Being obsessed with killing, I became a knife crusher

On the second level, in the Wind Whispering Plain, a large number of scattered wild wolves were wandering leisurely on the grass, and from time to time, players in teams would rush out to fight with the wild wolves.

In a corner of the grassland, a girl with dark brown hair was fighting a wild wolf. The dagger in her hand was like a poisonous snake, and she emptied the wild wolf's HP through multiple blows. Then the girl picked up the weapon that the wild wolf exploded. Material, moving towards the next spawned wild wolf.

Shino Asada, this is her name.

Why...are you here to play the game SAO?This is a long story.

In the past, she picked up a gun and shot the robber in order to protect her mother who was threatened by the robber during a bank robbery. This incident left a serious psychological shadow on her.

Later, she discovered that as long as she was called a murderer, she would fall into an uncontrollable state of panic and could not resist. Therefore, whether she was a neighbor or going to school, she was bullied by her classmates and suffered a long period of school violence. .

After that, she finally left her hometown to go to school in another place, but her classmate Endo somehow investigated the incident that happened in her childhood, and she once again fell into school bullying.

This time she couldn't survive, so she closed herself up and never went to school. She closed herself in the house and lived an autistic life until she saw the SAO propaganda.

Since you can't escape the name of the nightmarish murderer in reality, then... let's live a new life in the game. Thinking like this, Shino Asada was lucky enough to buy a SAO game helmet and log in to the game.

To be honest, when she learned that SAO was a death game announced by Kayaba Akihiko, after the initial surprise, she adapted to SAO very well.

Maybe it’s because you experienced a near-death crisis in your childhood?

After all, people may die in traffic accidents in reality, so Asada Shino didn't feel that SAO was such a bad world at this time.

It wasn't until one battle that she made a mistake and failed to level up in time to help her teammates, causing her teammates to die in front of her. At this moment, Asada Shino realized firsthand that this was a death game.

The hateful look the other party looked at her and the fear of facing death made her whole body shiver.

And due to the psychological shadow of her childhood, she blamed herself for the death of her dead teammate. If she had not made a mistake, that person would not have died... and after a long period of thinking, she mentally Almost twisted, she came to the conclusion that the man was an innocent person who was killed by her own hands.

From this moment on, Asada Shino fell into despair. He was indeed a murderer. When he killed the robber in his childhood, he only showed his potential as a murderer.

Later, due to this wrong way of thinking, coupled with the fact that she was too autistic and had no friends to enlighten her, Asada Shino finally rejected all team invitations and began to work hard to survive in SAO alone.

As long as there are no teammates, I won't kill others and I can just live alone.

For her who has a certain talent for the game SAO, this is not the worst thing.

But one day, two orange-named players blocked her on her way back to the city and violently attacked her.

She didn't dare to fight back. Once she did, what would she do if she killed the other person again?

In the end, the other party extorted the Cole and materials she obtained from fighting monsters, and walked away... She sadly discovered that even if she escaped into the virtual world, she still could not escape the fate of being bullied.

After that, Asada Shino originally wanted to stay in the hotel and never go out, but SAO had a feeling of hunger. After enduring four days of heart-wrenching hunger, she was forced to go out to fight monsters and obtain Cole, who had a meager income, went to buy bread to fill his stomach.

After that, she would encounter blackmail from orange players every once in a while, and Shino Asada endured it. After all, she had been bullied for a long time when she was in elementary school, and she had basically become accustomed to it. The pain, No one will know.

Although her mother tried very hard to help her, school bullying was not something that could be easily solved. At this point, Asada Shino actually thought about committing suicide.

But in the end she still didn't dare to commit suicide. It takes a certain amount of courage to commit suicide.

After finding out that he didn't have the courage to commit suicide, Asada Shino still honestly chose to fight monsters and earn money to live hard at the low-level level. After enduring it for a while, it was over... or something.

Until now, three famous players appeared in front of her.

She knew all three of these people, and they were old acquaintances...the old acquaintances who robbed her, and she had carefully read the rules of SAO. The red name meant that the player had killed someone. These three people. ..Having truly taken the lives of others, is it now your turn?

Asada Shino wanted to turn around and run away, but because of fear, she couldn't escape at all.

"I, I will give you the money and materials...let me go...can you?"

Asada Shino asked with a trembling voice.

"Ha! How can that be done? It's just a little bit of Cole and low-level junk material! Do you think we can be satisfied!"

The leader, a famous player named Ju Shanli De, shouted loudly.

"Hey!!! Then, what do you want?"

Shino Asada asked in horror like a frightened bird.

