Weird collapse, chasing husband crematorium

"I'm not afraid of death, because there are also my friends and family there..."

Li Mo closed his eyes, paused for a second, and added, "Rather than my own humanity being lost and my consciousness being shattered, I'm more afraid of not being able to save those I love because of my own weakness. I hate the feeling of being powerless, so you understand, this risk has been taken into consideration from the beginning."

"No matter what the cost, I will rescue you all."

Mei narrowed her eyes, looked at Li Mo, and a bitter smile appeared at the corner of her mouth.

Because you think and act this way...

That's why Dr. Mei doesn't dare to tell you...

"it is good."

Meiyi took a step forward and hugged Li Mo.

The strange right hand was filled with light spots, sliding and caressing the strange holy marks on Li Mo's back.

At this moment, she abandoned Mei's memories and behavioral habits, and faced Li Mo honestly with the strange Mei's fictional personality.

At least before dying...you have to show your truest emotions in front of your family.

This was her last wish before she died.

"Brother, Mei will ensure that there will be no possibility of your consciousness collapsing..."

"The worst-case scenario is that you become a pseudo-human with a mind and behavior similar to yours. Don't worry, it still retains your soul. One day, your consciousness will eventually revive."

"Mei will give her all to protect you."

"And...Brother, remember, you must remember..."

Li Mo asked back: "Don't forget you?"

Mei shook her head. "Remember, we are always on your side. No matter what happens, please trust Dr. Mei. She has been working hard to turn this imperfect story into what you want."

"What do you mean?"

Li Mo wanted to ask more about Mei, but a sense of unnecessary pollution began to impact his consciousness.

This is not just pollution, but the law that appears in the form of pollution, which is constantly washing away the original strange trajectory of Li Mo.

The left hand that possesses the strange ability of "usurpation" is undergoing a transformation. It is no longer as delicate and fair as Mei's, but has turned back into Li Mo's original left hand.

But the pollution above is only increasing.

The strange stigmata on his back grew increasingly red, as if tears of blood were flowing, soaking through his clothes.

Li Mo's five senses were briefly stripped away, and vague "wishes" appeared intermittently in his ears, and then disappeared completely.

My mind was in a mess, I couldn't think or recall.

This was a possible loss of consciousness caused by "making a wish", but it soon subsided.

why?

Did Mei "wish" for something unnecessary again?

In a trance, Li Mo heard Mei's voice:

"People always focus on something important besides themselves. After I die, traces of my existence will remain here. I'm curious whether you care about these traces. Even more curious, when these traces disappear from this world, will you still remember them at some point... these insignificant yet precious traces that once existed but are now gone."

"After that, use the lack of logic to create your own logic. Let everything be the way you like it best."

"If you really care about someone, recognize his ideas, respect his choices, and acknowledge his value."

"Then you should realize his dream. Practice his philosophy and understand how he sees things in all their beauty and decay."

“That’s the path I’m following.”

“In the final analysis, what the world recognizes is not empty words, but real struggle.”

Li Mo lost consciousness. Mei Yi looked at his stern face, a bitter smile hanging on her pale lips, and said one more sentence:

"What you wish for is what I wish for."

⑦ Solitude and Undercurrent

"Wish" fulfilled——

Three days later, Li Mo regained consciousness at sea level. His blurry vision became clearer, and he stared blankly at the bright moon in the sky.

The faint cold light of stardust and white fireflies falls on the boundless sea, and the waves are sparkling, like a piece of silk dotted with stars.

Li Mo slowly opened his eyes, and what came into view was a thick black and blue.

There was silence all around, only the waves gently lapping against his body and the red-stained cherry blossoms in his hands, making a low and long sound.

The sea surface under the moonlight seemed unusually desolate, without a single sign of life. Apart from the waves and the moonlight, there was nothing else.

Mei has disappeared.

This was within Li Mo's expectations. If the consequences of "making a wish" became weird, the fictional personality would inevitably disappear if the consequences were serious.

Li Mo re-examined his physical condition.

The pollution on the body has reached a critical point and may exceed the limit at any time, causing the body to become weird.

All the weirdness in his body revived.

The strange and bright stigma on the back is always dripping with blood.

His eyeballs moved uncontrollably, turning towards any living person exposed to light in any corner of the earth, until Li Mo blocked his perception.

The laws of the Black Abyss caused a sudden change in ideology, and the idea of indirectly saving people could no longer support actions. He could no longer save Xiao Qianyo and others like he had before. Any action with the purpose of saving people would be rejected by instinct.

and also……

Li Mo suddenly stretched out his left hand from the sea. Under the moonlight, the skin of his left hand was no longer delicate, with purple spots embedded in it and faded light red blood remaining between his fingers.

"..."

"..."

Li Mo's eyes were dull. He returned to the shore and walked alone towards the strange cave, carrying Chiyanying.

From now on, he has no companions in this world.

Just now, he "killed" the last surviving companion.

Now he is still alive and Mei has disappeared, which means that the "wish" has been successful.

After death, one can turn into a pseudo-human, and use the pseudo-human's strange ability to freely travel through the time and space in which it existed to reverse all this.

