Honkai, the behind-the-scenes simulator

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Chapter 27 You can't convince her any more than she can convince you

[The relationship is really good. 】

【Looking at the gentle smile on Eden's face, and the figure taking you away affectionately, Hua's heart was filled with emotion. 】

[Although Eden looks sexy, all she can see is her graceful and polite posture. It is very rare for people who can really have such a close relationship with her. 】

[Don't say it's the opposite sex, even if it's the same sex, it seems that the only one who can see Eden and the other party making such an intimate move is that Alicia? 】

【Hua shook her head, not thinking about it. 】

[In the end, this kind of thing has nothing to do with me. 】

【Talks like love, I feel like they won't have anything to do with me in another 5 years. 】

【Thinking of this, she shook her head, and then she prepared to take a shower, packed her things and prepared to go back to Moth of the Fire. 】

[How can there be anything to reverse Vientiane?It's just a yellow beam dream after the fire-chasing moth's leader is occupied by the herrscher of knowledge. 】

[After waking up from the dream, she is still the ordinary soldier who chased the fire moth. 】

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[Of course, even so, she will work hard in her own way. 】

【Because she has things that she can't let go of, people that she needs to remember, and at the same time... also have questions that she wants to get answers to. 】

【Eden claims that the purpose of coming here is to visit Hua who is cultivating here.】

[And now, she can see that Hua's life here seems to be fine-except that her aesthetic problems as a woman seem to be more serious. 】

[In addition, the clothes you provided to Hua seem to make Eden have great doubts about your aesthetic cognition. 】

[In order to prove that your artistic aesthetics are normal, you invited Eden into your studio. 】

【—Actually, you just want to show your work to Eden who came here as a friend. 】

[It's as if Eden was visiting as an old friend and you were hosting your artistic confidant. 】

[Eden looks at the paintings stored in the studio. 】

[In the past, Eden was always very interested in your latest works. 】

[But this time, she didn't pay too much attention to the few works you drew recently, but she paid more attention to the works that she had seen countless times. 】

[That was the work you drew in order to pass the admissions examination when you were trying to enter the best art school in Mu Continent. 】

[In the painting, there is a glorious theater that is about to collapse, and the dancers trapped in it. 】

[The whole building is still crumbling and may collapse at any time. 】

[However, in this case, the dancer still did not have the slightest anxiety and fear, but took the imminent death as his partner, and danced to his heart's content. 】

[Eden stood in front of this work for a long time. 】

[Actually, when she first came into contact with your work, it was this painting that attracted her the most and also shocked her heart the most. 】

[Painting skills are secondary, and the most important thing is the undisguised catharsis of emotions. 】

[The dancer in the painting is trying her best to show her beauty, even death can't shake her in the slightest, and can't make her beauty lose its color in the slightest. 】

[Eden really likes this work. 】

【The person who casts contemptuous glances towards the end of destruction, isn't he worthy of respect? 】

【Isn’t it true that a person who still maintains his style even in the face of death is not worthy of love? 】

[So, Eden likes this work very much. 】

【——If this is just a work that stays at the artistic level, rather than the elaboration and interpretation of personal thoughts. 】

["People are happy and happy, slaughtering cattle and sheep, eating meat and drinking wine, saying: 'Let's eat and drink! Because tomorrow will die.'"]

【Standing beside you, you spoke softly, and recited the sentences you didn't know from the works you had read. 】

【"Eden, don't you think this kind of picture is particularly beautiful?"】

【"Yes, this kind of scene is indeed particularly beautiful, but that's all." Eden shook his head gently. 】

【"Beautiful enough, isn't that enough?"】

【"Not enough, at least in my opinion, this is not enough, because I can't see hope for the future from it."】

[Eden replied without hesitation. 】

【She considered her words for a while, and continued to speak in a difficult tone. 】

【"Did you know, Lu? Ever since the seventh Great Honkai erupted and the Australian continent was destroyed under the flames of Herrscher, I used to think that the era when this world truly belonged to entertainment has passed."】

【"Because in this cruel world, there is no soil for the art and entertainment of the past to continue to grow."】

【"But now, the situation seems to be very different from what I imagined."】

【"It is a cruel world that may usher in a complete end at any time. It stands to reason that few people can really think about entertainment and art. It stands to reason that the entertainment industry should be silent."】

【"But now, unexpectedly, there are countless literary and artistic works praising the present, praising life and death, springing up like mushrooms after rain."】

【"These works, don't our great artists like them?" You asked. 】

【"I don't like it." Eden raised his hand and gently brushed the reddish-brown hair that had slipped from his ears behind his ears, with an elegant demeanor. 】

【"In it, I can't see the longing and longing for the future at all, and I can't see the pursuit and desire for tomorrow, so... I don't like it."】

["Hope..." Hearing the words in Eden's mouth, you feel a little bit emotional. 】

[Even though the meaning of the word itself seems to be more in favor of bright things, you have always been unfavorable to words like "hope" that represent the future. 】

[Even, in many cases, hope can be regarded as the chief of all evils, constantly intensifying people's suffering. 】

【It is precisely because they have hope in their hearts that they endure more pain now. 】

【Like a camel with a heavy burden on its body, even though it is already skinny and struggling to move, it still comforts itself that it will eventually reach its destination, and can rely on patience to get rid of the burden and win relief. 】

【However, the end result of waiting and enduring pain with hope in this way is nothing more than getting closer to death under the influence of the poison of hope. 】

