I won't be a loser.

"You were just chatting about normal things, and I was sulking because of something like that... That's so childish. I did something like this, and it bothered you all..."

Looking at the self-pitying Sekai Saionji, Kento originally wanted to continue comforting her, but after thinking about it, he felt that it would be a bit too hypocritical to continue like this.

He lowered his head and quietly looked at Xiyuanji Sekai. Looking at the delicate body lying quietly on the bed, he suddenly raised the corner of his mouth——

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Cherry Blossom Season: 198. Even if the heavy rain turns the city upside down

Thinking that Saionji Yuko was just outside the door, and looking at the shy and patient Saionji Sekai, Xianren felt as if he had entered a new world. After putting on his clothes, he looked back at Sekai lying on the bed.

"Are you okay?"

Saionji Sekai buried her face in the pillow and didn't want to speak at all at this moment. She thought about her mother who was in the living room outside, while she was in the room with Kento...

"It seems there is no problem. Dinner is over. I'll be leaving now."

"......"

Unwilling to give up, Sekai Saionji lay on her bed and gently shook her buttocks, but Xianren, who turned around, did not notice this scene. He came to the door of the room, opened the door, and saw Saionji Yuko sitting in the living room.

He closed the door and walked into the living room. Saionji Yuko, who was sitting, cast her eyes on Xianren, watching him walking towards the door.

"Are you ready to leave now?"

"It's getting late. I already agreed with Shijie that I'll go home after dinner. I have things to take care of, so I won't stay here any longer."

"She did such a cruel thing to the world in that room, and now she's just going to walk away and not take any responsibility?"

"heard it?"

Xianren himself was not surprised. Even though Saionji Sekai had tried very hard to be patient and not make any noise, they were still in the same room. Even if he restrained the noise, some sounds of his movements could not be avoided. It was normal for Saionji Yuko to hear them out of the room.

His eyes fell on Saionji Yuko, who did not seem dissatisfied. Xianren was not in a hurry to go home. He met Saionji Yuko's eyes and saw the slowly rising curve of her lips, but he seemed indifferent.

"I have absolutely no intention of hiding anything. Even if I cover my ears, I can still hear your voices. Young people really do have more energy than the average adult."

"I'm not very good with words and don't know how to comfort her. I can only use primitive methods to let her feel my feelings."

"Then, can I also experience it in this 'original way'?"

"Let's just forget about it today."

Once he got entangled with Saionji Yuko, he didn't know how much time and energy it would take. He probably wouldn't be able to go home tonight. After hearing Saionji Yuko's question, which was not sure whether it was a teasing or a flirting question, he decisively chose to refuse.

Looking at the young man who quickly rejected her, Saionji Yuko raised her eyebrows slightly. In fact, she was not very surprised in her heart. She knew that the other party did not seem to be very interested in her, and giving such an answer was also within her expectations.

"I thought you would try the ripe and juicy flavor after tasting the green fruit."

"Drinking too much water can easily upset your stomach. Well, since I've disturbed you for so long today, I'll take my leave now."

"When are you free to come to my restaurant?"

"When I have time, I will contact Shijie and go to your restaurant with her."

Xianren walked to the door and stopped after hearing what Saionji Oko said. He looked back at Saionji Oko who was sitting steadily in the living room, gave an uncertain answer, opened the door, and left the Saionji house.

Her eyes were fixed on the door, and as it closed with the sound of "click", Saionji Yuko turned her gaze towards her daughter's room.

"If you're always passive like this, you won't get the happiness you want. Only by being proactive and working hard to achieve it can you get the happiness you want."

With a sigh, the only answer Saionji Yuko could give to her daughter's performance today was probably "average".

If it weren't for Xianren showing his concern for the world's reaction and entering Saionji Sekai's room to "comfort" his daughter, Saionji Yuko's evaluation of her daughter would probably have been just "poor", which was an unattainable distance from "good" and "excellent".

"We've just started dating, so it's normal not to understand these things. But at least you have to understand that if you don't take the initiative to fight for it, you won't get the happiness you want. That's it..."

Without considering emotional matters, Xianren felt that there was nothing wrong with the Saionji world.

Recalling what happened in Saionji Sekai's room just now, Saionji Sekai's shy reaction and expression looked quite cute and girlish. In essence, she was not a wise young person. Looking at the girl's shy action of covering her face with her hands, I was also shocked.

"Once you get involved in emotional matters, it becomes quite troublesome."

