I won't be a loser.

"As long as you're here, you don't have to worry about anything. You can be with me every day."

Sayuri hugged Xianren and felt the warmth of the person in front of her. It didn't seem real, but it made her miss him so much.

This is fake, not the real Sayuri.

In his heart, the wise man told himself so, but even if it was a fake Sayuri, it was still Sayuri.

The sage who was being embraced opened his arms and was about to hug the person in front of him when he heard a familiar voice beside his ears, a voice that was always calm and suppressed.

"Why do you want to be a hero? Why..."

who.......

Whose voice is it?

While feeling confused in his heart, he thought of the white lab coat and the always cold expression, and a look of realization appeared on his face.

"pair--"

His eyes trembled slightly, and Xianren opened his eyes, feeling a coolness on his chest. The moment he opened his eyes, he saw the gray-haired girl sitting on him, and the crystal tears on his chest.

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When the Summer Cicadas Chirp: 270. Could the doctor who treated me be named Nishikino?

When he opened his eyes and woke up, he saw Futaba Rio sitting on him. Looking at her crooked bow tie and her moist and red eyes, he slowly opened his mouth with dry lips, wanting to say something but finding it difficult to open his lips.

When she saw the opened eyes, the crying Futaba Rio was also stunned, and her blurred eyes met the gaze of the wise man.

"Awake, awake?"

Xianren, who had Futaba Rio sitting on him, opened his mouth and wanted to say something to Futaba Rio who was sitting on him, but because of his weakness, he could not do anything. He lay quietly on the bed and could only express his meaning with his eyes.

Looking into the sage's eyes, which were looking at her while occasionally glancing to the side, she seemed to understand something.

"Let me down?"

He didn't have the strength to speak. He had been lying in bed for a month, and was only taken care of by Miyamizu Futaba. He moistened his lips with water and had not eaten or drunk anything normally. He was already very weak.

He could only express his attitude with his eyes. He closed his eyes, then slowly opened them and looked at Rio Futaba in front of him.

The girl, who understood what he meant, was a little flustered. She quickly climbed down from Xianren's body, put on her own shoes, and stood beside Xianren, looking at him who had woken up.

"do you remember me?"

Xianren couldn't help but curl his lips when he heard Futaba Rio's first question after he woke up, besides the word "wake up", was whether he still remembered her.

However, because his internal organs were too weak and he was still recuperating, when he wanted to laugh, his body was affected, and the expression on his face suddenly became painful and he couldn't help but frown, and cold sweat broke out on his forehead.

"You, you...I'll go contact the doctor!"

Seeing Kento suddenly becoming in pain for unknown reasons, Futaba Rio suddenly became panicked. Not knowing what to do, she thought of finding a doctor and hurriedly left the ward.

However, the sage, who was lying on the bed with a painful look on his face, couldn't help but tremble his lips.

"Isn't there a pager in the ward?"

Unable to hold back a gasp, Xianren lay on the hospital bed in an indescribable state. He just wanted to smile, but he felt as if all his organs were tangled up into a ball. The pain was so severe that his scalp felt numb. He wanted to curl up into a ball, but he couldn't do anything because his limbs were too weak.

In just a few minutes, nurses and doctors entered the ward, and Xianren saw his mother, as well as Futaba Rio and Feng Xiaochun.

When he saw Feng Xiaochun, Xianren's eyes revealed a hint of surprise. He didn't expect that the other party was here too. He had many doubts and questions in his heart, but he couldn't speak. He slowly looked at the attending doctor.

The mature beauty who looked charming was looking down at the report, then she slowly came to his side and asked a few questions.

Compared to the panicked Futaba Rio just now, the other party's expression was clearer and more rational, and Xianren only needed to blink.

“Here, do you feel it?”

Looking at the other person's delicate hands, he gently pinched his own hand, which didn't hurt much. Xianren blinked to show that he could feel it.

"What about here?"

The other person's fingers gently pressed on his leg, and Xianren blinked to show that he could feel it.

"Do you remember who you are and what happened?"

"Do you remember them?"

Xianren vaguely noticed that the entire room was filled with women. Looking at the faces staring at him, he really wanted to joke with them, but this was obviously not the right time to joke, so he just winked silently to show that he knew them.

"There's nothing wrong with me now. I'm just a little weak. Coupled with the aftereffects of the car accident, my body needs to recover slowly. I'll need to lie down for at least a month before I can recover. Until then, it's best to stay in the hospital for proper treatment."

"I understand. Thank you, doctor."

