Lucky billion players, you've never seen one before / I can accumulate my own luck

I know she's terrified of water; she would never go to the river to play alone.

Dad even said it was good that she died, and hoped that the Five Ghosts would send a boy to the town in consideration of the death of a girl.

I suddenly hate my dad.

What he said was infuriating.

7.20.

I'll never see Wang Qian again. I'm so sad, so sad, so sad...

7.21.

Grandma comforted me today, and I feel better.

My grandma is so good to me.

……

8.14.

Grandma died.

Why did you have to die?

Why do we all have to die?

I feel so bad...

8.17.

My dad won't let me go to school anymore.

8.23.

My mom asked me to help with farm work, it's so tiring.

8.27.

I miss my grandma so much.

I miss Wang Qian so much.

9.13.

The baby in Mom's belly is finally about to be born.

Great news! I'm going to have a little brother! I won't get beaten anymore.

9.15.

My mother gave birth to a girl.

It's not a younger brother, it's a younger sister.

Dad abandoned my younger sister in the mountains.

I wanted to get it back, but my dad beat me severely.

9.20.

Today, while taking care of my bedridden mother, I accidentally broke a cup.

My mother angrily stabbed me with a shard of a cup.

It hurts.

10.9.

I'm so hungry, so hungry.

What's wrong with me?

Why have I been so hungry these past two days, even though I've eaten a lot of food?

10.10.

My pencils are getting shorter and shorter, so I have to use them sparingly.

10.11.

I'm still so hungry, what's wrong with me?

Uncle Zhou's chickens smell so good, I really want to eat them.

10.12.

Should I steal Uncle Zhou's chickens?

I really want to eat it.

10.13.

Wow, I can suddenly imagine so many things in my head, it's amazing.

I told my parents, but they didn't believe me.

My dad said I was lying and slapped me twice.

10.14.

I imagined all sorts of animals: kittens, puppies, chicks, rabbits... I fantasized about eating them all, about being so full that I suddenly didn't feel hungry anymore.

Great, I don't have to go hungry anymore.

10.15.

I suddenly heard Xiaoqing from next door shouting for help. I wanted to save her, and she immediately appeared in my mind.

How did she get into this world that I created in my imagination?

Xiaoqing said I felt very comfortable here and asked if I could come over every day.

I've made more friends.

10.16.

Er Ya, Xiao Hua, Xiao Cui, Chang Qing... I've brought so many people into my world.

They all said that their parents were annoying.

I suddenly felt that my parents were really annoying.

10.17.

I pulled more and more people who were crying for help into the room.

We played games together and had so much fun.

But Mom and Dad are becoming more and more annoying.

I hate them.

How annoying!

……

10.27.

I hate it, I hate it, I hate it...

Don't hit me, please don't hit me anymore...

It hurts so much, it hurts so much...

10.29.

They all started complaining to me.

They wanted me to kill my parents.

11.01.

It hurts so much, it hurts so much...

Kill them, kill them...

Stop arguing!

11.02.

I did not do it on purpose!

I did not do it on purpose!

I did not do it on purpose!

……

The diary is over.

Fan Xiao flipped through the pages and found them all blank.

It seems Yan Keke only wrote this far.

Lu Xining was silent for a few seconds before saying, "It seems that everyone in this town was killed by Yan Keke."

“Not all of them are dead,” Fan Xiao said. “A few of the women who were trafficked here are still living here.”

"You mean those elderly people who live alone?" Lu Xining asked.

“Yes,” Fan Xiao nodded, “they must have never bullied any little girls in this town, so they escaped unscathed.”

"that……"

Li Jian suddenly asked, "Can I take a look too?"

Fan Xiao nodded and tossed the diary to him.

Lu Xining continued, "There are many suspicious points in the diary. Starting from October 9th, Yan Keke kept saying she was very hungry. I suspect that she has become an evolved being."

"But until November 2nd, when the diary ended, she had not become a prospective player and been pulled into the selection instance."

"I haven't been selected for the game for almost a month. Is that normal? I became a prospective player in less than a week."

Fan Xiao: "..."

"Why aren't you saying anything?" Lu Xining asked.

"There's no fixed rule about how many days it takes for an evolved person to be selected as a prospective player."

Fan Xiao said, "It's only been twenty-odd days, what's the big deal?"

"Moreover, Yan Keke has awakened a very strange ability, which allows her to suppress her hunting desires by 'imagining herself eating animals'."

"With this ability, it wouldn't be surprising how many days she stays in the evolved human stage."

"This is also my second point of doubt."

Lu Xining said, "Only by becoming a prospective player can you choose a game class and get a free opportunity to develop your talent."

"Yan Keke is clearly still an evolved being. Where did she get this ability?"

"And it's not just about fantasizing about eating animals; she seems to be able to imagine a world in her mind and bring other people's minds into it... This can't be explained by just having a strong imagination."

She concluded, "It's obvious that it's talent."

"Yan Keke used this talent to kill the adults in the town."

"But she's not a prospective player, so where does her talent come from?"

"I don't know much more than you do."

Fan Xiao shook his head, glanced at Li Jian, and said, "He's from District 001, so maybe he knows something."

By this time, Li Jian had already skimmed through the diary and closed it.

Meeting Fan Xiao and Lu Xining's gazes, he nodded and said, "I do know something about it."

"Yan Keke's situation is not unique, but it is also very rare."

"In our division, we call this ability that naturally awakens during the evolutionary stage psychic power, which refers to the power of the soul."

"Psionic..."

Fan Xiao seemed to be deep in thought.

His superpower to control luck was an ability he awakened even before becoming a prospective player.