When I finish playing this game, I will beat you to death!

"ah!"

Xiaoyou, who regained his composure to think clearly about the function of the back of his neck, immediately screamed softly in embarrassment, and immediately reached out to the back of his neck to take off the chip and throw it away.

But how could Lei Zhe allow the girl to do this?He was looking forward to the answer the girl would give him.

"Not allowed to move!"

Lei Zhe leaned forward quickly, stretched out his hand to gently pinch Xiaoyou's wrist, and subconsciously used the spirit of speech after opening his mouth. The coercive force fell on the girl in an instant, and immediately made the girl completely unable to move.

But the sudden severe pain also made Lei Zhe's face extremely distorted, one hand grabbed Xiaoyou's wrist which could not move, and the other hand held his forehead.

Lei Zhe, who looked very hard, just took advantage of the height difference, and looked down at Xiaoyou's eyes full of panic and shyness. The panic was because Lei Zhe suddenly showed a painful expression on his face.

"Just tell me your true thoughts here, I must know, otherwise...or I will use the spirit of speech."

Lei Zhe's serious words came from his mind, and after the second half of the speech, he symbolically threatened the girl.

But Lei Zhe also unconsciously softened his attitude when he saw Xiaoyou looking up at his moist eyes with his little head up. That threatening tone sounded very lacking in majesty and threat.

"Zhe is a big villain!"

Hearing this, the girl shyly yelled.

Her body couldn't move, although Xiaoyou could tell that Lei Zhe's threatening tone wasn't serious, he was just scaring her.

But now he can only speak, and the inner voice followed Lei Zhe's question and remembered what happened that night, and his thoughts were about to flow out subconsciously, and Xiaoyou, who was about to hear his inner voice, was about to cry out of embarrassment.

Lei Zhe looked at the shy and anxious girl crying that she was a villain in front of her, and the stubbornness in her heart also collapsed.

Feelings of guilt and love came to mind, and subconsciously gave in to Xiaoyou, very disappointed, took off the chip on the back of the girl's neck, squeezed his temples, resisted the severe pain, and used words:

"Release!"

As soon as the words came out, the word spirit that detained the girl to move freely was released immediately.

Xiao You, who was able to move freely and was shy, wanted to run away from Lei Zhe, but when he saw Lei Zhe's face of lowering his head in frustration and pain, his body stopped in disobedience.

With a seductive blush on his face, Xiaoyou looked at Lei Zhe who bowed his head in front of him with complicated eyes.

Her inner voice was not fully transmitted because of her shyness just now, but when Lei Zhe heard her calling the other party a big villain, the sadness and guilt in his heart, as well as the loss that had not been answered, did indeed reach Xiaoyou.

This is already taking care of the girl's emotions everywhere, and it also means that Lei Zhe cares about Xiaoyou very much.

The popsicle fell to the ground at some point, Xiaoyou didn't care about it, but stretched out his hands to Lei Zhe, it seemed that he wanted to share Lei Zhe's pain with the healing power of his hands.

Lei Zhe also knew the side effects of Xiaoyou's healing ability, so he quickly dodged back. Facing Xiaoyou's complicated eyes, Lei Zhe took out a note on his body, wrote it down and handed it to Xiaoyou.

Then he turned around and held his forehead and wanted to leave, but he didn't get the answer he wanted, but now because of his eagerness, it was no longer suitable to continue the conversation.

【I'm sorry, I did such a forced thing to you, if you don't want to answer me about the answer, just...】

"Zhe!"

You only saw half of it and stopped watching. Seeing Lei Zhe's lonely back facing her as he walked further and further away, he chased after her without even thinking about it. Inexplicable emotions and courage ignited in his heart, and he overcame the situation. The reserve and shyness in my heart.

"?"

Lei Zhe stopped suddenly, looked down at the slender arms tightly hugging him in front of him, and felt the touch of his back tightly pressed together.

Turning his head slightly to look back, he saw the young girl hugging him tightly from behind, without even wearing slippers, with her bare feet just like that, her cheeks pressed against the boy's back and hugging him.

With that faintly trembling yet gentle female voice, Xiaoyou spoke to him.

"...Zhe, forcing a girl to reveal the truth is too overbearing."

[I apologize for the behavior I forced you just now, but... you will always carry everything on yourself in silence, and if you are not a bit domineering, you cannot interfere with your thoughts and behaviors. 】

Maintaining the figure of being hugged by the girl from behind, he took out a small book and pen from the backpack space, Lei Zhe kept writing in the small book, and then handed the small book to Xiaoyou behind him.

