There is something wrong with my infinite flow teammates!

After the cold rebuke, Kitahara Sora took out a bottle of sugar water from the ring, unscrewed the lid, and handed it to Kasumigaoka's mouth.

Kasumigaoka took a big sip and said politely, "Thank you, it's very sweet."

Seeing Kitahara Sora move his body, she immediately said, "It's just three rice balls, you're not full yet, do you have anything else to eat?"

"If you keep on complaining, then it's over."

"Yeah, okay, I understand. After all, I've been bothering you since I met you."

Shiyu had a piece of bread in her hand, but the bones in her hands were severely injured, and even the rejuvenation technique could not repair them in a short time. So she shook her right hand slightly, and the bread flew half a foot away.

Next, she bent down with difficulty, but due to her weak body, she fell to the ground with a dull thud on her forehead.

The blanket slipped off her body, revealing her white skin covered with seams...but the girl didn't care. She lay on the ground like a dog, gnawing on the bread.

Beiyuan Kong looked at her in a daze, watching her bite the bread, and then use the friction of the ground to tear off a piece of bread, and then chew it with big mouthfuls, with a happy smile on her face.

After she finished her first bite, she lowered her head and picked up the dusty bread...

Beiyuan Kong's lips trembled a little. He suddenly pulled the dirty bread out of her mouth and roared, "Enough, why are you humiliating yourself! Didn't you hear my words of comforting you a long time ago?!"

He threw the bread away with all his strength, lifted up Kasumigaoka's body, and said in a trembling voice: "I used half a minute to convince myself to leave you behind, telling myself how unbearable you were. Then I used almost two minutes to tell myself how excellent you were. This was something I didn't expect myself. Did you just ignore those words!"

Kasumigaoka looked at Kitahara Sora expressionlessly, and suddenly burst out laughing, "Hey, Kitahara-san, why are you so emotional? It seems like I have nothing to do with you, right?"

An obviously faked smirk spread across her face. "Aren't you trying to convince yourself and finally moved yourself? You didn't comfort me, did you?"

"Aren't you afraid that I will fall in love with you? I am a love-brained person. I am indeed a love-brained person. Whether it is in reality or in anime, I may appear cold on the surface, but I have fantasized about my own knight. After all, I am also a girl, right?"

She turned her body with great effort, lying flat on the ground, and lowered her head slightly.

This deliberate action naturally attracted Kitahara Sora's attention, but the next second, the blanket covered her graceful body again.

"Very tempting, right?... This is indeed what I am proud of. If nothing unexpected happens, I will use them to seduce my ethical master and will shamelessly get close to him."

Suddenly, her deliberately charming tone changed and became extremely cold, "But he died... He died before I had the chance to get to know him. You are the first man to see my body, how do you feel? Are you aroused?"

Beiyuan Kong frowned, and his complicated eyes looked at Shiyu for a few seconds, then he helped her up again and leaned her against the wall.

He took a deep breath to calm himself, then took out some more rice balls from the ring and handed them to her mouth.

"To be honest, even when I teased you, it was with a feeling similar to 'what a pity'. I was lamenting the injustice of the story to you and making a subtle comment on the plot."

Seeing the girl start eating again, he continued, "You have always been excellent in my heart, a high-quality girl standing at the top. I was complaining about the screenwriter's stupidity, just like you complained about the stupid plot."

"I was scolding Tomoya Aki for being mean, scolding him for taking advantage of your purity, your kindness and purity, because you have never liked anyone before. I just felt sorry for you. The so-called licking dog is actually the most sincere self-mockery of licking dogs."

Hearing this unprecedented explanation, Shi Yu was stunned for a moment, then laughed and said, "So you are making fun of yourself? Very interesting, why don't you try to quibble?"

"Yes, I am making fun of myself. It's not an excuse, it's an explanation."

Beiyuan Kong sneered and explained: "I have never been a bootlicker, but I can understand them. The only ones who can laugh at them are themselves... because... if you don't really like someone, who would be willing to be a bootlicker? If you don't love someone deeply, who would be willing to be so humble?"

