Can Lixi look at me alone?

She just confessed too hastily; she still has a chance to do it again.

After much deliberation, the girl, who felt there was no need to help Yuzuki maintain this relationship, placed her phone in front of her.

……

"So... Riki-chan didn't reject me... It's just that she went to the planetarium with Kodama."

She glanced at the time the lamp was posted on WeChat Moments, clinging to a last sliver of hope, wishing it wasn't tonight, wasn't just now, wasn't during the time she was waiting for Lixi.

Yes, I knew it.

We've lost everything.

What good is it if she advances one step at a time? The lamp advances one step faster and more each day.

This game was unfair from the start.

She'd been pestering Lixi for so long, why...why?

She kept every note Lixi wrote and every item he gave her.

But...why?

Hai Ling, who wanted to wipe away Jie Yue's tears but found that she wasn't crying, silently stayed by her side.

This should be considered the first time that she truly felt disgusted with Shiina Ritsuki.

"Yue...? Are you alright? Should we go home first?"

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Volume 1 Crychic!!!: Chapter 66 Goodnight

"Ah."

Having shed her last tear for Lixi, Jieyue stood up and quietly followed behind Hailing.

"Yue, you live around here, right? I'll give you a ride; it's not safe at this time..."

What is Hai Ling saying...?

The girl, whose mind was somewhat unfocused, covered her forehead and shook her head before leading Hailing toward her little sanctuary.

As Yuzuki reached for the key, she touched something cool and hard.

Oh, it's something that Lixi gave her.

Yuzuki's act of opening the door and immediately throwing the key into the trash can made Hai Ling's eyes widen.

Is it really appropriate to leave Yuzuki alone at home?

Anyway, her family also...

Yuzuki ignored her and didn't close the door. She even walked into the living room without changing her slippers. Her goal was clear: to immediately retrieve the saved notes one by one.

Looking at the neat handwriting above, she used to feel waves of warm care.

But now she only feels disgusted.

Having no other choice, Hailing followed her into the house, closed the door, found herself a pair of slippers, and leaned Beth against the sofa.

"Hailing, please help me throw all of these away."

Unconcerned that she had entered her home without permission, Yuzuki handed her all the notes.

Without waiting for her to finish, she went into the bathroom, found the same shampoo that her classmate Lixi had specially bought, squeezed it all into the toilet, and then pressed the flush button.

What was washed away was not only the shampoo, but also her last shred of hope.

Just as Kizuki was about to hand over the cushion to Hailing to deal with, she heard a voice in the mirror.

"Yuzuki? How is it? Has Tachibana-chan arrived?"

Sorry, I forgot about you.

"No, I was defeated by the lamp. Lixi went on a date with the lamp."

Her already wounded heart brought a gentle smile to the girl's face in the mirror once again.

"Oh, that's alright. I'm also defeated by the light... By the way! Do you still want that panda pendant? How about I give you mine?"

She reached into her pocket, rummaged around for a while, and then gave Yuzuki an apologetic smile.

"Gome na se~ I threw it away. You did too, right? Because..."

There is nothing in the mirror.

another world.

We are the same person, facing the same Lixi, and our enemy is the same Deng.

But now…

I don't need to face Riki-chan anymore.

With a light laugh, Yuzuki returned to her room and took out the body pillow.

“‘Lixi-chan’? I love you so much… I’ve done so much for you…”

She took a utility knife from a drawer next to her.

"Why...why are you doing this to me?!"

She plunged the knife tip into the mattress. Even now, she still couldn't bear to hurt 'Lixi-chan,' whom she had held for countless days and nights.

Until she heard the voice of Miss Pillow.

"It's alright, Jugetsu."

It is peacefully concluding the month.

"I know that Yuzuki is very unhappy right now."

It encourages month-end closing.

"Come on, do whatever you want to me to vent your frustrations. It'll make you feel much better."

……

It sucks.

She was in a terrible mood.

After poking the pillow all over with holes, her mood didn't improve in the slightest.