[I would be very happy if you could take me as a reliance and hide behind me when things happen like you do now. 】

Seeing the content in the small book, Xiaoyou pursed her lips slightly, and unconsciously tightened the hands holding Lei Zhe's body.

In those eyes, which were like magnificent sapphires, there were complex emotions intertwined and flashing.

Relying on Lei Zhe?

How long has it been, how long has the girl not felt the feeling of being able to rely on others?

In the small group of the Seventh Abyss with the Night King before, she did have someone to rely on, but the final ending left only bitter sadness.

If he relied on Lei Zhe, would he...! ? ! ?

When that thought was about to go into a dead end again, the girl's eyes widened slightly, and her complex thinking was interrupted, and she suddenly felt a gentle touch on the top of her head.

And at some point, Lei Zhe turned around suddenly, as if the tape had suddenly been broken into pieces.

The girl now hugged Lei Zhe very affectionately, and the other hand touched the top of the girl's head with one hand, and handed him a note with the other.

【...I seem to sense your sadness, am I recalling the past, or worrying about me inexplicably?Please give me a little confidence and trust. 】

【I don’t want my life to end here with you. Forever or something. I know that’s a nice-sounding luxury. I’ve always understood the truth that there’s a beginning and an end, but now I’m used to you being here.. ....】

Lei Zhe recalled his memories before he came to this world. Although he has real memories of his new life in the second life, he still has the reluctance to let go of his past.

Only those who are dissatisfied with their own lives will yearn to come to Xintiandi and do it all over again, right?

Although he has tasted the ups and downs of his previous life, he has regrets and emotions, joy and sorrow, encounters and partings.

All these things are intertwined, playing a movement called life, even if there are flaws, it is still Lei Zhe's precious past.

Don't allow to forget, don't ignore, even if it's over.

Now that he has a brand new start and a valuable experience, Lei Zhe must get rid of all regrets and flaws in this new life!

I have already lost my close relatives, and now I don't want the familiar existence in front of me to leave.

Lei Zhe can allow Xiaoyou to leave voluntarily without any interference from him. Even if he is reluctant to give up, he will not do such a strong thing to keep him.

but!Absolutely cannot allow some fucking external factors!

For example, because he was afraid that he would bring disaster and hurt Lei Zhe, so he wanted to leave him and let himself bear something alone. He absolutely did not agree with this kind of thing!

All relatives who disagree with the beginning have left, so we must work hard to change this ending!

Don't agree with the appearance of being powerless, so try to become stronger and pursue strength!

People who don't agree with what you care about leave, so you have to do everything you can to keep and protect them!

I'm obviously already working hard to become stronger, and I'm trying my best to protect what I have, so why would I let you leave me?

Losing, growing is the process of constantly losing and regaining.

Those who don't care can be allowed to lose, but he doesn't want to lose Xiaoyou who is so precious to him.

After coming to this world, the first emotions he acquired were anger and sadness, which are also the basic things that constitute Lei Zhe today.

In this world, he who has lost his family has no sense of belonging. Apart from revenge and becoming stronger, his empty goal is to be led by Nip to the unknown road.

He thought that he could calmly face the departure of these familiar people, whether it was Haruna, Aisha, relatives and friends Baiyin brothers and sisters, and even the elder Shizuka Hiratsuka.

People who have not carved a unique mark in his empty heart will only become his sigh when looking back on the past.

The higher he flies, the smaller he will be in the eyes of those who cannot fly. This is true for both sides, and they will only get farther and farther away.

It will also make Lei Zhe, who is out of the group, even more lonely, until he encounters an existence that can also fly in the endless sky.

Maybe an enemy, maybe a friend.

Can't be satisfied, have no sense of belonging, and have nothing but power pursuits until they become numb.

If...without you...

This individual named Lei Zhe won't be indecisive for you like he is now, right?

As a young beast, he has no sharp claws to protect himself, nor ferocious fangs to plunder others.

In Lei Zhe's heart, there was only one acre of land, and the originally complete land of heart was once ruthlessly plundered away.

Anger was born from this, occupying those plundered and broken areas, and using this as nourishment to turn the cubs into ferocious beasts, just guarding the few things they have.

One of Lei Zhe's survival rules, the guy who wants to rob me can also be robbed by me without any complaints, right?

What?Will you still hate and hate me?