Kasumigaoka was stunned, and his frivolous look gradually turned into suspicion, and he began to think.

He looked at the girl seriously and said softly, "Even if you are a licker, no one has the right to laugh at you. Their teasing is just a subtle satire of the injustice done to you. If you are so outstanding... but so pure, it's because you have never liked anyone, so you were deceived."

Gradually, Shiyu's brows, which were furrowed due to thinking, relaxed, and her shining eyes stared at Beiyuan Kong.

She suddenly connected the dots with what Kitahara Sora recalled about Yukino, "If you don't really like her...if you don't love her deeply...taking the initiative is humble, being affectionate is a bootlicker...Love at first sight is lust, and falling in love over time requires weighing the pros and cons, so what is...love?"

She finally put away her fake messy expression and leaned her head against the wall as if exhausted.

"You know what? Kitahara-kun, I am a person with an extremely strong sense of self-esteem."

"I actually saw it from the first time I saw you. But sometimes, self-esteem can't solve the problem. It's the most useless thing."

"Yeah, self-esteem can't solve the problem. It will only make me look more like a clown. I'm obviously very angry, but I can't resist. How do you describe that emotion?"

Beiyuankong thought for a moment and sighed, "Impotent rage."

"Impotence... rage?"

Shiyu laughed again, very happily, because the description was very apt. But under her smile, two clear tear marks fell from her eyes.

"Self-esteem can't solve the fact that the novel was cut short, self-esteem can't make me survive in this world, and self-esteem can't change anything... But this thing is still useful. Because with it, at least I still look like a human being."

The girl turned her head slightly and looked at Kitahara Sora. She shed tears and whispered, "If the plot develops normally, maybe I will really fall in love with him, and then write a hundred-page confession letter for him, and then be ruthlessly rejected. Because I am in love, because I don't know what true love is, but I yearn for love."

Kitahara Sora suddenly stretched out his hand, but it hovered over her head. After a pause, he rubbed her head vigorously and smiled: "I'm not afraid that you will fall in love with me. Hui is actually considering you, because we all know that you are actually a very passionate person and very principled."

"I even know why you are so averse to signing a contract with me. It's not that you hate me, but you don't want Yukino to be jealous. Because there is already a Hui, you don't want to get involved in this matter. Please regard all my belittling of you as a compliment to you, and stop belittling yourself. And don't think too much."

Feeling the warm big hand on her head, Shiyu's eyes flashed.

But she did not listen to Kitahara Sora's advice, and continued to smile: "Yes, I have principles. In fact, I have seriously thought about it and asked myself. Even if I like the so-called Lun.li-kun, if he and Hui are in a relationship, I will not take the initiative... Because I still have face."

Yes, in the original plot, it was Tomoya Aki who deliberately kept them hanging so that they could not be sure of his true feelings, so Kasumigaoka naively thought that Tomoya Aki was an emotional idiot.

Kasumigaoka thought that Akitomo also liked her, but he just didn't understand his own heart yet.

In fact, she herself vaguely understood something at the end, but it was too late and she could only continue.

After all, Shiyu had done everything she should have done at that time, such as deliberately rubbing her chest against his arm and whispering seductively in his ear.

For example, deliberately getting closer to him and blowing gently into Tomoya Aki's nose to let him smell her sweet breath, or taking off her shoes and secretly scratching his legs with her feet under the table.

She is actually a very conservative girl. If she didn't like him and didn't decide for this life, why would she do this? She has lived for 17 years and has never done this to anyone.

The decisive battle of love must be a fight to the death!

I have already done it in the plot, he is the only one for me in this life. I can only continue to deceive myself, until I forcefully kissed him on the platform of the train station and said the absurd statement that I would be satisfied if he stayed by my side for the rest of my life and was my lover.

But if Akitomo Ren was not such a scumbag, he would have established a relationship with someone early on, even if he became Eriri's boyfriend, she, Kasumigaoka Utaha, would have cut off contact directly and put an end to her delusions.

