The active intervention in the ceremony was a bit rough, but it was effective.

Bai Yu let out a long sigh and put his forehead against Tao Rusu's. The close contact also allowed their souls to sense each other.

He knew how dangerous it was to do so, but he was also confident enough.

...Since you have been so ungrateful as to refuse my solicitation time and time again, I have no choice but to take the initiative to find you!

...After I defeat you, I will collect you as a Pokémon!

...I’m here!

Chapter 390 Su Qingri

A philosopher once asked a question: How would a person view his past self?

More than 50% of the respondents gave the same answer.

--disgust.

The person who knows you best is yourself.

No matter what you have achieved in the past, the deep impressions left in your memory are not the joy of success, but the frustration, guilt and unwillingness brought about by failure.

The traces left on the soul are mostly regrets.

It is everyone's dark history.

In his own eyes, it is the crystallization of unforgivable stupidity and arrogance.

……

The sun is shining brightly.

Tao Rusu's quilt was lifted and the sunlight fell on her face. She suddenly felt it was too dazzling and covered her head with the quilt, like a vampire princess trying to escape from the sunlight.

Until the quilt was completely lifted up and a loud sound was heard.

Snapped!

She covered her butt and turned over, her face red and her teeth gritted as she looked at the impertinent visitor, her face full of resentment.

"Get up, how long do you want to sleep, sister."

Another girl, smiling sweetly, stood by the window and blew on her palms: "If you don't get up, I'll do it again."

Tao Rusu said helplessly: "I don't want to get up."

"That won't do. I have to go out for something today." My sister shook her head and sighed: "Get up quickly."

"…My clothes."

"You slept naked again?"

"Ah."

The younger sister opened the wardrobe and found a nice set of matching clothes: "Hurry up and change, then go downstairs to wash up. It turns out that my sister can't do without me."

Tao Rusu turned over the bed and sat up. The next moment she felt a little strange, as if someone was shaking her shoulders and talking to her.

She looked around, but there was clearly no one there.

"elder sister?"

"nothing……"

"You had a nightmare again, didn't you? I told you you're under too much stress." My sister muttered, "There's no need to be so stressed. It's not like our family doesn't have the money to support you."

The sisters went downstairs.

Tao Rusu didn't take what happened just now to heart.

Yes, she has been under a lot of mental stress. She occasionally has nightmares and dreams of all sorts of random things, such as another world... Although she can't remember what she dreamed about, it still affects her life, so she takes medicine on a daily basis.

After washing up, she came to the living room. Breakfast was placed on the table. An elderly couple was sitting at the table. The husband was holding a newspaper and wearing reading glasses, and his wife was serving rice.

"Dad, Mom..." Tao Rusu shouted. For some reason, her nose felt a little sore after she shouted these two times.

"You didn't sleep well last night. I heard you talking in your sleep in the middle of the night." Mom walked a few steps closer and rubbed her face: "Remember to take your medicine well."

"Don't worry about further studies." Dad's voice was very kind. He took off his reading glasses and comforted me: "If you feel bad, just stay home a little longer."

"Thank you."

"You kid, why are you being so polite as a family?"

Tao Rusu sat down and ate breakfast in silence.

She and her sister are twins, raised by an elderly couple. Although there is an age difference of more than 40 years between them, they have never felt unfamiliar with each other.

After Tao Rusu finished her breakfast, her sister ran to the hall, picked up the bowl and drank the porridge in two or three mouthfuls, then picked up a cucumber and put it in her mouth, then wiped her mouth: "Dad, Mom, I'm taking my sister to the hospital."

"Why are you in such a hurry, kid? Let's talk about it after dinner."

"I am full!"

"Eat your cucumber before you go out. It's so uncultured to hold that in your mouth!"

Amidst the shouting, Tao Rusu was pushed out of the door by her sister.

The weather was very good. She looked at the blue sky and white clouds, and felt that the scenery had changed in just a moment.

In front of her was a stuffy old doctor shining a flashlight into her eyelids, which frightened her so much that she shrank back.

"who are you?"

The old doctor touched his chin and asked, "Amnesia again?"

"Sister...are you distracted again?" the younger sister asked worriedly.

"I..." Tao Rusu looked around. This was an office in a hospital, and the department was psychiatry.

The old-fashioned doctor's name tag reads 'Zhao Moumou'. He is the director of the psychiatry department and the attending physician here.

Doctor Zhao said, "Your condition is still not good. I asked you to come for a checkup every week, but you kept putting it off."

My sister asked carefully, "Director, is my sister okay?"

"It's hard to say. If she keeps going like this, she might develop autism... Has she become less and less willing to go out lately?" The old-fashioned doctor sighed. "Many autistic people are like this too. They create a world in their minds that they think is self-consistent."

Tao Rusu lowered his head.

The younger sister held her hand and said worriedly: "My sister has also been dreaming and in a trance a lot recently."

