I beat him with a stick until his head was broken and bleeding, and then gave him a sweet date as a reward, in order to make myself feel psychologically balanced, seeing that I had paid so much and even tolerated the existence of a third party...

Kitahara Kong didn't need that sweet gift. He had never thought of accepting Hui, no matter how heartbroken he was, even if he would regret it for the rest of his life.

But once she has determined something, Yukinoshita believes that she is definitely right. Only when the answer is revealed will she realize that she has lost...

She is indeed very generous and loves deeply.

But even if he has already accepted Hui, there is no need to provoke Kitahara Sora. You can be more gentle and tell him that you agree and it is his problem whether he accepts it or not.

Xueno is a typical perfectionist, who thinks she can't tolerate any grain of sand in her eyes. She believes that they are already unequal, and she needs to do this to achieve the usual "equality".

Purely venting, venting one's anger on the person who loves oneself the most, and then breaking the shackles of oneself. Self-hypnosis, let oneself accept Hui's existence, but the funny thing is that there is more than 99% probability that the lovely girl will not come back.

After saying a lot of things, Shiyu looked at Yukino with a pitiful look and asked softly again, "Yukinoshita...are you ready to accept the consequences?"

Yukinoshita really loves Kitahara Sora, otherwise she wouldn't have compromised. Otherwise, she wouldn't have done such an outrageous thing just because of the other person's sadness, and actually chose to accommodate the existence of another person.

Xue No raised her head blankly, looked at Shi Yu with an almost dull gaze, and responded in an extremely hoarse voice: "Consequences?"

"Yes, the consequences."

Shiyu sighed, "You are actually very smart. You know what to say and what not to say. You did not question his parents out of anger because you knew that parents over there were taboos, and you did not question their education."

"You didn't deny the red lines in his heart, such as faith and culture, and said things like 'people on your side'... You talked about him the whole time because you knew he would never give up on you, even if he was bruised and battered."

Shiyu nodded, "Yes, you guessed right, he never thought of leaving you, he was just very sad."

Hui died. The druid girl could feel his sadness most directly. How much courage did he need to let go of Hui? In the past few days, as long as no one communicated with him, the dead shadow would be in his mind. He would take out the flower and watch it quietly.

He had never forced anyone before, but on his birthday, he took the initiative to force everyone to stay and play with him.

No one could see it, but Shiyu could see it. He wanted to escape and divert his attention from thinking about Hui.

If someone handed him a can of drink, he would sometimes be in a daze for a while, because Hui was the one who gave him the most drinks. After chatting for a long time, Hui probably knew when he was thirsty.

So, after everyone left, he thought of Xue No who accompanied Bai Xin shopping, she was his only spiritual comfort. But after a night of tenderness, this was the result.

"result?"

Xue No still repeated this sentence, and Shi Yu sighed softly, "You can vent, you can go even further, you can even bring up your mother, but you ignored the two most important things."

"Why don't you think about what he lost before he came to our world? Aren't you the first one to know this? We all took advantage of the situation, but you were the only one he told us on his own initiative."

"And the other name...why did you dare to mention that name? Why don't you think about the state in which he was half-crazy wanting to be intimate with you, and you said a name that disgusted him so much?"

Suddenly, Yukino's eyes went dark and she felt a buzzing sound in her head.

What Beiyuankong values ​​most is family affection. In his eyes, Suzune is a sister and a half-child. In reality, he is the spiritual support and the family affection that cannot be desecrated. And she mentioned Suzune's name, which is the most serious red line.

Shiyu also knew the second name because she had watched all the battle clips of Kitahara Sora in all the copies.

The second name is Da He Taiyang, he is a rapist! (twice attempted)

Moreover, Kitahara Sora was so upset that he was completely unable to respond. When he wanted to escape by being intimate with Yukino, this name suddenly rang in his ears.

The most outrageous thing is that under Kitahara Sora's forced behavior, Yukino really got angry. Not only did she bite off a piece of his flesh, she even compared the two people very directly.

I wanted to seek comfort, but failed.

Being compared to the smelliest and dirtiest soul by the person you love the most, and this happened the day after you had done the most intimate thing!

The consequence is that this will be a big crack, a past that can never be forgotten. Kitahara Sora once said that he also has an inferiority complex.

"Eh?" Xueno suddenly shuddered and murmured, "Did I do this?"

He was an ordinary person in his previous life, and being favored by me was like winning the lottery. He thought that my coming to him was a blessing in exchange for all the disasters in his previous life.

It is indeed... a bit too much.

