Young people with light music will not encounter lonely rock music

Ichiri can give him a sense of identity all the time and express his love for himself without any reservation. This is something that Kotobuki Hikaru has never experienced before.

Perhaps it was also because of this that he felt dependent on Yili.

"Depend on the other person. Isn't it right to be dependent on a relationship like a lover?"

Yes, that's a given.

"Dependence, of course, is right, but if you can't do anything without relying on the other party, it's no longer the level of dependence."

Click... click... click...

Hiratsuka's fingers kept tapping on the table, making a rhythmic sound like drum cymbals.

"Compared to dependence, a relationship of this level can already be called dependence."

Hiratsuka continued speaking seriously. "You cannot survive in society without relying on the other person. It is said to be a kind of dependence, but it is also a kind of pathological bondage. Relying on this dependence, you tie the other person to yourself, and you also tie yourself to the other person. If you continue like this, one day you will lose everything except each other."

Qinbukiguang's heart thumped inexplicably.

Obviously nothing had happened between him and Yili so far, but his words made Kotobuki Hikari feel an inexplicable fear.

Fear...a fear that has no origin and should not exist.

Have you ever thought about this kind of thing?

In the future you envision...

Indeed, except for a mile away, there was no sign of anyone.

even......

Even Hongxia, Kita, and Ryo, the most important people to me, did not appear in the fantasy scenes.

This idea is very dangerous, but I have always subconsciously ignored it and never thought about it.

"Besides, Kotobuki, you yourself don't want Goto to become unable to leave you and become the kind of person who can't do anything without you."

"There's absolutely no way that's going to happen."

Kotobuki Hikaru made a high-pitched voice.

On the one hand, it is to emphasize my will to the teacher in front of me, and on the other hand, it is to remind myself.

"Furthermore, even if a lonely person is forcibly integrated into the group, what will he gain? As long as he can follow his own path, this kind of thing itself doesn't matter."

"Loneliness and the inability to integrate into a group are two different things. There are many lonely people in the world, but even if you are lonely, you can temporarily integrate yourself into it. At least you will not deliberately exclude others."

Hiratsuka stretched out his finger and pointed directly at Kotobuki Hikari's cheek.

I don't know since when, Kotobuki Hikaru started to blush.

But it wasn't because he was shy, it was just because he was forced to the edge of the cliff and was angry that he was at his wits' end.

"Now you have reached this level."

"No." Qin blew it all to death.

"In the past, even if you didn't deliberately integrate into the class, you would never exclude others. Didn't you do a beautiful job during the cultural festival? But now you have begun to ignore everyone and everything except those around you. It’s a sick way of doing things.”

"..."

Kotobuki Hikaru realized that he couldn't even deny it.

They were just suppressed unilaterally and could not even resist.

It's really embarrassing.

“Because I already have too much, I feel scared when I get a little more... I am afraid of losing what I have now, and I start to subconsciously reject other things... I am right. "

"This is just Mr. Hiratsuka's unilateral understanding. Now my life is in an unprecedented upward stage, and there are no obstacles in my negotiations with others outside. You don't need to worry about it at all."

Kotobuki Mitsuru just hopes to end the negotiations with the teacher as soon as possible and escape.

And the figure of Goto Kazuri gradually emerged in his heart.

Want to go back to her...

"Well, I didn't expect someone with your personality to admit his mistakes so easily. Let's stop there."

Seeing Kotobuki's straight face, Hiratsuka realized that his goal had been achieved.

"I've seen guys like you before...with a stubborn personality and a tough mouth, which makes people completely unlikable."

Although she said such words, the corners of the woman's mouth could not help but curl up.

"However, there is one thing I need to trouble you with."

Hiratsuka didn't wait for Kotobuki to refuse before continuing. "You have no right to say no."

"?"

Kotobuki Hikaru said doubtfully. "What's up?"

Chapter 279 The Commission from the Light Music Department

The wind is a bit loud today.

However, the weather has begun to gradually warm up.

Even if you are on the noisy rooftop, you will no longer feel cold.

"Xiao Yili was also called to the office by the teacher?"

The red-haired girl sat down on the steps with a barbed wire fence with a distressed look on her face, pressing close to Gotou Issato's body.

The weather is sunny today, there are no clouds in the sky, and the sun is extremely dazzling, but I don't feel overheated, it just has a warmth with a hint of spring, which makes people feel comfortable.

"Ah... um..." Goto Ichiri nodded.

It was the first time in Goto Ichiri's life that he was called to the office by his teacher because he made a mistake.

When the teacher called me, all the students in the class were looking at me... This feeling was so shameful.

"After all, everyone stayed up late last night watching late-night anime... Ryo-senpai and Hongka-senpai should be in a similar situation. Their school is a high school with top students, so maybe the results will be better than ours It could be worse."

Kita opened the lunch box he brought, which contained a much more exquisite lunch than before.