Miyamizu Futaba felt a little relieved after hearing the doctor's answer. She sent the doctor out of the room and looked at Xianren lying on the bed. She wanted to smile, but she couldn't. Her face was full of complexity and confusion. She turned her head away and took a deep breath.

After adjusting her emotions and regaining her composure, Miyamizu Futaba looked at the wise man in front of her.

"Is there anything you want to do?"

After looking at Futaba Rio and Feng Xiaochun standing in the ward, Xianren looked at the drink on the table beside him, staring directly at the bottle of drink to express his mood and needs.

"........water?"

Noticing Xianren's gaze, Feng Xiaochun saw the juice drink on the table and slowly asked.

Just like the question and answer session with the doctor just now, Xianren blinked and expressed his affirmation.

The petite senior student with white stockings walked to the table and brought the juice to Xianren, then gently unscrewed the bottle cap. Miyamizu Futaba adjusted the height of the hospital bed, allowing Xianren's upper body to move from a flat position to a 150° angle.

The towel was placed near Xianren's collar, and the juice flowed into his mouth bit by bit, moistening his dry and tasteless tongue.

The process was a bit difficult. When Xianren felt that he had drunk enough, he blinked frantically, and Feng Xiaochun took the juice away. When he swallowed the juice, Xianren felt that this was also a difficult test for his body.

uncomfortable.

You can clearly feel the juice flowing from your mouth and tongue along your esophagus and into your stomach.

Looking at the uneasy look on Xianren's face, Futaba Rio couldn't help but pursed her lips. Looking at the Xianren in front of her, she opened her mouth to say something, but she didn't know what to say.

Miyamizu Futaba looked at Feng Xiaochun in the room, as well as the unfamiliar gray-haired girl. He stared at the girl for a moment, and probably guessed that she and Xianren had a "close relationship".

Feng Xiaochun, who had led Miyamizu Futaba away as a cover, now looked at the awakened Xianren, then glanced at Futaba Rio beside him, and chose to retreat temporarily.

"Since Xianren has woken up, we won't disturb you two anymore. See you at school, Xianren."

Reaching out and gently tugging Futaba Rio's sleeve, Feng Xiaochun was the first to leave the ward. Futaba Rio looked at Xianren on the hospital bed, hesitated for a moment, bit her lip, looked at Miyamizu Futaba beside her, and bowed slightly.

"sorry."

Then she turned around and left the ward. After hearing the girl's words, Miyamizu Futaba opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but looking at the girl's back, she couldn't say a word until she left the ward.

After being silent for a moment facing the door of the ward, Miyamizu Futaba withdrew her gaze and looked at her son lying on her bed. There were so many things she wanted to say, but now that he had woken up, she didn't know what to say.

She slowly walked to the edge of the bed and sat down on the chair near his bed. Looking at her son with a pale face, she couldn't help but sigh.

"I originally had a lot to say in my heart, and I wanted to tell you after you woke up, but now, I don't know what to say. That girl in the ward just now, the gray-haired girl, is she also your girlfriend, right?"

Xianren, who was unable to speak, felt a little awkward for a moment after hearing his mother's words, and didn't know how to describe his feelings at the moment.

It feels like being caught by your mother in your room while watching a work by an older generation?

No, it's not that subtle.

"While you were unconscious, I lost count of how many girls I saw coming to visit you. Besides the two girls just now, there was Ms. Kiyoura and her daughter who took care of you, the girl called Sekai, and the one who lived in the same apartment with you called Sayu?"

Feng Xiaochun, Futaba Rio, Kiyoura Mai and Kiyoura Setsuna, Saionji Sekai, Ogiwara Sayu.

The figures of the people that Miyamizu Futaba mentioned appeared in his mind. Xianren blinked and looked at his mother's troubled face, as if he wanted to say something but didn't know how to start.

"There was also a girl named Mito who came to visit you, um, Xianren..."

Looking at her son, Miyamizu Futaba opened her mouth and was about to say something when there was a knock on the door. The door opened immediately afterwards and Kiyoura Setsuna and Saionji Sekai came to the ward. They saw Miyamizu Futaba sitting near the bed and the awakened... Kento? !

Snapped--

The shopping bag in his hand fell to the ground, and Qingpu Setsuna stared blankly at Xianren who had woken up.

Unable to open his mouth or speak, the sage, who remained in a mummy state, looked at the two girls standing at the door, looked at Qingpu Shanna with tears in his eyes, and then slowly walked to his bed.

"The wise man... finally... woke up."

"It's been a month. After such a long time, I finally woke up."

