There is something wrong with my infinite flow teammates!

So Yukino knew clearly what it was, but this girl who had adhered to it for seventeen years did not reject it. Instead, she followed her true self and accepted it wholeheartedly. She was immediately addicted after the first taste, gave up her sense of morality and girlish reserve, and welcomed the other side of human beings without reservation.

Because the other person is yourself, there is no condemnation of the depravity of human nature as in literary works, and no human struggle between physical desires and moral shackles.

Without those concerns, after tasting it by chance, I was immediately attracted by the feeling and couldn't extricate myself.

That's probably why this situation has developed. Although she has no practical experience and has only glimpsed the tip of the iceberg through words...but it's great that she likes to read literary novels!

Who knows how long I haven't released my desires? How many years have I been here? Since I lost the "meaning of existence", it seems that even a part of my soul is missing. How can I still have this kind of mood?

Xueno said that she was her salvation, but wasn't she also her own salvation? She also saved herself!

But thinking of this, Kitahara Kong's mouth twitched slightly, as if he was still a virgin. This was such a bummer!

At this moment, the beauty in his arms let out a low moan again, and he felt the delicate body pressing on him tremble slightly. Her relaxed body stiffened at this moment. She did not open her eyes, but her trembling eyelashes revealed the fact that she was awake.

Isn't she so cute? She was so frank last night that it was like she had a new soul. After releasing the pressure that had been suppressed for 17 years, has she returned to being the shy girl she usually is?

Kitahara Sora lowered his head slightly, and his lips gently touched her soft hair. After gently kissing the top of her head, the girl's stiff body trembled again, and then relaxed.

Yukino opened her eyes tremblingly, and raised her pretty face, which was so beautiful that it seemed like water could be squeezed out of it. Her watery eyes slightly touched Kitahara Sora's face, and then quickly turned away...

After a while, he uttered a barely audible sound, "I, I, just came here to chat, you, pervert..."

"At this point, does Yukino have the right to say that to me?"

Beiyuan Kong gently stroked her smooth face, "Or was it not you last night?"

Hearing the other party's teasing, Yukino moved slightly, and the blanket on her body slipped slightly, revealing her snow-white and round shoulders. Only then did she recall what happened last night.

The shy girl's brain suddenly made a 'boom' sound as if a violent explosion had occurred. Her pupils shrank, and after she uttered a tender moan, her little head quickly retracted into the quilt...

Three seconds later, Kitahara Kong felt a sharp pain in his chest. The girl bit his chest hard, but her slender and tender arms held him tightly and refused to let go.

Feeling the soft touch on her chest, the girl felt helpless, confused, and anxious, and her voice, almost crying, came from under the quilt, "They...they, what should I do...they..."

Well, it wasn't that she regretted doing this, nor did she regret her honesty and actions last night, and she didn't even mind being so honest with herself, all she cared about was that Suzune and Kei heard it.

But, does she still have this side? This is the first time she behaves like a little girl...

"I'm ashamed too." Kitahara Sora sighed helplessly, "They probably didn't hear it... After all, um... After all..."

Well, I can't comfort her anymore. When a boy meets a girl, when two people who don't have a driver's license and have never even touched a steering wheel suddenly start driving, it's almost hard to control themselves. To be honest, I don't remember whether Yukino made any sound last night.

There shouldn't be any, after all, there is no time to make any sound?

Moreover, his tent and Hui's tent were at opposite ends, more than ten meters apart, and there would always be a little sound insulation effect. But even so, with Hui's hearing... Damn, are we going to die together?

"Fool……"

Seeing the other party's embarrassed look, Xue Noi hummed softly, and gently bit Kitahara Sora again, with a hint of resentment in her tone, with a hint of helplessness and self-abandonment, she said faintly: "I feel ashamed to see them."

"What can we do then?" Beiyuan Kong hesitated and said, "Just silence them?"

Upon hearing the suggestion to silence the witness, Yukino was stunned for a moment, then suddenly burst into a light laugh.

Then she raised her head and looked at Kitahara Sora with a half-smile, "Okay, silence him. For the sake of maintaining your own image, a little extreme means is acceptable."

