Chris's Faith of Fire

"...Where is that noble?"

She sighed.

"Live well. After all, it was my poor little lover who was at fault... Although this incident is our fault, there is no sympathy for scars, so Chris... while you still have time and energy Cherish the people you love."

Facing Mel like this, I don't know why it becomes difficult for me to deny it.

I don’t want to deny what she said, nor do I want to deny that I like Fami, although my feelings for him really haven’t reached the level of falling in love.

Just caring...that's all it really is.

I don't like lying to myself.

Although sometimes I would be a little panicked by his sudden movements, when I calm down I still feel that something is wrong.Falling in love with a boy because of one or two actions is indeed not considered love.

But the girl in front of her had unforgettable memories after all, and she came to this vast Duke's Castle for this reason.

"But he pushed me away. It seemed that I was too cold to him, so I was disliked."

"Can you tell me the details?"

As the girl said this, she sat next to me. We sat on each side of the small wooden chair.

I am naturally ashamed to mention what other people said, but if it were the girl in front of me, what expression would she show after hearing my words?

Girls all like love affairs. In fact, no matter how stupid or boring the process is, they will not laugh at it, as long as it is something that really happened.

I told her about it, and of course I made some changes regarding my identity.

I was originally a nobleman, and Fami was the child of a servant in my family. I like to play with him very much.Over time, Fami developed a crush on me. After Garnet was attacked by a monster, Fami's swordsmanship began to show. On the way, he received guidance from an unknown master and began to become stronger. After I gave up looking for my fiancé, I wandered to I happened to meet him when I was visiting Anatolia.

The replacement script is just like this, and the general feeling is still basically the same.

"I want to know how Fami feels about me now."

"well!"

"it is good?"

"It's so romantic!" The girl's eyes were filled with stars. What she just said seemed to hit her heart directly, but the situation here seemed to be slightly different from mine.

Mel's gloomy aura just now was swept away, and he couldn't wait to grab my hands and continue to ask.

"By the way, Chris is indeed a noble. She said before that she could read and write only because she stayed with a poor wizard!"

"Sorry...at that time..."

When she finished speaking, I realized that the story was not well crafted and was inconsistent with what I had said before.What should I say now?I couldn't trust you at that time, so I couldn't say this.

"It doesn't matter. After all, everything makes sense when you come to the Duke with such an identity. Chris's words and actions are indeed like a young lady who is not experienced in the world."

"Really sorry……"

"There is nothing to apologize for. People who are unsuspecting are not normal. If you apologize again, people will be angry."

"Yeah... no, thank you, Mel."

"Thank you and so on...I, I still care more about the story between Chrissy and Fami!"

"Why did it suddenly become me telling the story? I was obviously troubled and asked Mel for help."

"Ahaha, sorry, I forgot all of a sudden."

She touched her head, and her lively look was still the same as before, which was really cute.

But after a moment she looked at me seriously again.

"Chris! Before I say this, please tell me one thing. It seems that Fami hasn't come back in the past two days. I wonder if something happened?"

"I don't know either. He suddenly pushed me away that day."

"Push away? Did you want to do something to you at that time?"

As she spoke, the corners of her eyes kept shining, which was really scary.

Even so, what he did was so embarrassing that if I said it directly, it would probably not be good for my heart.

"Fami hugged me tightly at that time..."

"Yeah! Keep talking!" The child exhaled loudly while tattooing his nose. He felt quite excited and was really interested in love.

"I may be wrong in seeking further contact...but since coming to Anatolia, he has made more physical contact. It always makes people feel that he is in a hurry, and he gives in a little bit." I don’t feel safe.”

"But you were also excited at the time, right?"

"Hey! No, no!"

Almost subconsciously denying it.

I did feel my heart beat faster at that time, but it was definitely not what Mel thought. I was just a little scared, and there was absolutely no deeper meaning.

"It's okay if you don't deny it so much. I think Fami gave up probably because of the conflicting feelings."

Raising his finger, Mel wiped away his unreliable attitude and revealed a mature adult face.

"contradiction?"

She nodded and continued.

"After all, there is a gap in identity, even if Garnet has been destroyed now. The first impression of the other party is engraved in the deepest part of the heart. Chris also has the only impression of Fami."

My little wolf...

These few words were plucked out of the deep sea of ​​my brain by my own consciousness.

Thinking of this, my face started to get hot again. How easy it is for me to be shy!

She nodded to Mel's words, so she continued talking happily.

"He had that attitude because of his first impression that you were a noble and untouchable young lady. He obviously wanted to touch you, but he had to give up in the end."

"Is that so..."

"That's right, that one, Chris..."

"what happened?"