Xueno seemed to suddenly remember something, and she turned her head sharply to stare at the tree house that belonged to Kitahara Sora, and the tightly closed wooden door. She quickly stood up and ran over there...

You must apologize sincerely!

Shi Yu looked at her running back, finally gave a bitter smile, and murmured to herself:

"Love makes people blind. Even a super smart woman like Yukinoshita has done such a ridiculous thing. It's terrible... But only in this way, she won't mind my contract in the future."

However, there is only one mission left, and Shiyu doesn't think everyone can come back alive.

After saying this, her figure gradually disappeared and she left the Emerald Dream alone.

……

Here, Yukino ran to the wooden door. She subconsciously reached out to push it open, but hesitated when she touched the smooth surface. So, she raised her hand and prepared to knock on the door carefully.

But before his fingers touched the door, he forcibly stopped knocking.

She was in a dilemma and in hesitation. Just as she was hesitating and trying to gather herself together and raise her hand again, another accident happened.

With a creaking sound, the wooden door opened. Beiyuan Kong, who looked exhausted, was also slightly stunned when he saw the girl holding her hands in a daze. At this moment, the air seemed to be frozen, and even time was frozen.

"Yo, Yo~"

Nearly half a minute later, an abrupt and awkward greeting came out of Kitahara Sora's mouth. He forced a bright smile on his tired face and touched the back of his head awkwardly.

Even though he looked tired, he still smiled beautifully.

For the first time, Yukino was mesmerized by his smile, because she helped him find this smile again. Even though she had seen it many times, this time felt like the best one.

He is so handsome. As long as I see his smile, it seems that nothing else matters.

But why can you still laugh? You were said such outrageous words, and your favorite person made you like this, but you recovered after just one day?

Or do you not want to appear bad in front of yourself? Looking at your face, you are obviously very tired.

Suddenly, Yukino's red eyes could no longer be held back, and she pounced towards Kitahara Sora, almost eager to offer her rosy lips to him.

But the next second, the whole person froze on the spot with a slightly bowed posture, because... he hit nothing?

Kitahara Sora took a half step back helplessly, while Yukino turned her head mechanically. There was still a smile on his face, but it was a little awkward.

He opened his mouth, but before any sound came out, Yukino's face suddenly turned pale, and he felt like he had lost his soul.

The feeling that followed was like I had lost something very important in an instant, and my heart felt empty. Then there was a heart-wrenching pain, so painful that I couldn't breathe.

Is this what it feels like to be rejected by the person you love the most? You felt this way the morning before yesterday, didn't you?

Suddenly, she felt dizzy and almost fainted... It turned out that one could faint from sadness. But, hadn't she experienced this on the spaceship? How could she forget it?

He still didn't mean it, but I did it on purpose. What expression did I have when I refused?

Disdain, disgust, disgust?

No, that was all pretending, that was just venting, all pretending, just to make myself feel more balanced...Are you serious about taking a half step back? He took it seriously, he really thought that I despised him, so he took a half step back.

But his unintentional actions made me so sad, so how did he feel about the expression I had yesterday?

Suddenly, Xue No suddenly remembered the scene of yesterday morning. He pressed himself on the bed and asked tremblingly: "How dare you say such words to me... I am so good to you, why can you say such words... Are you ready?"

I finally understood why Shiyu was so angry, because she felt that sadness.

I finally understood how to describe his back as he woke up, dressed silently, covered his mouth and walked out of the hotel. It was a very desolate, lonely and decadent back.

This is what is called psychological shadow. Because of the fear of offending the other party again, I subconsciously refuse.

Really, why didn't I consider the consequences at that time? So the consequences are so serious?

Now he is afraid to touch me? He was so obsessed with my body before!

The girl's body began to tremble, and the slight shaking turned into a large tremor. She seemed to be very cold, and she squatted down slowly with her arms folded, staring ahead with a terrified and dull look.

Kitahara Sora was also stunned by this sudden action, and swallowed back the words that were about to come out of his mouth. Yukino's current appearance is almost exactly the same as when she was young in the darkest hour.

That was when she was bullied. She went to her mother to cry and was scolded. Her sister came to comfort her but was also locked up by her mother. The nanny sighed helplessly, and her father looked at her coldly like a stranger...

At that time, she was also hiding in the bathroom, shivering and sobbing silently. Her lifeless eyes were like a broken Barbie doll.

Kitahara Sora, who had seen her memory, felt his heart tighten inexplicably. He suddenly came back to his senses from being completely confused about the situation, and helped her up without even thinking about it.

what's the situation? ? ?

"Yukino, Yukino!"

