There is something wrong with my infinite flow teammates!

It doesn't exist, how can one not want to wake up? Or is there some other reason?

"Wake up, Shiyu. What are you doing? Are you doing this on purpose?"

Kitahara Sora stretched out his hand, gently stroked the seed that was like the breath of the heart, and said softly: "If you didn't mean it, just respond to me. You've slept for so long, it's time to wake up."

The seed was still opening and closing slowly, and there was silence in my mind. Apart from being able to feel the presence of Shiyu's spirit, there was no sound of response.

"I can feel you waking up today, I can feel it."

Beiyuankong sighed, feeling inexplicably lost, and sat down on the edge of the seed. Perhaps she could feel it every time, she had woken up long ago, and was forcing herself to sleep.

This seed is different from ordinary green plants. Its surface is very soft and its temperature is very hot, just like the body temperature of a young girl. And the ups and downs of its opening and closing feel like Shiyu herself breathing.

Ever since learning from the observer that Shiyu fell into a deep sleep on her own, Kitahara Sora would come here almost every few days, and leave with some disappointment every time.

It has even happened every day in the last few days, but now she still seems to have no signs of waking up.

"..."

Just wait, just wait here for the next few days, everything has been settled anyway.

Beiyuan Kong raised his head and looked at the dome woven with emerald green vines. "I don't know if you can hear me, but I'll just assume you can. Guess why I want you to wake up? A lot has happened in the past few months. Don't you want to come and see? Just now, I got an unexpected surprise. Do you want to be the first listener? You can't wake up for the time being, right? It doesn't matter. I'll tell you."

Regardless of whether Shiyu could hear him or not, he continued to talk to himself...

"I took Hui to travel to Azeroth and had a lot of fun. We attended the Brew Festival and ate a lot of local delicacies. King Varian and his men received us with the highest standards of courtesy. Ysera also came. She seemed to be particularly concerned about you and asked about your situation. She said that she could no longer sense your presence."

Beiyuan Kong smiled bitterly and said, "Actually, I didn't know that every time you summoned a dragon shadow, it was Ysera who helped us through dreams. Even your ability to transform into a dragon was given by her. In fact, your connection is deeper, right? Do you have something to say to her? At least say thank you in person."

"Also, I have occupied a natural hot spring in Winterspring. Yes, I occupied it like a bandit. It used to be the base of the night elves, but now it belongs to me. I plan to transform it into a private hot spring in Japanese style."

Kitahara Sora suddenly turned his head and looked at the soft green branch wall. "Ordinary people in the world of Azeroth can go there to play. Aunt Yukinoshita, Hui's parents, Suzune, and Haruno have all been there. Now they run there whenever they have time... Don't you want to take your parents to play with you?"

"By the way, I have already informed your parents. They ask me almost every day, 'Is Shiyu awake? Is Shiyu back? Why hasn't Shiyu woken up yet?'"

There was still no response, but Kitahara Sora was suddenly startled, and an inexplicable sadness surged in his heart. After talking about his parents, his mood reacted.

Shiyu could hear what he said. It turned out that she just didn't want to talk to him. It was just as he thought. She had woken up in the past few months, but he ignored her. Because they had crossed the world, the error of time and space was too large, and the soul connection was a little vague. What's more, he had suppressed his strength to the level of ordinary people.

I ignored her, so I was hated. I forgot about her!

A feeling of helplessness and apology surged into his heart, and Kitahara Sora turned his head and leaned against the seed wall again.

Suddenly he moved his hand, and an exquisite figurine appeared in his palm... A girl with a white headband, wearing a sexy bikini, was lying on the ground with a deliberately seductive expression.

This extremely bold posture seems to be boldly seducing someone.

She forgot. She gave away the figures to everyone except Shiyu. No wonder she was angry.

"Feel sorry."

But after I apologized softly, a strong and complex emotion suddenly surged in my heart. What kind of feeling was that?

Pain, sadness, helplessness, guilt, self-blame?

Kitahara Sora's eyes trembled a little. He had this feeling before. It was the feeling that appeared in his heart when he first truly knew Hui's feelings for him.

