"When I grew up, I understood a lot of truths, and then I began to understand that the world is cruel and vivid, and not that beautiful."
"Gradually, I began to be afraid of living alone."
"Life is no longer interesting to me. All that remains is the need to choose survival in order to survive. I live in a fight every day. I don't even know what to do when I fall asleep at night... Can you understand that feeling of emptiness?"
Mu Yaoxi replied: "You have been overtaken by loneliness."
"Yes, loneliness..." I murmured in my previous life: "In order to get rid of loneliness, in order not to be caught by it, I have done a lot of things."
"There may be no meaning in human life, and finding meaning is the only way to make a boring life interesting."
"As my realm and strength increased, I vaguely remembered that I should be looking for someone, but I couldn't remember who he was... In order to know who I was looking for, I could only pursue power. Then It’s also my only way to escape from loneliness.”
"Did you find it then?" Mu Yaoxi asked in a low voice.
"Found it." The tone in her previous life became extremely ethereal. She clenched her fist and punched the landscape painting screen. The entire space was shattered and a gap was created. The cracks spread towards the surroundings and the cracks spread out. , followed by a dark scene.
The woman covered in blood knelt on the ground, hugging the dead man, and let out a dry and hoarse roar from her throat.
“And then, I lost it.”
She said with a blank expression: "How ridiculous."
After taking in all these scenes, Mu Yaoxi hesitated for a moment, then took a step towards the scene in the scroll. She squatted down, stretched out her hand, and gently brushed away her messy hair.
The face that appeared in the scroll next...
Mu Yaoxi took two steps back in shock, pointing stiffly at the scene in the scroll: "How is this possible?"
She tried to retreat, but her back was pressed against by a force.
In the previous life, he leaned on her back, pressed her shoulders from behind, and said in a soft voice: "Do you still remember the question I asked at the beginning?"
"——Do you believe in destiny in past lives?"
Mu Yaoxi's breathing gradually became heavier.
Then he forcefully pushed away the hand from his previous life.
"This is different... Even if I inherit your memory, I won't be you; even if he is the same person in the previous life, he no longer has the personality of the past."
"Your story is over, he is not your meal replacement!"
"Neither do I……"
Before she finished speaking, the previous life suddenly pounced on Mu Yaoxi and pushed Mu Yaoxi to the ground. The gravity reversed and the ground she fell on turned into a wall.
The two women reached their peaks and stared at each other closely.
"I never said that I wanted to replace you, nor did I say that I would use him as someone's substitute. On the contrary, I said it from the beginning. I am already a person in the past. My story is over. I can What I give you is not only strength, but also my regrets, my guilt, and my scars." The fingernails of the previous life gently scraped Mu Yaoxi's cheek: "You are different from me. You still have a huge future. Whether you want to accept the past and bear the burden of the past depends entirely on your own thoughts."
Mu Yaoxi asked, "Don't you want me to atone for your sins on your behalf?"
"If I say so, are you willing to do this?"
"If you don't want to, I won't let myself and him become props to soothe your guilt."
"That's very well said. So..." The past life slowly approached Mu Yaoxi, and the tips of their noses were almost touching. The dark eyes were like a mirror, reflecting the two of them: "Are you ready to accept everything in the past? ?”
Mu Yaoxi was about to answer 'ok', but she hesitated for a second, stretched out her hand and gently pushed away the previous life.
"What?" He said in the previous life: "Are you not confident in yourself? Are you afraid that I will occupy the magpie's nest?"
"Is there anything you can do..." Mu Yaoxi looked at her past life with evasive eyes.
"Method?"
"It's that kind of..."
"What kind?"
"..." Mu Yaoxi blushed with embarrassment.
"You have to speak clearly, otherwise how will I understand?" he said with a smile in his previous life.
"You——!" Mu Yaoxi gritted her teeth in embarrassment, thinking that there was no one else here, so she simply changed her mind and raised her voice and asked: "Is there any way to restore his memories related to the previous life? On the premise of not affecting the personality, only a part is enough, even if it doesn’t have to be too clear!”