Kitahara Sora suddenly looked at Yukino with wide eyes, with an incredible look, no way? Is this Yukino? Can she calm down so quickly?

"Are you surprised that I was able to calm down so quickly?" Yukino said with a smile.

"No, you..."

"This is me, don't you know me very well?"

Yukino put her cheek against Kitahara Sora's broad chest, rubbing it gently, feeling the elastic muscles of her lover...

She was silent for nearly a minute before she said softly, "You know me. The change in my personality is just because I'm too cowardly. Pride is just a disguise to deceive myself. I doubt and speculate about everything. Before I met you, I used malice to speculate about everyone. It was just the product of my deformed personality. In fact, it was also my armor to protect myself."

"Yukino?"

"Yes, I'm Yukino." Yukino nodded slightly and continued, "I think I'm always on the moral high ground. I'm kind and perfect, so that's not the real me. The real me is the me when I was a kid, the willful and arrogant me."

"So, a girl's shyness is an instinct. Accepting all this honestly means I have seen myself clearly." Kitahara Sora said in a daze.

After Yukino nodded, she sighed again and said helplessly: "How could it be that they, no, since they heard it, everything is irreversible. There is nothing we can do to make up for it. We can only accept it calmly. Compared with what happened when we were children, this embarrassing situation is not worth mentioning."

"Has your mentality been tempered to this extent?" Beiyuan Kong stared at the girl in his arms closely, his eyes full of doting.

"Since I reconciled with my mother, I have understood a lot. I have been trying to convince myself not to care about other people's opinions. However, when others look coldly at me, I will still feel sad, angry, and even want to fight back. This may be the origin of my label of 'venomous tongue'."

"If you really don't care, why would I belittle someone who has nothing to do with me? I just didn't know all this before. It's much easier for others to see you clearly than for you to see yourself clearly."

Yukino reached out her hand and gently stroked her lover's chest, her pupils full of attachment.

"In fact, I am not arrogant. Many things are not worthy of my pride. Perhaps I am not worthy of the pride of a god?"

After she thought about it, the blush on her cheeks deepened again, but her tone was extremely calm, "Like in this case, I didn't force myself to cater to you. I clearly knew my thoughts and state, because I couldn't reject my body's instinctive desires, because this is also a part of me. I won't reject your request, because the object of my release... can only be you."

Yukino seemed to be unable to hold back any longer. She moaned again and took a deep breath to adjust her mood. "I'm not as childish as those ignorant girls in anime who asked you in a worried tone, 'Am I a promiscuous woman?' I'm not even worried that you would dislike me for this. I still have this confidence, because... because..."

Her body trembled violently, and she bit Beiyuan Kong's chest tightly, and her white teeth were even stained with a trace of blood...

After discovering that she had bitten her lover, Yukino did not show any apology, but stretched out her small tongue and gently licked the tiny wound, murmuring: "Because I think that the most primitive desires of human beings are not dirty and low-class, at least mine are not. And this primitive instinct of mine is also what attracts you to Sora;

If you have a prejudice against me because of this reason, then my vision is too poor. Love is not only about the fusion of souls, but also physical interaction. I have never experienced it before... but I... I found that I still quite like... this feeling..."

Kitahara Sora was stunned. Is this something Yukino could say? Why does this sound so... weird?

Pretty girls don’t know how to go to the toilet, and even the farts of two-dimensional pretty girls are fragrant, but this girl pulled her own personality down from the clouds to the mortal world and told it without hesitation.

But why does it feel strange? Because even if this fairy-like person told you that I also have what you have, this statement from her mouth would not make people feel that their faith has collapsed, but would make people feel that she is real and lovely.

She raised her misty eyes and looked at her lover infatuatedly, "I am just an ordinary person. Even if I am strengthened to the point where I can destroy the world, my thinking will not change. Sora, if, suppose... In the future, please don't reject my requests or make fun of me. After all, I am a girl and I will still be shy..."

Kitahara Sora was stunned, staring at the girl in his arms. Although her face instinctively turned red, she was so frank. Is this the literary girl?

In other words, Yukino must have read no less than herself, so she could analyze herself so quickly, rationally, and clearly in an orderly manner. After all, only literary masters who have the most profound insights into human nature and philosophy can write those famous works.

