I thought it was everyday

Then I met a man who was hurt by feelings because of his innocence, and he no longer believed in anyone, and died alone.

Ah, living alone in a nursing home is really lonely...

Will someone come to worship me after death...

No one knew that when I was still a primary school student, I was thinking about these random things.

But... fate didn't develop as I expected.

When I was 12 years old, the teacher suddenly told me a big news.

ps: Little Senior Sister No.1 calls the angle of view, but writing No.1 is also surprisingly interesting.

Chapter 372 354 Little Senior Sister's Confession 1

The teacher told me that she will accept a student.

I will have a younger brother.

Shuya Inoue.

This is his name.

I am no stranger to this person.

For an autistic kid like me, watching TV is a rare form of entertainment.

So I have an impression of him.

When I actually met him, he was cuter than what I saw on TV.

He has soft hair, smart eyes, a nice nose, and vivid lips.

The skin is also very fair and delicate.

The combination of facial features is as cute as a doll.

But upon closer inspection, one can feel that he does have the heroic spirit of a boy.

This mixed temperament is so charming that I dare not look into his eyes.

Hold on.

——By the way, do I dare to look into anyone's eyes?

Hmm, autistic.

……

"Senior Sister Qingquan, you are so beautiful."

This is the first sentence that the younger brother and I said.

To be honest, I was so panicked at the time.

Many adults have said this to me.

And I basically don't talk to people my own age, let alone anyone younger than me.

So I have absolutely no experience being praised by young people.

I'm not boasting, I've been sensitive to other people's minds since I was a kid.

It is easy to guess the mood of the other party from the subtle expressions of the other party.

This trait plus I am too slender.

In addition to having a fragile glass heart, he often over-interprets and has always had a hard time getting along well with others.

But Junior Brother is different from others.

He has a natural sense of affinity, and his feelings are very pure.

I can clearly feel his kindness and sincerity. (Although after growing up, I feel more and more that my junior brother is very kind to beautiful girls, umm...)

I immediately established a good relationship with my junior brother.

... No, it should be said that it was the younger brother who took the initiative to establish a good relationship with me.

Applying the words of my younger brother, if we use "attack" and "shou" to understand, I am absolutely "shou".

I feel a little bit clearer.

...But, isn't "defense" the opposite of "attack"?

What is "receiving"?

I asked my younger brother, but he didn't tell me either.

Junior brother is good at everything, but he often says a lot of things that I can't understand, and occasionally he is very mean.

But I always feel that the naughty little junior is very angry, and I don't hate him for being like this, but it makes me love him even more.

……

After getting to know the little junior brother, I always feel happy every day.

My life, which I thought would remain the same, has undergone tremendous changes.

Simply put, my social circle has expanded and I have more friends.

And there are more and more girls around my junior brother...

I'm really worried about my junior brother's future.

But he should be able to handle everything.

Because he's always been smart.

……

The teacher often says that I am a genius, but I think my younger brother is better than me.

He learns music really fast and understands it really well.

What shocked me the most was that the little junior had so many genius-like inspirations.

But... maybe he is worried about my feelings?That's why I often find me to create together.

The little junior who thinks about me is so cute.

I still remember that the song "小さな恋のうた" that I wrote with my younger brother got a huge response.

For the first time, I felt that the name my parents gave me was not in vain.

spring.

source.

...But, amidst the joy there is uneasiness.

Bring happiness to others, can I still do it in the future?

It would be nice if it could be done.

However, as long as there are junior brothers together, it will definitely be possible.

……

The time of studying with the juniors passed quickly.

The younger brother is busy again, and we see each other less and less frequently.

He has always been a great person.

To be a voice actor, to be an actor, to shoot commercials, to shoot TV dramas, to make movies, and to keep good grades in school.

I heard that he also practiced martial arts later, it really has to be admired.

And what I admire the most is undoubtedly his means of dealing with many girls.

How do you learn to achieve that kind of communication skills...

……

While practicing music obsessively, the time I spent with my little junior was getting shorter and shorter without knowing it.

He went to Dahua to develop far away, and it was very difficult to see him last time.

...It's really lonely.

If it was me before, I probably wouldn't feel that way.

Only when you have tasted the feeling of happiness, you will feel uncomfortable alone.

But I'm not boasting, I'm a well-trained old autist in the autism line, as long as I immerse myself in music, I can forget everything.

Besides, it's not that I don't have friends, and Mai-chan and I get along very well! (pride)

Ah... I forgot she was busy too. (cry)

closed.

……

During my high school years, I participated in many music competitions and won many awards.

Teacher Ayako Ishikawa, parents, school teachers, and the principal all praise me frequently, which makes me a little happy.

But I didn't enter the competition to be praised, so I didn't think it was a big deal.

Focusing on music inevitably cuts down on other time, so I figured it wasn't my fault that I didn't have friends at school, but that I was trying too hard. (fragmented speech)

The younger brother has been to Dahua for several years, and finally plans to live here for a long time.

It was one day in the freshman year of high school, and he came back suddenly.

It helped me out as soon as I got back.

Being confessed by a boy has already started in the third year of middle school, and even more in high school.

It bothers me so much.

They didn't even say a word, and I don't even know their names, so they can open their mouths to like me, but shut their mouths to love me?

What do they know about me?

No, they don't know anything.

I'm pretty sure of this because I had no friends at school, no one to talk to, and no way for them to ask.

This is the self-cultivation of an old autistic family. (kimbo)

Faced with this situation, my junior brother told me very accurately that they were in heat.

Although I think this statement is a bit excessive, it undoubtedly hits the essence of the problem.

So... as expected, the little junior brother is the cutest.

Not only can he accept my weak part, but he is also working hard to help me change.

Junior brother, I know it.

Introduce Mai-chan, Yang Nao-chan and the others to let me know, they just want to make me better.

He was always thinking of me.

But if I thank you in person, my junior brother will definitely deny it awkwardly, or even lie maliciously.

Little Senior Sister, I am not a vegetarian with my observation ability acquired through years of autism.

……

After the younger brother came back, he invited me to compose music for the new animation Sakura.

I have no reason to refuse.

I am also very happy to be able to create together with my junior.

After that we made a lot of songs, but it doesn't matter.

The important thing is that the little junior brother's mood has become very strange.