Kitahara Sora gently shook the girl, but she was like a vegetable who had lost her soul. No matter how he shook her, she didn't respond. At this time, he became a little anxious, and the force of his hand shaking became stronger and stronger, "Yukino! What's wrong with you, Yukino! Damn!"

Just as he picked up Yukino and was about to rush over to find the observer, his arm suddenly reacted.

The girl's slender fingers tightly grasped Beiyuan Kong's arm, and her sharp nails even dug into the flesh. She finally responded, and her lifeless eyes were filled with fear and helplessness.

Her pale lips opened and closed quickly, and because the sound was too indistinct, Bei Yuankong subconsciously put his ear to her lips.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"Yukino..."

At this time, Kitahara Kong still didn't understand why she suddenly became like this, and an indescribable bitter feeling suddenly surged in his heart.

It’s a misunderstanding!

He carried the girl into the room and slowly closed the wooden door.

This is a pure white space, but this training session is not open to partners, because the day before yesterday morning, Yukino was too stubborn and ended up killing monsters all day to vent her anger.

But she definitely didn't take it personally afterwards, because she was Yukino, and no matter what outrageous actions she took, she had her own reasons. Even if it was extremely excessive...it was for her own good.

Beiyuan Kong gently laid the girl flat on the ground, but the next second she bent over like a shrimp, bit her fingers in her mouth, and said sorry with trembling voice.

Seeing her like this, Kitahara Sora felt his heart bleeding.

She was actually more afraid of being abandoned than of death. She had never known that her childhood experience had left her with such a huge psychological trauma, because she had been "abandoned" once before.

Is this still Yukino? The girl who was so imposing, always elegant and decent, proudly raising her swan-like neck, looking so superior?

"Yukino."

Kitahara Sora caressed her cheek lovingly and smoothed her messy hair gently.

Perhaps it was the familiar touch she felt. With just this simple movement, her trembling body slowly eased a little. In just a few seconds, her lifeless eyes regained some spirit.

Gradually, gradually.

The girl, who was in fear, became quiet. She stared at Beiyuan Kong with tearful eyes. As her gaze focused, she looked a little clearer.

"Yukino..."

Kitahara Sora's voice was choked with sobs, and she finally heard the call clearly and made a puzzled sound, "Huh?"

"Why do you torture yourself like this?"

“Torture…torture…” She saw the person in front of her clearly, her pupils suddenly contracted, and then gradually dimmed, “Empty?”

"Well, I'm here."

"sorry."

"What are you saying sorry for? I should be the one to apologize." Beiyuan Kong sighed heavily, "I'm sorry, I didn't realize your mental state. If you look at me, you will understand why I hid for a while. Let me finish what I want to say."

Only then did Yukino begin to truly look at Kitahara Sora.

His body was torn and covered with blood and wounds, red, yellow, white, and various unknown biological fluids, and he looked extremely dirty.

After repairing his body at the Observer's place the day before yesterday, he had been in his own space for more than 30 hours. Was he training? He was just about to go out for a shower when he ran into him.

"Look at yourself again?"

Xueno lowered her head with difficulty. Her clean body was stained with a little dirt, just like a white lotus stained with a little mud...

But she raised her head as if she didn't see it, and then raised her hand tremblingly and touched Kitahara Sora's chest, "Does it hurt?"

"It's okay. I'm very kind." Beiyuan Kong held the girl's hand tightly and comforted her softly, "It's all right. I'm not that petty. Didn't I tell you that?"

"Did you say that?" Yukino opened her bright eyes, with a hint of doubt in her pupils.

"How can I bear to be angry with you... How can I bear to let someone who only has eyes for me bear all the negative emotions and pressure, and then hypocritically blame you?"

"Think about what you have done for me. Is there anyone else in the world who can help me ascend the throne and bear the eternal infamy for me?" Beiyuan Kong said affectionately: "How can I despise such a person?"

"Ah, is that so?"

The girl finally smiled cautiously, "It turns out that I was worrying too much. You won't treat me the way I treat you... No one can be so tolerant of me. I was ignorant when I was a child and sometimes did things too much, but my mother couldn't help but beat me, but you..."

Seeing that the other person's expression did not change, she gradually smiled, "You are reluctant to do it. You have never been reluctant to do it... Even though I have hit you several times, you have never hit me. Even when I did something worse, you have never been angry with me."

She gently stroked Kitahara Sora's chest, feeling the strong heartbeat, and asked softly, "But...it really hurts, right?"

Kitahara Sora grabbed the girl's hand and said with a smile: "Don't say anything more. My psychological endurance is not as weak as you think."

Yukino nodded and suddenly asked, "Let's never quarrel again, okay?"

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