I felt a little flustered and at a loss, my apologies were mixed with a deep sense of powerlessness. I wanted to make amends but I didn't know how, I wanted to say something but I didn't know what to say. In short, it was very painful.

If I still don't understand Shiyu's feelings, then I'm not an 'emotional idiot' but a real scumbag, so I had actually guessed the reason why she chose to fall asleep.

Not only herself, but Yukino and Kei also fell silent almost at the same time when they heard that she had fallen asleep.

With his thoughts in a mess, Beiyuan Kong leaned on the seeds, quietly thinking about the girl Shiyu.

She is very conceited because she is extremely beautiful, excellent in studies, has a hot body, and is full of femininity. She is superior in every way and is definitely a high-quality beautiful girl of the "genius" type. It is normal for her to be very proud.

But although she seems to be an unkind person, she is actually very passionate inside.

Yukino confessed last month that it was Shiyu who woke her up after she went 'crazy' that day. With sharp words and a look of contempt, she mercilessly tore off Yukino's mask, even at the risk of a complete fall-out.

Yukino said that she was completely enraged at the time and had completely lost her mind in a state of rage. For a moment, she really had the urge to kill Shiyu... In the end, Shiyu had three fingers chopped off by Frostmourne.

But she didn't hold a grudge at all. The next day, because of the misunderstanding at the toilet door, she was still worried that Yukino was not really possessed, so she even accompanied her to the toilet.

Not only did she not bear a grudge, she even wrote a 'whitewashing essay' specifically for Yukino on the campus network, because she heard that Yukino still wanted to finish high school.

Although Shiyu is a hidden kind-hearted person, she shouldn't be this kind. I've never seen her be so enthusiastic towards other people in the team.

So, if this isn’t love, then what is it? Girls are actually pretty easy to understand sometimes.

Shiyu likes me, I don’t know when it started... maybe it was that night in the sewer.

Even though I tried my best to stop her and even though I acted indifferent towards her, she still fell in love with me, which was helpless.

"I feel helpless." Kitahara Sora smiled again, but this smile was very bitter.

Because of the intervention of the observer, she in this world does not know Tomoya Aki at all, so she has never liked anyone.

Shiyu is a girl as pure as a blank sheet of paper. In the anime, Aki Tomoya merely praised his novel and she fell hopelessly in love with him, even writing a hundreds-page confession letter to that scumbag.

Shiyu is very kind. Even after being insulted in person, she chose to forgive in the end, and even played games together without letting go of the past grudges.

If she could be so devoted to someone like that, how much more so could she be to me? I have been helping her since I met her, it would be strange if she is not liked.

Logically speaking, Shiyu's original character should be very aggressive, with a kind of simplicity in her bones, which can be described in the Shonan dialect as "domineering".

It was like she was not familiar with me yet and wanted to get to know me and make friends with me, but she used an almost rude and rough way, coming from Tokyo to Chiba without even saying hello.

Therefore, Shiyu's personality should be the same as in the anime. Once she falls in love with someone, she will do whatever it takes, even using her physical advantage to launch an offensive.

Suddenly, Kitahara Sora recalled what Yukino had said, and he murmured softly, "Taking the initiative is humble, being affectionate is being a bootlicker, and falling in love at first sight is also just lust after sex, and falling in love over time also requires weighing the pros and cons, so what is love?"

She is also a girl who makes people feel sorry for her, and her feelings and actions are never cheap.

However, you know that she is not passionate and straightforward in her love for herself, and she doesn't even show any aggressiveness at all.

Shiyu would turn into a big cat, quietly leaning against him, letting him stroke her hair. When he was sad and lost, she would turn into a crow, fly to his windowsill, and say to him: "Let's go shopping."

Shiyu guards quietly like Hui, and only appears when help is needed. Usually, she wears a mask of sunshine and cheerfulness, complains, makes sarcastic remarks, and pretends to be a close friend.

Why is this so? Because she likes something that belongs to her good friend, and because she has self-esteem, she will not launch an offensive in this situation.

Is it all self-conceit? No, any "self-conceit" is hypocritical moral kidnapping. If she is self-conceited, then what about Hui before?