"How about catering to Fami a little bit?"

The girl closed her eyes and smiled slightly.

"Kiss him, on the lips."

Chapter 119 119. My love and the determination of men——3

After saying that, Mel turned around lightly and showed me a perfect smile.

Rather than cute, moving is a more appropriate word to describe her now.

I don’t know her specific experience, how many tears Mel shed when the boy she liked died. Now her smile makes people feel that there is infinite attachment in it, and at the same time, it also contains blessings for me.

"Am I really that dishonest?"

"Very well. If people can't even say what they want to say, they will lose something very important. Some things only have one chance. If I had chatted with him more, he probably wouldn't have been stupid..."

Mel adopted a preaching tone. Of course, I understood that she was qualified to say this. After all, personal experience is more convincing than anything else.

I dare not speak out what is in my heart, and sometimes I even deceive myself in my heart.

Do I really have no special feelings for Fami?Of course there is...

But is that really the feeling of love?

not understand……

It is friendship, but it is definitely not limited to this, because the destruction of the Garnet Kingdom made me have a strong awareness of him. Fami is the only friend left to me after the destruction of the motherland, my father, queen, mother, and sister... They All gone.

Sophie, I still feel guilty about her death, and Crow... still makes me feel confused.

He could have taken my life, but he spared my life. But if he was such a compassionate man, why couldn't he let Sophie go?

These things have passed.

Now Fami seems to be superimposed on all my memories of Garnet.

Mel said let me kiss him...

"Noelle."

The only thing that came to mind was the figure of another boy, and the things that Mel had interrupted before came back to his mind.

"Huh? Who is Noelle..."

"As I said just now, he is my original fiancée."

"Oh? Are you still thinking about him?"

"Noelle is a good boy. I am very grateful to him. He provided a lot of help when I was most confused. At that time, I really thought that it was great that he was the fiancée. Even a man like me who is afraid of men can't help me." Seems acceptable.”

He is gentle, tolerant...at the same time responsible, and good-looking.

There should have been a fiancée who was more suitable for him, not a willful princess who just wanted to take things.

That's not all I feel about him, I'll go on.

"Noelle is the son of a noble from the north of Gilkern. His family recently participated in the battle of Mount Feia. I am very worried about him."

"Feashan? I don't know much about these things, but I heard that my opponent is the terrifying Dragon Queen."

"Dragon Queen?"

"Well, it seems her name is Alexia. Duke Asha recently mentioned that she is brave and invincible...even among the demons, she is a very powerful person. The situation in Feiya Mountain is not optimistic."

"Is that so..."

My own words also contained a sigh, what would have happened if I had stayed there.

Stayed in Sestotia...

As Noelle's wife, she would definitely not go to the front line, but if she watched Noelle go into battle.

"If you are worried, go to the mercenary station for information. Most of our information comes from there. It is difficult to tell the situation clearly through messages on the battlefield. If you are a child of a noble, you should be able to know whether you are alive or dead."

"Is that so...thank you, Mel."

"It doesn't matter. I only know these common senses, because Rebekah also said that she is a fool and is not very good at thinking about complex things."

"That's not the case. Mel knows a lot more than me... I am the one who doesn't understand anything and has a bad temper... but I don't have much ability and am still stubborn... Hmm."

Halfway through, Mel put her white fingers on my lips, lowered her head slightly and came closer to me.

"Don't say that, Chris. It's precisely because of your unique charm that two boys are obsessed with you."

"...No."

It’s just that the appearance I was given by God is very pleasing.

I really wanted to say it, but the words ended up spinning in my throat, and finally fell into silence...

I can't say it, I can't reveal my biggest secret, not even a little bit.

This is something I can only let myself know in this life.

If I tell anyone, I will definitely lose everything...

"Kris, you are the cutest girl I have ever seen."

"Huh? That's just...that's not the case."

"It's so cute that he's so shy when he's praised."

"Well……"

"Although the hair is not as long as the eldest lady and princess, the silky silver hair is like the hair of a kitten and is very cute."

"..."

My cheeks have already turned red, and I often think I'm cute.But I'm afraid of being praised... because I know that I'm not cute, I'm just a lonely young man who has lost his family.

"Chris's voice is very cute. Every word you say is lingering and makes me want to talk to you non-stop. Also, Chris's character is also very cute. You say that you I have a bad temper, but I blame myself silently every time, just like now... This lack of frankness is the cutest thing."

"do not talk."

I wanted to shake my head suddenly, but she held my shoulders and made me sit down on the chair.

"I have to say, Chris, you are so cute... I wish I were a boy. It is really the greatest honor to have a girl like you by my side and leave a place in your heart."