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Why did I, in that state, die?

"Well, the world is cruel, my maid. Anyone can die, including you and me."

The boy shrugged.

Well, actually he couldn't even kill himself.

Killing the physical body is easy, but killing its essence is something even one cannot do with their own abilities.

"You rascal, you know Xiangzi likes you, right?"

Rin Tohsaka gritted her teeth and said.

"I know."

The boy nodded.

"Then you have the ability to save Xiangzi, right?"

"Yes, that's true. Why can't people who love each other be together? Fate is so cruel, sob sob. I also want to see what the child I have with Xiangzi will look like."

The boy looked up, overwhelmed with grief.

"Are you even human?"

Rin Tohsaka loosened her collar and looked at him coldly: "Can you really love someone, like someone?"

It was her fault for having some feelings for this guy before.

As expected, Shinji Matou is just as unlikable no matter which world he's in.

even.....

Looking at the sadness on the boy's face, yet his eyes remained calm and undisturbed, exuding a detached indifference.

Rin Tohsaka felt a chill run down her spine.

Compared to Shinji Matou's harmless demeanor, Hakurei Matou exuded a chilling, inhuman aura that was far more terrifying...

The boy was also somewhat uncertain: "...Probably?"

He's really not sure if he can still like someone now.

After all, watching people you like or have feelings for die in front of you thousands, millions, tens of millions of times, trying to kill, commit suicide, or be murdered in all sorts of bizarre and torturous ways...

It would be difficult for anyone to feel emotionally stirred, right?

They keep changing the plot, repeating the same utterly hopeless and dark endings over and over again. After seeing it so many times, you get used to it.

He doesn't even know who to seek revenge against; the world was created by him and operates according to his own will.

Most of the time, even in the cycle of reincarnation, he would do it with tears in his eyes.

Anyway, Yukinoshita is in love with him, so it's hard to say who she'd choose.

Faced with the choice between his ideals and his lover, he would not hesitate to kill his lover; he did this in every reincarnation, a hundred or a thousand times.

In fact... a long time ago, he was addicted to killing, slaughtering the world, indulging in desire, and playing with many things.

He was also obsessed with women, and he played in all sorts of erotic games where everyone was female.

Even with a demigod-level physical body, he only lived for 130 or 140 years.

Demigods have a lifespan of over 80,000 years, and theoretically, they are immortal if they live in an environment with a high concentration of ether!

As a result, he bled to death in just over a hundred years, which shows how crazy he was.

This led to several subsequent reincarnations where, although he remained physically healthy, he still avoided women, seeing them as venomous snakes or rosy skeletons. He eventually came to understand the concept of "beauty as a skeleton."

He focused on understanding life and studying magic, making rapid progress in learning the rules, techniques, and knowledge. He observed the sun, moon, and stars to perform magic tricks and traveled thousands of miles to comprehend the mysteries of the universe.

It was also from those lifetimes that his wisdom was enhanced, and he realized the true value of the simulated universe.

Then I started to relentlessly torment myself, going from indifference to despair, from despair to numbness, from numbness to hope, and from hope to despair again... If I couldn't kill myself, I would play myself to death.

Then.....

And that's how I became the funny person I am now, hehe.

Is he considered a normal person now?

It should count, right?

Rosser fell into deep thought.

Well, by the Emperor's standards, his skull still resembles a human's, so...

The boy declared confidently, "Of course I'm human!"

If even the Emperor, the reincarnation of Mara, the god of destruction, could identify himself as human, why can't he?

This guy is definitely suspicious.....

Rin Tohsaka clenched her fists, but her consciousness gradually faded.

soon.

The goddess once again overwhelmed Rin Tohsaka, showing no sign of surprise at the boy's change, or perhaps she had anticipated it?

Hilarious! How many mad scientists have any humanity?

Or perhaps it's a realization of human nature?

Moreover, the goddess has witnessed countless deaths throughout her long divine life.

Her servants have changed countless times, and many of them were close to her, even like sisters.

They had to watch as the person to whom they had placed their deepest emotions grew tired, old, and unsteady on their feet, before being buried in the yellow earth behind the temple.

In her view, the boy was just a normal long-lived being with a mindset; he had emotions, but they were reserved.

After all, even the gods wouldn't expect someone to create a cycle of reincarnation and risk their lives for them...

Therefore, the goddess not only did not feel anything unusual, but also felt a sense of kinship with her.

Previously, there was a certain godlike arrogance in his gaze, looking down upon humanity; now, his gaze carries a perspective of equality.

......

The remains of Einzbern.

In the midst of endless sand dunes.

"You awakened the Origin? No... it's taking something."

On the high hill.

Looking down at the nearly sunken abyss and the girl gritting her teeth and dodging and defending with a sharp blade, the female servant narrowed her eyes.

Is it Avalon? Only that cheat-like Noble Phantasm, Avalon, could have transformed its origin into a sword, right?

only.....

suddenly.

The pale-haired mature woman's pupils contracted as she felt the power being withdrawn and the hidden contract being severed.