Why?Didn't the other party prepare for the possibility of being robbed when they robbed others?

Is it because he is used to plundering and has no experience of being plundered?

It doesn't matter, I can personally guide you, what must be experienced in the cruel growth, as the price, let me eat you all.

Lei Zhe has a holy sun and a noble moon in his heart, and he is used to these two lights of different meanings shining on him.

Because this is his treasure, and it also made him, who is just a beast, get 'love'.

Although he was not used to it at first, Lei Zhe also knew that these two people didn't need to be plundered by his side, and he got used to these two beams of light over time.

Until one day, Moonlight...may leave him forever.

The ferocious beast that could not enjoy this light again seemed to be infected with the fierceness of the past again.

Anger came again, the last time it was being robbed, this time it was the anger of not being able to keep the 'love' I felt in my heart.

Lei Zhe hated the numb emptiness, and couldn't get used to the unreal reality.

In addition to tasting the taste of revenge that can only quench your thirst, and the fleeting and unretainable pleasure.

The sweetness and sweetness of 'love', as well as the long-term warmth are worth spending more time to stay.

I yearn for this honey-like and gentle air, so I want to protect it. Even if I know that it cannot reach eternity, I will not allow external factors to destroy this gentleness.

Because I want to taste the tenderness of every moment, and no one can take it away.

Praise this love that only belongs to [me], and don't want anything else, he will destroy all these unfavorable external factors, all he needs is to completely destroy them mercilessly.

If you can't become an existence that belongs to [me], don't be attached to me.

A persistent and stalking existence is just a lowly existence like shit.

There is no need for such an eyesore in a sweet picture scroll like a fairyland on earth.

The mind became more and more terrifying and paranoid, and it also exuded viscous malice to avoid the beautiful woman in front of him.

But Lei Zhe still had a gentle smile on his face, and gently raised his hands, holding Xiaoyou's delicate cheeks with touching blush like holding treasures.

In Xiaoyou's shy and terrified eyes, the man exuding malice that she couldn't feel in front of her, and the man who was targeting her with tenderness and affection, took the initiative to stick his lips on the girl's moist and soft lips again.

With such a complicated and contradictory heart, Lei Zhe looked directly at the bright and moving blue eyes of the girl in front of him from a close distance. Every time he looked at Xiaoyou's eyes, he couldn't get tired of looking at them. They were really beautiful gems.

After appreciating the shyness and cuteness in the opponent's eyes, the opponent also simply closed his eyes because of Lei Zhe's initiative and enthusiasm.

Hugging the trembling delicate body tightly in his arms, after Lei Zhe personally felt this sincere tenderness that needs to be protected at close range, his inner possessiveness also intensified.

You, who are precious and pure like gems (excellent), don't need cheap obtrusive things as a foil, you only need me, and you can only have [me] by your side.

You are not allowed to give birth to the idea of ​​leaving me because of such a despicable scumbag!

Do you think I'm not even as good as a poop?

Ah... I almost forgot Yu-chan, you are very kind, even walking with death has not erased your kindness that makes my heart move, so you don't need to change.

Slag Zai or something, just leave it to him to deal with, even if he thinks it is dirty, but as long as it is for [me] to continue to enjoy the light from you, it will be fine, so Slag Zai only needs to have the same end. Can.

No blood left!

No piece of armor left!

What?If you find out, you will be sad, and maybe you will reject him?

That can't be done, and he doesn't allow Moonlight to reject him because he's just a scumbag.

If this is the case, then it would be fine if the [existence] itself is also erased, so it is really and completely exterminated, right?

Extinct Extinction!

Xiaoyou, who just passively felt Lei Zhe's tenderness and doting affection, was full of shyness and nervousness in her heart, and her heart was beating faster, she was just intoxicated in this tenderness that belonged to her.

She couldn't feel what kind of 'alien' the inner essence of the man in front of her who was domineering and kissing and wantonly invading every inch of her heart had become.

While retaining the tenderness towards the girl, it is also becoming more extreme.

Wanting to protect you, and the desire to protect tenderness, are like the uncontrollable minions of wild beasts growing, while guarding, it also symbolizes possession.

In addition to not allowing external factors to destroy tenderness, tenderness itself will not be allowed to die.

The ferocious killing intent, and the indiscriminate desire to show malice for existence other than tenderness, are constantly expanding like deformed sacs.

Lei Zhe, who is so contradictory and complex and immeasurably complex, has gradually broken away from the boundaries of "human".