Honkai Impact, starting by entering Kallen's body

Su Xin coldly turned her head and looked around. The Honkai beast tide had crushed the area, leaving only a pile of bloody mud and disgusting mutilated limbs and organs.

In order to reach the present and the future, he tacitly agreed to the deaths of some people; in other words, he personally killed some of them.

Perhaps there was no wrongdoing or sin in what happened 50,000 years ago, but Su Xin was stained with the blood of millions.

Sinners like him will certainly not have a good ending in countless stories.

Blood stained the trampled wildflowers, and the soil carried the heavy scent of death.

Life is like a fragile duckweed, fleeting and ephemeral.

The empty earth gradually cracked, and countless stars fell like blood rain.

Suddenly, buildings collapsed and the earth cracked open. All sorts of hideous monsters tore at human flesh.

Su Xin closed her eyes, and a bitter, salty, and despairing atmosphere filled the air.

It is impossible for two identical entities to exist in the same spacetime, so Su Xin does not actually exist here, and it is impossible to observe him.

Su Xin slowly opened her left eye. "You will start the story, and I will witness it."

Only by personally experiencing fear and despair can one see the answer to the future.

"Those who abandon everything may indeed walk faster, but they certainly won't go far. Only those who carry expectations and responsibilities can go far, because with expectations they can always see the direction clearly, and with responsibilities they will never stop."

"Even though it's tiring, and even though sometimes it's painful and I want to give up."

"But if we don't do it, everything will just go back to square one, back to the present and start all over again."

"Little Su Xin" rescues Alicia, who has been knocked unconscious. For the next ten years or so, he will spend every day with her, sharing their thoughts, joys and sorrows, and feeling the most authentic touch of each other's souls.

Finally, they parted ways.

As Su Xin was leaving, she suddenly noticed that the unconscious Alicia seemed to open her blurry eyes and see something.

It doesn't matter, she wouldn't recognize me now, and she wouldn't even recognize me.

Su Xin curled her lips in self-deprecation, her mockery continuing.

White hair, golden eyes, and divine markings adorning his body.

I never imagined that I would obtain the Law of the End in its complete form.

I didn't expect it to end that way.

Hero, villain, both are me, yet neither are I.

"Let's go." Su Xin moved forward across the timeline.

In another time and space, Alicia wakes up and sees Su Xin's appearance.

Time is on the eve of the break with Alicia.

Alicia sat alone in the room, her whole body wrapped in a thick, warm blanket.

She couldn't understand why Su Xin would go to those dangerous places alone, and why she wouldn't tell her the reason.

Doesn't she deserve his trust? If things continue like this, I'll get angry even if I know of a misunderstanding that isn't clarified.

"We could have resolved this by sitting down and having a proper talk, but Xin insisted on doing dangerous things alone, leaving me all alone, again and again."

Before anyone knew it, tears, as white as pearls, welled up in Alicia's swollen eyes, leaving two delicate tear tracks on her cheeks.

"Because I love you the most from the bottom of my heart, Alicia."

"You are too perfect, so much so that after falling in love with you, I am unwilling to accept anyone else. It's really stupid of me, even though you will die soon, I still reserve a place for you in my heart."

"I should have forgotten it long ago, but I can't."

"Back then, I thought I could see that the mysterious Honkai Beast was destined to be there, so I went to deal with the Honkai incident alone, only to be met with your harsh scolding in the end."

"It's really good. If you hadn't scolded me awake back then, I might not have been able to awaken this power, live to see the future, or go back from the future to see you."

"Do you really believe I'll kill you? Let me tell you responsibly, it's not true. I like you."

Su Xin finally confessed his feelings after being with Alicia for over ten years. A high-and-mighty flower is not easy to win over, and Su Xin, an ordinary person, could not obtain such a flower. That's why he always treated Alicia like a goddess.

If Su Xin could go back from the future, she could openly confess her feelings to Alicia and sincerely tell her: I like you.

Not because of memories from the Honkai Impact 3 game, nor because of your love for Lisia.

I only thought that you existed in my life, bringing me countless beautiful memories and emotions that I cannot let go of.

"Hate" doesn't mean dislike; it means hating that Alicia is too perfect, making it impossible for me to extricate myself from liking her too much.

At the time, he wanted to live a happy and peaceful life with Alicia, but he also wanted to preserve Alicia's pure soul.

So they secretly went to deal with the nearby Honkai. If they didn't do that, Alicia would definitely not put the people around them in danger and would stand up to fight against the Honkai.

Regardless of whether it was out of reluctance to let Alicia leave or a desire to take on the responsibilities of the Herrscher of Man in Alicia's place, he was clearly too weak to be qualified at that time.

Unaware of their own limitations, they believed that their passion could overcome all difficulties.

But the results were always contrary to expectations.

I hate the weak, who can only watch helplessly as incredibly important people die one by one, and even when they try their best to catch up, they can only witness the tragic end and the elegy.

Sweat drips on the basketball court, patient instruction fills the martial arts gym, fairy tales are recited in the sanatorium, a joyous banquet is held on the ship, and melodious singing and deafening cheers resound in the center of the square.

He left traces, but they were just traces, and some of those traces were not even remembered by anyone.

Everyone connected to them died, all of them died.

What good is it if only one person remembers? Can it restore the luster to everything that has been lost?

Su Xin felt something overflowing from her eyes; tears flowed uncontrollably.

"Cry? Ha, hahahahaha!" Su Xin lowered her head, gently wiping away the tears from the corner of her eyes with one hand, then bent down and buried her head in her hands, her mind replaying the desperate scene from the past like a slideshow.

