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"Why would you record all this XP stuff?! And even research what that guy likes? Just how much do you like him? You're practically worshipping him like a god."

"And...isn't this all about controlling everything? No, in other words, it's just pure lust?"

Instead of finding the crucial information, Tohsaka Shoko experienced a profound eye-opening experience and matured in an instant.

She also learned various magic tricks, such as improving body shape and maintaining skin, but Kurumi is an immortal being, and is called a modern fantasy species, a fairy or something like that.

And using time-series magic to make things bigger or smaller to enhance the experience...

Apologize to me and time magic!

The blushing girl quickly searched and finally found what she wanted on the most conspicuous bedside table.

Kurumi's Diary -

.....

On January 7th, Dad was very strange. Why did he want to collect my blood?

On February 3rd, I told my sister, but she didn't believe me, even though I hadn't lied.

February 7th, this is a gemstone, not jam, right? Why did Dad trick me into eating a gemstone?

March 7th, it hurts so much, it hurts so much, you liar, I don't want my bones to crystallize, Mom.....

On April 7th, my mother stopped me and sent me back home.

Is she really Mom?

Yes, I seem to remember that my parents were killed and destroyed after they lost their research value.

May 7th, 1* year. Sister, I didn't mean to steal anything from you. After all, Kurumi was just researching materials.

Kurumi is very grateful to her father for rescuing her from that place...

On May 9th, 1911, I was introduced to magic. I thought that if I learned magic, I could save my parents!

ヾ(●゜▽゜●)?~~!

.....

Xiangzi trembled and clutched his diary tightly.

Clearly, Kurumi had memories of being abducted from her entire family more than a decade ago, when her parents were dissected and studied, and even mated with various non-human beings and livestock in an attempt to create a new Time Holder. Even if it was only in her infant form.

Many people's pupils constricted as they struggled to imagine such a hellish experience, wondering how a child of that age could maintain their composure and hope...

But weren't her parents killed? Or rather, destroyed?

Thinking about the description of Kurumi's abilities—going back in time and rewriting history...

From the perspective of.

The witnesses vaguely understood something.

inside the room.

Xiangzi's eyes narrowed sharply, but his gaze gradually hardened, and he gritted his teeth and continued watching.

.....

"On July 21, 1, I wanted to die."

1* year...I want to die.

1* year...I want to die.

1. I want to die.

...

Page after page, the screen is filled with simple, lifeless fonts.

Xiangzi swallowed hard.

Without a doubt, the younger sister had failed.

That's true. Even if we go back in time, how could a child who has just started learning magic possibly defeat a magician like Zouken Matou who has lived for hundreds of years by possessing his offspring?

Furthermore, if he truly is an ancestor of the Matou family, then he was a great magician who, two hundred years ago, co-created the Holy Grail system with the ancestors of the Tohsaka family.

It's simply impossible to win.

but.....

She continued reading.

Four years!

For four whole years, more than 1,400 days and nights, Kurumi was trying.

She didn't know how long her younger sister, who was only a few years old, had stayed there, but she knew that each time her sister experienced the hellish torture her parents had endured, she would go through it all again.

And that childish handwriting had become quite mature in just 21 days, only more numb.

Until eight years ago, or rather eight and a half years ago, the lease expired...

Kurumi will be sent back to the Matou family.

Her handwriting was so messy and frightened that it was illegible, but what she feared was not that hell, but the inability to save her parents.

The more she was in hell, the less she could feel love in the Tohsaka family, the more she longed for the parents in her hazy memories.

side.

Mai Sakurajima and many other Earthlings cannot even imagine what kind of suffering that is.

He witnessed his parents suffer hellish torment time and time again, being treated like livestock for breeding and then destroyed.

Hell.

That's hell!

......

Xiangzi's throat was dry, and she was hesitant to continue reading. Her fingers were trembling, but she turned the page.

However, they discovered that the date was already more than half a year later, on the eve of the Holy Grail War.

The opening scene features a big smiley face.

.....

On December 7th, I got a big brother! ヾ(●゜▽゜●)?!

December 8th, I'm so happy! My brother took me to the aquarium today...

December... I'm so happy, my brother took me to the amusement park...

In December, my brother...

12. Moon, brother, brother.....

.....

The girl was stunned for a moment.

She suddenly remembered that her father had never taken Kurumi to amusement parks or aquariums. Every time, he would look at Kurumi with heartache and gently comfort her, saying that she was too young and he was afraid she would get hurt.

She's only one year older than Kuang San.

No wonder...

As Xiangzi looked at those pages of his brother, he felt a heavy weight, which was far more than just simple liking; it was a sense of redemption.

Redemption for the numb and desperate in hell.

but.....

Kurumi's lease had ended by then, and she had been back at the Matou family for more than half a year. That's why she only mentioned having an older brother at that time.

So, as expected...

Did Matou Hakurei never exist in the first place?

There's no Matou Shinji involved, so who is he? A ghost?

Shoko Tohsaka clutched the diary tightly, her breathing becoming much shallower, as she continued reading.

.....

January 7th, ghosts, brother, there are ghosts, so many, so many ghosts.

On January 8th, why can't anyone see anything? There are so many ghosts!

February... it was talking to me.

February... it tells me if I've forgotten something, if I'm running away from something. What am I running away from? What is it even saying?

May... Yes, Dad, Mom.

May, but... but... Kurumi is so scared, Kurumi doesn't want to see it again..., it would make Kurumi feel like everything right now is an illusion.

May... What are you talking about? What do you mean I'm really Kurumi? Remember what?

May... I didn't eat Kurumi, you're lying, I am Kurumi....

June....

......

Xiangzi was drenched in cold sweat. By now, she was no longer able to tell whether the diary was written by Kurumi or... was talking to her.

Ultimately, was the Kurumi she initially knew really Kurumi?

What the hell is it?

Wait, I think I've heard that before.

Her eyes snapped open as she recalled a concept—a concept that the Servants had previously conveyed, a concept that the Lord of Cinder had spoken of.

subspace.

There may even be invisible subspace beings in this world. They speak only of thoughts, and once you see them, you may be corrupted and distorted upon contact, turning them into aliens.

"Gulu..."

The girl continued to turn the pages of her diary, her hands trembling.

The rest of the content suddenly returned to normal, simply narrating daily life and recounting his various attempts.

...

February 7th, Grandpa is really hard to deal with.

February 12th, we can't beat them, we really can't beat them.

...

January 2... Hehe, you forced Grandpa to kill you! That's progress!

...

December 13th, Grandpa is so hard to kill, why is he still alive?

Oh well, might as well kill a few more times.

December 15th, as expected, my brother is a carnivore, he doesn't know anything about being polite.

December 19th, is this the monster? I'm going to die.

December 23rd, I'm going to die, I'm going to die, help!

In December... he fainted, and was unconscious for eleven hours. Is my brother sure he hasn't been holding it in for thousands or tens of thousands of years?

......

The girl's face was expressionless.

So please don't make suggestive remarks in my key information.

That's an exaggeration. I'm a magician, and I know a lot about the human body. In any aspect, it's hard for men to beat women, right?

Unless you're not human...

There's not much to say about the rest of the diary entries; I was driving the whole time...

Dear Yimoduo, have you forgotten your wish to save your parents? Your uncle and aunt are crying.