Chapter 12 You Can't Coax Me
"Your mistake was falling in love with Hui. Your mistake was being gentle to other girls even though you knew I was already there, causing them to develop feelings beyond friendship and expectations."
Yukino's face was cold and her tone was stern. "Your mistake is that you are too blindly confident, so confident that it makes people feel ridiculous. You are so confident that you think you can control your emotions. Even I, who have ascended the throne, dare not say that I can control my heart 100%. The price is that I look colder-blooded than you."
"So...is that so..."
Kitahara Sora thought deeply, and it seemed to be true.
After Starship Troopers, Yukino became cold and heartless. Her coldness covered everyone including her teammates, except herself and her sisters in the team.
Hui was saved by her former self. If Hui appeared after the Starship Troopers mission, she would definitely not save him. She also told a white lie to convince Xiaolin Daigo, and even lent a helping hand to the plot character, the policewoman.
After Starship Troopers, she had been alerting herself at all times. Since then... she had never saved anyone. Even when she saw Hayato Hayama dying, she only gave him some words of encouragement.
Because people are all made of flesh and blood, Yukino resists having any interactions with other men and has hardly had any communication with other team members.
Therefore, Kitahara Sora's hypothesis is not true. As long as the lover is a girl like Yukino, the plot in the girls' comics where the heroine is entangled between two boys will never appear.
Yukino also has absolute confidence and knows that she will not develop feelings for anyone other than Kitahara Sora, but on this basis, she still adds an extra layer of insurance for herself, so she keeps an absolute distance from other team members.
It’s like Xue’s mother no longer loves Xue’s father, but there was no divorce or even more chaotic events unfolding.
She was trained to be a qualified wife since she was a child. In Japan, where the rate of marital infidelity is the highest in the world, the stubborn big family has always adhered to the most rigid traditional concepts, and loyalty is the absolute red line.
This is also the reason why Kitahara Sora is respected by the teammates, and no matter how well Yukino performs, even if she has the title of captain, the teammates only call her Yukinoshita.
Yukino is the most qualified lover and wife, but not a qualified comrade-in-arms.
Even force majeure in terms of life and death had never happened to her. She didn't need male team members to save her, just like the last mission when Ye Shan wanted to carry her and retreat, but in the face of Chi Cheng's kindness, he was met with a cold "get out".
In her almost harsh and deformed growing experience, she perfectly interpreted the saying "Life is precious, but love is more precious."
From the first day of her elementary school years when she began her practice as an ignorant bride, the idea that her husband is the sky had already been deeply rooted in her.
It was because of this that she turned to evil so thoroughly, killing A'dal, killing the red dragon, and even doing crazy things like letting those gangsters devour each other.
"I... feel even more guilty towards you." Kitahara Sora raised his head and stared straight at Yukino.
"I know, because I did it on purpose."
Yukino finally smiled. "The 'husband-controlling technique' my mother learned was too extreme. As a result, I grew up in a deformed family without fatherly love. But my sister and I learned a modified version. In fact, it's more of a profound book on husband-controlling psychology than a 'husband-controlling technique'."
Kitahara Sora was stunned. He looked at the smiling girl and murmured, "Last night... until now, have you been pretending?"
The girl shook her head noncommittally and did not answer the question.
The two fell silent for a while. After a while, Kitahara Sora spoke again: "No matter what you do to me, I won't blame you."
Xue No smiled, raised her eyes and looked deeply at Kitahara Sora, "My mother told me that my father said exactly the same thing to her many years ago, which led to my mother becoming unscrupulous. As a result, now..."
She took a deep breath, and suddenly her clear lips began to tremble. She opened her mouth, but in the end she didn't say the word.
It is a heinous act of treason and outrageous.
In the images of my childhood, my father had become like that. At parties, when outsiders were present, or when he was giving a speech, Yukinoshita was always dressed like a successful person in a suit and tie.
