I don't want to be your wife.

Chapter 11 Menstrual Period (Revised)

"Her period~"

Qin Feng opened the door, but heard no reply from the girl.

Qin Feng took out the prepared cake from behind his back. He had heard that girls liked sweets, so he went to the cake shop and bought the best-selling chocolate mousse, specially to apologize to Su Mumu.

There's nothing we can do about it; it's normal for boys to shoulder more responsibility. Besides, in Qin Feng's eyes, Su Mumu is just a child.

"What's wrong? Why haven't you replied to me at all?" Qin Feng thought the girl was still sulking with him. "I apologize to you, okay? I was a jerk. I won't take advantage of you anymore."

There was still no response from the girl.

Qin Feng continued walking into the house and found that no one was in the living room. The kitchen light was on alone, and the food in the pot seemed to have just been cooked and had not yet been served.

Su Mumu has disappeared.

Qin Feng believed that a girl who liked to cook wouldn't leave the cooked food in the pot, nor did he think she would leave without even putting away the knife and cutting board.

Su Mumu is in trouble.

Qin Feng immediately realized what was happening and was instantly stunned.

After realizing what was happening, Qin Feng quickly ran into the house. He saw that the girl's door was slightly ajar, with a sliver of light shining through the crack. The girl's soft sobs could be heard coming from inside her room.

Qin Feng hurriedly pushed open the door and saw the girl clutching her stomach, squatting on the ground, curled up in a ball, sobbing softly.

Qin Feng rushed over and hugged Su Mumu tightly. Feeling the girl's icy body temperature, he hurriedly asked, "What's wrong? Wasn't your stomach already better? Why is it hurting again?"

"Physiological period..."

Feeling Qin Feng's warm embrace, Su Mumu gritted her teeth and uttered a few words before struggling against the excruciating pain in her abdomen again.

It was only then that Qin Feng noticed the bloodstains on Su Mumu's pink loungewear. He cursed inwardly, quickly rubbed his hands together, and then placed them on Su Mumu's abdomen, gently massaging it.

Feeling the warmth in her abdomen and Qin Feng's massage, Su Mumu's anxious heart immediately found solace. She tightly hugged Qin Feng's hands that were massaging her stomach, as if letting go would leave her feeling helpless again.

Feeling Su Mumu's arms tighten around him, Qin Feng softened his tone and slowly said...

"Sweetie, let go for a moment, I'll go get you something hot to eat and boil some water to warm you up."

Upon hearing Qin Feng say he was leaving, Su Mumu disregarded everything else and clung tightly to his arm. She looked up at him with tears in her eyes, choking back sobs as she spoke.

"Don't go, please don't go. I'm so scared, so scared. I won't scold you anymore. Please don't leave me."

Qin Feng saw the girl trembling in his arms, and noticed tears streaming down her beautiful eyes. He quickly comforted her.

"Okay, I won't leave, I won't leave, I'll stay here with you."

After Su Mumu calmed down for a while, Qin Feng took out his phone and contacted Mi Han.

"Find me a... emmm, maybe just hire a postpartum nanny. Also, buy me a pack of every type of sanitary napkin in the supermarket, and some red dates, goji berries, brown sugar, etc. Hurry up, I'll get it done in half an hour."

After sending the message, Qin Feng focused on holding the girl, cradling her lower abdomen. After an unknown amount of time, perhaps because the pain had subsided considerably, Su Mumu fell into a deep sleep in Qin Feng's arms.

Hearing Su Mumu's even breathing, Qin Feng gently picked her up, intending to put her on the bed and then go prepare some hot water for her to warm her up.

However, whenever Qin Feng tried to pull his hand away, Su Mumu, still asleep, would cling tightly to his arm, as if she were about to be woken up, so Qin Feng had no choice but to give up.

Qin Feng sat on the ground holding the sleeping Su Mumu. His legs had long since lost feeling from bearing the weight of the girl. By the time Mi Han arrived with the nanny, Qin Feng could no longer stand up.

"Wow, the mother has a baby too?"

"I saw he called me over in such a hurry! Are the mother and baby alright? This is a big problem, we can't delay!"

When everyone was silent, the nanny they had called broke the silence.

“Auntie, there’s no new mother or baby here. This girl is on her period and has been feeling unwell lately. Her condition is quite serious. As a man, I can’t handle it myself, so I had to call you.”

"Oh, okay," the nanny said knowingly. "Then pick her up and put her on the bed first."

Qin Feng smiled bitterly.

“If she’s willing to let me go, there’s no need to call for help.”

Just as Qin Feng said, once he tried to put Su Mumu down, Su Mumu, who was still curled up in Qin Feng's arms, would hug Qin Feng's arm even tighter, making it impossible for Qin Feng to bear letting go.

Seeing this, the nanny could only say helplessly, "Hey, don't force her down. A baby this big still holding you like this must be terrified. You keep holding her, I'll take care of it."

“Okay, pick her up and sit her on the bed. I’ll change her clothes. She’s sweated so much, if I don’t wipe her down, she’ll probably catch a cold tomorrow.”

