Zongman: My daily life is not normal

But that boy told her on June 6 of that year, which was her birthday, that she was the cutest person in the world and the one most worthy of being liked.

That time, her heart had a belonging.

With his encouragement, she will not care about other people's bullying in her later life.

Because, he can always come to the rescue in time.

I thought about that boy day and night.

In the fragile spiritual world on the verge of collapse, he was forged and tough by his figure.

She longed to be by his side.

She prayed that he would not leave.

Maybe it was her greed that got her revenge.

Finally, she still understands that the fragile self, the self who can't hear her voice, the self who brings disasters to others, is not worthy of such a person.

His own filth permeated his world little by little, destroying the beautiful world he had so hard to construct.

Even if he didn't care at all, but fortunately she finally realized that she was a demon.

A detestable demon who loathes himself, but shamelessly parasitizes on others to live on!

"hiss--!"

Under the sound of crashing and tearing.

The pages of the book are flying in the heavy space.

As if congratulating the past on its dissolution into nothingness.

Only the last page is left.

Fresh handwriting engraves unforgettable memories.

[1992]

[On March [-]th, he found me in that familiar corner of the world. 】

[On April [-]th, we exchanged troubles and got to know each other better. 】

[On May 25, he learned sign language!I am very happy, and I re-conversed with him in sign language through the notebook!It's all my fault, I can't think of any new topics. 】

【June [-]th, how did he know that today is my birthday?However, he sent me a pot of young aspen, claiming that the flower was my symbol.I love so much! 】

……

[1997]

[Today is September [-]th. 】

[Finally, the farewell day between me, the world and him has come. 】

[For more than five years, the periwinkle has also grown into a beautiful flower. Even if it withers with the seasons, it can always return to its original beauty. 】

[Unfortunately, this flower is not my symbol. 】

[The withered me can't be restored to the original. 】

[It is impossible to rely on my mother's meager income to keep me alive. 】

【Grandma, your perilla juice is really delicious!It's my favorite drink! 】

【Mom, I have really caused you trouble all this time! 】

【Yusuzuru, live like a girl from now on! 】

【and also......】

【I like you, I'm really sorry! 】

【Everyone!I'm really sorry! 】

[So... goodbye! 】

The thunder light illuminated the page placed on the desk through the window for a moment.

The owner of the handwriting is no longer in this empty bedroom.

The steps proclaiming to life resound weakly.

Messy, faltering.

The girl hiding in the darkness stepped on a stool and stood on the balcony.

She is like an angel, spread her wings, close her eyes, and let the rain beat at will.

The foggy and rainy night is really a good scene to say goodbye.

Her feet stepped on puddles, and she finally stood on the edge of the world.

The cold wind blew up her thin dress, and it sank because of the rain.

The temperature of the cheeks was searched, and the body was trembling.

nothing.

Not cold at all.

If you fly down, nothing is worth caring about.

but.

Why, does the heart ache?

It really hurts, it hurts.

Why, the figure of him keeps appearing in my mind.

Don't laugh, don't laugh!

Please look at me indifferently, look at me like a stranger!

I really hope that I can hide in your arms in the end...

Perhaps, the front is his embrace?

Perhaps, he is just ahead?

A trace of longing appeared in the girl's eyes. She looked at the void under the rain and imagined that he was right in front of her eyes.

She gave an angelic smile, flapped her wings, and took a step forward!

"Hula-"

The height of the fourth floor is only 12 meters, so it may not be possible to fall to death.

But as long as her head is on the ground it's fine.

Angels are swooping down.

The heavy dress fluttered up!

The outstretched wings tore the rain and the cold wind.

very nice.

It was good to die in his arms.

With final thoughts.

She closed her eyes, smiled and waited.

In these few seconds.

Getting along with him time and time again flashed across my mind.

At last.

She also mischievously corrected a point of view.

You idiot, you also said that you will regret jumping off the building when you are about to hit the ground.

Obviously very happy...

Just very heartbroken and sad.

The cold rain hit the corners of her eyes but became warm.

"boom!!!"

The sound of heavy smashing was covered by thunder!

The severe pain of shattering as imagined did not appear.

The consciousness that should have been lost all at once still exists.

The girl's smile stiffened.

Her dream just now seemed to come true.

Even the cold rain couldn't hide the warm embrace that made her obsessed.

She opened her eyes slowly.

I saw under the dark clouds flashing thunder.

Under the ravages of heavy rain.

Those dark eyes.

The handsome short hair is dripping with rain, and the brows are dripping with water.

The skin was soaked by the rain and a little swollen.

He must have been standing on this rainy day for a long time, right?

why?

Unspeakable questions surfaced in the girl's mind.

She wanted to cry out, but was choked up.

She showed a weeping expression of grievance.

She curled up in his arms and cried loudly!

"Wow!!!"

The stern cry completely tore up the icy heavy rain!

Let the dead air around you finally rejuvenate.

The boy sat on the ground, hugged her tightly in his arms, and used his body to block the cruel rain.

He caressed her hair, held her head in his arms, and put his face against his face, transmitting warmth from each other.

"Fool."

"What are you crying for?"

"You are already dead."

"So, from now on, your self-hating life will be my trash."

Chapter 111 Quiet each other, but so close

The rainy night on September 9 was a dream.

It's so beautiful!

Yuzuru Nishinomiya, who returned to the apartment downstairs, saw the two hugging each other tightly downstairs, and finally let go of the worries in his heart.

She was so excited that she couldn't help shouting.

"awesome!!"

A cry startled the cat hiding in the boy's arms.

She raised her eyes to see the person who came, and the blush that had just faded appeared on her face again, and she quickly plunged back.

"Okay, Nitro, go back to the house, take a hot bath and change your clothes, be careful of catching a cold."

A teenager's reminder is very useful.