Fairy Britain, they all want to raise me?

"But I...must...stand here...fighting you,"

"Because... I have a reason why I have to fight."

Chapter 27 After the Disaster

She had obviously run out for several hundred meters, but at a certain moment, she seemed to hear the sound of something being crushed.

Obviously at this distance, even if he is really dead, she should not be able to hear him. Logically speaking, whatever she hears at this moment should be just a psychological effect.

However, when Huan heard that voice, she turned around suddenly and looked towards the dark curtain again.

At that moment, she felt as if she had been struck by lightning. Her body suddenly stiffened, and then she felt that the soul in her body was quickly and completely pulled away.

But at the same time, her heart was empty, and she did not feel the sadness immediately. She just felt that her whole body seemed to be a little dizzy, and her breathing became a little heavy at some point.

It feels like even my thinking is paralyzed.

"what--"

A suppressed voice came from her mouth. Arturia took deep breaths several times, trying hard to stop the spread of her thoughts. No matter what, she couldn't allow herself to think about what that voice meant, let alone imagine what happened next. What.

She knew, she knew, of course she knew what was going on there.

But, you can't think about it, absolutely not.

Because when her mind is fully aware of that thing, she will lose all power of action.

But now is not the time to be sad. She cannot allow herself to completely lose her mobility because of sadness...because if that is the case, it means that the person's departure has no meaning at all.

All of this is her fault, because she gave up her responsibilities, chose to escape, and left Britain alone, so Britain ended up like this... It was all her fault.

But she can't continue to think about it, she can't think about it, she can't think about it, she can't think about it anymore, because if she continues to think about it, she will be so heartbroken that she can't breathe, will feel world-weary, and will be unable to live anymore.

[Redela carried you to the coast of Chaldea. 】

[The people of Chaldea received you. 】

[You noticed that everyone in Chaldea seemed to be quite wary of you at first, but after seeing the appearance of you and Redela, this wariness quickly turned into enthusiasm. 】

[After asking, you learned that there were other Manchester goblins who lived here before, but because they had killed people before and had evil intentions, they were quickly discovered by Chaldea's advisors, and they wanted to make a violent move. At that time, he was quickly killed by Chaldean combatants. 】

[In addition, the reason why they have lowered their guard against you seems to be because you look exactly like a certain heroic spirit they know. 】

[Tell the Chaldeans what you saw and heard in Manchester. 】

[Everyone in Chaldea sighed at your experience and expressed their willingness to accept you and Redela. 】

[On the deck of Chaldea's strange-looking spaceship, you look back at Britain, but you can only see the coastline engulfed by raging fire, and the giant beast roaring on the edge of the coast. 】

[You know, the person you love is nowhere to be found. 】

"—"

Until she looked into the giant beast's blood-red eyes, until she realized that it was all truly over, Artoria's body swayed and slowly softened to the ground.

Then, heart-wrenching cries echoed along the coastline.

[Since Britain has become a restricted area for life, Chaldea has temporarily given up the idea of ​​​​landing. 】

[A month later, you gave birth. With the help of everyone in Chaldea, you gave birth to the child safely. 】

[Looking at the child whose features are vaguely similar to Guinevere's, you started to cry again, but at the same time, you were determined to raise this child well for Guinevere's sake. 】

[After your body recovered a little, you overheard the content of the Chaldean meeting, but you didn't understand much of those things. You just vaguely heard them saying that the "collapse" phenomenon had stopped, and there was no longer any place in Britain. It is necessary to stay in the Lost Belt. 】

[A few days later, Chaldea proposed to leave Fairy Britain. A certain man named Holmes explained many things to you that you didn't understand, and finally said that you seemed to be able to leave the Lost Belt as well. 】

[You rejected the other party's kindness and chose to stay in this hometown you don't like. 】

"It was my fault,"

Looking at the island where the fire seemed to be gradually extinguished, Arturia gently held her infant child and said softly:

"I shirked my duty and did nothing for the island and to save Britain."

"Perhaps everything I am experiencing now is my retribution for escaping my mission."

"Now that things have happened, how can I continue to escape?"

"Let me stay on this island that may be destined to perish and atone for my sins."