Don't reject my request, because I also have desires, I can only ask for it from you... This is so sincere that it is hard to contain myself...

She is telling you, I am a person, I have feelings, and I want this and that, because you are my closest person and my lover, so she can't do this to anyone else, and this is also the responsibility of a lover.

Although I didn't say it, you have to be responsible. There's no need for me to say this directly.

Is she arrogant? Is she tired of freeloading? No, because she was chosen by the observer and because she met me, she is completely different from the original character. It's seriously ooc.

Maybe she was just like millions of other ordinary girls, shyly expecting, looking forward to, and fantasizing about this kind of thing? But Yukino's special nature made her suppress this kind of thing until she turned on her switch.

This is a girl who will never make people feel disgusted no matter what she does... No matter what she does, no matter what she thinks, she will make people more addicted...

She spoke very clearly, expressing her inner thoughts completely without any reservation.

And her meaning was very clear. Assuming that time went back to last night and she knew the consequences, she still would not refuse, because she would not refuse the request of the person she loved.

Kitahara Sora's throat moved, and he called out her name with some difficulty, "Yukino."

The girl smiled and suddenly stretched out her hand in front of Beiyuan Kong. The space ring on her ring finger shone brightly. "Although we haven't reached the last step, it's no different from our wedding night. You still owe me a proposal and a ring. A prop doesn't count."

"Is that so?" Kitahara Sora stared at Yukino's ring finger and murmured, "Part of the reason for such a frank performance is that Yukino has already..."

"Hmm~ Who knows?" The girl chuckled and gave a half-answer.

So that's how it is. Kitahara Sora suddenly felt as if he had suddenly realized something.

When she got the space ring, she regarded it as a token of love. After comforting each other last night, although she did not take the last step, she regarded this experience as her wedding night.

Why is she so frank? Is there any wife who would be timid and uneasy in front of her husband? Although she knows herself, she is still the extremely conservative lady at heart.

Who else but her husband could have allowed her to do this?

In her mind, there is no such thing as what is portrayed in Japan's deformed desire products, that if it's not inserted, it doesn't count. She has her own set of rules.

Who can let go of a girl like this?

He stammered, "I'm sorry, I..."

"Did you break your promise?"

Yukino murmured, "This is not just your responsibility, I am also responsible. At this point, it would be a lie to say that I don't care. I would rather the environment we are in is a little better, but when the time comes, it is difficult for you and me to remain rational."

The girl buried her head in her lover's chest again and whispered, "I am a person with mysophobia, not only physically, but also mentally. In fact, your first time was mine... I am actually very relieved... So I will continue to look forward to it, including the first time in the true sense. What I look forward to most is that you can give me a wedding."

Did she have this kind of emotion? Yes, it would be a lie to say that she didn't care. Although it was extremely embarrassing, was it also a kind of luck for Yukino that she had never been in a relationship?

This is the most realistic plot development. For a girl like her, she is not the cute and silly girl in the brainless harem comics.

She would never complain about being taken advantage of and saying "I can't get married anymore" because she knows her situation clearly and what she looks forward to most is a perfect life that belongs to her... What she wants is the future.

"I..."

"Don't make promises. Promises are meaningless. Just like I haven't promised you anything, but I will still give you everything I have. You don't have to say it. I will understand what you want. I also know that even if I don't say it, you should know what I want."

Beiyuan Kong felt his eyes getting moist. He could no longer speak and could only stare at the girl in a daze. There shouldn't be any girls like her in the world. There shouldn't be any. Among the billions of people on earth, there is only one girl like her.

However, her gentle smile suddenly became a little stiff, and there was a hint of hesitation in her eyes. Her face turned red again, turning blood red. She stood up suddenly, and the quilt slipped off her smooth body, exposing her beautiful white body to the air.

She was obviously not fully used to being shy. She didn't dare look directly at Beiyuan Kong. She glanced to the side in panic and subconsciously wanted to cover her chest with her hands, but as if she had made up her mind, she clasped her hands tightly behind her back.

After a long silence, Xue No stammered, "I, I, I...got up...No, don't peek!"