His left hand couldn't help but touch his trouser pocket, but there was nothing in the flat pocket, which made Xianren's heart feel empty. Thinking of his current age, a helpless smile appeared on his face.

"I forgot that I'm a minor now and can't smoke..."

Maybe it’s because I’ve returned to my younger body, my mentality and thoughts, like my current body, have gradually become younger. Maybe it’s because of the influence of the people around me.

The fingers of his left hand, which fell next to his trouser pocket, couldn't help but twist lightly. He suppressed the restlessness in his heart, took a deep breath, and the thoughts in his heart gradually calmed down.

I don't actually have a serious smoking addiction. I just can't help but smoke a cigarette when I feel a little confused, to relieve the confusion and depression in my heart...

"Actually, it's okay to lick a lollipop, right?"

Arriving at the door of his apartment, Xianren opened the door and couldn't help but think about it. He couldn't help but mutter something under his breath and entered his room.

It was just getting dark outside. Xianren walked to his balcony and looked at the lights on at Qingpu's house across the window. He closed his eyes, hesitated for a moment, opened his eyes, and casually pulled the curtains.

Five minutes later, he appeared at Qingpu's door and rang the doorbell.

When Kiyoura Mai opened the door and saw Kento appear at the door, she showed a surprised expression on her face. She had just received a call from Saionji Yuuko, who was talking about Kento. She also knew that Kento was at Yuuko's house...

Qingpu Mai was not the only one who was surprised. When she entered the house and saw Xianren, she was also surprised.

"Is there anything strange about my appearance here? Then I'll leave?"

"No, I thought you were going to stay overnight at her house, and...it's just getting dark now, right?"

The moment he sat in the living room, he saw the wise man in front of him and was a little surprised. After staring at the wise man for a long time and confirming that the person in front of him was a real person and not an illusion, he became even more surprised in his heart.

"I just went there to sit for a while, and something happened. I had dinner at her house and came straight back."

"Have you had dinner yet?"

"I didn't have enough food, so I came to bother you."

After hearing what Xianren said, Qingpu Mai showed a strange expression on her face, but after hearing what Xianren said, she still went to add more bowls and chopsticks for him and put them on the dining table. Dinner had just been prepared, and his arrival was very coincidental, which made Qingpu Mai wonder if Xianren had calculated the time well.

Looking at the sage who appeared before him, Setsuna pursed his lips slightly, silently glanced at him, and then sat down at the dining table. The sage poured himself a bowl of rice, then sat down and had dinner with the mother and daughter...

In the dead of night, there was suddenly the sound of a strong wind blowing, and the windows made a muffled "puff" sound, which made the wise man, who was originally immersed in sleep, gradually wake up and open his eyes. In the dark room, only the strong whistling, the sound of wires hitting the wall, and the sound of raindrops that should have been dripping, but now it was particularly violent and turned into the "da da" sound of falling rain.

The wise man woke up, lay in the warm quilt, listened to the whistling sound outside, took a deep breath, closed his eyes silently, and continued to rest in bed.

Perhaps it was because the wind and rain were so loud, but for some reason, I slept more comfortably under such wind and rain. Not long after I closed my eyes again, I fell asleep again and continued the dream that had been interrupted just now -

call--

Huhu——

He woke up early in the morning, looked at the clock on the desk, then stood in front of the balcony, looking at the violent storm outside the window and the gloomy and gray sky. He turned around and walked to the door and took a look at his folding umbrella.

"If I go out, I'll probably be blown away in no time, leaving only one rib in my hand... A sturdier umbrella might be able to lift me up into the air."

I returned to the balcony and looked at the weather outside. It didn't look like it was safe to go out.

Looking at the white shadow that suddenly flew past his eyes, before he could see clearly what it was, it had already disappeared in front of his sight. Xianren couldn't help but sigh, returned to the edge of his bed, took out his mobile phone, and called Shin Fukuhara.

"Ah, Miyamizu-kun, you didn't know that school is closed today, so you don't need to report to school."

"I understand."

"Well then, Miyamizu-kun, be safe on your own and don't go out in this weather."

"Ah."

After hanging up the phone, Xianren sat in his room, looking at the strong wind and heavy rain outside. He walked to the light in the room and turned it on casually. The dim room suddenly became bright.

"The electricity hasn't been cut off, so it won't have much of an impact."

The ingredients are in the refrigerator and were only replenished two days ago, so there is no need to worry about running out of food.

