They don't actually think I like them, do they?

Xu Hui held it in his hand; it was warm and smooth. This was the first time Xu Hui had ever held a girl's hand, and he had never imagined it would be so delicate. At that moment, he felt as if he had grasped the whole world.

that is......

Xu Hui's face suddenly turned red.

do not know why.

He actually got a shameful erection.

This doesn't make sense! I clearly didn't have any dirty thoughts, we were just holding hands!

This continued until the two left the mall.

When they were near the subway station, Xiaoya suggested that she go to a convenience store to buy some sanitary napkins and asked Xu Hui to wait for her outside.

"it is good."

Xu Hui let go of her hand and watched Xiao Ya walk into the convenience store.

The moment Xiaoya went inside, Xu Hui threw his umbrella aside and ran wildly in the rain.

“Wuhu!!”

Xu Hui stood alone on the street, jumping and skipping.

He could hardly describe his excitement; even under the overcast sky, he felt that life was full of color.

My past life, which had been shrouded in darkness, seemed to be illuminated in an instant!

After getting tired of jumping around, Xu Hui quickly found a place to sit down, turned on his phone, and opened Zhihu (a Chinese Q&A website).

Then search above:

What should you do immediately after successfully confessing your feelings?

Xu Hui read it carefully, much more attentively than when he was studying!

Until Xiaoya returned to his side and patted his shoulder,

"What are you looking at?"

"nothing!"

Xu Hui hurriedly put away his phone, while Xiao Ya, carrying shopping bags, couldn't stop laughing at his silly expression.

Xiaoya has a relative in Beijing, and she usually stays at her relative's house on weekends.

After taking Xiaoya home, Xu Hui and Xiaoya said goodnight to each other, and Xu Hui returned to school.

All the way, Xu Hui's face was beaming with a bright smile. It was more like he was skipping and hopping than walking!

Lying in bed at night, Xu Hui took out his phone, and the first person he thought of was naturally his good brother Lin Han.

However, Xu Hui was not in a hurry to contact Lin Han. He planned to give Lin Han a surprise. He guessed that Lin Han probably didn't expect to succeed.

Tomorrow I'll take Xiaoya directly to him and give him a big job!

As Xu Hui was thinking this, he received a message.

It was sent by Xiaoya.

"I'm sorry, Hui-da, I've thought about it for a long time, and I feel that I'm not ready for a relationship right now. Things have moved too fast between us, and we don't really know each other yet..."

The rest of the content was very long, and Xu Hui had no desire to read any further.

Haha,

As expected, it happened again.

Although Xu Hui had never been in a relationship, he was already extremely skilled at what to do after being rejected.

Moreover, this wasn't the first time he had been rejected by Xiaoya.

Xu Hui immediately replied.

"It's okay, don't worry about it."

After sending the message, Xu Hui turned off his phone and never left her side again.

And so, Xu Hui stared blankly at the dormitory ceiling for the entire night.

I only wipe away the secretions from the corners of my eyes occasionally.

The next morning, Xiaoya met with Xu Hui again, saying she wanted to have a proper talk. Xiaoya didn't want Xu Hui's sincerity to end things so ambiguously.

Xu Hui kept his appointment.

The atmosphere at the dinner table was somewhat heavy. The two had had a pleasant date the night before.

In the end, Xu Hui made a joke to ease the tension.

"What's the deal with today's meal? Who's paying?"

Xiaoya lowered her head and swung her little feet, clearly not in the mood for joking.

After a long pause, Xiaoya raised her head and said,

"I come from a single-parent family."

“My dad cheated on me when I was very young and had an illegitimate daughter with his mistress. My mom divorced him, so I grew up with my mom.”

"Over the years, my mom has had four boyfriends. None of them were good people. Even though they were just outsiders, they always criticized my outfits and sometimes even leered at me with lustful eyes..."

Xu Hui listened to everything in a daze.

He lacked love from a young age and grew up in a dysfunctional family.

This shaped Xiaoya's personality, which is characterized by a love of novelty and a fear of love and marriage.

The tragedy that befell her parents had already left a deep imprint on the mind of this unfortunate girl, casting a shadow over her entire life.

"My biggest dream right now is to find a local job after graduation, work steadily, save money for decades, buy a small home of my own, and never get married," Xiaoya said.

“I can give you the home you want. We can take it slow. I’ll make up for everything you’ve lost before!” Xu Hui said to the dejected Xiaoya.

Xiaoya glanced at Xu Hui with a bitter expression.

"I believe Hui-dae's feelings are genuine, but just thinking about those things makes it completely impossible for me. I simply can't start a relationship right now..."