After saying that, he suddenly turned around and picked up his clothes, "Come with me to face Lingyin's ridicule. This kind of thing should be borne by us together..."

As Yukino spoke, her voice became softer and softer. Suddenly, she felt uncomfortable again and sighed expressionlessly.

Now Sora will never be able to let me go, what on earth was I thinking when I said these words just now? Yes, Hui said that she has an advantage, which is that she will never escape from herself no matter what.

This is an excellent advantage. People are constantly learning, so we should learn from her advantages. Some things, if said honestly, don't seem to have any adverse consequences except shyness. Will you die from shyness?

You won't die, and you won't get hurt. Since you're just feeling emotionally awkward, why not just speak it out? Soul communication is just an unrealistic fantasy of idealism.

Many things are not said directly, and even the closest people cannot understand them most accurately. However, after hearing the sincere monologue in your heart, the other party will not make fun of you or tease you, but will be deeply moved.

This is my first time falling in love, and I am just exploring forward cautiously.

Although it is my first time, I have read the mental journeys of many masters and understand their philosophy of life. I know what I can and cannot do, what I should and should not do.

I am a despicable woman after all...

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Chapter 23: So pitiful

When Yukino carefully opened the curtain, Kei and Suzune turned their heads and looked over at the same time, which was very surprising.

After a strange eye contact, the faces of the three people turned red at the same time. After Hui and Lingyin saw the senior, they turned their heads away at the same time in tacit understanding and continued to clean up as if nothing had happened...

The next moment, Kitahara Sora stood behind the two girls with an embarrassed look on his face, while Yukino shrank back into the tent and shivered.

What about the promise to face it together? What about the determination and courage in the tent?

Just a few minutes ago, he was analyzing and approving of himself in an academic tone, and moved the other party so much, but after seeing the 'victim', he immediately became so cowardly?

It’s true that women’s mouths are full of lies!

So when Kitahara Sora walked up to the two girls with a licking face, they still did not make any response, as if they had agreed to ignore him together, and the atmosphere was extremely awkward.

Since they didn't want to talk, Kitahara Sora didn't intend to force the topic. He helped them clean up the pots and pans and dismantle the tent. It was not until ten minutes later that Yukino slowly came out.

After packing up, the four of them returned along the same route they came. There was no communication during the trip, and it was around ten o'clock when they reached the foot of the mountain.

Fortunately, Yang No was not available today, so it was the driver from the Yukinoshita family who came to pick everyone up. Otherwise, with that guy's keen insight, who knows what kind of trouble he would cause.

Ah, the box of Durex is still in the ring...

This ordinary business Buick first drove towards Hui's home. When it arrived at the destination, the girl got out of the car and glanced at Beiyuan Kong with her bright big eyes intentionally or unintentionally, then turned away without saying anything.

But that meaningful look with a different emotion made Yukino and Kitahara Sora feel a little uncomfortable.

Lingyin, on the other hand, acted as if nothing had happened and gently poked her brother's waist. When the man looked at her, he discovered that the girl was staring out the window.

As the car started again and was about to arrive at Kitahara's house, Kitahara Kong suddenly felt a strong reluctance deep in his heart. Was this feeling stronger than before?

Maybe I felt different feelings from the girl next to me last night, or maybe my feelings for her have deepened, anyway, I don’t want to be apart from her for even a moment.

I still want to continue to feel her skin as soft as cream, I still want to hold her in my arms and love her, I still want to taste her red lips as sweet as syrup.

Is this what it feels like to be in love?

At this moment, I felt something strange in my palm. A soft and boneless hand burrowed into my palm like a kitten. The temperature was so hot and the touch was so soft...

Even its owner's palms were sweating due to extreme nervousness, and the wet feeling looked so cute under her sneaky little action.

After tightly clenching the palm with his backhand, Kitahara Sora discovered that Yukino kept glancing out the window. Although she looked calm, her red ears revealed her extremely nervous and ashamed heart. Along the way, she was actually much more uncomfortable than himself, right?

Although she was ashamed of this situation, she still mustered up the courage to quietly hold her own hand. Perhaps this girl had the same feelings as herself and didn't want to separate?