[And as a person working hard under the threat of doomsday, hope is also not a word worth looking forward to. 】

[Because people who are full of hope can finally welcome, most of the time it is nothing but disappointment. 】

【"lu, those who are facing such a situation in human society, suddenly began to pursue entertainment and carnival with all their strength..."】

【Eden said meaningfully. 】

【"This surprising situation can be said to be quite incomprehensible, as if one's own thinking has been distorted."】

[Actually, she already knew that the matter had something to do with you, but she was not prepared to directly accuse you. 】

【"Their thinking has never been distorted or tampered with by anyone." You raised your hand, gently pointed to your forehead, and responded to Eden's unspoken question with straightforward words. 】

【"Even if I really have and have suffered from this before, then...it was never me who did this."】

【"In the final analysis, what I do is to let those silent people learn to think, and to guide out the thoughts and emotions hidden in the hearts of those who are used to numbness."】

【Speaking, your finger points to your own painting. 】

【"Like these paintings, because of the strong emotional color in them, they will touch people, directly hit the hearts of human beings, and stir up the emotions hidden deep in human hearts."】

【"And what I am doing now, to be honest, there is no fundamental difference from these paintings, but it is more concise and more in-depth. If I remember correctly..."】

【There is emotion in your words, but there is no room for concession. 】

【"My painting shouldn't have been hated by you in the past, and I don't want you to hate it now, Eden."】

[I don't want you to hate these paintings, because they are essentially my essence, a catharsis of my thoughts and self. 】

　[Even though we have different ideas, made different choices, and embarked on different paths, I still don't want you to hate me. 】

[Whether it is the words you said directly, or the hidden meaning behind the words, Eden couldn't help falling into silence. 】

【After keeping her mouth shut for a long time, she finally spoke. 】

【"However, such a change has directly led to the fact that many people in this world who originally worked hard to fight against the collapse and save the world no longer gather under this goal."】

【"...And the impact of this incident may be to scar our beautiful civilization and eventually fall into destruction."】

【"You are wrong, Eden. People who originally took it for granted to fight against the collapse, and those who sacrificed themselves for the sake of all mankind without thinking, did not refuse to fight for human society since then." You retorted . 】

【"Instead, if they are to continue to fight against the collapse and continue to contribute their own strength to human civilization, then at least they must be given enough reasons to continue to do so."】

【"I can understand that they have desires and are willing to support them, but this kind of thing should not happen now, because we need to gather strength to deal with the coming disaster."】

【Eden frowned and shook his head vigorously. 】

【"The final result of this is just to make our own slim hope even more difficult to reach. Therefore, it should not be now."】

【"It's not now, so when should it be? No matter what you want to do, there is no more suitable time in this world than now."】

[Although Eden tried his best to explain his thoughts, this still can't shake you in the slightest. 】

【"No matter how beautiful or unrealistic expectations we have for the future, it is not a reason to endure humiliation and compromise now, because we live in the present, and the only thing we can reach out and touch is the present."】

【"The future actually does not belong to us. In other words, the vast majority of people in this war are doomed to have no future."】

【"Since this is the case, why not continue to fight for the future for the sake of the present?"】

【"...At least, there should be enough people to continue fighting, even if it's just to protect the world we have now." Eden's tone gradually weakened. 】

【"No one should fight for a victory that doesn't belong to him, and no one should fight for a world that has nothing to do with him. It's not fair, and it shouldn't be." Your words are calm with unspeakable cruelty. 】

【“Those who dedicate their lives and give up their own lives, to do this kind of thing, to make this kind of choice, can only come from the inner heart, not be driven by external forces.”】

[What's more, even if you really recognize your heart and explore yourself, not everyone will give up fighting because of this?This is something both of you are well aware of. 】

[No matter it is appropriate, it is not too late to provide those people with a reason to continue fighting. 】

【"If...our civilization, our world, may fall into destruction because of this last straw." Eden's tone was filled with sadness. 】

【"If our civilization will be destroyed just because of this reason, then it proves that destruction is the result it should bear; if there is no reason to continue in this world, then destruction is its natural end."】

[What's more, whether it is death or destruction, it may not really be something that needs to be viewed with a pessimistic perspective. 】

[Eden fell silent again. 】

[Up to now, she has completely lost the idea of ​​continuing to argue with you on this topic. 】

[After all, for a person who doesn't even care about his own life, who doesn't even care about the continuation of this world, who can guarantee that he can persuade him? 】

[There is a lack of basis for making common decisions between you. 】

[Eden is a person deeply loved by this civilization. He can be called the darling of this era, and even the entire civilization. It seems that he was born to prove the brilliance of the era, and this civilization sings. 】

[It can be said that she is the beauty of this civilization. 】

[Therefore, she will sincerely hope that this civilization can continue for 1000 years, 1 years, or even longer. 】

[Because in her eyes, this civilization is "beauty" itself, and it has endless meaning just to let it continue. 】

【But......】

【Obviously, in your eyes, this is not the case. 】

[Compared with the civilization that lasts forever, in your eyes, what is more important are those things that are more shining and brighter, and do not consider the long-term things at all. 】

[Even if they can really shine for only a moment, it is enough for them. 】

[From the very first moment, it was impossible for you to reach a consensus. 】

[Just as even in the field of art, you still have differences. 】

[You saw the crystal clear tears in Eden's eyes when he shook his head gently. 】

[However, she still smiled reluctantly, trying to make the smile on her face as soft as possible. 】

【"I, I see...I didn't really understand you until now..."】

【"my friend."】