Ever since the band went to her home together and her mother learned about the income from her band's first album, Kita felt that lunch was much richer.

Although my mother's attitude towards me has been a little too gentle recently and it is difficult to adapt to it, it is still a good thing to have the approval of my parents.

"Hey...Xiao Yili brought two more lunch boxes?"

Kita looked at the lunch box wrapped in a tablecloth next to Goto Ichiri in surprise.

There are two lunch boxes, one large and one small, stacked together and wrapped together.

School has just started, and there are not many opportunities for the three of us to have lunch together. It can be said that it was a long time ago when Kita last saw Goto carrying two lunch boxes.

In the past, the three of us would often have lunch together and ask two teachers to teach me how to play the guitar.

But now Kita is good enough to stand on his own and can practice with his own efforts. Moreover, every noon, many friends invite Kita to chat together, and the intersection of the three gradually moves to the livehouse.

Of course, there is also a part of the reason why Kita himself does not want to disturb the two people's world of Kotobuki Hikaru and Goto Kazuri.

"Did Xiao Yili do it all by himself?"

"Yeah...sort of."

"Eh... It's amazing. Xiao Yili's progress is too fast."

Kita still vaguely remembered that not long ago Ichiri Goto was the type who knew nothing about cooking.

'For my boyfriend, I want to learn to cook and let him eat the love bento made by me every day. 'Kita has heard similar words countless times from her friends who have boyfriends.

However, how can cooking be something that can be mastered so easily?

The vast majority of people are only three-thirds enthusiastic and get tired after a few days of cooking, or simply give up before finishing a finished product because it is too difficult to cook.

I never expected that Xiao Yili, who always likes to back off, could persevere? !

"what......"

When the two lunch boxes were mentioned, Goto couldn't help but let out a long yawn.

"Now...when my mother wakes me up every morning, she doesn't urge me to go to school..."

"Then why?"

"Urge me to get up and make lunch..."

Goto Ichiri's head drooped.

The whole body was leaning on the barbed wire, and in such an uncomfortable position, I almost fell asleep.

I obviously fell asleep for a long time during the morning class...

"Xiao Yili's mother is really strict...she seems to be a very gentle person, right?"

Kita recalled the first time she met Goto Ichiri's parents at the shrine during the winter vacation and New Year.

The impression left on her by her Goto parents was that they were 'very gentle people'

After all, Goto Kazuri's own character is so weak... No matter how you think about it, it's impossible to have a pair of strict parents.

"Gentleness...Mother's gentleness is only on the surface..."

Recalling his mother's stern look in the kitchen, Goto couldn't help but shudder.

"Speaking of the bridal practice... I must not slack off. During the winter vacation, she often wakes me up early in the morning to follow her to do housework..."

Obviously, my mother would never leave housework to herself before.

Judging from my mother's attitude, the happy vacation of staying in bed all day without getting up and spending every day doing nothing should be unavailable to me from now on.

"New... bridal training?!" Kita looked in disbelief. "It's Reiwa now. Do the things that were popular in the Showa era really still exist now?!"

"Anyway, mom is just putting what she has experienced on me."

When Michiko Goto was teaching Ichiri Goto to do housework, she kept saying, "When I was young..." blah blah blah.

"But Xiao Yili is really awesome."

"Eh...is there any?"

Goto Ichisato turned his gaze sideways and looked at Kita.

At this time, Kita was looking at him with burning eyes.

The two eyes intertwined. Facing the scorching gaze, Goto Ichiri's eyes only stayed on Kita for a moment, and then he couldn't help but look away.

So dazzling——!

"To sacrifice for the one you love, and to persevere even through so many hardships, is an amazing thing in itself!"

"Yes... is it?"

Goto Ichiri narrowed his eyes in embarrassment and smiled.

"No, it's not that great. I..."

Although Goto Kazuri was so humble on the outside, he was already feeling happy in his heart.

After all, Kita was the first person to understand his recent efforts and give him recognition.

"But doesn't Kotobuki-san often not come to school without saying hello? Doesn't he tell Xiaoyili in advance if he skips class?"

"Indeed, this has often happened recently..." Goto Kazuri was also a little troubled. "But lunch boxes are prepared every day... If Hikaru doesn't come to school, he will take them home and let dad eat them in the evening."

"Well... Xiaoyili's father is so pitiful..."

Kita showed a somewhat resentful look in her eyes and opened her mouth to arrange Kotobuki Hikaru on Gotou's behalf.

"Kotobuki-san accepts Xiao Yili's sacrifice. If you don't know it, you should swallow a thousand needles."

"No need for that kind of thing!"

Goto Ichiri quickly waved his hand and denied it.

"I haven't done anything big...compared to what I've been doing..."

You are still far from yourself.

Goto Ichiri just thought like this.

Although it is a bit reluctant, I can still be considered to the extent that I can move forward side by side with the light.