He is modest and polite, his conversation is elegant, and his every move reveals a cultivation that is difficult for ordinary people to achieve. He is a good congressman, a good public servant, a good father to his daughter, a good husband to his wife... He always shines.
But in Xueno's eyes, her father had never hugged her in her memory, and he had always been a stranger. It was not until she was four years old that she realized that the man who was so respectful to her mother and bowed to her after every few words was her father.
At this moment, Beiyuankong's brows finally knitted together. A complicated and strange feeling also emerged in his heart...
"Finally, do you feel like you've been desecrated?"
Yukino's smile was a little bleak. "Even though I was busy all day and drunk and deliberately didn't take a shower, you came to see me afterwards. I pretended to be very touched and lured you to come to this hotel... Then I asked you to serve me in an imperative tone and gave you all kinds of orders."
"Even if I think my body is dirty, you won't be disgusted. Because even if it is dirty, it is still me, and it belongs to you. You only want me to be happy, joyful, and blessed. You won't hesitate even if you fall into hell, just like I don't mind the irresistible force in your battle at all."
"But what I'm doing now is psychological induction. I'm slowly using love to control and hypnotize your personality. This is an insult from the soul, and it's a kind of inequality, an inequality of the soul. Just like I will only love you forever, but you've secretly fallen in love with Hui."
She slowly closed her eyes and said in a trembling voice: "Is this... the first time I feel that I am... horrible?"
Kitahara Sora stared at the girl intently for almost half a minute before he asked in a hoarse voice, "What is the bad result?"
Xue No opened her eyes, a ferocious expression flashed across her face, "In the worst case scenario, we will both lose our love. You are only obedient to me, and I have a strong possessive desire for you... The worst outcome for you is this."
She paused, then said with a smile, "In the end, you will become my dog."
"fart!"
She did it on purpose, she said that on purpose... She had her reasons, but even thinking so, Kitahara Sora still felt an inexplicable anger rising in his heart.
He sneered, "Why don't you try it?"
"Do you think I don't dare?"
Yukino also sneered, "If I let it go, the worst result for me is that more than one Hui will appear. Then there will be a second, and a third. These people may be Shiyu, or even Lingyin, or - my o dear o sister o sister!"
"shut up!"
Beiyuankong finally couldn't control his emotions anymore, he pulled the girl over and threw her onto the bed! He pressed her shoulders hard. His hands were shaking, and the shaking was getting stronger and stronger... like a convulsion.
Kitahara Sora is a person who attaches great importance to moral emotions. The first half of Yukino's words might make him angry, but the reason that completely broke his defense was not Shiyu, but Suzune and his biological sister.
The reason why she could say the name directly was because she had no blood relationship. Because having no blood relationship gave people a kind of infinite possibilities, but she had an insurmountable identity, which was an absolute taboo!
And Yang No is Yukino's biological sister. She didn't say Yang No's name, but she emphasized the words "my biological sister".
This is a simple psychological suggestion, but it most blatantly degrades Kitahara Sora's personality, denies his three views and makes him suffer incomparable torture in the cage of human ethics.
That is an insult countless times more serious than directly calling others scum, pigs, and beasts.
The three views of the Japanese are distorted. They can make cheap animations and imagine mothers and daughters, sisters, brothers and sisters, mothers and sons, and other ghosts that go against human morality and are only for venting.
But that was just for venting. For Beiyuan Kong, who had a Chinese soul, hearing these things coming from the mouth of his beloved was more painful than being cut into pieces.
Gradually, Beiyuan Kong's eyes became a little dull.
No matter what, he never thought that one day Xue Noi would say such words. His dull eyes were gradually replaced by some expressions, which were piercing pain, fear, confusion, doubt, puzzlement... and deep despair.
"Snapped."
A clear tear fell on Yukino's cheek. Kitahara Sora's eyes were red, and he almost gritted his teeth, squeezing out a hoarse voice from his soul.
