I won't be a loser.

The faded picture was now dyed with bright colors again. He closed his eyes and stood quietly in front of the station. After about ten minutes, a bus stopped in front of him.

When Xianren arrived in Tokyo, he had already applied for a bus card. He swiped the card and sat in the back seat, quietly waiting for the bus to move.

His destination was Shinjuku, and he didn't have any special plans. He just wanted to sit in a comic cafe in Shinjuku for a whole day, return to his home at night, spend a quiet night, and then go to school quietly the next day.

After taking the bus and then the subway, I arrived in Shinjuku and just half of the shops were open. Standing on the street and looking at the shops around me, some of them had not even opened yet.

However, the comic cafe that is the sage's destination is open 24 hours a day, so there is no need to worry about being turned away.

After walking around Shinjuku alone for a while, I didn't find a comic cafe quickly because it was different from what I remembered. Xianren walked around Shinjuku for nearly half an hour before he finally found a comic cafe that looked pretty good.

After entering the store, without thinking about anything else, he looked at the price list, silently paid the price for one day, and took the number plate given to him and went directly into the store. Standing in front of the dazzling array of comic books, Xianren took a look and chose the comics he was more familiar with. He took three volumes first, poured a cup of free coffee, and walked towards his small box.

I used the room card to open the small private room and walked in. Looking at the relatively clean space and the computer quietly placed in front of me, I had forgotten that there were computers in the comic cafe.

"As for the computer, come to think of it, I could buy a relatively cheap work laptop now. But the internet issue seems to be around 5,000 yen a month. 60,000 yen a year isn't a big deal, so I might consider it."

I had not originally planned to consider a computer. It cost me a lot of living expenses to buy some basic electrical appliances at home, so I gave up on buying a computer.

But now, thanks to the rich woman Eriri, I have some money again and can reconsider the computer issue.

He sat down quietly, turned on the computer in front of him, picked up the coffee beside him and took a small sip.

He skillfully entered a website and directly clicked on the hidden extension icon. Looking at the 'Adult' icon that appeared in front of him, Xianren clicked it without thinking and clicked on the 'Age' option.

Looking at the various covers and themes that suddenly appeared before him, Xianren, with a truth-seeking attitude, carefully read the contents above...

He is not very interested in movies. He has already watched countless films with simple content. It cannot be said that he has no interest at all, but it can only be said that he is not very interested.

Glancing slightly downwards, Xianren saw the option for online chat, which piqued his interest.

When he casually clicked on it, five different age classification options popped up: 'Best', 'Adult', 'Married Women', 'Minor' and 'Virtual'. What caught Xianren's attention was the 'Virtual' at the bottom.

"Ok?"

Are there already paper people these days who are defrauding people online?

His gaze lingered on 'virtual' for a moment. He was quite familiar with this type of thing and had no particular interest in it. He just stared at 'married women' for a moment before clicking on it.

When he saw the images of women displayed on the recommended web page in front of him, the smile of interest that had originally graced his lips suddenly froze.

"......"

Although we shouldn't have too high expectations for things on the Internet, I have experienced this many times before returning to my current youth. Every time I saw so many old faces, and I thought that if I returned to my youth, they would also be younger.

But the facts told him that he was just thinking too much.

He looked at the images and photos on the webpage in front of him with mixed feelings. His expression was bitter, and his good mood was destroyed in an instant. He silently closed the webpage, and after a moment of silence, he clicked on the 'minor' option, hoping to heal his body and mind.

But after clicking it, the wise man fell into silence again.

Maybe she is younger and cuter than those in the 'married women' category, but in fact, she is not much better. Cute... is only relative to those in the 'married women' category.

The wise man, whose inner enthusiasm was severely hit, was too lazy to look at other categories. He quietly exited the 'Online Chat' category and looked at other categories.

The 'encounter' category is similar to the 'online chat' type, except that it's more like a dating website. The photos and identity information may be fake, such as being 18 online and 81 offline. This is not uncommon in online forums. He felt that it was a waste of time to even take a second look.

After taking a look at the other categories, he silently set his sights on the familiar category of 'Books and Periodicals'.

"I don't know what styles of works are popular now, and have those familiar people started writing books yet..."