"They'll all die, I couldn't save them all, I couldn't do anything about it!"

No one could see him there, so Su Xin could vent all her emotions freely.

He was never a great hero with illustrious achievements, nor was he a villain who committed all kinds of evil and was devoid of humanity.

Fate pushed him onto a path from which there was no turning back, so he cried out as he moved forward.

Su Xin wept bitterly, but instead of hysterical screams and wails, she let out a strange laugh.

Laughter? Crying? I can't tell the difference between laughter and crying.

After an unknown amount of time, Su Xin stopped crying. When he looked up at Alicia, her beautiful face was right in front of him.

"Huh?" Su Xin was stunned.

Is Alicia watching? Perhaps, she shouldn't be being observed.

The next second, something happened that Su Xin would never forget, and would never forget.

Alicia pursed her lips, closed her eyes, and kissed Su Xin's forehead lightly, like a dragonfly skimming the water.

There was no flirtation between the couple, yet it brought a violent tremor to Su Xin's heart.

He closed his heart to Alicia for 50,000 years, and during that time, he never truly accepted the feelings of any girl.

Even Karen Su Xin maintained a proper distance back then, although Karen has now taken the initiative to close that distance.

But Su Xin is indeed loyal in spirit.

Otherwise, with his abilities, he could easily have lived a decadent life.

"Aili??"

"Xin, I...I like you too!!"

Alicia lowered her head, her smile completely suppressed, tinged with a strange awkwardness, and her cheeks suddenly flushed red. She shrank back, as if she were going to Siberia in thin clothing.

The blush on her cheeks was so subtle that Shen Suxin couldn't decipher its meaning unless she was blind.

"Huh?!?!?" Su Xin's eyes widened like bronze bells, her face filled with disbelief.

Alicia can see me? Does that mean everything I said just now, including my outburst of crying, was seen?

"No, no, you can see me?" Su Xin asked tentatively.

Alicia tilted her head, her eyes showing some confusion, but even more shyness.

"Yes, it should be Wei Laixin. I heard it all just now."

I want to die!

Now, immediately, immediately!

System, kill me, quick!

It's such a trivial matter, why are you so flustered? Well, you've turned back into the silly Su Xin you always were. It's true what they say, you have to find the one who tied the knot to untie it. After seeing all your previous memories, you were so emotional. I never imagined you were such a simpleton inside.

Su Xin felt restless; this world was no longer a place for him to live.

But one by one, he got the answer, boldly spoke his mind, and was then chosen and confessed to by Alicia, completely resolving Su Xin's 50,000-year-old inner knot.

No, if we go to see Alicia again, will it be because they "give up on themselves" and go their separate ways?

"Xin, don't worry, Alicia will definitely help you fulfill your wish, because I am Alicia, so I will respond to your expectations no matter when or where!"

As you can see, she acted out the argument; women are much better at acting than young men like you.

Su Xin: Isn't the adorable Lisia the daughter of the world? She might only like me, but due to the influence of human rights, she's forced to love everyone.

What right does a law firm have to influence this? From the very beginning, she loved the world for you.

Chapter 140 Come and Challenge Me—The Last Villain

No human law can influence or force Alicia to love the world.

She didn't choose to love an imperfect world because of you.

Suddenly, Su Xin noticed that the rock-solid heart inside was beating violently.

Human rights can only influence a person in the world to express their inner goodness towards her, but you are not a person in the world.

Ultimately, Alicia and you both genuinely and spontaneously like each other; there are no rules or constraints compelling you to do so.

After 50,000 years, you've finally found the answer. Congratulations!

A cool ray of sunlight streamed in through the window, casting dappled shadows on the bedside table.

Su Xin's heart transformed into a pool of water, rippling in layers as a gentle breeze stirred.

The girl stood quietly, her cheeks as red as ripe cherries.

Time seemed to stand still, but the two hearts continued to draw closer.

Su Xin slowly reached out his hand. How long had it taken? He didn't know. He only knew that it took him a long time and all his courage to gently stroke Alicia's cheek.

Like lovers, they share their feelings but dare not do anything ambiguous.

Some boundaries, once crossed, can never be crossed back.

At first, he was timid, indecisive, and worried that Alicia would hate him if he crossed the line.

Now, Su Xin hates that even more.

"I'm sorry, Ellie, it seems I'll be neglecting you for a long time in the future, and even throwing a tantrum like a child, finding someone else as my girlfriend just to prove that I can do well without you."

Su Xin was slow, but he did not hide the fact that Su Xin had committed misdeeds.

The hand that was stroking his face stopped, but the next moment Alicia grabbed it and pressed it even closer to his cheek.

"Xin, your eyes just now told me you were in pain, but you chose this future. What can I do for you?" Alicia gently reminded her, not wanting to blame Su Xin.

It is one of the gentlest things in the world.

When a child falls and gets hurt, their first thought is always whether their parents will scold or punish them. Why can't they just be more careful and watch where they're going?

But when someone is injured, shouldn't they be comforted and then healed?

Alicia didn't know what Su Xin had gone through in the future, but judging from Su Xin's hysterical sobs just now, it was definitely not a good thing.

Even the usually gentle and reserved Su Xin couldn't help but scream, which shows how unforgettable the tragedy would be if it happened in the future.

"I understand, so that's how it is." Su Xin suddenly realized, gave a wry smile, and hugged Alicia tightly in her arms.

"Alice, could you please forgive me first?" Su Xin said guiltily.

"No."

"for?"