"How... dare you. Say... such words." His finger bones turned white and a bright red light flashed in his pupils. He almost crushed the girl's shoulders just now, but he held back.
"Have you ever said such things to me?" I said, "I've been so good to you, and you've said such things to me!"
Kitahara Sora roared at the top of his lungs: "How could you... say such things to someone who loves you... My heart hurts, Yukino."
"Be good to me? Do you think that I feel that I owe you something? To the point of feeling heartbroken?"
Facing the hysterical man, the girl was not afraid, but showed a charming smile, "Then do you know how much my heart ached when I saw her kissing you? She is dead, but her tombstone stands in your heart."
"Didn't you say I didn't dare? Guess what else I don't dare to do?"
A teardrop fell into her eyes, but she blinked and let the tear melt into her pupil. Suddenly, Kitahara Sora felt his lower body tighten, as the girl's slender hand held it tightly.
"I don't hate Hui, but I hate that you are shared with no one. Why should I share my exclusive things? I thought a lot, and then I came to a conclusion..."
Her palms became stronger and stronger, making Kitahara Sora feel waves of pain, almost unbearable pain.
"Things that belong to me can only enter my body. I feel sick when I think that they might enter someone else's body in the future! Just like you were kissed by her, and I kissed you again last night, I felt sick! Didn't you notice that I was trying hard to hold back the urge to vomit?"
At this time, Beiyuankong was stunned again. She did have a few obvious micro-expressions, but was that to hold back vomiting? So, did I make you feel sick?
Then why do you still vent like this...
"I would rather you become my dog, then at least you are still mine. Even if I lose love, I still have a tool to vent my desires!"
Looking at Kitahara Sora's incredulous gaze, the girl showed a seductive and dangerous smile, "Don't you see it?"
Suddenly, she let out a clear laugh, which lasted a long time and finally became a little crazy.
"Hehe... I thought I was a person who only cared about the soul, but I was wrong. The same goes for the body, because I am a human being after all, and I cannot escape the constraints of the secular world! I... um——"
Before she finished her words, Kitahara Sora's mouth fell hard on her, but unlike before, this time the girl did not respond gently, but shook her head wildly, her teeth clenched tightly like the insurance in a bank vault.
The next second, the crazy Kitahara Sora was suddenly stunned. He let go of Yukino's shoulders and slowly stood up, touching his lower lip in disbelief.
A sharp pain came from the lips, and even the touch of the fingers could feel that a piece of flesh at least the size of a fingernail was missing.
The girl smiled again, the scarlet blood staining her white teeth red. She chewed it like chewing gum, with a twisted and seductive smile on her face.
She slowly swallowed the blood and flesh in her mouth and said coldly: "No one in the world can force me, whether in the past, present, or future, including my parents."
"If I want, I can degenerate into your personal bitch. If I want to refuse, even you can't use my body to vent."
Suddenly, Kitahara Kong was stunned again. The severe pain in his lower body that was almost about to explode had gradually subsided. It was not that she let go, but that she had lost consciousness.
But what made him despair was not the pain, nor her endless and explosive obscene words today, but the girl's emotionless gaze and the words that came out of her mouth next.
She opened her bright red mouth and chuckled softly, "Do you remember why you wanted to kill Da He Taiyang? What's the difference between your current behavior and his? My dear, Kong."
boom! ! !
Like a nuclear bomb exploding, a blinding white light flashed in Beiyuan Kong's mind, but his eyes went dark and he almost fainted. He could no longer support his own strength, and his body fell limply on the girl.
Rape! Rape! Crime!
"Cough, cough, cough..."
A sick cough came out of his mouth, along with traces of blood, staining Yukino's shoulders red and soaking the pink sheets.
Not a single insulting word came out of her mouth. The only bitch she used was herself, and the word "dog" was even used in an explanatory tone.
There is not a single swear word in her words when they are separated, but when put together they are more hurtful than any swear words in the world, and every word is heart-piercing.