A wisp of spiritual energy dissipated, and even though she possessed the inherent skills to act alone, she lost the foundation of her existence.

"Is Xiangzi... dead?"

They were still killed, just like back then, dying one by one...

Perhaps it's a good thing; at least he didn't die by my hand.

The white-haired mature woman gripped her twin swords, calmly watching the girl who had awakened her origin, whose sword speed was increasing and whose projection was becoming smoother: "Hey, Yukinoshita Doku, your friend, Tohsaka Shoko, is dead."

"..."

Yukinoshita paused, then looked up abruptly, only to be cut open by a sharp blade. Ignoring the pain, she asked, "What did you say? Xiangzi is dead?"

"Is it surprising?"

Looking indifferently at the girl, the mature woman's pale hair danced in the wind, her tone detached: "Isn't this something to be expected? Something you should have thought of the moment you entered the Holy Grail War?"

instant.

The servant, who was a thousand meters away just moments before, had already flashed behind the girl and slashed down at her neck.

"What do you think this is? Playing house?"

Clang——!

The girl unleashed her enhanced magic at full power, propelling her twin swords upwards with immense magical energy. In the resulting shockwave, she was instantly blasted away like a cannonball, crashing into a sand dune a hundred meters away.

"Why are you reacting so strongly? Even your breathing is disordered. Shouldn't all humans be valued equally in your heart?"

The white-haired mature woman appeared like a ghost behind the girl who had just gotten up, casually swinging her sword and forcing the girl back step by step with each strike.

"You know, right? So many people go missing in Fuyuki every year, how many of them are murders? Tens of thousands die from gun violence every year in the Federation, in the Middle East... right now, right now, every single moment, people, even young children, are being brutally and deliberately murdered... You can imagine it, more than you can imagine, every single moment..."

The torment of words was even more painful for the girl than the sharp edge of a knife.

With a single slash, Gan Jiang, forged from the will of a single soul beneath the snow, shattered the snow, and with a backhand stab, he killed.

"Qiang——!"

Sparks flew amidst the clanging of metal.

Her knife actually embedded itself into Yukinoshita's sword.

"It seems your will has wavered. Unlike us men, Gan Jiang and Mo Xie are the manifestation of our will."

The girl didn't answer, but her eyes sharpened, and a pair of Gan Jiang swords appeared in her outstretched hand, which together blocked the female Red A's single sword.

"What I seek is justice, fairness, and the areas that the law cannot cover or is biased in."

Gritting her teeth, Yukinoshita roared, "I admit my incompetence, I admit my weakness, and I am indeed in pain, but even the slightest bit, as long as it allows others to feel a glimmer of light, just a tiny bit of hope, so that they feel there is still hope in this world, then it's all worth it!!"

"Still the same as always..."

The white-haired woman's smile vanished, her gaze turning even colder. She exerted force with one arm and pressed down slightly.

moment.

The sand dunes within a few hundred meters trembled slightly and then collapsed with a roar. In the midst of the hurricane, an area the size of a football field sank directly.

Under the snow, he was forced to kneel on the ground, blood gushing from his mouth and nose.

From the perspective of.

Many witnesses sighed, "Although Yukinoshita's solo technique is inconceivably strong, her swordsmanship has reached the minimum standard of willpower for a Servant, or rather, the Light of the Mind, and her enhancement magic is extraordinary. Moreover, Archer is currently depleted of mana, without a source of mana, so even in his strongest state against his weakest state, the Servant still completely overwhelms her..."

"So... why did Red A want to kill himself?"

The black cat scratched its head but still couldn't figure it out.

"Imagine you brag because of vanity, and then get exposed and humiliated. When you're so embarrassed you're picking your toes, and you're given a chance to change, would you change?"

Xiao Tongtong squinted at her.

"Wait a minute, with all those cringeworthy quotes you've come up with now, who knows, maybe one of you will come back in the future and wipe out your embarrassing past."

"Oh, I was wrong. You simply don't have the talent to become a Heroic Spirit. Don't worry."

"Ha, you bitch, want to fight?"

Some corner.

Yuta Togashi awkwardly picked his toes.

To be honest, he knew too much. He used to wrap himself in strips of cloth and tell the whole class that he had sealed the Black Flame Dragon in his hands. He was so embarrassed when he thought about it now.

suddenly.

"Eh, it's Yuuta? Hahaha, Yuuta should understand, right?"

"Let me tell you, back in third year of high school, he suddenly covered his eyes that day and said he sensed the aura of his subordinates. He said he was actually a god who had reincarnated three thousand years ago, and his subordinates had come to welcome his resurrection. However, the strongest demon general was trying to steal his divine power, so he told us to hurry up and he was going to stop the 70,000-strong demon army... It was so funny!"

Countless eyes converged on them.

Yuta Togashi turned his head stiffly, and then his eyes went dead.

Behind him were his junior high school classmates, who were whispering loudly, explaining his embarrassing past.

well.

If someone gave him a time machine, he'd go back and kill his past self!