[Redela Bit agrees with your realization and decides to stay with you. 】

[Chaldea respected your choice. After confirming that the fire in Britain had stopped and that there was no danger on the coastline, Chaldea left you and Redela Bit on the coastline. 】

[You and Redela go together to find the remaining fairies and humans in Britain, reunite them, and rebuild the city. 】

[Although there is only one in a hundred, there are still some lucky people left in Britain who have escaped this catastrophe. 】

[In the process of gathering goblins everywhere, you try to get news about Guinevere from them. You think that if it is Guinevere, he will definitely be able to stand out no matter where he is. 】

[But unfortunately, you didn’t hear any more news about him. Instead, you got some news about the “Lord of Disaster” Beryl. 】

[It is said that he seemed to be attacked by the fairy knight Lancelot when he was most satisfied, and was eventually beheaded by Lancelot in the frenzy of Morse. However, after that, Lancelot also disappeared. . 】

[Because of his outstanding strength, Redela Bit became the leader of your group of survivors.Because of his friendship with Guinevere, he takes good care of you and your children. 】

[As for the name of the child, after thinking for a long time, you finally named the child Alsace. 】

[Although I don’t know the meaning of this name, Guinevere once joked with you, saying that if you give birth to a child named Alsace, you will be very filial. 】

[You asked him the reason at the time, but he just smiled and said that a child with this name must be very filial.In honor of him, you decided to use this name. 】

[In this way, you and your child have lived a stable life together for several years. 】

[Five years later, the great disaster, the disaster of inflammation, came. 】

Chapter 28 Settlement Reward: Temporary Noble Phantasm

"Mommy mommy."

"—"

"It hurts so much...Mom..."

"—"

The whistling sound quickly faded away, and in just a few seconds, the murderer had already left the settlement.

And in the scattered settlement that was torn apart by the supersonic air flow, Arturia lay weakly on the ground, looking at Alsace whose voice became quieter and quieter a few meters away, and couldn't help but shed tears. The corners of his eyes slipped.

She desperately stretched out her hand towards Alsace, but it was like a mockery of fate. No matter how desperately she stretched out her hand, her fingertips were always just a little bit closer to Alsace.

"Mom...I'm so sleepy..."

Finally, in her frightened sight, Alsace's voice finally disappeared, and even his movements stopped completely, without any sound.

"Alsace...my child..."

sorry Sorry sorry.

It's all mom's fault.

It’s all my fault for escaping... escaping fate, escaping mission, escaping what must be done...

That's why everything turned out like this, that's why Britain was destroyed, that's why your father died...

sorry Sorry sorry......

"It's mom who...can't do anything."

[After the disaster started, your settlement was attacked by the disaster of fire. 】

[The goblin settlement rebuilt after the disaster was massacred, no one survived, and your children died before you. 】

[With endless regret and pain, you died. 】

[This simulation is over. 】

[Summary of your deeds in this simulation...]

[Whether you are a goblin sent to the surface by Paradise or a child of prophecy, you are undoubtedly a failure]

[Even as a mother, you could not let the child who could have saved Britain on your behalf grow up safely. 】

[However, at least this time, you did not give up on yourself. Even if you were heartbroken, you still survived for your child and tried to do everything you could for him. 】

[From this point of view, you are at least a good wife and mother. 】

[Your evaluation of this simulation life is: Ordinary life]

[Your score for this simulation is: 25 points]

[Do you accept this simulated memory? 】

"boom--"

Outside the city of Salisbury, Arturia stared at the light curtain in front of her and punched half of the dead branches lying on the ground.

It happens again, it happens again... it happens again!

Why, why does it end up like this every time?

Why is she so powerless at every critical moment?

Why couldn't she do anything in every simulation?

Arturia slowly withdrew her trembling hand and blew on her swollen finger joints in frustration.

She is always like this, fragile, powerless, unable to do anything, and ends up becoming a liability every time.

Even a desperate struggle can only be reduced to a laughing stock.

Memories were gradually flooding back to her, and the feeling of powerlessness filled her heart more and more.

As soon as she closed her eyes, all that flashed before her eyes were painful memories that were unforgettable to her.

"——Sorry, this is the only solution I can think of."

"Stay alive, Artoria."

"Take my share and love our children well."

This is the scene when Guinevere is covering the shoulder where one hand is missing, leaving her with a staggering back.

"——Give me, let's go!"

"Move forward!"

"Don't look back!"

This is the scene where Guinevere roared at her with all his strength when he finally fell from the head of the giant beast.

"--Mommy mommy."

"It hurts so much...Mom..."

"Mom...I'm so sleepy..."

This was the last thing she saw, Alsace lying in a pool of blood.

It was all because of her weakness and her escape that led to the death of those she loved deeply.

It's not because she did anything wrong, it's just because she didn't do anything.

His slender knuckles were forcefully inserted into the thick bushes of hair, and he was scratching his head in a helpless and furious manner. Even his knuckles looked a bit pale.

Pain, regret, despair... Emotions like these poured into her heart along with the painful memories, turning the girl's chest into a mess, as if it was about to burst.

However, such emotions did not last long.

Soon, a certain obsession lifted away all the negative emotions.

Because no matter what, at this moment, she has returned to the original time.

Now, she still has the opportunity to rewrite those futures.

This time, no matter what, she won't escape anymore.

Artoria raised her head and stared at the light screen of the queen simulator.

[Based on this point, you have obtained 20 Saint Quartz fragments. 】

[Since the existing Saint Quartz fragments are not enough for the lottery, the system will automatically save these Saint Quartz fragments——]