Upon hearing this, Qin Feng could only lift the girl with one hand. Fortunately, Su Mumu's weight was not heavy, and it was just right to hold her with one hand. So, with Mi Han's help, he slowly sat on the bed.

"Boss, should I excuse myself for a moment?" Mi Han asked at the opportune moment after seeing the nanny return with a basin of hot water.

"Okay, fine, this is none of your business."

Qin Feng waved his hand, indicating that Mi Han could leave first, but he didn't think about how awkward it would be for him to be alone later.

"Hey, I'm starting now, do you want to excuse yourself?"

Qin Feng then realized that he didn't seem to be suited to sit here either!

Su Mumu's pants were covered in blood. To clean them up, she would need to change her pants and clean her private parts. Was this something he could see without paying?

Oh, no, he paid...

That's not the problem! Even if you pay, you can't get a viewing!

However, given Su Mumu's current condition, Qin Feng obviously couldn't leave, so he could only mechanically turn his head away.

Qin Feng couldn't withstand this kind of torment. Forty years of maturity had brought forty years of abstinence. In this situation, it was hard for Qin Feng, as a man, not to feel anything!

The nanny was clearly an experienced person; she didn't find it strange, smiled knowingly, and then got busy.

First, he wiped the sweat from Su Mumu's face and the fine beads of sweat on her neck, and then began to take off Su Mumu's pants.

Although Su Mumu was asleep, her body woke her up as soon as someone started to take off her pants.

When Su Mumu woke up, she felt herself being held and Qin Feng's hand was on her lower abdomen again. She also felt someone taking off her pants. Her body trembled.

Qin Feng felt Su Mumu tremble again, so he quickly reached out his free left hand and gently stroked her fur while comforting her.

"Be good, be quiet and let Auntie change your pants, otherwise you'll catch a cold. I won't leave, don't worry."

Hearing Qin Feng's words, Su Mumu felt much more at ease. After looking down to confirm that the person taking off her pants was an unfamiliar aunt, she finally relaxed and stopped trembling.

Feeling Qin Feng's warm embrace, Su Mumu felt incredibly ashamed, yet also somewhat enjoying the feeling. After a struggle, she chose not to kick Qin Feng away, but instead hugged the hand in her arms tighter and slowly drifted back to sleep.

"Today, I'm not feeling well, so I'll let you have a little advantage."

Chapter 12 Explanation

There have been some minor changes to the earlier chapters.

Chapter 9 was revised on September 20th, so later readers might find the plot a bit disjointed. However, the most important parts have been fixed, and there are basically no major problems. I hope you can be understanding for now.

[Illustration]: Please view using epub.

I don't know why, but I just wanted to post a small engraving.

The first eleven chapters are now revised, and there shouldn't be any major problems. If you still have any minor issues to point out, please leave a comment and let me know so I can fix them!

Chapter 13 First Day of Living Together (Part 2)

The morning sunlight shone into Su Mumu's room and fell directly on Qin Feng's face. Awakened by the sun, Qin Feng shifted uncomfortably and opened his eyes.

It was fine if he didn't open his eyes, but as soon as he did, Su Mumu's face was right in front of him, their noses touching, which brought a ticklish sensation.

Meanwhile, Su Mumu's eyelids were starting to droop as Qin Feng had just twisted his body, and she seemed about to wake up.

Qin Feng had a bad feeling, because Su Mumu had been holding his hand all night, so he couldn't leave. He planned to stay on the girl's bed for the night, but eventually he couldn't resist the drowsiness and fell asleep.

So the current situation is that Qin Feng is lying flat on the bed, and Su Mumu is practically hanging on Qin Feng, with her hands holding Qin Feng's hands, and her two slender and fleshy legs extending under Qin Feng's clothes.

If he planned to leave now, the noise of getting up would definitely wake the girl; if he didn't leave now, it looked like Su Mumu would wake up soon. Either way, being held all night would definitely be discovered. Therefore, Qin Feng decided—

Go back to sleep!

Since I'm going to get yelled at anyway, why not sleep a little longer?

So Qin Feng closed his eyes again, felt a non-existent softness in his right hand as it was being held, and then fell into a deep sleep again.

"Ah!!!! Smack!"

Mi Han's sweet dream in the early morning was ended by a girl's scream and a crisp slap. Yesterday, after seeing the nanny off, he slept on the sofa in case Qin Feng had something to do in the middle of the night and was unlucky enough to witness this scene.

Qin Feng, with a bright red handprint on his left cheek, looked aggrieved and tried to explain, but Su Mumu kicked him out. Su Mumu, her face flushed, quickly closed the door after pushing Qin Feng out.

Seeing this, Mi Han raised an eyebrow, curious about the relationship between her boss and this girl. After thinking for a moment, she decided not to dwell on it any longer. Just as she was about to say that she would take her leave, she heard Qin Feng's voice.

"Mi Han, tell me, why are women so troublesome? She was the one who wouldn't let me leave yesterday, but today she just gave me a piece of her mind. What does that mean?"