"This is her current state of mental instability. We need to try to keep her away from places that could cause her stress. It's best to keep her in a safe environment." Dr. Zhao subconsciously touched his bald head. "For you, the best approach is to stay home and recuperate."

"But, but I still have..." Tao Rusu subconsciously wanted to deny it. She always felt like there was something she had to do.

"Treat the sick!" Dr. Zhao snorted.

"Treatment comes first!" The younger sister insisted: "At worst, I can go out and deliver food to support you!"

Looking at the girl who looked exactly like her, Tao Rusu smiled silently.

She also felt that there seemed to be nothing to insist on, and it was fine to stay at home.

She has a warm bed and family who care about her, so why should she care about that illusory dream?

"This is medicine. Remember to take it after meals, twice a day, one pill at each meal. Take one more pill if the condition worsens." Doctor Zhao prescribed a mental stabilizer.

The two sisters left the hospital.

Halfway through the journey, Tao Rusu looked at the scenery along the road and her mood improved a little.

My sister met an acquaintance walking his dog on the way, so she ran up to pet the dog. I don’t know which group friend was reincarnated as a dog, but he licked her palms and calves, making everyone laugh.

The three of them and the dog came to a cafe and sat down, while my sister and her friend ordered drinks.

Tao Rusu was alone for a while, rubbing the dog's head, and suddenly thought...do I have no friends?

"Woof woof——!"

The dog barked.

Tao Rusu lowered her head and saw that the dog head in her hand had turned into a human face at some point.

The scene in front of her suddenly changed. She found herself in a sea of blood, surrounded by a group of wandering corpses.

She held a head in her hands, sat on the pile of bones, held it in her arms, and silently shed tears of blood.

"Sister, sister?!"

"Ah?" Tao Rusu came to her senses, let go of her hand, and the dog escaped from her hand.

She looked at her sister: "Am I distracted again?"

"Sister, take some medicine." The younger sister opened the medicine box and poured out a blue pill: "You will feel better after taking it."

Tao Rusu hesitated for a second, but seeing her sister's insistent expression, she took the blue pill and swallowed it.

Suddenly, the tinnitus that surrounded my ears disappeared, and the sense of illusion also disappeared.

The surroundings were still beautiful, no longer a horrific scene of blood rain.

Tao Rusu breathed a sigh of relief, and her speech became natural.

"You two sisters have such a great relationship."

"Of course, we are twins, sisters."

"But no matter how close you are, you might end up separating." My friend held up his chin, "After all, we'll all have to separate and start our own families in the future."

The younger sister puffed her cheeks and said, "I won't be too far away from my sister, and I won't bear to let my sister be ruined by a bad man."

The friend said jokingly, "Rusu will eventually get married, and so will you... Speaking of which, do you have someone you like?"

My sister immediately crossed her arms and said, "No."

Tao Rusu took a sip of coffee and said to herself, "Maybe, maybe?"

"Sister?" The younger sister's voice rose an octave: "How come I didn't know about this?"

My friend immediately became interested and came over to ask, "Who is this guy?"

Tao Rusu stepped back and said, "Yes, him."

"he?"

"Hmm..." Tao Rusu rubbed her eyebrows and couldn't remember for a moment. She didn't know if it was because of the medicine she had taken, but it was particularly difficult for her to recall.

The younger sister suddenly realized, "Oh, my sister's childhood sweetheart. He went to Hawaii for a while. Then one day, he was playing in the amusement park with my sister, and suddenly he disappeared."

"Isn't that your childhood sweetheart?" the friend said longingly, "Little sweethearts, how wonderful! I want that kind of childhood sweetheart, too."

"He's not that good. He's been having affairs with several girls. Humph!" The younger sister spat, "I hate scumbag men!"

"Do you have a photo?"

"Why would I keep his photo? Playboys should be exiled to prison without a wife!"

"Don't say that." Tao Rusu pulled her sister's ear: "He's a very nice person."

"You are worthy of being my sister. You always stick your elbows outward." The younger sister was very unhappy.

My friend asked with a smile, "It would be great if we could meet someday. Otherwise, why not just meet someday?"

The younger sister pouted: "Sister is still recuperating. Why did you call him over? Will it increase her mental stress?"

Tao Rusu took the initiative to change the subject.

She still couldn't remember who he was or what his name was, and just thought it was a side effect of the medicine.

After having coffee with my sister and friends, I went home.

After having lunch with her parents, her sister fell asleep on the sofa, so she went back to her room and felt like she had nothing to do for a while.

As soon as I walked to the bed, I felt sleepy.

Completely unable to resist the urge to sleep, she fell onto the bed and soon fell into a deep sleep.

She had another nightmare.

No, it wasn't so much a nightmare as it was a strange dream.

She seemed to be dreaming of a date, a date that made her contentedly immersed in it, touring the ancient town, rowing across the lake, having a candlelight dinner, and when she was about to kiss him under the witness of fireworks, she caught a glimpse of her reflection in his eyes.

The face reflected in those dark eyes was not her own, but another face.

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