There must be no problem with the youthful struggle story between me and the horse racing girl

Fei Ying, who was originally frozen by He Chen's tough move and didn't know how to react, felt that his brain was no longer enough when he heard him say such words.

No matter how hard she turned her little head, she still didn't understand the relationship.

I saw Feiying's eyes widening with a look of astonishment on his face, looking at these two people at a loss:

"Huh? Participate in the competition?"

this matter--

Fei Ying is probably the only one who doesn't know.

However, Hechen nodded disapprovingly and said: "It stands to reason that before the competition, you should come to the venue to get familiar with the feeling, but it's not bad."

Ps:

Today my parents came from their hometown to visit me at my internship place because they haven’t seen each other for half a year.So I have to stay with them tonight, and I probably won’t have time to update Chapter 2.In the next chapter, I will put a duplicate chapter here first. You don’t need to subscribe first if you see it here.

I will update the second volume in one go when I get home tomorrow.

Chapter 182 Rainbow Song

The racecourse under the moonlit night always makes people feel a little different.

Every time I stand in a place like this, I can't help but feel the noisy atmosphere of the stadium.

Then I came back to my senses in a daze. The racecourse at night was so empty and quiet when there was no competition.

The two of them walked slowly around the outer viewing area of ​​the stadium.

After arriving here, Uncle Yano personally went to the track to direct the rollers to maintain the track.

Fei Ying and He Chen were left alone here.

Maybe this is also helping Kazuomi?

After all, in this case, maybe you can only have a good conversation if you calm down.

When there was no one else around, the flying eagle seemed to become quiet again.It's not that she's not good at words and doesn't know how to express herself, it's just that she's a little nervous in this atmosphere.

"Flying Eagle, look at the racecourse here. Do you notice anything different?"

In the end, it was Hechen who spoke first to break the silent embarrassment.

Hearing this, Feiying raised his little head and looked around, but he couldn't help but become confused.

She looked a little surprised, and hesitated for a while before answering uncertainly: "Why...why is there only a sand track here?"

Sure enough, she also discovered that the Sakihana Racecourse is different. As a racecourse, the track here does not have a turf track, but various types of sand tracks.

In short, this is a competition venue specially set up for dirt racing.

You may not have noticed it before, but now that Hechen has led him to the viewing area with a wide view, you can have a clear view of the entire stadium.

He Chen nodded, and then said: "Well, because this is a local horse racing venue. It was built with funds from voluntary groups. Before it was completed, it was decided to only focus on clay races."

"Um... if you put it this way! Could it be that the competition you just mentioned, Mr. Asama, is -"

Fei Ying seemed to understand what He Chen said at the hotel before contacting him, and his eyes widened.

He Chen no longer tried to hide it, nodded and said:

"Well, I want you to try out a dirt race here. Even just once."

"But... Feiyingzi said before..."

Fei Ying obviously wanted to refute something subconsciously, but she suddenly fell silent in the middle of her words. It seemed that she also thought that her current situation did not seem optimistic.

He Chen didn't care much. He cast his gaze on the field and said as if he was minding his own business: "Flying Eagle, there is something I haven't told you."

"...Eh?"

...Fei Ying seemed to react belatedly.

"Well...that's the reason why I am a trainer. Look, when you were in the academy, didn't you already tell me why you want to run grass races and why you want to be an idol?"

He Chen scratched his head in embarrassment. Now that he was talking about this, he was actually a little embarrassed.

However, some things obviously have to be said.

Kazuo turned to look at Fei Ying, and slowly talked about himself with a serious face: "Actually, the reason why I wanted to become a trainer in the first place was relatively simple, right? I just wanted to be able to help my sister. That...I probably haven't mentioned it to you yet, right? I have a younger sister. Although the relationship is more complicated, my sister, who is not related by blood, also dreams of becoming a horse racing girl. However, due to family conditions , so I gave up further studies and came to Tokyo to work-study to seek opportunities.”

"It should be regarded as a coincidence, I finally entered Treson College as a trainee, and then started from scratch little by little, and finally officially became a trainer this month. In fact, I didn't think I would be able to do it before. I have the opportunity to come to a place like this and meet so many friends and students who trust me. Although in the future I want to personally guide my sister to stand on the field——"

"But;;it's me now. I really want to make you the top."

"The small bay, the wonderful posture, Dajin, Miyu, Flying Eagle and Rongjin shine... I believe that we must be gathered together because of some kind of fate. If I hadn't entered the job search venue recklessly, maybe I wouldn't have Appearing at Tereson Academy, if I hadn't made up my mind to help Dajin, I might not have won her trust. If there hadn't been Xiaowan, maybe I wouldn't have entered the status quo so early in my career as a trainer - and that day , if I hadn’t become curious when I heard someone’s singing, I might not have agreed to train you as an eagle one day in the future, right?”

As Kazuo spoke, his eyes softened, as if he was recalling the scene that day.

Under the bridge under the setting sun, there is a petite figure who doesn't care about the people around him with his eyes closed, deep in his own world, singing a rainbow-colored song.

It was as if the world had become colorful because of her.

What a wonderful fate...

Even now, this memory still remains in Hechen's heart, as if it happened yesterday.

The flying eagle at that time brought such a wonderful feeling to Hechen.