Thinking of his colleagues at the time, Xianren clicked on the category and an advertisement popped up. It was something like '70% discount for first time users'. Xianren just glanced at it and clicked '×' directly, then quietly looked at the list.

"Kurihara Kenzaburo, autumn sky, water and snow..."

Looking at some familiar pen names and some familiar works on the list, Xianren was a little surprised for a moment because he did not expect them to appear now.

“Most of them are works I’ve seen before.”

I originally wanted to take a look and see whose works were on the current list, but as soon as I clicked on it, all I saw were works by acquaintances or works that were well-known.

In order to write, he read and referred to many works. Now seeing these works again, he feels a little emotional.

"So you've already started becoming a vulgar writer this early."

The so-called "vulgar writers" are not a contempt for these erotic writers, nor are they a mockery of themselves. The so-called "vulgar" actually means "middle class and lower", that is, the lower or bottom class of the middle class.

Compared with serious literature that can stand on the glamorous stage to receive awards and be pushed to the doorsteps of bookstores, the so-called erotic novels are indeed a little less presentable, and are well-deservedly "vulgar" among the writers. Therefore, it is not wrong to call erotic writers "vulgar writers."

Looking at the familiar names, even the old seniors he had met before, Xianren felt a little emotional. He casually clicked on the introductions of these books and took a look, then closed the webpage.

It's not that I don't want to click in and take a look, to review what I've learned, but these books are really too expensive, often costing thousands of yen. Even the cheaper ones at 50% off still cost 500 yen, which is a considerable expense for a wise man nowadays. I've already read them before, and I don't think there's any need to read them again.

After browsing the 'Adult' section, he found that most of the works were ones he had read or browsed before. Xianren lost interest all of a sudden, closed the webpage, logged into an ordinary forum, and read some current news.

So much time has passed that he doesn't know what will happen now, or when some major events will happen.

He is not the kind of person who cares about things that have nothing to do with him. Even if it is something that has a far-reaching impact on society, he can only remember the general idea. As for the specific time, he does not have a very deep impression.

"Is the World Cup this year? Well, it's still in the summer... I don't watch the World Cup..."

Xianren frowned and looked at the news information about the World Cup. His expression was a little embarrassed and bitter. He frowned and tried to recall the information about this World Cup.

However, he had no interest in football and did not pay attention to these things at all. At that time, he had already met Sayuri and had begun to have a good impression of her, so how could he care about these things?

If he still had any impression, he could place a bet on the underdog and earn some living expenses, but now he really had no impression at all.

"........"

Not only the World Cup, he also has no memory of the lottery numbers at the end of this year. If he could have remembered them at the time, he would have earned at least hundreds of millions of yen.

"........"

He felt a little depressed and helpless. No one would have thought that there would be a day when his life would start over again. If there was any sign, he would have to write down the lottery numbers overnight. Even if he didn't write down the jackpot, for fear of manipulation, he would at least write down two small prizes, or stock funds, to improve his life.

Looking at the news on the webpage, Xianren sighed.

dong dong——

Just when Xianren was sighing for not being able to write down the lottery ticket, there was a sudden knock on the door. Xianren was a little surprised, wondering who would come to disturb him at this time.

Clerk?

With doubts, he stood up and walked to the door. When he opened it, he saw a young girl standing in front of him, looking at him with a calm expression on her face.

"Are you horny?"

"....?"

- - - -

I took a shower to wake myself up, but after the shower, the shower rod was crooked for some reason and it took me a long time to fix it.

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Cherry Blossom Season: 111. The Angel Carrying Life

The wise man was silent for a moment, looking at the girl standing in front of his box.

The clean white shirt and black jeans gave people a refreshing and clean feeling. Standing in front of Xianren, there was no trace of timidity or shame in her eyes. Her calm posture made Xianren doubt for a moment whether he had misunderstood what she meant.

He was silent for a moment, then nodded slightly, as if he understood the situation, and sighed slowly.

"Sorry, I'm not hungry at the moment."

"No, that's not what I meant. Are you alone?"

Glancing towards the box behind Xianren, the girl's gaze stayed on Xianren. Facing a clean and handsome boy, even if the other party might not have a lot of money, it was not impossible to be a little cheaper.

