No... Although I hope to get attention, the feeling I feel is not the kind of jealousy...

Even if he is jealous, he is not jealous of getting the attention of others. After all, it is even more strange for a shining person like him to not receive attention after showing off his own light.

It would be great if I could express my feelings without any scruples like them...

"Want to try it?"

While Goto Ichiri was deep in thought, Kotobuki Mitsuru suddenly asked.

"Eh?" Goto Ichiri looked surprised. "Try it...what do you mean?"

"Well...of course it's to perform on stage."

"..." Goto Kazuri looked at Kotobuki Hikaru and was silent for a while.

"Because there are still people looking forward to Yili's performance. If their expectations are not responded to, they will be very sad."

Goto Kazuri did not feel the emotions he should have and responded to their expectations.

"Light..."

"Ok?"

"You shouldn't want to go on stage because you want to feel the crowd of girls after the performance, or something like that."

Goto Kazuri imagined everyone performing on stage together.

I have no sense of existence to begin with... Even if the performance is successful, it is likely that it will not be remembered.

On the other hand, if Kotobuki Hikaru...

She had already imagined that after their performance, Kotobuki Hikaru came off the stage and was surrounded by fans.

And he could only be squeezed out of the space next to Hikari by the crowds of people...

"?"

"Huh?" Qin Chuiguang frowned.

This guy has something on his mind.

Have I ever said that?

"It still won't work..." After pondering for a long time, Goto Yili made up his mind.

"why no?"

"Don't perform...absolutely not!" Goto Ichiri kept shaking his head.

"Why...what's wrong with that."

"No, no, no, no, no, no..."

Chapter 122 The monster without a name

"Really, my sister is so evil-minded."

Kotobuki Mitsuru and Goto Kazuri had just arrived at the practice room when they heard Ijichi Hikaru complaining about Ijichi Hoshika.

Hongxia and Yamada Ryo sat together. Yamada Ryo was still holding his bass, obviously he was practicing just now.

"What's wrong?" asked the two newcomers.

"Well... I originally wanted to ask my sister to arrange another performance for us, but what she said was that we just had a small fire. If we do it too hastily, it will only make people frustrated, so we have to let We will perform on stage again after a while..."

Yijizhi Hongxia was a little dissatisfied.

The band's official social account already has thousands of fans, and there are also messages asking for the next performance date on the backstage.

But when Ichi Hongxia proudly went to her sister to ask for an appointment, she was ruthlessly rejected again.

Ijichi Hongxia, who had just climbed a step up the mountain and thought she had a bright future, fell into despair again.

However, as Ichi Hoshige said, everyone nowadays is indeed a little too impatient.

"As long as I write another song that can surprise the store manager, everything will be solved." Yamada Ryo glanced over.

The band's performance before the end of the show has indeed become a little famous in the industry, and sometimes audiences will ask them when the next performance will be, but after all, the audience who came to watch the performance that day was completely incomparable to the usual ones, so I know There are not many people.

"Liang, you are a bit pushy. If you put it in other bands, they would be lucky enough to have a song of that level in their career."

Although Yijizhi Hongxia has beautiful fantasies about the future, she is the kind of person who is easily satisfied.

I will never push Kotobuki Hikaru and Yamada Ryo to compose music, nor will I force Goto Kazuri to work hard on writing lyrics.

She prefers to use her apparent cheerfulness to absorb all the stress, rather than spreading it around everyone.

"There are indeed new songs." Kotobuki Mitsuru said as he opened the piano case.

"?"

Both Itichi Hongka and Yamada Ryo cast surprised looks.

Ryo Yamada just mentioned it casually as a joke and had no intention of urging him to compose music quickly.

"Kotobuki-kun...you have never said anything about this before!"

Itachi Hongxia's face had an expression like "It was so hard for you to hide it from me."

But it was like being suddenly given a bag by my husband after get off work, and I felt extremely happy while saying not to waste money.

"I said so."

"Ah?" Yi Dizhi Hongxia was confused. "when?"

"Didn't I say before that the goal is to write an album first?"

"?!"

The girl was terrified.