"I can feel that the child really loves singing and the stage and has the same love for the game because of the feeling on the winner's stage..."

"That's why I don't want to see you like this, Flying Eagle."

Hechen said quietly, during this period of time, he knew her efforts better than anyone else, so he was the one who least wanted to see Fei Ying sink and give up...

Rong Jin Shining said that he was irresponsible, but that was actually not the case——

He longed more than anyone else for Feiying to stand on the winner's stage, just like when he was the only spectator and watched Feiying sing so hard under the bridge.

Hechen is genuine about her like that, and really wants her to be like that, so that everyone can know the real her on the field and on the stage.

In the defeat of that game, Feiying had done everything she could. Even at the last moment of the game, she found her breakthrough point in the limit...

The real difference in chess is to be with the minister.

In this battle, the contestants had done their best, and the loser was actually Kazuomi.

Therefore, Kazuomi doesn’t want the flying eagle to escape—

"...no..."

Fei Ying shook her little head, and she clutched the railing tightly, looking very worried.

"Just like the previous conversation, Fei Yingzi has always regarded horse racing as a means to achieve results. If he wants to stand on the winner's stage, that's it...it should be like this. Fei Yingzi has always been It was through this that I persuaded myself to stand up and continue working hard despite failures... I knew clearly what I wanted to do and wanted to stand on that stage, but in the end it ended up like this... Fei Takako...do you really like racing?"

"I have asked myself this question more than once... But in that game... Fei Yingzi really felt it, really felt it..."

Fei Ying bit her lips to prevent her tear ducts from bursting.

"The feeling of wanting to win the game is so strong... The stage after the victory is secondary. At that time, Fei Yingzi just wanted to win the game... Because that was what I did with you, teacher. Go ahead with what you agreed to do..."

After Hechen revealed his feelings, Feiying's suppressed emotions finally broke out at this moment.

During the game that day, all she could think about was winning the game, and nothing else mattered.

Because this time, it's no longer just about herself.

Those who stood with her at that time were Teacher Asama and everyone...

I made an agreement with the teacher to win the game.

But in the end, he was crushed by the ruthless reality.

Because in this constructed dream, Fei Ying finally recognized one thing——

"No matter how hard we try, Flying Eagle... has no chance of defeating Bourbon Carbon and the others on grass... Even if we break through the limits and strive to be our best... there are still some insurmountable elements. difference."

What is the most shocking thing?

Probably when you try your best, you find that there is always an insurmountable gap in front of the person you are chasing.

Before the game ended that day, Feiying actually couldn't hear anything.

She even suddenly realized after the game that she had been ranked fifth.

Although this achievement was something that Feiying had never dared to imagine before, even though she never dreamed that she would be able to push the powerful Bourbon Carbon to that point.

but,

Reality still recognizes one thing.

The soaring eagle, on grass, would be the end of her.

She cannot become a top player. On grass, Miura Bourbon is not the only insurmountable mountain in front of her.

After realizing this, under the double blow of two things, she even wanted to flee the game on the spot.

At that time, she was so afraid of meeting Hechen.

Because she failed to fulfill her promise, she didn’t know how to treat Kazuomi,

Obviously I wanted to have a good cry, but in the end I could only smile in front of him.

Faced with the unbearable pressure and facts, Feiying finally chose to escape.

It was obviously just a training match, but in the end it became the last straw that broke the Flying Eagle.

Collapse often only takes a moment, after escaping and returning.

Fei Ying thought more than once about giving up on her idol dream and no longer thinking about becoming a horse racing girl——

But actually, get to the bottom of it.

It was she who didn't know how to face Kazuomi Asama again.

Every time she thought of this, her chest really hurt.

Perhaps subconsciously, she had really developed a liking for this trainer who could accept herself frankly.

However, the agreement between the two would only end at the end of this training match, but in the end, she failed to respond to Kazuomi's expectations.

Escaped——

Or,

Running away is shameful, but useful.

only...

only--

Even Fei Ying himself didn't expect that He Chen would actually chase him across a thousand kilometers.

When she was hiding upstairs and heard He Chen say those words, her heart was as confused as a ball of frizzy string.

But even as she followed Hechen on the return journey, she still had doubts in her heart.

Because she has lost her direction.

But even so, He Chen still said such words at this time.

This made Fei Ying's long-suppressed emotions burst at this moment.

And He Chen listened quietly to Fei Ying revealing his thoughts with sad emotions.

Especially when he heard her talk about how she lost herself in the competition and wanted to escape, Kazuo couldn't help but sigh inwardly.

Regarding the situation where Fei Ying suddenly left without saying goodbye, he pondered for several days and finally came to the same answer.

Although Fei Ying always gives people positivity and sunshine on weekdays, he always treats difficulties with a smile and the feeling of getting back up after failure...

However, she has actually been suppressing her negative emotions.

No one is perfect, and it is not uncommon to have an unbalanced mentality in that kind of high-pressure situation.

However, Hechen was never willing to let Fei Ying remain in the doldrums.

Since the grass court has tried its best to get results even though they are not very satisfactory.

But maybe now?

He was about to redirect the flying eagle to the right place.

This is the final lesson, the shortest way is to take the long way around.

So, is everything just going to start over again?