clean.

"I hope Yuzuki will forgive me soon..."

Ultimately, isn't it all Jieyue's fault? She pulled me out of that environment and forced me to live a regular, healthy life with three meals a day, making me unable to stand hunger and having to be extremely cautious even when going out to eat with friends...

It's all Yuzuki's fault.

After calming down, Chu Hua mentally put Jie Yue in the trash can and wiped the grease from the corner of her mouth.

I'm full of energy, but Xiao Xiang is happy. So I shouldn't let it affect Xiao Xiang's mood.

"How is Xiao Xiang's health? He must make sure to get some rest."

The little blue octopus nodded.