"I thought Kotobuki-kun was just joking like me—!"

Set a small goal first, release an album before winter, and then set a small goal to hold a solo concert. Itachi Hongxia also boasted about something similar.

But at that time, she was just trying to liven up the atmosphere and talk about a future that she had no hope of actually realizing.

Even Goto Kazuri looked over blankly.

Although he has always been by Guang's side, even he himself has no idea about this matter...

Why does he always have to carry everyone on his back, work silently behind his back, and move forward with a heavy load...

It was clear that Goto Kazuri had also made up his mind to help him... write lyrics for his new song.

"Actually, I wrote it just a few days after school started. It's just that Yili was still making up lessons and taking exams at that time. I always felt that if a new song was released at this time, she would act like a fool and even sleep in order to practice the new song. I won’t sleep either. If my studies plummet, I don’t know whether I will continue to be supported in forming a band..."

Kotobuki Hikaru touched his head and said apologetically. "So, I delayed saying it until now."

"It's true... If it were Koichiri, he would have secretly practiced for a long time for Kotobuki-kun's new song."

In fact, not only Goto Kazuri is like this, but everyone who ends the band is the type who secretly practices behind the scenes.

"Then let's take it up and listen to it now." Yamada Ryo said, put down the bass in his hand, left the position where he was playing during practice, and leaned against the table not far away.

"Yes, yes, I'm also looking forward to Kotobuki-kun's new song!"

Yijizhi Hongxia also left and sat at the table.

Goto Ichiri didn't even open his guitar bag, threw the guitar aside, and sat down.

Kotobuki Hikaru took out his mobile phone, opened the recorded version of the audio file that he had prepared long ago but had never played, turned up the volume, and placed it in the center of the table.

The three girls stared expectantly at the mobile phone in the center.

After decoding by the music player, the sound of the music finally sounded.

......

A slightly less sharp guitar sound...

Elegant strings and piano rarely heard in ordinary rock music.

Like the previous songs, the ability to perfectly combine these complicated instruments can definitely be described as genius.

The complexity of the song is comparable to the unravel composed by Kotobuki Mitsuru.

After the prelude mixed with harmony ended, the lyrics hidden under the curtain were finally revealed.

The voice was still the boy's own, but that was the only thing that sounded a little out of place.

It would seem more appropriate if Kita sang.

【fairy tales

He seemed to have died just now

How to sing in a ward with brick walls

A red moon appears in the foggy night sky

see me clearly

Please stop evading your eyes

...]

As always, dark lyrics.

And listening to such a unique style of music, the girls feel more pressure...

I originally thought that Kotobuki Hikaru was able to create a song like Unravel because he had more or less inspiration and luck.

They have already prepared the second song, which may be slightly different from the previous song.

But after actually listening to it, I felt that it was completely on par with Kotobuki Mitsuru's previous compositions.

Perhaps even more so in the complexity of the piece.

【God will declare the real world

In this dark iron window

I was born here

...

No one expected me to appear

fragmented neurosis

A sympathetic bystander]

My heart felt a twinge of pain, as if a hammer was beating a long nail to the beat of a drum.

The music of light always makes people feel the strong emotional expression.

It seems to make people empathize with the thoughts emanating from the song.

While everyone was listening to the songs on the player attentively, Goto Kazuri pressed his heart and looked at the boy who was listening with his eyes closed.

Why does Hikaru always make such a song that sounds like a roar of pain...

I don't know the reason, and I don't want to know the reason.

That's definitely not something people can be happy about.

Although my own lyrics are a bit dark when I write them, they are completely incomparable.

Rather than Kotobuki Hikaru writing such a song, she hopes that one day, Hikari can sincerely write songs that share happiness and expectations.

【Carrying scars that cannot be erased

Accept the inescapable body

Let's go together, nameless monster

...]

The sound of the song finally died down.

No other sounds could be heard in the soundproof practice room, only the breathing of the four people could be clearly heard.

A long time passed, and the four of them looked at each other, but no one made a sound.

"It's amazing..." Finally, Ryo Yamada was the first to speak.

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