Mi Han looked at the palm print on Qin Feng's face and didn't dare to interrupt, so she changed the subject.

"Boss, you can't go to school looking like this. I'll go to school now and ask for leave for you."

Qin Feng glanced at the clock on the wall; the hour hand had already slowly moved past the 10 mark, so he waved his hand.

"Go ahead, be polite. Just tell the teacher that your younger sister is sick and you're taking her to the hospital. You were in a rush and forgot to ask for leave first. After all, this is the class I'll be in for a year, so it's always good to have a good relationship with the teachers and classmates."

After Mi Han left, Qin Feng glanced at the closed door of Su Mumu's room, went to the kitchen, cooked a bowl of red date porridge and made a bowl of brown sugar water according to the video on his phone, and then knocked on Su Mumu's door.

"Mumu, you were the one who wouldn't let me leave last night, so you can't blame me for sleeping in your bed. You even put your feet inside my clothes yourself, so how can you blame me!"

"Hey~ I prepared some food for you. It's getting late, let's go out and eat."

"I have to go now, remember to eat something."

Qin Feng didn't know why, but whenever he was near this girl, he felt inexplicably at ease and relaxed. Normally, given Qin Feng's personality, it would be impossible for him to get so close to a girl he had only known for two or three days.

Seeing her happily preparing dinner in the kitchen makes him smile; seeing her sitting on the floor in pain makes him unable to resist rushing over to hug her.

Especially when he saw Su Mumu staring at him with a face full of shame, he not only felt apologetic, but also had a strange sense of satisfaction.

Why is this? Qin Feng wondered. Although he had been reborn and met his parents again, experiencing society once more, his parents were too busy with work, and due to his past experiences, he found it difficult to reintegrate into society. Therefore, Qin Feng hadn't experienced this kind of life for a long time.

When Qin Feng failed to save his parents again and was forced to reintegrate into society, he met Su Mumu.

When Qin Feng first saw Su Mumu's eyes, he wasn't particularly moved, but as he saw more and more of those eyes, he found them increasingly unforgettable.

The smile on her face when she's happy

Tears rolling down his face in pain

shyly dodging

Qin Feng already regarded Su Mumu as a younger sister. Although she still had many secrets, it was interesting to peel back the layers of mystery surrounding a person, wasn't it?

Qin Feng thought to himself, "Isn't this something to look forward to?" Having lived a second life, Qin Feng no longer had the same desire to run his company as well as he did at the beginning.

As a mercenary, he had witnessed too much life and death, and his hands were stained with blood. He realized that in the face of life, no amount of money could compare to a bullet in a gun.

All he wanted to do was clear away obstacles to a peaceful life in this life and, incidentally, take revenge for his past life.

Just as he was about to open the door and walk out, Su Mumu's door opened, and Su Mumu, her face still red, looked at Qin Feng who was about to leave and called out to him.

"Wait a minute," Su Mumu said, still holding Yunnan Baiyao in her hand. "Just now, just now it was my fault, but I was just reacting subconsciously. Yes, I'm sorry."

Although Su Mumu's voice was almost inaudible by the end, Qin Feng still understood what she meant. He turned around, walked up to Su Mumu, and gently rubbed her head.

"How could I blame you? It's alright, it's alright. Your eyes look even better when you smile."

Qin Feng's eyes were full of doting affection, but he didn't notice that Su Mumu's face was getting redder and redder, and then Su Mumu's fist swung out involuntarily again.

Qin Feng, his crotch was instantly severed.

After another round of fooling around, Qin Feng, with his legs crossed, and Su Mumu, blushing, sat on the sofa, their eyes looking away from each other.

"Well, things aren't always like that. Touching your stomach the day before yesterday was just a subconscious act." The main problem is that I don't remember that I've now become a male high school student who just turned eighteen.

Qin Feng could not possibly say the second half of the sentence. Although he had been reborn for almost five years, he had not chosen to go to school since he returned to the age of fourteen. Instead, he stayed at home and studied by himself.

After all, Qin Feng was afraid that his battlefield reaction after being a mercenary for so many years would easily knock out one of his classmates, so he stayed at home for almost five years until his parents passed away before stepping forward to take over the Qin family business.

"As for the first time I put myself on top of you, that's something a man can't say no to. You can scold me, but you absolutely cannot say I can't do it."

Su Mumu naturally understood Qin Feng's meaning. Back when he was still living in the dormitory, if his roommate said he was no good, he would have loved to pull out his tall and strong spear and fight him for three hundred rounds. But he was afraid that he was from Nantong, so he had to give up.

"Hmm," Su Mumu didn't say much, seemingly accepting Qin Feng's explanation, and then she slowly said, "Thank you for yesterday."

As a girl who came to menstruation later in life, Su Mumu never imagined that she could experience such pain during her period. Although it might be due to the spicy curry she cooked that day, she really didn't expect that she, who was usually quite strong, would become so helpless at that time.

“I’m not usually like this. This is the first time I’ve had such painful periods. I was so scared. I felt so wronged when I saw you come in.”

Why did I have to move out alone?

Why can't my parents understand me?