Saionji Sekai also came to the edge of the bed and looked at Kento who had just woken up with a complicated expression on her face. During this month, she was also in great confusion. She didn't know when Kento would wake up, nor did she know what to do.

I don’t know what Qingpu Setsuna’s choice is, and I don’t know if it’s right for me to continue waiting. I live my life in a daze every day, but I can’t help but stay by Qingpu Setsuna’s side. I go to the hospital every day to understand Xianren’s daily condition.

When she saw the wise man opening his eyes and waking up again, she didn't know why, but she didn't feel so much joy in her heart. Instead, she felt more entangled and disappointed.

She pursed her lips and smiled slightly at the wise man in front of her.

"The wise man has just woken up and is still very weak. He can't speak or do anything. Please take a seat first."

"No, that's not necessary. I just... brought some things over. It's good that Xianren wakes up. Let him rest well first. He should be resting up right now. I'm... going back first."

After handing the daily necessities that Saionji Sekai helped pick up to Miyamizu Futaba, Kiyoura Setsuna glanced at Kento and hurriedly left the ward. Saionji Sekai didn't know what happened to Kiyoura Setsuna. She politely said goodbye to Miyamizu Futaba, then said goodbye to Kento, and hurriedly chased after Kiyoura Setsuna and left the ward together.

"For the past month, after knowing about your situation, he has come here every day. During the holidays, he also helped take care of your life in my place."

Xianren looked towards the door, then at Miyamizu Futaba beside him. He felt a little hot and wanted to lift the quilt a little bit, but he couldn't open his mouth. He looked towards the door helplessly.

"Is the wise man awake?"

When Qingpu Mai was preparing food at home and was about to send it to the hospital later, she heard Qingpu Setsuna's words. She was stunned for a moment and showed an expression of disbelief. Then she seemed to have unloaded a heavy burden, relaxed, closed her eyes and slowly breathed a sigh of relief.

"It's good that he's awake. Since Xianren is already awake, why did you come back so early? Aren't you going to chat with him about some topics and deepen your relationship with him?"

"He is still very weak and unable to speak. He needs to rest."

"There's no need to come back so early, right?"

Looking at her daughter, Qingpu Mai didn't expect that she would return home so early when Xianren woke up.

"I have to deliver the food later, do you want to come with me?"

"I...need to calm down."

"calm?"

Qingpu Setsuna did not answer, but just sat quietly in the living room, looking a little silent, different from her usual silence, as if she was thinking about a very serious problem. Qingpu Mai looked at her daughter, opened her mouth, but didn't know how to start, so she lowered her head and continued to prepare dinner.

"No, since Xianren has woken up, shouldn't I prepare some food for him? But we don't have enough ingredients at home. Hmm... I'll make some porridge and take him over. As for the rest, I'll prepare it tomorrow."

Qingpu Mai thought for a while, prepared the food, and then asked Qingpu Setsuna again.

"Are you really not going?"

"Um... no."

After getting the answer from her daughter, Qingpu Mai went to the hospital alone.

Sitting in the hospital, looking at the gradually darkening sky outside the window, the dim sunset glow reflected in the ward, the curtains were slowly closed, and after turning on the lights, Miyamizu Futaba sat beside Kento's bed, looking at her son, wanting to speak but not knowing where to start.

The virtuous woman had just woken up. Looking at her son whose face was full of weakness, she pursed her lips, thought for a moment, and decided not to talk about the matter for the time being.

"Are you feeling uncomfortable? Do you need me to put more pillows for you?"

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Summer Cicadas: 271. Daily Life with the Nurse

I started talking the next day after I woke up.

But even though he could speak, he was very weak and could only whisper softly. In this quiet ward, only by listening carefully could one hear the voice of the wise man.

He had been lying in bed for more than a month and his body had not recovered yet. Coupled with the long period of inactivity, Xianren felt that his energy had been severely reduced. He would feel tired and fall into a deep sleep after only opening his eyes for two or three hours.

After waiting for half an hour, I opened my eyes again and looked at the familiar ward and my mother sitting next to me, taking care of me all the time.

"Does your body itch? Can I help you wipe your body?"

Kento was unable to move his body. During the time he was unconscious, it was basically Miyamizu Futaba who took care of Kento alone. Occasionally, when Kiyoura Mai was resting, she would come to help, wipe Kento's body and change his clothes.

Recalling the time before, the memory of taking care of Kento was probably more than ten years ago, when Kento was five or six years old. Looking at the grown-up Kento, Miyamizu Futaba's eyes were often filled with the vicissitudes of life caused by the passing of time.

"Let's not use it for now. When was the last time it was replaced?"