Chris's Faith of Fire

After saying that, he turned around and left, which was really baffling.

On that day, Kurisu's note of assistance and surveillance of the culprit woman were still going on.

Probably stimulated by Chen Si, this time she hesitated for a moment and signed Sha Lily's note.

Starting from the next day, she felt the strong gaze from Sayuri...

As expected, Sha Lily saw it.

But there is no time to think so much now. There are still very important things to do tonight. The opportunity to challenge the true people of Nefera is tonight.She had made a lot of preparations for this, and even abandoned her original trumpet. After becoming a "god", she would no longer use those dirty methods to play games. She secretly made up her mind.

That night, Kurisu worked hard, not knowing whether her opponent was too weak or she was too powerful.

News of the long-lost challenger's victory spread throughout player forums, and online bards began to sing her story and write several songs, as heavy role-playing players always like to do.

Kurisu was so happy that she didn't go to class the next day, and she maintained this excitement for the next whole month.

Go play games and hang out with your friends online. There is a man named REN there, and he knows his identity as the Phantom God.

Since he fell out with Si, he is the first person with whom he has a relationship that abandons the gender factor. It is said that Si dragged him into this game in the first place, but what is his role?Will he know that he has become a true citizen of Nefera?He would definitely be surprised. Maybe he would have known about it a long time ago thanks to the spread of the bards on the Internet.Jiuliqi suddenly felt a little uneasy again...

What if Si Ta spreads rumors about me?

No, he is not that kind of person.

Jiu Liqi shook her head alone at home. She had always trusted Si because she knew that Si had no ill intentions towards her, otherwise she would not have given away such expensive equipment in the first place.

Unconsciously, some time passed, and Jiuliqi got along better and better with netizens, but the number of times she went to school became less and less...

Jiuliqi often feels sleep deprived. Sometimes she falls asleep for no apparent reason, and then wakes up in a completely different place than when she went to sleep.

And these oddities don't seem worth mentioning at all.

While she was comforting herself, she also vaguely felt that she was exhausted, and the people around her were getting weirder and weirder.

Finally one day, everything broke out.

"Where is Sand Lily?" Jiuliqi asked curiously. She finally came to school, but she only saw the culprit girl sitting in her seat.

Sayuri's seat was empty, as if she never existed.

Not because of committing suicide or dropping out of school or anything.

"Where is Sayuri? Did you drop out of school?"

Jiurisu asked the culprit tremblingly, but she just gently brushed her hair away and made an incomprehensible expression.

"Sa Lily? Who is it? Which class are you in?"

"Wha... of course he's from our class, the classmate sitting there!" The girl pointed to the empty seat, her voice a little louder. This move also attracted other students, who also had incomprehensible faces. .

Then, the culprit woman frowned, and the moment she saw her expression, Jiuliqi felt a sense of fear in her heart.

She said coldly with a ferocious face that should have been beautiful.

"Are you sick?"

Is there really something wrong with my memory?Is this a prank by the gods? Sand Lily never existed in the first place?

How can it be!Jiuliqi rushed out of the classroom, took out the rooftop key she put in her skirt pocket, and opened the rooftop.

Sayuri was standing there... great, it really does exist.

The culprit woman is the one with a broken brain.

Saying that, Jiulisu cast her eyes on Sayuri again.

This was the first time Jiuliqi looked at her carefully.She had a thin body, an ugly face, and her hands were burnt by cigarette butts. When she looked back, she had hatred written all over her face.

"You...what on earth are you going to...how do you want to be willing to take a break?" He stuttered as he spoke, and tears kept flowing down. Jiuliqi looked behind Sayuri, and a large piece of the barbed wire fence had been broken. , was broken with a vise, and the tool was being held tightly in the girl's hand.

"Sand Lily, you..."

"Don't come here! Don't put on a sympathetic face...you perpetrator." She yelled and backed away step by step.

We are about to reach the edge.

However, his body moved unconsciously, wanting to save her, wanting to be saved... from the psychological shadow of the past.

No matter what others do, I want to save this innocent ugly girl.

Jiulisu took a step forward, grabbed Sayuri's left foot, turned around and threw her back.

But she herself staggered.

The body slid outward along the barbed wire fence.

As she looked upward, Jiuliqi saw that her hair was golden... her neckline was wide open, and her skirt, which was as short as 15 centimeters above her knees, was whistling in the wind. Looking down from above, Sayuri was still looking at her coldly. .

