There must be no problem with the youthful struggle story between me and the horse racing girl

After flipping through several pages, there was this kind of time schedule for keeping a running account.

Although it is very her style, it is indeed something she can do...

but--

He Chen was still a little disappointed not being able to see what he wanted to see.

But just as I was thinking about it, the content on the next page changed from the running account recorded previously.

O month O day

I went to Suwa City in Nagano with Mr. Asama.

Despite the excitement of this trip, I deliberately tried to remain calm.

He probably didn't notice that I was happy that he invited me, right?

Although the scenery was not bad, the lack of planning was quite off-putting.

Also, by the way, he did not choose to sit next to me, but deliberately sat opposite me.

thirty marks.

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Hiss...this was when we went to Sakihana Racecourse for inspection that day, right?What a cruel comment...but what's going on with this tone...

Could it be that she wanted him to sit next to her?

But if I remember correctly, she said she didn’t want the ghost teacher to sit next to her...

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Although Mr. Asama seems unreliable, he is still very reliable in some places.

However, I hope he has a better plan for his life.

Because of him, we were forced to stay in Nagano for one night.

Although as a result, it's nice to be able to spend more time together...

But I still hope he can be more conscious.

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"This..."

He Chen held the notebook and studied it for a long time, then he suddenly closed the page and turned to the first page again.

Diary notes...

Why is there suddenly so much space about myself?

Although judging from the evaluation, it should be praising myself, but the more I heard it, the more wrong it became...

Rong Jin shines, who looks so serious on weekdays, but does he see himself this way in private?

By the way, there seems to be a few sentences in this that don’t quite have the right meaning, right?

With this in mind, He Chen continued to flip to the next page.

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Staying in a B&B at night is a blessing among misfortunes.

Although it would be nice to have two people in the same room, I still declined the proposal because I was too shy...

what a pity...

However, the evening ghost story session is a good opportunity to earn impression points.

Ghosts and zombies are obviously so cute, but if a girl shows fear towards ghosts and monsters, and then takes the opportunity to cuddle up in a boy's arms and tremble.Teacher Asama will also improve my evaluation, right?

Sure enough, you still have to pretend to be scared.

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"It won't improve, it won't improve..."

Somehow, looking at this note made the soles of my feet feel cold.

He Chen suddenly regretted opening the book and reading it.

I feel like I know a lot of things I shouldn't know...

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Speaking of which, does Asama-sensei prefer a cute and bold little sister character, or a sweet and gentle big sister character?

To be honest, I would rather he just look at me.

He...shouldn't be ***, right?

I always felt that the way he looked at Mi Yu was a bit obscene. If Da Jin... I'd better forget it.

As for the current rival, it is still Xiaowan, right?After all, the beautiful posture is soft all day long and does not pose any threat.

Ah, if you put it like that——

A small bay like this...

Could it be that Mr. Asama is...

Mom boy?

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"..."

What should I do? This feeling of wanting to complain but not knowing where to complain...

How to do?

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If you wear a yukata and reveal a little bit, Asama-sensei will definitely take the bait, right?

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"—"

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I finally plucked up the courage to take him to the room at night, but Mr. Asama still looked like a wooden man...

Really!

Be more proactive with me!If this continues for a long time, I will disappear when the intimacy reaches zero, right?

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"...What the hell is intimacy? Speaking of disappearances, it's not that serious, right?"

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Oh, by the way, if my intimacy reaches a negative number, there will be a hatchet ending, right?

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"...Then it's better to disappear."

...Well, in order to survive, let’s try to communicate with her next time, right?

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I've obviously already stretched out my hand, but now I'm leaning in!

But he still didn't take action against me! !

coward!

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Who would do such a thing! !

Who does that guy think I am? ?

Diary, what are these records? ?

Although he was going crazy, Kazuo Chen continued to read.

But after this page, there will be no more pages...

As if he had woken up, He Chen felt his head swell.

In particular, notice a note on the last page.

[The contents of this diary are purely fictitious and have nothing to do with actual people or groups. Please do not imitate them]

Then there's-

(／w＼)

ヽ(^ω^)ノ(You were cheated)

——Hey hey~——

...this little devil!

...Rongjin shines...what do you want to do...

He Chen felt a sense of fatigue welling up in his heart, and everything seemed so pale and feeble.

Although there are too many things to complain about, there is only one thing in He Chen's mind right now -

That is--

"Where is this first episode?"

Ps:

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival everyone, please recommend, collect and reward

By the way, I suddenly discovered that Eijin Shining and Asama Kazomi have been getting along for more than 30 chapters!

Where is my flying eagle! ? (laugh)

Next it’s time to go to Fei Yingzi’s home court (probably)

Stopping and looking back at the past, a little bit of my thoughts

Well, this is Bei Xiaoji, the author of this book.

As the second half of the story is about to enter the second volume, I just want to say something after finishing writing.

The updates that were once so diligent are like a tight string. If it is suddenly loosened, it will be difficult to tighten it again.

Although it was not his will, his string was broken by the injury.

In August, updates were extremely unstable, and the book’s data also experienced a cliff-like decline.But if I have to say it, I was actually feeling unwell in July.

However, I only had the opportunity to have a physical examination after I returned home from my internship in August.

However, the author also understands all this. After all, if there are interruptions or no updates for a few days, some people will read books with a wait-and-see attitude, keep books, or abandon books.

Everyone was also frightened by the tj atmosphere of Shuke.

So the people who can see here are actually the friends who stayed here after going through that difficult time with the author.

For people who write books, the early results really don’t reflect anything. It’s the comparison of who can survive later that is the best.

So, first of all, I have to say thank you.

Your trust lasted until my condition stabilized and my physical condition recovered.

Although it is difficult to regain lost readers.

But if someone is willing to not give up the book and leave when I am in the most difficult time, that is enough.

After all, I have the confidence to survive again.

In August, he was diagnosed with moderate liver function damage and the risk of cirrhosis. Infusions, injections and medication have become daily necessities.

Although I wanted to stick to writing novels during that time, I have to admit that during that time, my mental state was really unstable and my inspiration was exhausted. Although I had a general direction and outline, my motivation to write a book was still there. Slowly worn down every day.