After hearing Mu Yaoxi's question, he asked strangely in his previous life: "Don't you want him to become a substitute?"
"This is different." Mu Yaoxi turned away her cheeks: "What I need is for him to remember, so that I can..."
"Talent?"
"Can beat Su Ruoli."
Emotional matters are about first come, first served.
The green plums in Japanese comics are often unreal.
Qingmei, who is well matched, can be said to have the strongest attribute. Most of the Qingmei who cannot win are the disgrace of the goalkeeper.
Mu Yaoxi said to herself: "This time, I should be the one who comes first, right?"
Chapter 510 Hengbiao: Self-taught
Mu Yaoxi's logic is very simple.
...She is a childhood sweetheart, and I am a childhood sweetheart in the previous life and the one born from heaven in this life, so I win.
As long as the starting line is high enough, who can't win casually?
In matters of love, the person who comes first always has the absolute advantage.
There may be people who do not queue up when buying things or doing business, but emotionally, unless the former takes the initiative to give in, the first-come, first-served rule will not be shaken.
However, faced with this answer, I was confused for three seconds in my previous life.
She was in a daze for a long time and then said: "I thought you were going to ask me some questions about dating. I didn't expect that you are actually better than me in this aspect..."
She thought about how to describe it, and after looking through the dictionary for a while, she finally found a suitable description: "Cunningly named, opportunistic."
Mu Yaoxi didn't want to admit it: "This is called a teacher's reputation! Why can't we tell what really happened?"
"Yes, of course." He said helplessly in his previous life, "But there's nothing I can do about this. If it's really that easy to control a person's soul and memory, I might as well change my name to Yuri."
Mu Yaoxi asked: "Is there really no way at all?"
"The only way is to let him see what you saw. There is some synchronized information in our memory. In addition, unless he can also become an innate heroic spirit... But the possibility of this is extremely slim. In reincarnation, ordinary people Most souls will have their memories erased.”
"This innate heroic spirit is really useless." Mu Yaoxi commented with great disappointment.
"Thank you for your compliment. I am also useless to future generations."
The previous life chuckled: "Well, there is still time left anyway, let me tell you another joke, a heroic joke~"
"I think that when a person starts to recall his past life, it is more or less out of curiosity and some dissatisfaction with the current reality."
"It's like a college student watching everyone else in the dormitory find girlfriends in pairs, leaving him alone."
"At this time, I started to activate my power of searching, hoping to catch a glimpse of myself in my previous life while sleeping."
"In the end, he really responded. One day, he found that he gradually began to remember things about his previous life, and his memories became clearer and clearer."
"He couldn't help but start to get excited, thinking that maybe he finally had a chance to find his true love."
"And he just happened to have the ability to awaken the memory of his lover in his previous life, which made him overjoyed."
"But when he recalled his previous life with great excitement, he suddenly discovered a desperate fact."
In the previous life, he looked at Mu Yaoxi playfully: "Do you know what the truth is?"
Mu Yaoxi asked, "He was a woman in his previous life?"
In his previous life, he shook his head and said, "——In his previous life, he himself was also single!"
Mu Yaoxi stood up angrily and pointed at her previous life: "You——!"
...You are criticizing Sang and Huai!
"So, you can't force yourself in the previous life to do things that you can't do in this life." He spread his innocent little hands in the previous life.
Mu Yaoxi was furious: "Aren't you better than me?"
"Awesomeness is relative. If you can really achieve something, it must be a future with infinite possibilities, not a past that has already become a foregone conclusion." The dark-colored woman said softly: "Everyone who misses the past has a deep feeling in his heart. Pretending to be desperate for reality, or perhaps self-indulgent... But your life belongs to you after all, so what can you expect a dead person to do?"
What he said made sense. Mu Yaoxi was blocked by her previous self and couldn't say a word.