However, there is a premise. After you have mysteriously transformed into a fake person, can you still maintain your self and change the past according to your current thoughts?

If not, then all efforts are in vain and all sacrifices are meaningless.

However, that is beyond his ability. Whether he can become a pseudo-person with free will after death as he wishes is an unpredictable thing in itself.

The essence of a pseudo-human is imitation, and the degree of imitation will become higher and higher as time goes by.

In the end, you will completely regard yourself as another person and will not even realize that you are a fake person.

The moment of death and rebirth as a pseudo-human is when free will is at its strongest. If one cannot maintain a clear sense of self at that time, it is almost equivalent to the disappearance of personality.

Moreover, even if he could maintain self-awareness for a short time, the weirdness was irreversible. It would not be like before, when he was close to the weird state and Alicia cleared the pollution on his body and restored consciousness.

This is a strange primordial law. Once it is formed, it cannot "die".

This is true no matter how weak the ghost is. Even a highly complete Guiqi cannot kill a human-headed ghost with extremely low completeness.

No matter how complete a law is, it cannot completely eliminate other laws, no matter how complete they are.

Either silence it or swallow it up and complete yourself.

Once you become a pseudo-human, no matter whether your consciousness is clear or not, even if you reverse the tragedy and stop it in time before the weirdness spreads to the intrinsic world, you can never turn back into a human being.

At that time, you will reach your "end".

However, if the outcome of the group's annihilation is really reversed, there is no need to worry too much about becoming a new terror. By then, Mei, who has survived, will definitely deal with herself in the most appropriate way, and there is no need to worry about the spread of the disease.

Now there are two things to think about:

The first thing is that if you can maintain your self-awareness by becoming a fake person, you should go back to that point in time.

Before entering the strange cave, he gave up dealing with the spread of this strange phenomenon and chose to stay in the original world to avoid tragedy.

"No... maybe even earlier..."

"Bet everything, I can change a lot of things."

Li Mo was very calm and was not clouded by hatred and grief. Or perhaps, he simply could not feel the emotional fluctuations in his head.

It's like a machine, tirelessly searching for the most suitable solution.

The pseudo-human can go to any time point where he has existed, and he has left his footprints at various time points in many worlds.

Therefore, while maintaining self-awareness, there is even a chance to change Kiana's weird state.

The weirdness cannot be eliminated, but if she goes back to the past and does not repeat the previous path, Kiana will not become weird.

Guiqi will remain silent forever and will no longer be a threat.

"Beichen said that Kiana was the first weird, but she is not the source of pollution, and neither am I."

"Can I 'usurp' Guiqi's space-time abilities in her dormant state, and use them to seal the strangeness spreading across the worlds?"

"It seems a bit redundant. Even if I don't do that, I have the confidence to go through the rituals again. But it consumes too much energy. Using Guiqi's ability will save a lot of time."

"I can use the extra time to change the fate of those who were originally going to become weird, so that the weird can't find the source of their past changes and fall into silence. I can then steal their power again, and the cycle will continue. It won't be long before I can completely end this disaster."

"..."

"..."

Li Mo fell into deep thought, his cloudy eyes suddenly drooped and his gaze focused on his right hand.

Is this plan feasible?

If it's possible, why didn't Mei ever think of this?

After returning from the funeral, I clearly told her that Guiqi's ability could be taken away.

If one wanted to eradicate the weirdness, the best starting point was to target Guiqi's unstoppable space-time ability. There was no need to worry about the weirdness spreading from other worlds; all that was needed was to find the most appropriate weirdness and weird objects to contain Guiqi.

Waiting for the opportunity to be ripe and taking away her ability is the best way to end the weirdness. So why has Mei never thought about this?

She ignored it?

impossible.

Is there something wrong with this solution? Is there something I've overlooked that makes it seem feasible?

"What is the truth she is hiding?"

"Could it be..."

Li Mo raised his head, and his ghost vision captured ghosts wandering in dead cities all over the world. This spreading weirdness came too abruptly and too bizarre.

Behind all the irrationalities in reality, there are hidden secrets.

Perhaps, once I figure out why the weirdness of the Eigenworld suddenly spread, I'll understand what Mei has been hiding.

"I have to remember that they are always on my side. No matter what happens, please trust Mei. She has been working hard to turn this imperfect story into what I want it to be."

Li Mo repeated the last words of the fictional Mei.

Immediately, the ghost's vision swept back and forth, looking at the devastated city ruins and the deadly and gloomy sea of corpses and blood.

This look was never what he expected.

"The second thing I need to think about is what I need to do in the remaining time."

Becoming weird is inevitable, and there is still a short period of free time before death comes.

During this period of time... no matter what you do, it is meaningless, because after becoming a pseudo-human and going back to the past, everything in the future will be changed.

Rather, the best approach now is to do nothing, which can minimize the spread of pollution and prevent further tragedies.

After all, like all ghosts, I am now a walking source of pollution. Wherever I go, I will involuntarily spread the pollution.

Even if the amount of pollution is not large.

The stars move and the moon shifts.

The bright moon hanging high in the sky fell again.