“I wonder if they have enough food…”

After glancing in the direction of Qingpu's apartment, Xianren turned around and sat down at his desk, opened his notebook, opened the browser, and searched how long the rain would last today.

"About three days?"

I couldn't help but look towards the balcony. Three days of weather like this would be too long.

"It's not like the food in the fridge won't last, but three days... is a bit long."

Saionji Sekai woke up. The strong wind outside woke her up early in the morning. However, when she looked at the alarm clock beside her, she found that it was not time to get up and go to school yet. So she lay in her bed and did not come out of her room until 6:30.

As soon as I entered the living room, I saw my mother talking on the phone with someone.

"Well, you don't have to go to work today. I'll let you know the working hours when the heavy rain stops outside."

"That's it for now."

After hanging up the phone, Saionji Yuko looked at her daughter who came to the living room. When her eyes met Saionji Sekai who was wearing pajamas, she slightly raised the corners of her mouth and smiled.

"If Xianren hadn't left last night, he would have stayed here with you all day."

"Is it raining heavily outside?"

"You didn't see it?"

Wearing pajamas, Sekai Saionji walked to the refrigerator, took out barley tea, poured herself a small cup, took a sip, looked at the window beside her, reached out and lifted the curtain a little, and saw the mist on the window and the darkness outside.

“The rain is too heavy…”

"The school has been contacted. You don't need to go to school today. Just rest at home."

"It was sunny yesterday."

"It suddenly started raining heavily last night, so my shop had to temporarily close. Even if I wanted to go out in such weather, it would be impossible. I probably couldn't even see the scenery on the road ahead when driving."

Having just rested yesterday afternoon, she had to rest today, which made Saionji Yuko feel helpless. She sat quietly on the sofa with her long, fair legs crossed, while Saionji Sekai stared at the dark scenery outside the window for a long time, recalling what happened yesterday.

"If I had kept the wise man here last night, if I had kept him captive..."

"what--"

He quickly took out a tissue and put it on his mouth and nose.

"sneeze!"

He crumpled it into a ball and threw it into the trash can. He didn't know who suddenly started talking about him. Xianren frowned, looked at the mobile phone beside him, picked it up, and dialed the number at home.

"It's me, Sage."

"It's raining heavily in Tokyo right now, so I'm a little worried about my family. How is Itomori doing right now?"

"Is it raining too? I see. I'll take care of myself. Okay, that's it for now."

After contacting my family, I learned that it was also raining heavily in Itomori. My mother Futaba told me that the rain seemed to be smaller than in Tokyo. However, Sanye and Yotaba were also notified by the school to suspend classes and rest at home.

"What a heavy rain..."

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Cherry Blossom Season: 199. Take care of yourself when the weather gets cold. No one loves you more than me.

It was windy and rainy outside. Xianren, who was sitting in his room, had nothing to do, so he made himself a cup of tea and sat in front of his computer, falling into a brief period of blank thought. The sound of wind and rain outside was too obvious, making it difficult for him to concentrate.

"The rain is so loud! I can't do anything but hear the roar of the wind and rain. Ugh..."

After staring at the document in front of him for a while, he saved the several hundred words he had written in almost an hour, then opened the browser and prepared to go online to look for some inspiration.

Even though he knew that the main theme of his new work would be bitterness and hatred, it couldn't be entirely filled with repressed content and emotions. A little happiness and joy could only exaggerate greater sadness and pain. In this regard, Xianren had a natural talent.

"I really enjoy writing about more painful stories, like a young girl who, due to family reasons, indulges herself under immense pressure. This kind of setting makes me want to continue writing."

Thinking back to what he had written, it seemed that there was no such plot yet. Xianren's expression became helpless and he frowned.

"Other people often add ambiguous plots between the heroine and other boys into their works, adding a dose of mustard to the otherwise bland content to irritate others."

Among the writers he met at the time, many had rather perverse interests in this area. Some of them pursued the so-called "truth", while others simply wanted to see others' angry reactions after being provoked. It's not that he couldn't understand their thoughts, but he himself couldn't write such content freely.

Looking at the browser in front of him, his hand unconsciously entered a series of familiar URLs without even thinking about it. After entering the website, he skillfully clicked on "Others", then landed on the red "Adult" and clicked it.

By the time my brain reacted, before I even finished reading "Are you over 1...", my hand had already clicked on "Yes", and the page in front of me instantly refreshed with all kinds of exciting pictures.

"........"