Even Yukino would try her best to help, even though they were just small things, but that was all she could do.

But the greatest help he gave came at the cost of his own life.

Kitahara Sora recalled the scene of that night. She cried miserably in her mind, crying hysterically, like a little girl whose lollipop was snatched away in kindergarten. It was impossible to imagine that someone like her would cry like that.

Shiyu was afraid that he would kill her and abandon her.

Only Shiyu herself knows how afraid of death she is. She is more afraid of death than anyone else. After all, she joined the team at a late stage, and the team did not give her any time to grow.

"Don't be so petty, Shiyu. Even though it's all my fault, you have to forgive me..."

Kitahara Sora's eyes became more and more bitter. After a while, he calmed down, his eyes became resolute, and he said softly: "Although I know you are escaping and I know it is cruel to you, but I must tell you... I am getting married, and the bride is Yukino and Hui, you must wake up."

"Ysera gave us a large piece of land, which is almost as beautiful as the Emerald Dream. It floats in the air and is my floating island. Everyone helped me build a house. There is a pavilion, a garden, and a stream in front of the house. There is also a waterfall on the right side, which looks like..."

Suddenly, Kitahara Sora's tone froze, and he couldn't say the same words as when he first went camping.

She didn't go on that camping trip. At that time, Shiyu was just an ordinary friend. She also looked pitiful at that time, waiting alone at the door of Kitahara's house for her and Suzune to come home.

She held the manuscript, leaned against the fence in the yard, waited, and then fell asleep. Like an abandoned stray puppy, hiding from the rain alone under a strange eaves on a rainy day.

It seemed like the first time I saw her, this girl was squatting at the door of the comic shop like a pitiful puppy, as if her soul had been sucked out.

"What the hell? He's such a capable person, why does he always end up in such a miserable state?"

Kitahara Sora stared at the Shiyu figurine in his hand and muttered to himself, "It's the same in anime and in real life. She has to make herself so pitiful."

At this moment, Beiyuan Kong was suddenly stunned and turned his head to stare at the huge seed behind him. The seed still did not bloom, but the long-lost voice sounded in his mind again.

"Because I only exist as a foil, right? I have never been a heroine."

Beiyuankong suddenly became excited, but before his smile could fully bloom, his face froze in embarrassment. Shiyu's voice was different, very different.

Her tone was not teasing, mocking, or joking as usual, but was extremely calm, yet filled with an indescribable coldness that made her voice feel very unfamiliar.

As far as I can remember, she has never spoken in this tone before. Is this the tone she uses to talk to strangers?

"In my opinion, I am still a pathetic clown, Kitahara-san."

"Shiyu..."

'Um? What's wrong? '

"Are you awake?" Beiyuan Kong stood up suddenly, "You..."

"I woke up, I woke up countless times." Shiyu laughed softly: "Then I fell asleep again, because I had nothing else to do except sleep."

"Is there nothing else to do?" Beiyuan Kong's pupils shrank. It was just as he had guessed.

At first, in order not to disturb herself, she fell asleep on her own initiative, but she played for too long, and Shiyu's mind was closed in this boring world, without even anyone to talk to.

Shiyu wanted to connect, and she did several times, but she couldn't open her mouth every time. She suppressed her body, thinking, and mental strength to the level of ordinary people, and was immersed in the gentleness of love, so she didn't even realize that she had connected.

So, she slowly became lost and angry. It was hard to imagine how she had survived here for several months. Yukino almost went crazy after being buried underground for only seven days, even though the environment here would not make people collapse.

So Shiyu said that she could only sleep and could not do anything else. After all, when she needed company the most, there was no one to accompany her.

"Well, as you think, your guesses are correct."

There was a smile in Shiyu's tone, but that kind of laughter was so cold that it kept people at a distance. She spoke again softly, but the content of her words made Kitahara Sora slightly stunned.

"Kitahara-kun, I love you, I really love you. Therefore, everything I did for you and Yukinoshita was because I couldn't suppress my inner feelings, including the shameless request not to break the contract."

Beiyuan Kong stared at the huge flower bud in disbelief, and his expression gradually calmed down.