I thought she had gotten over the venomous tongue. But this basic attribute was inscribed in her DNA. It's not that she doesn't have a venomous tongue, but now there are few people who can really piss her off.
Beiyuan Kong can drag his broken body to face the gods, and he can lead everyone out of the abyss of no return.
But facing the deep insult from the one she loves, she couldn't hold on for even a moment. Her eyes were so cold, and looking through her pupils, her soul was so twisted.
She was so strange at this moment, so strange that Kitahara Sora couldn't believe that she was Yukino.
"Why... why... Yukino... in your eyes, am I already an unforgivable sinner...?"
Why, I didn't fall in love with Hui on purpose, even if I knew I was in love. My first choice was not to save her. For the selfishness of my first love, I chose to betray the sincere feelings of another girl.
I chose to face the condemnation from her parents and took on everything. But in return, you slapped me in the face... The next day, I figured it out.
I still have to save her, but if by some chance everyone can survive and live a happy life... I will choose to stay away from her for the rest of my life, as far away as possible.
If I can escape from this world, I will live in this world, and we will go to China in this world to live out our lives. If we have a child, if it is a boy, we two will protect you.
If it's a girl, I will protect you and your mother...Her Chinese name is Yin, and her Japanese name is Yukinoshita...Isn't this an agreement? Haven't you already met my parents? Why are you doing this?
Do you know how much courage I need to make such a decision for Hui... It is the most difficult to accept the favor of a beautiful woman! Do you know? I didn't fall in love with her on purpose!
"Yukino..."
Bei Yuankong closed his eyes and murmured in a dreamy voice: "So, last night was your last indulgence. I can't see any feelings about me in your eyes. Love disappears in an instant, right? Even if you... treat me like this, I will still..."
"Do you know... what the consequences of saying this to me today are? Have you really... made up your mind..."
Perhaps, from the very beginning Kitahara Sora knew that she said this on purpose and was still playing her so-called little tricks, but even if he knew it was a lie, he still couldn't bear it.
He even began to doubt himself and the things he cherished most, because his fault disappeared in an instant, so he believed it.
The girl stared at the ceiling with clear eyes, at the heart-shaped ceiling made of roses. There was no more madness in her pupils, only a sense of relief and letting go, because the shackles were finally broken.
"No, love fades away slowly. You won't express it until you no longer love someone at all."
The consequence is that your heart has been shaken. The wound inflicted by the one you love most is the most heartbreaking, and this may become a psychological shadow for your whole life.
The consequence is that your purest love will be cracked with a crack that can never be repaired, but this is the result I want.
She reached out her hand, gently stroked the back of Kitahara Sora's head, and said softly: "But my love for you has never disappeared, and now, I love you even more."
"I'm horrible when I'm angry right now. Don't make me angry again, okay? I only get angry because you choose to take it all on yourself."
Yes, you chose to bear everything, including Hui's feelings. You have been considering and caring about my feelings until now, and even if I insulted your personality, you chose to forgive me.
You still chose to give up Hui and made yourself hurt, so I’m so angry.
Hui has given you more than I have given you. How can you just let go? If Hui had come to you first, would you have been so decisive in giving up on me? This is the most unacceptable thing!
I said, my tolerance for you is infinite...
Yukino gently stroked Kitahara Sora's head and said softly, "Do you remember the last day in the ancient city when you promised me something? You agreed before I even mentioned the problem."
Beiyuan Kong did not respond. He might have fainted, fallen asleep, or was in a state of half-awakeness.
But it doesn't matter anymore, the girl said again: "Promise me, resurrect Hui... let us be your girlfriends together, let me share a little, I have torn my selfishness and possessiveness to pieces, after all... I am pitiful when I see you, let alone an old slave?"
"I will slowly get used to not being disgusted, slowly accept her, and I will overcome my obsession with cleanliness, because I can't let you go either. Remember what I said to you on the throne for the rest of your life."
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