"Please turn off the anti-harassment system. If you feel comfortable with us, we will let you go."

Marishan Ridoku showed an evil smile and approached Shino Asada step by step.

In the game SAO, there is a marriage system, and the organs completely reproduce the organs in real life. Because of this, SAO is also equipped with an anti-harassment system to protect women’s rights. As long as the players themselves do not initiate prosecution, otherwise this anti-harassment system will be implemented. The system can easily wipe out any player.

This is also the reason why these three people did not dare to attack Asada Shino's body before.

"Don't play tricks? If you trigger that mechanism, even if I die, my two companions will kill you. If you want to survive, I advise you to obey us honestly."

Mariyama Ryoku slowly stretched his hand towards Asada Shino's face. Even if he touches his face and it is judged as harassment, he will not be judged to be an instant kill. At most, a sky thunder will knock off 30.00% of his health. This is to prevent women. Players deliberately use the anti-harassment system to instantly kill male players.

That's why he dared to do this.

Ritoku Mariyama, who was ready to be struck by lightning, was not sanctioned by the system. This meant that Shino Asada was obedient and did not launch any investigation.

In fact, when that rough hand touched her face, Asada Shino was already heartbroken. She didn't understand why she had to suffer such unfair treatment, but as Mariyama Ridoku said, even if the system passed here The sanctions wiped him out, and the other two players would kill her without hesitation... She could no longer resist.

The light in Asada Shino's pupils disappeared, and it didn't matter what happened. .

"Wuhu!!! Brother, come on, come on, this beautiful girl, you're almost done, so it's time for the two of us!"

Ju Shanli De's two younger brothers couldn't wait to rush over.

"Why are you so anxious? This guy has been tamed and you can do whatever you want with him!"

Mariyama Ryoku pushed Shino Asada onto the lawn, and when he was about to reach out and touch other parts of Shino Asada's body, there was a crisp sound of the player's body exploding after death.

"!!!"

Ju Shanlid immediately stood up and looked back. A black one-handed sword happened to pierce his body. The blood tank changed from green to red at a speed visible to the naked eye and then completely emptied.

"how come..."

Leaving the last three words behind, Ju Shanli De watched Mo Yin's expressionless face explode into spots of light.

"Hey, are you okay, eh?"

After killing the tormentor of the Smiling Coffin, Mo Yin was surprised to find that the female player lying on the ground with a lifeless face was actually Asada Shino.

In fact, after he got the information from Kohina, he sent it directly, and as soon as he came over, he saw the three of Marishan Ridoku.

Asada Shino, who was lying on the grass, did not answer Mo Yin's words. He just lay quietly on the ground like a doll, looking at the SAO sky with dull eyes.

"Um, Miss Shino?"

Mo Yin gently patted Shino Asada's cheek, but still received no response.

"This is really..."

Mo Yin stopped talking and just sat next to Shino Asada who was lying on the ground, waiting for her to recover.

After all, Shino Asada seemed to be unable to hear his own voice now. He had some idea that Shino would be in this state.

At the same time, in the underworld, G36, who was dealing with soul affairs, heard Mo Yin's voice through the Blood God Stone.

"Don't reincarnate or kill the new Komaba Ryder and his two accomplices. Please imprison them first."

"learn."

After replying with the Blood God Stone, G36 called Nan Li to give some instructions, and Nan Li immediately accepted the order.

During this period, many people died in his world, including his former subordinates, so Nanli easily recruited these former subordinates to guard the underworld. In this way, G36 was not needed for some minor matters in the underworld. Go do it all yourself and just ask Nan Li to do it.

Asada Shino lay on the grassland for fifteen hours. It was only after her character's fullness level reached zero that she felt a heart-wrenching hunger sensation, and then she sat up.

"Are you hungry? Want something to eat?"

An apple was handed to him.

Asada Shino took the apple and chewed it wordlessly, crying as she chewed it.

Facing Shino Asada who was crying silently, Mo Yin didn't know how to comfort her for a while. If his own Ningyo or Initiator cried, he would definitely hug and comfort her gently, and put the Ningyo or Initiator in his arms. Get rid of all the annoying things.

But his relationship with Shino Asada hasn't reached that level yet, and hugging her suddenly might bring a greater psychological shadow to her, and it might make her mistakenly think that he also covets her body, which will cause her greater damage.

As for the three members of the Smiling Coffin who committed violence against her, he has already killed them. Even their souls have been temporarily imprisoned by G36, waiting for Asada Shino to judge those three people. However, at this stage, he really wants to kill the crying Asada Shino. But there is no way at all.