Today, after sleeping for several months, Shiyu's emotions finally seemed to have an outlet, pouring out like a flood.

'You are wrong about one thing. I didn't fall in love with you on that day in the sewer. I fell in love with you from the first day I met you, the day you treated me to cake, but I didn't realize it at the time. I remember the first bite of the mousse cake was very salty because my tears dripped on it, but the second bite was very sweet because I stopped crying.'

"Since the first time we met." Beiyuan Kong's emotions, which had just calmed down, began to fluctuate again, "That time..."

'Yes, that's who I am. I'm even more of an emotional idiot than you.'

As she spoke, Shiyu's tone turned cold. "I have many suitors, but I have never liked anyone because I know that they only covet my good looks and my perfect body. They confessed to me just to have sex with me or to show off to others that they have won me over. It's that simple. Men always have a childish and ridiculous desire to conquer, don't they?"

The girl spoke very bluntly. She was inexperienced, but the word came out of her mouth without any shyness. Her tone was cold, very cold.

'To be honest, I have an aversion to men, and I even doubted my sexual orientation at one point. I really hate men, they are so disgusting. Their eyes always drift to my chest intentionally or unintentionally, peeking at my stockings, peeking at my back, peeking at my school uniform pleated skirt. Of course I know why they stare at my pleated skirt, they are fantasizing about my buttocks... It's so disgusting, isn't it? Sometimes I even want to wear two safety pants. '

So Shiyu has this side? Beiyuan Kong's eyes became more and more complicated, and more and more uncomfortable.

Yes, although she is an idiot in terms of emotions, she knows everything...so she has never been attracted to any man. She actually dislikes men, but she really likes herself.

"So, you still think that I came all the way from Tokyo to Chiba just to express my gratitude?"

Chapter 41: Life is like a summer flower

So that's how it is. For a girl like her, people who don't care about their appearance at all happen to be fatally attractive to her. Aki Tomoya is not interested in her, and neither is Kitahara Sora.

At first, she just had a good impression of him, and just having a good impression of him was enough to make her run from Tokyo to Chiba... and later, that good impression really turned into love.

Shiyu watched her own 'anime' and understood the most important things, and also understood herself.

She was surprised at how her original self could fall in love with such a scumbag, and at the same time, she deeply realized that Kitahara Sora was different from that scumbag.

Kitahara Sora never lied, nor would he lie, and everything he did was sincere, so much so that later on, he fell deeply in love with her and couldn't extricate himself.

"You are different from those male dogs who are always in heat. Their minds are always filled with a mixture of filth and dirt, just like they are so disgusting. Whenever they see a female, they always want to expel something from their bodies. Are you the same, Kitahara-kun?"

"I?"

Kitahara Sora's eyes widened, but before he could answer, Shiyu interrupted him again.

"You are not. You only fall in love with your true love. Then you are like that guy Yukinoshita, you value the soul more than the body. I have known this for a long time, but I have only confirmed it recently. Even though her figure is so thin, you like her so much..."

After hearing this, Bei Yuankong pondered for a moment and was suddenly shocked. What does this sentence mean?

"Yes, I saw it. I watched the whole process shamelessly. I didn't expect that Yukinoshita had that side. I didn't expect that Kei would become like that. Is this the power of love? It's really great. Love can turn people into beasts."

Yukino...Megumi...

Beiyuan Kong trembled all over and suddenly opened his eyes wide. The shock in his heart even made his mind go blank for a moment.

Shiyu laughed again, her laughter was somewhat desolate, 'That night, I couldn't help but shout your name in my mind, but you didn't hear it, you didn't hear it, Kitahara-kun.'

'You have seen my naked body, yet you describe my body, which I am so proud of, in such a bad way.'

She put away her smile, imitated Kitahara Sora's tone, and whispered: "My nose is full of the smell of blood, there are a lot of blood clots and blood cells. My hands feel slippery and greasy, and my hands holding the needle are slippery. The skin and fat are white, the blood is red, the bones of both hands are damaged, and the bone marrow is a little pink..."

"That's enough, Shiyu, stop talking."