Transformed into a cute girl, I am at ease in the last days

Looking up, there are flowers of light unfolding in the sky, every blow is shocking, every blooming firework is so beautiful, against the vast and falling white snow, it is like a dreamy and beautiful world.

Looking at this beautiful scene on a good day, Liu Mengxian showed a smile that she had never seen before.

It's beautiful, serene, and slightly bitter.

She had no idea what she wanted.

When she first came out, she just wanted to experience the feeling of being alone outside after a long time.

After all, more than 90.00% of her life has been like this.

Being used to loneliness, she should have enjoyed this loneliness, but now, apart from intense discomfort, she can no longer feel anything else.

"why......?"

She understood that this had a lot to do with her encounter with Yan Zimo and the others, and her life had fundamentally changed.

But she never expected that in this kind of life, even her human nature would change subtly.

In the past, she was detached from the outside world, as a time traveler, she did not leave any traces in any time and space, why did she stop at this point in time?

"Dear viewers and friends, what I'm sending you now is the blessings from the people of Nanyue and Sichuan. I wish you all a happy new year!"

"On this most memorable day, let us send blessings to the soldiers who guard the motherland and to the pillars of the country!"

The big screen was still playing the New Year greetings, Liu Mengxian didn't want to stay here anymore, got up and walked with the flow of people, hoping to blend into this atmosphere.

But this made her even more confused.

Walking on the streets at this time, Liu Mengxian felt that maybe it was only now that she began to truly understand the world.

Although she also went to the streets with Yan Zimo on weekdays, she had never felt the reality of this world so clearly like now.

Looking at this familiar yet unfamiliar street, Liu Mengxian was a little lost.

The cold air greeted us, and Liu Mengxian's little hands were slightly cold from the cold, and he couldn't help covering his mouth to let out two breaths of white air, which rose with the night.

She just walked, walked... her footprints were all over the corners, and no one noticed her. Gradually, she walked from Dongcheng District to an unknown corner of Xicheng District.

By chance, she saw a shop selling takoyaki again, recalling the taste of the Chinese New Year's Eve, and when she came to her senses, she found that she was already in front of the stall.

"Welcome, may I ask...?"

Perhaps because he was amazed by Liu Mengxian's beauty, the stall owner was stunned for a while, but the stall owner was a woman, so he didn't stare at Liu Mengxian so directly.

"Hello, what do you want?"

"Give me a copy of this, please."

Liu Mengxian pointed to the picture of takoyaki on the plaque, the female stall owner understood, and started making takoyaki in a hurry.

Compared to the stall owner I met with Yan Zimo before, this one was much more generous. He grabbed a handful of octopus and sprinkled them all over.

"What's wrong?"

Seeing Liu Mengxian staring at her blankly, the stall owner couldn't help asking.

"I bought it from other places before, but I didn't see so many octopus pellets..."

"Oh, that's what you said." The female stall owner seemed to understand these things better. "It's nothing more than a question of whether the price is more or less. The cost of octopus is not low. How can I get you a cheap one? Authentic takoyaki is expensive. It’s too much, but it’s expensive and no one buys it, which is contradictory, right?”

"..."

Liu Mengxian didn't understand at all.

Her attention was all on the takoyaki, and she was looking forward to tasting the previous taste.

The female stall owner didn't realize this, she was still talking about her professional knowledge, and time passed slowly like this.

During this period, a thin layer of white snow has been laid on the ground, and it tends to intensify.

"It's ready, here it is." The female stall owner put the finished takoyaki in a paper bowl and stuffed it into Liu Mengxian's hand.

"Ham..."

Liu Mengxian picked one up with her index finger and thumb and stuffed it into her mouth. A burst of heat burst out in her mouth. It was so comfortable in this snowy environment.

But......

"Why, isn't it delicious?"

The female stall owner couldn't help asking, because she saw Liu Mengxian's dark eyebrows, which were as bright as spring mountains, slightly furrowed, like the thin moon cast overcast.

"..." Liu Mengxian couldn't answer.

In terms of taste, it is much better than the previous one, but I always feel that it lacks the taste that wants her to continue eating.

Or the atmosphere.

Is it because that person is missing?

Liu Mengxian could only say truthfully: "It tastes very good..."

The female stall owner felt that something was a little strange. Seeing Liu Mengxian's appearance, she probably knew what she was talking about. The thief asked with a smile:

"Looking at how beautiful you are, sister, you must have a boyfriend, right?"

"No, no..."

When asked about such a private question, Liu Mengxian still did not panic. He answered unevenly and asked: "What about you?"

"Me? I don't have a boyfriend..." Seeing that Liu Mengxian seemed to be getting along with her, the female stall owner whispered to her, "But I have a girlfriend."

girlfriend?

"Little Love--"

There was a shout from the side, and then a woman with outstanding appearance ran over and hugged the female stall owner tightly.