"Won't you be lonely here all by yourself? I can help you relieve your loneliness. It only costs 10...50,000 yen, and I can help you."

The meaning of the other party's words was already quite explicit. Even though the wise man had some misunderstandings at first, he now understood the reason why the girl came to talk to him. It was indeed not much different from what he had thought at the beginning.

The girl who came up to him and asked him questions like "hunger and thirst" was doing so in order to "attract customers".

It's not like he hadn't heard rumors about this before. He knew that in places that provided accommodation, such as Internet cafes and comic cafes, women would often knock on the door and ask if they needed any 'service'. However, this was the first time he had encountered such a situation, which surprised and intrigued him.

Seeing the cute girl in front of him actually doing such a thing, he felt a little emotional.

The other person's clothes were not expensive, and her face did not have any heavy makeup. She looked like a girl living next door. She looked so special, but she was asking if he needed any "service". This contrast made Xianren curious about her.

"Please come in."

He made some space for the girl to enter his box. Standing at the door, the girl, who thought the boy might not have anything extra on him, was a little surprised, but she still stepped into the box and closed the door.

"Let me make it clear first, I've never had a boyfriend, so I might not be very experienced in these matters. I hope you don't mind."

After entering the box, the girl reached out and began to unbutton her shirt, which made Xianren cast his eyes on the girl. Watching her unbuttoning her clothes, he stretched out his hand and gently grasped her light wrist.

"No, no need."

"Hmm? Doing it with clothes on? Do you have a fetish like that?"

"No, no, let's sit down and talk for a while. You shouldn't be that anxious, right?"

The sage's gaze fell on the girl. She stared at him strangely for a while, was silent for a moment, nodded, and did not rebutton her clothes. A piece of pure black lace bra in front of her body was exposed in front of the sage. The sage's gaze paused for a moment.

"At school, there are boys who like to stare at girls' private parts. Boys do that too, right? Are girls' private parts so special?"

Slowly sitting down against the wooden wall that separated the space, the girl stared at the boy in front of her who was also gradually sitting down, and slowly asked the doubts that had always been in her heart. She knew that boys and girls were different, but she just didn't quite understand why boys cared so much about that.

"Because you can see it, but girls can't, you're curious, right?"

"It seems so."

The girl nodded, showing an expression of understanding.

Looking at the comics on the table, a hint of surprise appeared in his eyes. He reached out his hand, picked up the top volume, held it in front of him and started to read it, with a slight smile on his face.

"I've seen this comic before."

"Ok?"

"It must have been a long time ago. I was very lonely at home and didn't know what to do. I found a comic book at home. It should have belonged to my father. It was a bit worn. I took a look at it and found it very interesting. Do you like this comic book too?"

Facing the girl's gaze, the wise man nodded.

"Because it's a comic from a long time ago, you don't usually see it in bookstores or on the street. I was just browsing in the store and accidentally found it here, so I took it down to take a look."

"Were you reading comics just now?"

"Ah."

"Hey, what a surprise! I haven't seen you here before. This must be your first time here, right?"

"Yes."

"Sure enough, so you're just here to kill time?"

"Ah."

Facing the girl's question, Xianren nodded slightly, and at the same time his eyes were on the girl. Looking at the other's pure smiling face, the sense of contrast in his heart became stronger and stronger.

"You... have been here for a long time?"

The wise man's question left the girl speechless. She heard his hidden meaning, but just smiled slightly and nodded.

"Well, I've lived here for a long time, but this is my first time soliciting customers. Meeting a handsome guy like you is a good feeling."

"the first time?"

"the first time."

The girl gave an affirmative answer. Looking at the sage's frowning, confused and puzzled expression, she smiled, but her eyes wandered to the shining light above her head.

"Because I have no money. If I don't find a way to make more money, I won't even be able to live here. I'll have to wander the streets."

"Do you live here?"

"Ah."

The girl responded softly, without much sadness or pain on her face, but this calm reaction made the wise man even more concerned.

"very curious?"

Noticing the expression on Xianren's face, the girl didn't mind. Instead, she smiled and asked Xianren back.

"There are some."

"It's rare for people to care about other people's affairs. You're really weird."

"Have it?"

"Of course, but...if you're really interested, I can tell you about my affairs, but...you can't tell anyone else."