Xu Hui was speechless.

He finally understood why Xiaoya had told him he didn't understand her at all when he first confessed his feelings.

"Okay, I can take my time. Nothing's in a rush. I'll wait until you're ready..."

"Ah."

Xiaoya sobbed softly.

The girl didn't say anything more, but covered her face and lowered her head.

......

Afterwards, Xu Hui took Xiaoya back to school.

Xu Hui's mood remained heavy throughout the journey, but it had eased considerably.

It's certain that Xiaoya likes him.

However, young girls these days are not yet able to start a relationship.

Xu Hui will use his actions to melt Xiaoya's heart.

Xu Hui and Xiao Ya are not from the same college. Xu Hui usually enters and exits through Gate 1, while Xiao Ya's dormitory is right next to Gate 2.

Xu Hui escorted Xiaoya to Gate Two. Just as he was about to go in, Xiaoya turned around and said,

"That's enough for now, get some rest."

"it is good."

Xu Hui smiled.

Finally, Xiaoya glanced at Xu Hui with lingering reluctance before turning and walking into the school.

The moment Xiaoya entered the school, Xu Hui's face darkened.

He walked back slowly, his hands in his pockets.

My mind was filled with those words Lin Han had once said.

"Actually, I've always felt that there's something wrong with Xiaoya... but since you like her, I'll just tell you two things, so you can pay attention."

"First, during the date, towards the end, you don't need to say anything. Just take her hand. If she doesn't pull away, it means she's definitely interested in you, and it's probably going to work out."

"Second, see if Xiaoya is willing to go to their college with you. When you first met, she told me that you only escorted her to the school gate, which I found a bit strange. I've been observing her for a long time. She seems so interested in you, but she keeps pulling you along. I suspect that you're not the only guy she's flirting with."

"Don't get me wrong, you probably aren't even a backup option. Because someone like you, a simp, wouldn't care if others saw you. I bet she would feel ashamed to be seen with you, let alone let people she knows know you exist."

The more Xu Hui thought about it, the more his head ached. He gritted his teeth and ran back home.

Back at the school gate, Xu Hui spotted a familiar figure and quickly ducked to the side.

Xiaoya held a boy's hand and walked outside.

She still smiled sweetly, looking like a little bird nestled against someone. The boy was tall and handsome, and Xu Hui was out of reach.

Xu Hui was momentarily dazed.

Who is more pitiful?

090. We will never let her go!

Two o'clock in the morning.

Lin Han was woken up by a phone call. Rubbing his sleepy eyes, he picked up his phone and saw a caller ID from "Brother Hui." He answered the phone.

"Open the door."

Lin Han opened the door and saw Xu Hui, his face flushed, staggering in.

"How much the hell did you drink?!"

Lin Han quickly helped Xu Hui, who reeked of alcohol, and led him to the sofa.

Reaching the sofa, Xu Hui pulled his hand away from Lin Han's and whispered,

"I'm not drunk."　

After saying that, he plopped down on the sofa.

Seeing Xu Hui's appearance, Lin Han guessed most of what had happened. He sighed.

"Failed?"

"But judging from your appearance, it seems to be much more serious than failure."

“I added Xiaoya’s classmate through their college group.”

Xu Hui raised his head and looked at Lin Han with a bitter expression.

"She changed four boyfriends in the three months we've been chatting."

Xiaoya has always been a fickle and unrestrained girl. This kind of thing is no secret in their department.

Xu Hui, however, just let others play with him like a fool.

"It's connected, everything is linked together."

Xu Hui stared at Lin Han with wide eyes and a hint of sadness in his eyes.

"I finally understand why. When we met for the first time, we were having such a great time chatting on the way there, and our relationship was about to progress, but as soon as we got to the school gate, she told me to go back."

"And do you remember the first time I confessed to her? Back then, you and I ran to the entrance of her teaching building to wait for her after class. When she saw me, she got angry for no reason. I thought it was because I came too suddenly and she didn't have time to put on makeup... Turns out she was afraid her boyfriend would see me."

Everything had already been hinted at long ago.

However, Xu Hui was completely immersed in love at the time and did not notice anything amiss.

It was Lin Han, an outsider, who noticed something was wrong and alerted Xu Hui, which is why Xu Hui was able to find the answer tonight.

He also learned from Xiaoya's classmates that Xiaoya is currently single. The handsome guy who held hands with him as they left the school gate was probably her ambiguous boyfriend, or rather, a backup option, because Xu Hui was never even a backup option.

Xu Hui no longer wanted to delve into Xiaoya's thoughts; he just felt a headache coming on.