The previous life smiled elegantly and said: "Don't be too discouraged. Your starting point and advantages are greater than mine. If you like it, go for it and have a relationship that you won't regret. Even if it fails, breaks up, and is taken away from you in the future, you will still be in love." Becoming a bridesmaid and a lively part of the wedding ceremony, being able to sit in the first row of the wedding and watching the bride and groom pay their respects to the bridal chamber, you can also chew up the bitter taste of emotion and swallow it, and hold back the expression of crying. Toast the other person a drink, congratulate the other person on their infertility and divorce as soon as possible, and then leave the venue with a brisk pace of being single. Find a deserted corner to EMO for the whole day, and let the other person become a piece of rotten mud in your heart, nourishing the next flower. Flowers that will bloom.”
Mu Yaoxi listened to these 'comforts' and asked strangely: "Why are you so literary?"
"I searched some sentences from your memory and use them."
“(#`O′)!”
"What's the point? We will be together soon anyway - in the physical sense." In the previous life, he leaned on Mu Yaoxi's back: "Wanting to take shortcuts also means that you are not willing to fail. If you are really unwilling, Then try to make the stone blossom..."
"There are new buds under the heavy snow."
Gradually, Mu Yaoxi couldn't hear the sounds from behind.
She knew that the other party was no longer here, and similarly, she was everywhere.
This is their first official meeting, and it will also be their last official meeting.
……
A few crisp birdsong came from the trees in the courtyard.
She smelled a faint aroma in the air, which seemed to be the smell of some kind of dairy product. Her nostrils contracted rapidly several times, and her body curled up in the corner became a little stiff.
There was no hypotension or hypoglycemia, but her awakening this time only made her feel intense fatigue. Her body seemed to be as stiff as rust, and it made creaking sounds with movement.
She stood up hazily, silently circulating her inner energy, dispelling the discomfort in her body. Many joints and muscles on her body were also stretched, and she made crisp echoes.
Mu Yaoxi took a step forward and suddenly heard the sound of ripping fabric. She lowered her head and saw that her pajamas had unraveled at some point. Several buttons fell to the window and the ground, and some uncooled wind blew into her clothes. In the gap, all the way up along the vest line, she was completely exposed to the air from her navel to her chin.
And the weird thing is...
She squinted her eyes, tried to stand up straight, and looked down.
It's really not an illusion.
I can't see my toes anymore.
I could still see the first half before.
She realized something, walked to the dressing mirror, and glanced at herself in the floor-to-ceiling mirror.
The growth of heroic spirits is different from that of ordinary people. When normal people reach the age of twenty, their bodies will stop growing, and very few people develop secondary growth.
The growth of innate heroic spirits is rapid, just like the evolution of Pokémon, there will be staged changes.
It is not unusual for a Heroic Spirit to undergo personality changes after passing the coming-of-age ceremony, but a mere change in appearance is nothing at all.
After awakening, some innate heroic spirits find that their hair is all white, or they find that they have become a muscular man, a King Kong Barbie, an extra tail, an extra tail in the front... and so on.
This is the standard ideology that determines physical form.
Mu Yaoxi didn't wash up in a hurry, but measured her current body data.
There are some changes in appearance, but not too much. It is closer to the previous life, but it is just similar in spirit. The facial features are more three-dimensional, a little less immature, and a little more aloof like a female devil.
The overly long black hair stretches from shoulders to hips, and the height has also grown from the original 1.63 meters to about 1.69 meters.
Weight... Fifty-five kilograms in pajamas.
Yesterday it was 49 kilograms. The height of 6 centimeters also means the corresponding increase in bone weight and muscle weight, plus excess fat.
"It's almost the same. It's a pity that I control my standard weight below 100."
Ninety pounds is the beauty line in the eyes of many women, but Mu Yaoxi is an extraordinary person and an innate hero, and her muscles are heavier than fat.
As I grow taller, I can only choose one or two less tight-fitting clothes to change into.
Then she felt that her hair was a little too long and obviously needed to be trimmed... Long hair reaching her waist was great, but it was not convenient to go to the toilet.
I don’t want to pick up the scissors and snap it into two pieces, and then go to a beauty salon to try it out.
As soon as she sat down, she heard a knock on the door.
"Please come in."
Su Ruoli walked in through the door, and she could see the change in Mu Yaoxi at a glance.
Anyone can easily see that.
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