After all, Asada Shino's problem is nothing else, but her psychological trauma. This kind of psychological trauma cannot be solved by simple comfort.

"Why... why do I always encounter this kind of thing in my life? I encountered a robber when I was a child, and I was bullied all the time in elementary school. After that, even if I moved to another place to go to school, I would be investigated for the previous incident, and then I would be bullied again. Bullying.”

"Even if I escape into the game world, I still have to encounter such unfair things...why."

Shino Asada asked painfully. She didn't intend to get an answer from Mo Yin, she just wanted to vent her dissatisfaction.

"I can't answer your question, but I can tell you how to change the situation."

Surprisingly, Mo Yin seriously answered his question that he had no intention of getting the answer to. Asada Shino subconsciously turned his head to look at Mo Yin.

"In what way?"

"Resist and become a winner and you will not be bullied. As long as you become stronger than those who bully you, no one will dare to bully you, right?"

"I...can't...this is a death game, I...are afraid of killing others."

Shino Asada said painfully.

"why?"

What Asada Shino never expected was that Mo Yin asked himself why with a serious look on his face.

"Why, why? Then, is that an act of murder?!"

"Don't they deserve to die? As famous players, they have killed other players themselves, not to mention that they wanted to commit violence on you just now. Isn't this kind of bastard killing contributing to cleaning up society?"

Mo Yin asked rhetorically.

"But, but...murderous behavior is wrong..."

"The last time you killed someone, did someone say something wrong to you?"

"!!!!?"

Being seen through, this was the first reaction in Shino Asada's mind... The man in front of him who had just saved him knew his past...

but. .But, his problem...this. .She couldn't answer.

After she shot the robber, the police did not say that she did anything wrong. After all, she only killed the robber to protect her and her mother's lives at a critical moment. Indeed, no one said that she did something wrong. .

But, but, the environment she accepted was an environment without the death penalty, so murder became a very big crime. Therefore, she was called a murderer by her neighbors and classmates, but in the end, these people only regarded her as a murderer. Use words to attack her psychological shadow, and then easily bully her.

Killing was right or wrong. She didn't start thinking about it until Mo Yin raised this question.

He had killed the robber just to protect himself and his mother. There was obviously nothing wrong with that...but, but...the bloody face of the robber before his death appeared in front of Shino. When she saw this hallucination, she became unable to think.

"You did nothing wrong, right? There is nothing wrong with killing someone in order to protect your family."

Seeing Shino's pupils shrinking, Mo Yin reached out and pinched Shino's cheek. He knew to some extent that this question would remind Shino of her own psychological shadow, and now it was time to use physical stimulation to bring her back from that shadow. , as for her psychological trauma... Mo Yin felt that instead of comforting her, it would be better to make her become a black person and become accustomed to the behavior of killing.

After all, he is a blood god who becomes a god through killing. In his opinion, killing others is nothing.

Feeling her face being pinched, Shino's pupils refocused.

"me.."

Sinon's breathing became somewhat rapid as her consciousness returned to reality.

"You are not wrong. Killing someone depends on the purpose to determine whether the action is justified. Killing a person who endangers the lives of others is obviously a justified move. You did a good job and there is no need to have any psychological shadow about it. "

"I just saw that person's expression when he died. I... I have always had this nightmare since I was a child. That person has been cursing me. His face is covered in blood. I...will I have it all my life... Can’t escape this nightmare?”

Shino said with some pain.

"There is a way to solve this."

"Hey, please tell me what you can do!"

Shino held Mo Yin's hands and prayed, she wanted to escape this nightmare no matter what.

"Kill more bad guys to get used to this kind of thing. You will have this kind of nightmare from childhood to adulthood. This proves that you care about this kind of thing. And every time you dream about this kind of thing, it will deepen your impression and make it more difficult for you. Get out of it.”

"But if you kill a lot of bad guys, you will find that there is no less bad guy, so this problem can be solved."

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After hearing Mo Yin's answer, Asada Shino's eyesight went dark and she almost fell down on the spot. She never expected that the solution would be this! ?It’s too outrageous here!

"Yes, that's right. Only when you realize that what you are doing is cleaning up the garbage for society, and get used to it, can you escape from the nightmare of the man who died in your hands."

"I can't do it. You can't do that kind of thing!"

Shino shook her head like a rattle. She ended up like this just because she was afraid of killing others. Mo Yin suddenly asked her to kill people. This was completely embarrassing people!

"Then, do you want to help? If you leave it to me, I can help you get used to it?"

"Hey... Then, then... Then please..."