She has a very strong self-esteem and cannot lower herself to be a mistress or steal someone else's boyfriend. The reason she is so strong is that nothing has been concluded yet.

So this is why she couldn't let go of Kitahara Sora. She was very angry, very angry, but helpless, and finally developed an inferiority complex. After all, the dark history was there.

Although this is a story that has never happened, in the eyes of others, I am a shameless bitch.

"No matter what, I am just a supporting role."

Kasumigaoka Utaha sighed helplessly, "Mei's lineup is so luxurious! There's me, Eriri, Tomomi, Izumi... There are so many outstanding girls, all just to set off Mei's existence, I really can't accept it."

Her tears kept flowing, but her expression didn't show that she was crying. Although she couldn't control her tears, at least she could control her expression from crying.

"But now, aren't you and Hui standing on the same starting line?"

Looking at her expression, Kitahara Sora showed a gentle smile, "Your old story has ended, and you have even been redeemed. Not being able to meet Aki Tomoya is actually your greatest luck, isn't it?"

"You are lucky to have seen the setbacks you should have experienced, but you didn't have to go through that dark history. Isn't this a kind of rebirth?"

"Is this a belated consolation?" Shi Yu asked with tears in her eyes and a smile, "Aren't you afraid that I'll fall in love with you?"

Beiyuan Kong ignored her teasing, and instead gently wiped away the tears on her face, and said softly: "From now on, your story belongs only to you. It is not a prequel to your children, not a sequel to your parents, and not a spin-off to your friends. You have long been the protagonist, Shiyu."

Suddenly, Shiyu was stunned, the smile on her face froze, and even the tears that continued to fall froze.

She stared at Beiyuan Kong intently, gazing into his bright eyes in the darkness, feeling his smile as warm as the spring breeze...

"My story... belongs only to me... It's not the prequel to my children... It's not the sequel to my parents... It's not the extra story to my friends?"

"Yes, your story belongs to you, it's unique. Are you still writing your novel? If you can't write anymore, then just write our story."

Kitahara Sora smiled and continued to wipe away her tears. "What's your name? Maybe you already have the answer in your heart."

Her lips trembled, and a hoarse and extremely suppressed voice came out of her throat, "Novel... our story... I... am the protagonist?"

The girl's tone finally began to take on a tear, and her forced strength could no longer be sustained at this moment.

She said tremblingly, "Can I... borrow your... chest from Yukino? Hug, sorry... can you hug me? Just... for a moment."

Seeing her pleading eyes, Kitahara Sora softened.

How pitiful, how sad...

Even in her own world, a world flooded with fan fiction, Shiyu's existence is a fixed "supporting role". She always appears as a supporting role, and she is always labeled as "sexy" and "venomous".

She is involved in every Shura field. She shuttles through various novels like a model worker. She always bickers with different heroines and is jealous of them.

She always faces it with the greatest enthusiasm, and uses her most sincere and passionate feelings to make the audience smile.

But which author can write the real her! The real Kasumigaoka Utaha! Is she really so unbearable? Is she really so ridiculous? Is her bottom line really so easy to break?

Before starting to write, do fan fiction authors ever think about what Kasumigaoka herself would feel if she saw her story?

When she reads her own story, she feels ashamed, embarrassed, and gnashing her teeth. But more than that, she feels deep sorrow, the sorrow of being a tool.

Because she is not a supporting role!

Lend her your chest and let her cry once, it's okay.

Kitahara Sora stretched out his hand, gently held her in his arms, and gently stroked her hair that was sticky and solidified with blood.

She lacks combat experience and is far inferior to Yukino and Hui. Although she is a rookie, she is always available and very obedient. Yukino activated the ice shield the moment she saw Daitengu, but she was still stupid and like a little deer.

Because Yukino was still sitting on her back at the time, she was subconsciously confused. In fact, she could turn into a bear when she saw Daitengu. After turning into a bear, the wind blade could only slightly cut her skin.

So silly and kind, this girl...