You shouldn't have listened to the pillow lady's nonsense.

She sighed and gently touched her wrist.

My hands are a little sore...

Yes, that's all.

She likes the body pillow girl, she likes the body pillow girl's scent... because she likes Riki-chan, she loves Riki-chan, she's willing to do anything for Riki-chan, as long as Riki-chan can be with her, no...

Even if Riki-chan only rejects her, she can accept it.

But this was the one situation she couldn't accept.

Why, why did the light win?!

Why, by what right... did the light stick win? Especially since the light stick couldn't even sing a sound before the live performance?!

She didn't believe it, nor did she think she was inferior to Deng. She especially didn't believe that Lixi-chan had suddenly developed an intellectual disability.

This is impossible to explain away, unless…

She thought of a possibility.

From the very beginning... what Lixi-chan liked was the lamp.

I am merely a toy, a tool, an insignificant middleman...

Yes, yes! That's it!

Li Xi approached me so I would help Deng sing... taking advantage of my feelings, taking advantage of my love...

And just like that, Lixi will get the lamp she likes! All she'll have to give up is me, someone she's never liked!

That’s it…

From the very beginning... I was that puppet.

"Hahaha...hahahahahahaha...!"

Hailing pushed open Jieyue's bedroom door, sat down next to her, and handed her a tissue.

For some reason, her blurred vision prevented her from seeing who it was, but…

"Let me guess, your scent is different from Lixi's. You're not Lixi, and Deng's body temperature is a bit higher than yours, so you're not Deng either."

She choked back a sob and gasped for breath.

"As for Su Shi, she must be asleep by now. Xiao Xiang, Xiao Xiang and I have a very bad relationship. Xiao Mu, Xiao Mu will hug me directly."

Hailing reached out and wiped away her tears, silently allowing her to express her emotions.

"So who exactly are you? Never mind... the money's right there, take it or leave it..."

I casually pointed to Yuzuki and felt incredibly relaxed.

"I don't like Xiangzi because I think she's mentally challenged. I don't like Deng either because she disgusts me...! I don't like Su Shi either because she can't do anything right!"

Without opening her eyes, she sat up in bed and pulled Hailing aside to talk about her opinions on each of her bandmates.

"And then there's Lixi, she's a complete bastard! She and Deng, two... two scoundrels in cahoots..."

As Hailing gently patted Yuzuki's back to help her catch her breath, she noticed the guitarist who hadn't been mentioned by Yuzuki.

"To make the lamp sing...the two of them used me, used everything I had, to help the lamp sing..."

"I hate everyone in this band, but for Lixi's sake, I chose to stay with them, comfort them, and be their good friend! But..."

"Why, why did Lixi use me like this?! No matter what, why wouldn't she even give me a sliver of genuine affection..."

Hai Ling gently stroked the head of the girl who was crying uncontrollably in her arms; this was all she could do as an outsider.

She felt that Yuzuki's views were somewhat extreme. She knew that Lixi could never be using her, and the lead singer shouldn't be that kind of person either.

But it's no use talking about this now.

To push Yuzuki to this point...

Each of them has a responsibility.

All Hai-Ling could do was offer some comfort to Jie-Yue.

……

Ah, she's asleep.

It's already past midnight; looks like I'll have to stay here tonight.

After covering Jieyue with the blanket, Hailing lay down on the sofa, covered herself with her coat as a blanket, and said something to Jieyue.

"Good night."

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Volume 1 Crychic! : Chapter 67 Don't be angry

Lixi turned on her phone. Although she had tossed and turned for a long time last night thinking about Jieyue before finally falling asleep, today was her day off.

Today's band activity is scheduled for the morning...

As Lixi entered the restroom, thinking that she couldn't let everyone see her in such a state, she began to wash up.

Hailing, who also started washing up, was an early riser due to her biological clock.

Despite trying to minimize the sound of the running water, I still managed to wake up Yuzuki, who has extremely poor sleep quality.