"Xiaobai~~you are here, mua~~"

The female stall owner named Xiao Ai put Xiao Bai in her arms and kissed her. Liu Mengxian was stunned and asked, "Is she...?"

"Yes~~ It's you, sister. You are so beautiful. Why are you the only one celebrating the New Year?"

"I......"

Liu Mengxian would sometimes be speechless, unable to answer in a daze.

"Huhu~~ I know, the cheongsam you are wearing must have been given to you by your lover, right? Otherwise, if you were alone, how could you wear it so grandly on the street?"

"Love... person?" Liu Mengxian murmured repeatedly, looked down at the cheongsam she was wearing, and the figure of that person flashed in her mind.

Could she be my lover?

For a long time, Liu Mengxian never assumed that.

Yes, I just want to take good care of that person's mind, nothing else...

Liu Mengxian didn't understand what was said later, she just walked on the street in a daze, repeating what the female stall owner said just now in her mind.

Liu Mengxian is making a choice, a choice that can completely change her.

By giving up something, you get something else.

It's just that the more I walk along this road, the more I feel lonely. There are laughter and laughter from every house, and there are thousands of lights in front of me, but none of them are in full bloom for her.

——"Xian'er, welcome home."

There was a pause in the footsteps.

The extremely familiar and ordinary words cut through her mind at this moment, and she was shocked.

She gave up thinking, and the impulse in her heart made her choose to chase.

She was running among the crowd, and she had already made a certain decision in her heart——

The world only knows that in this world, there are Yan Zimo, Yan Shan, Mo Sheng, Mu Mu... and many other ninth-levels, but they don't know her alone.

——No one knows.

That's the price, or rather the gain, of... detachment from the world.

but--

She now understands that what she wants is not these at all.

Instead, she doesn't want something anymore.

She no longer wants this layer of detached cloak, nor does she want this feeling of loneliness anymore. She just wants to blend in, blend into this environment.

I just want to find a place to return to, and there is a lamp willing to light for her.

I just want to be with that person——! ! !

"Ha ha....."

Due to the haste of running, Liu Mengxian gasped for breath, but she still ran to the familiar place.

boom!

Push open the door.

The interior of the house was pitch black, and not a single lamp was lit.

"......"

A deep sense of loss suddenly flooded into her heart.

"Ah, Xian'er, why did you come here, everyone is looking for you...Ah! How did you become like this!"

Yan Zimo walked towards Liu Mengxian in surprise and distress. Her clothes were soaked and she looked very embarrassed.

But Liu Mengxian has no time to care about all this.

His body had already transcended his consciousness, he turned around and jumped in the direction of the sound——

The moment she was picked up, the world that belonged to her also lit up.

All the brightest fireworks.

19. Nothing is right, nothing is right

"Xian'er's appearance... is absolutely strange!"

Listening to the imaginative sound of falling water in the bathroom, Yan Zimo was lying on the sofa, his heart was in a state of confusion, his jade feet wrapped in black silk were swinging back and forth, and the curled up toes could be vaguely seen, indicating that his master Uneasy emotions.

At first I was thinking, it’s Chinese New Year, how can we miss Liu Mengxian when we are all a family?

So she returned to the Mu family compound and found that Liu Mengxian was gone early in the morning. In desperation, she had no choice but to ask Ye Qianxue to sell her body to comfort Mu Mu (?) and find Liu Mengxian herself.

She went home once, but there was no one inside, and after looking outside for a long time, she reluctantly went home to try her luck.

In the end, she really encountered it.

When we met, the fairy who used to be unpicked like a flower in the high mountains was soaked through the clothes, her hair was sticky in curls, panting, and her panic-stricken appearance made people feel distressed.

Then this drenched kaolin flower took the initiative to put on an appearance of picking it for a term, and threw itself into her arms.

"I can... Is it yours?"

Recalling what Liu Mengxian said when he jumped into her arms, Yan Zimo's face quickly heated up and steam came out.

Isn't this the same as confessing? !

Although she didn't hear the most crucial two words.

Or it could be that there were fragments in her memory, no matter how she thought about it, she couldn't recall the two most crucial words, like a proposition that she had to fill in the blanks, it was blank.

However, even she knew that in that ambiguous atmosphere at that time, Liu Mengxian's actions were undoubtedly expressing her favor for her.

Thinking about it now, based on her understanding of Liu Mengxian, the other party would never have made such an unrefined move.

Throwing in her arms as soon as they meet, the chances of the end of the world are higher than this!

No, twice as high, no, three times, four times!

Therefore, Liu Mengxian's performance today was truly unprecedented.

Just like a little girl who sees her beloved and can't wait to make out...

[So after all, I think so, right? 】

But no matter how much Yan Zimo thought, he couldn't change the result.

Because she didn't care whether she heard it clearly or not, she answered directly: "Yes."