Chris's Faith of Fire

"Why are you talking like that?"

He immediately spoke back.Although I usually don't care about this kind of thing, but now he loses his temper like this in the hall of the palace. Sure enough, he is just a child. I didn't expect Fami to be so disrespectful. Am I the one who is wrong?No……

I originally planned to just point it out a little and get our relationship back on the right track, but he didn't know how to understand others at all, and he even forgot his own identity.

My anger began to burn and spread from my heart, and my body temperature gradually increased.

"Because you didn't pay attention! After all, you are my attendant, please understand your position. The same goes for spending money. Because I am a princess, I can spend as much money as I want. Don't use the common people's money as your own. The rules apply to me, and my position is different, so I still use my own values ​​to judge people, don’t you think it’s stupid!”

I regretted it the moment I finished speaking, and took a step back looking at Fami's face that was so shocked that I didn't know what to say.

"see you tomorrow……"

Not wanting to wait for his reaction, I turned around and whispered goodbye.

Walking on the carefully polished fine stone floor, the boots made a crisp clicking sound.

A year ago it was Sophie who often accompanied me on this road, and half a year ago it was Fami who accompanied me on this road, but now... I am the only one left.

Originally, I really planned to put down my identity and become a friend-like relationship with everyone, but every time I think about this, I feel a little scared.

Among these people whom he had truly intended to be his true friends, there was one who betrayed him.

He planned to take his own life but still wore a mask and lived in the dark openly.

Even if these things are excluded, it cannot be said that they really regard themselves as partners of equal status... Maybe Sophie and Crowe called me the Crystal Princess behind their back like ordinary people, or maybe they gave me a more unpleasant nickname. …

When I was in middle school, everyone secretly called the most arrogant girl in the class the escort girl.

Looking back now, the attitude between me and that girl is no different.

Was it Mihir who told me the information that made me think like this?

Maybe it’s just because I was born this way, both in myself and as Chrissy.

It's terrible everywhere...

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After taking a bath alone, he simply put on a lace nightgown, then pretended to take out a white rabbit stuffed animal and held it in his arms.

Humans and animals are harmless, this is the impression everyone sees.

However, with this body, he stabbed many people with the sharp edge of his words.

Sophie hasn't been to my bedroom for a while.Will she become happier because she has more private time?

Every time I realize that such thoughts come up, I feel even more disgusted.

After walking for a while, I stopped, stood in front of the wooden door and took a deep breath.

I knocked on the heavy door.

After a while, the door slowly opened, and a beautiful woman with long blond hair appeared in front of me.

No, there are thick dark circles around her eyes, and her complexion is also very poor. Maybe she is not that beautiful... at least it is far worse than before.

The princess known as the Iron Lady, my queen mother Cecilia.

"Little Chrissy? What, what's wrong...coming here so late?"

Although Cecilia smiled softly, her eyes showed no joy at all.Every inch of her muscle seemed to be moved with all the strength of her body, and even I looked like she was smiling quite reluctantly.

"I just want to come and see my mother..."

I said as calmly as I could while squeezing the doll in my right hand.

Cecilia returned the same sweet smile and then opened the door to the room.

"It's a little messy, don't pay too much attention, little Chrissy."

I nodded and walked in with the rabbit stuffed doll in my arms.

It doesn't look like a conversation between mother and daughter at all, and the sudden sense of distance makes people feel extremely ridiculous.

This room was originally the dormitory of the father and mother, but since the father locked himself in the study, he never came out, and no one was allowed to enter. Even three meals were required to be placed in front of the door, but he never came out. No one saw when he took it.

In such a situation, Cecilia began to lose her strength no matter how natural she was.

The room was indeed not that tidy, the lights were not turned on at all, and the clothes were scattered on the floor, which was different from mine... Cecilia's long dress was not folded and fell off the chair.

Then look towards the terrace illuminated by the gloomy moonlight.

"The flowers... are all..."

"Ah, haha... Because I have become a little lethargic recently and I don't have time to take care of..."

I couldn't bear to ask any more questions.

Suddenly I felt that she was pitiful for being so assertive, not as a mother, but as a woman.

Sophie once told me that there must be someone in this world who loves me and can win my heart.Does this also apply to Cecilia?

"Mother, are you in a bad mood?"

"No...that's not the case, wu...no...wu wu."

She shook her head and answered me in a low voice.

Even if he covered his mouth, his sobbing could not stop.The tall girl knelt on the ground and covered her mouth harder with her hands, as if she was afraid that the cry coming from her mouth would be heard.

I panicked and didn't know what to do.

If this is also acting, it is too real...

His body was driven by an unknown force, and he stepped forward and hugged her shoulders.

"Yes, I'm sorry...K, Chris...I'm obviously the mother..."