Kasumigaoka rubbed Kitahara Sora's warm chest hard. Neither of them spoke and the atmosphere became quiet.

But…slowly, slowly…the sobs that were suppressed to the extreme came out of her mouth.

"I'm not a supporting role... That's great, I'm not... a tool... I'm not a cold... paper man, my blood is also hot!"

She rubbed the broad chest vigorously, sobbing intermittently, "It's great that you didn't treat me... as a tool... and abandon me..."

Her crying gradually became louder, and the long-lasting repression was finally released at this moment.

The girl named Shiyu burst into tears as if to vent her anger. "I heard your inner thoughts. I was so scared... I was afraid that you would really abandon me... I wanted to ask you to stop, but you pointed the sword at my head... I was almost scared to tears..."

"I want to cry, I want to scream... I want to ask you... don't kill me... I want to tell you... I won't die yet, I want to tell you... I'm trying to wake up. But... I can't do it, I can't do it! Even if I can be resurrected, I don't want to die, I don't want to die!"

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I'm sorry I'm sick.

In the past two days, the backend has been constantly updating me with reminders that my chapters have passed review. Yesterday, another chapter was removed from the shelves, and there will probably be more tomorrow. I guess they will stop removing them once they get the latest chapter.

There's no big problem with taking it off the shelves, I can just make some changes, but I'm just afraid... you know what I mean.

Maybe it's because I'm under too much psychological pressure. I caught a cold today and feel dizzy and have a stuffy nose. I had planned not to take a single day off this month, but ended up taking leave for the second time. I'm sorry, sorry.

In short, I will make up for what I owe. Others have 2,000 words in one chapter, while I have 6,000 or 8,000 words. It takes them many chapters to finish one story, but I can finish it in one chapter, so I will definitely make up for it later.

Chapter 38: Advance Booking

Shiyu cried very sadly, and she was not afraid that her crying would attract the attention of the monster. She just wanted to vent, just wanted to pour out the depression that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time.

Why? I am so outstanding, with a great figure, great looks, and great academic performance, but I am just a foil.

At first, she did feel somewhat ashamed when facing Yukinoshita, but that was definitely not due to her appearance, figure or other external factors, but her temperament.

When she first met her, Yukinoshita had already experienced life and death battles, despair and rebirth, and was a true ice queen. Her unique, independent, and extraordinary temperament was incomparable to ordinary people.

But Kasumigaoka is confident that if she knew Yukinoshita before she was chosen, she would definitely not feel inferior.

Then, Kasumigaoka was also chosen.

She is more open-minded, at least more open-minded than Yukinoshita.

In the world of Starship Troopers, she fell for the first time when she was running from the soldiers' dormitory to the playground. She was closest to death and was saved by Kitahara Sora... After a brief period of confusion and despair, she became firm.

Since you are here, you should make the best of it. Since you have been chosen, you should try your best to survive. Because crying and throwing a tantrum is useless, and doing so cannot change the fact that you have been chosen...

But when Hui put the book "How to Raise an Inconspicuous Heroine" in her hands, Kasumigaoka was stunned.

There were three girls on the anime disc. She didn't know who they were at first glance, but after a closer look, she was stunned. A cute girl with short hair, a young lady with blonde hair and twin ponytails and tiger teeth, and a girl with long flowing hair and a signature white headband...

All three girls were wearing the school uniform of Feng Zhiqi High School...That was their story, her story.

In fact, that night, she stayed up late and finished watching the entire anime.

In fact, as far as being selected was concerned, the impact of that anime on her was more serious. It was like her three views were directly thrown into a grinder, ground into powder and then flushed into the toilet.

It's just that Kasumigaoka has been suppressing the turbulent waves in her heart, and no one has noticed it. It was not until Yukinoshita committed a shocking crime and until Aso Takuto explained the space that she was slightly relieved.

Slowly, she put the matter behind her. Because she didn't dare to think about it, didn't dare to think deeply about her own position. Kasumigaoka wasn't stupid. After watching the anime, she realized that she was just a tool to complement the character.