Until it fell and blood splashed out.

The beautiful cheeks turned pale.

(How could it be?) Jiulisu is still a little conscious.

(I must have dark hair.) She thought back to her mother’s jewelry box.

(How could it be? Could it be that...) All the mirrors in the house were broken.

(Si... his sudden attitude.) He said he hoped he would never do "that kind of thing" again.

(Am I really Kurisu?) I bully people only after I have to change my clothes in the locker room every day.

(What is the name of the culprit woman?) I have never heard of her, and Si did not know what the culprit woman was at first.

There is an identical costume at home, the blond wig falls off, and Jiulisu's long black hair is exposed.

Is that what happened?When did you start to become like this due to the pressure of being violated by your father for a long time?

Imagine your rebellious self.

From the beginning, the culprit girl did not exist. It was the malicious intention born by herself. She often put on hot girl clothes and disguised herself as another image to bully Sayuri with the girls.Because Sayuri doesn't interact with others, she still keeps this matter in the dark.

Probably only Sha Baihe and himself didn't know the identity of the "culprit woman".

But am I... already dead?

Jiuliqi's consciousness gradually disappeared and gradually turned into a blank.

Chris (Kurisu) sat up.

What she saw was a pure white world.

The girl with silver hair and red eyes now had a serious face, but she seemed to have been waiting for her for a long time.

"The time has finally come, Chrissy," the girl said.

Chrissy was speechless, she had so many things she wanted to ask.

I am Jiulisu, right? Am I also the culprit?what is this?Dual personality?wrong!This is different from the memory of Jiulisu that I dreamed about before!this is not me!It’s not Jiu Liqi, who am I!The roar in her heart echoed in the pure white world... Chris grabbed her head and smashed her head to the floor, but there was no sharp weapon here.The ground was as soft as the water, and Chris struggled painfully.

The goddess can read minds and her expression looks very sad.

"Remember what I told you before? No one deserves this..."

"I said I took something from you... now, give it back to you."

Chapter 442 435. Chaotic Goodness——3

"Give it back to me?" Chrissy looked at Nevra, and the memory she had lost came back to her again.She once came to this pure white world, and had a meeting with this girl who was similar to herself. Chrissy met Nevra when she was killed by Lyles in the arena.She gave some advice, words that Chrissy would forget.

But I will remember it when we meet again.

The white girl approached Crystal again. Just like before, the hand reached into Crystal's chest. The girl did the same thing when she met her for the first time, saying that she took something from her. thing.Chris didn't know what she had lost, but now she began to recall it gradually, and the memory seemed to be transferred with the goddess's white arm.

Yes, that is something I lost once but now I think about it again.

She remembered that she was once a boy and was hit by a car when she was 24 years old.

This memory suddenly appeared in Princess Crystal's head one day, and she thought she was reincarnated into this world.

"Alas... alas... is this a lie?" Chris became even more painful, her tears trickling down, and she knelt numbly on the ground as soft as milk.Tears dripped down and fell to the ground and were sucked in. Her hands were clenched, and the beautifully shaped nails dug into her palms.

I didn't care about the bursts of pain that came later. The sadness in my heart at this moment had completely blocked the pain.

I should be a boy. I should live to be 24 years old and then be killed by a car and come into this world. This is how I should be.But Jiuliqi’s memory is becoming clearer and clearer. I am Jiuliqi, right?After all, there are unbearable memories of assisted dating.

But the memory of Jiuliqi in the dream was different from what she saw just now?Why did Jiuliqi fall to death? Shouldn't it be that Sayuri disappeared?She remembered the stories she had seen in her dreams when their names had not yet been revealed.Sha Lily disappears and becomes the target of bullying.

But with the impact of clearer memories that the culprit was Jiulisu, Chris realized that it was just a false dream.

Putting aside these things, if we go back to the basics...is she, as Crystal, real?What if the person in the palace was just a delusion?How should I think about my own existence?Scratching her head, the girl's expression was distorted, and her neat features were tangled in tears and snot.

"No...I assure you, these are real."

Looking at the girl Nefera who was thinking painfully, she felt a little distressed. She also knelt down and hugged Crystal from behind.

Sensing the somewhat cold arms, the silver-haired princess turned around with a horrified expression.

"Be honest with me...who am I?"

Nevra's head rested on Chris's shoulder, her silver hair was intertwined with Chris's, their naked skin rubbed against each other, and Chris could not help but blush, but now was not the time to think about this. .