Cecilia was trembling, and the sound of dripping could be heard as big tears fell on the floor.

The mother buried herself in her daughter's chest and cried. She had never imagined such a scene in her dreams.

"It's ok……"

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"

I threw the doll aside and stroked her head.

After Cecilia's crying subsided a little, I took something out of my arms and put it around her neck.

"Xiao Ke, Chris?"

Maybe he was startled by the cold touch.

Cecilia slowly raised her head, and the tears hanging under her long eyelashes were gently wiped away by me with my index finger.

"It's a birthday gift for my mother..."

"Birthday? Ah... people, people almost forget it."

"Happy birthday, Mom, citrine goes very well with your blond hair..."

"Thank you, thank you...oooooo, little Chrissy...oooooooo."

Cecilia cried like a little girl, and her hot tears stuck to my collarbone together with her nose.

To be honest...it feels so uncomfortable, but it must be something that cannot be said.

I don’t know if my father is the man who stole Cecilia’s heart.

Well, maybe the answer is "yes". I guess no one will become lost because of someone they don't care about.

I lay on the bed, stroking Cecilia's back and singing otherworldly pop songs to lull her to sleep.She neither said whether I sang well nor where the song came from. She just breathed out evenly and fell into a dream.

Look at her, then look at the sleeping face illuminated by the moonlight with some tear stains.

I couldn't help but say softly.

"Good night, Cecilia..."

I really envy you.

Chapter 40 40. Measurement

after a few days.

Early one morning, in the meeting hall of the castle.

"How's the Fourcade family doing?"

"It's not optimistic. Although he replied that he would help us monitor Leerbal, his attitude was a bit ambiguous. This move may have given them an opportunity to collude." The minister's voice was low, and Ladia even felt a little desolate.

"Kris has been out for a few days. I don't know what the situation is like." Ladia waved her hand and changed the topic.

"It's not optimistic. Your Highness must be very aware of the difficulties of the Frederick family, but Your Highness Crystal is very motivated this time. I hope her momentum can infect those stubborn old guys." The minister turned around. He stood up, looked at the kites flying outside the window, and smiled a little.

"Yes, she clearly said she wanted to rest for two or three days at that time."

Ladia's tone was slightly surprised.

"Perhaps Her Highness Crystal feels the importance of the mission."

"Hmph, it would be great if that was the case...I never had much hope for her."

"Um...uh..." The minister bent over and looked at the back of Her Royal Highness the Princess, not knowing what to say for a moment.

"Go down..." Ladia replied with a smile.

"Yes, please leave first, Your Highness Ladia."

"Haha, there is no one I can trust now."

After the minister's footsteps completely disappeared at the other end of the corridor, Ladia smiled bitterly and said to herself.

I have lost something important.

That was larger than life, being a sister and a daughter.

I was very happy when Chris was born. She was born with silver-white hair and red eyes just like me. It is said that she came from the characteristics of her ancestors who were fellow warriors. Her parents were very happy for her.

Of course, she herself too.

As a princess, I am better at training in the training ground than dancing in the social arena.

This kind of life allowed her to discover her destiny.

Realizing that he was born a warrior, with his sword as his chalice and his armor as his dress.

He started practicing martial arts at the age of seven and wielding a sword at the age of ten. By the age of 12, he had become a swordsman who could defeat many with one person.

When she was 14 years old, the Cardinal fell in love with Ladia and even invited her to be a Knight of the Holy Sword of the Order.

Ladia refused without hesitation.

There was only one reason for her not to even think about it...

She was called the Holy Sword Princess at the age of 15, and took charge of the Salamander Corps at the age of 16.

It is now 17 years old.

The reason is to live for the kingdom and die for the kingdom.

When I discovered that Chris and I were completely different beings, I cut off my long hair.

At that time Princess Cecilia burst into tears.

Long hair is something that has nothing to do with her. If she had that light and airy look, wouldn't she be confused with Chris? Ladia thought to herself.

Chrissy is an incompetent person, a noble lady carved out of a template.

It is her destiny to become a warrior and a king. Because her talents have been fully utilized, everyone has acquiesced in this kind of Ladia.

As long as a person is good enough and can achieve results, no one can stop him.

And Chrissy, you are such a disappointment.

Leaning against the guardrail outside the castle, Ladia relaxed her body.

The stars and moon had already rotated twice above her head, but it seemed to her that there was no time to rest.

She has been dealing with the mess in the palace alone for some time, and the more she goes on, the more Latiya feels that there will be no end to this.

The news brought by Chris was not optimistic. Although the Siglo family said on the surface that they would always be loyal to the Wang family, they had to hear such verbal loyalty many times a day.

The place we are going to next is more dangerous than Siglo's house. How will you deal with it, Chris?