Her heart was about to collapse.

"I can tell you, no... I should say that I am here just to tell you all this. You must know it, whether you like it or not. However, I still want to repeat the advice I gave you before."

Nevra slowly raised her finger, "First, you must live in confusion from now on. Second, you must be a confident girl. Third, no one deserves what you do!"

As she spoke, she gently rubbed the palm of Chris's fingernail-cut palm, and the wound there slowly healed.

"No matter what, don't do anything that hurts yourself..."

"...So, can you tell me, who is 'I'? Am I Crystal, the unknown man, or...Jurisu? Or both? Tell me, tell me!"

Any persuasion at this time is no longer effective. She has fallen into an unavoidable whirlpool of thinking and has gone too far. Continuing to talk will make her become more and more extreme, but as the narrator, Nefera cannot If she doesn't do this... Neferra raised her head, glared at the sky in the opposite direction, and then quickly turned her face and continued to hug Chris tightly. At this moment, she just wanted to provide her with warmth.

"Little Chris, I will tell you...but don't turn a deaf ear to my words. Memory only represents the past, and your future is still far away."

"Stop talking nonsense!" Now she couldn't wait a second longer.

"Then, I will explain it to you, little Chrissy." The goddess said this hesitantly, as if she was trying to titillate people, but her expression was more melancholy than Chrissy.

"You probably don't know the rules for people from the earth world to come to Eogard. These two worlds are real worlds that exist in the vast universe. There is a god who created the earth world and the world of Eogard. I just Can call him God.

He is different from the gods who are called the 'true people of Nefera', and he is also different from my narrator. He is the real creator. No one has seen his face and voice, and he does not know his gender or gender. idea.Such a person doesn't know why he designed a rule, that is, people in the two worlds can reincarnate each other.

But that must go through death... The souls of the two worlds are the same. The souls of people in the earth world have a slightly higher quality, so they often achieve some achievements after coming to this world.In other words, whether it was Jurisu, Ren, or Sayuri, she committed suicide after Jurisu died... These people all came to Eogard as reincarnations The world begins the reincarnation of fate. "

The rules are like this, there are many details, and Nevra doesn't want to talk about it, because she can no longer interfere with Chris's values ​​​​whether out of duty or emotion, watching this cute little girl become fragmented.She couldn't forgive herself.

"Jiu Liqi...Jiu Liqi, is it me?"

But compared to those distant things, Chris asked her desperately.

"It's not you, Chris..." Nevra replied equally desperately. "Your memory is pieced together. The soul of the real Phantom God, Kurisu, has disappeared. However, considering the fate between her and Sayuri, the True God took out part of her memory and hid it in you. As your journey gradually expands, you are remembered, because all the true people of Nefera have their memories of death erased, so Chris... This is why the things about Jiuliqi are different in your mind. contradiction."

Is that right?

The doubts in Nefla's heart were also heard by Nefera, and they rippled in the pure white space, causing ripples in the whole world.

becomes a lengthy echo.

"So... where are the men's memories!" She still had a glimmer of hope. Chrissy was still looking for her foothold as a human being.

"That's Lian's memory..."

"Lian...'s memory?"

"Well, it should be said that Lian's memory was used as a blueprint to modify his age..."

"Does that mean it's fake? There's no such thing?"

Princess Crystal asked before Nevra could finish speaking, and all she received in reply was a silent nod.

"Why do you do this! Then am I a boy or a girl? Wuwuwu..."

Chris cried loudly, crying like tears, as if the suppressed emotions had burst out in one breath.

Nefera understood that she had been suspicious since the dream, and had suppressed her random thoughts so that she could concentrate on dealing with the devil.

"First of all, Mr. Lian, as a living Nefera true citizen, he can suggest... I must carefully modify his memory and record it in another person's head as a reference to avoid mistakes. On the other hand, because I think The mature point of a man will make you not to be too extreme. After all, Princess Crystal herself is like that...a willful and lovely Crystal Princess. I hope Mr. Lian can help you, but soon you will be able to be alone. Now, Lian’s matter has become less important, so cute little Chrissy… I took away that memory.”

Take away... This word sounded so harsh to Chrissy.

You can force it into my brain when you want to give it to me, and you can take it away when you want to, so who am I?A creation of the true God in the heat of his heart?It's like a synthetic beast-like monster.