Done!I'm surrounded by yanderes!

"Do you like sister's feet?" Xiaoying stepped on my face with a condescending foot, and her words were so heavy that I couldn't breathe.

like?If not, it will definitely be interpreted as something else.

Only like you?This must be the 300 taels of silver here.

How should I answer so as not to arouse Xiaoying's questions?

"I..."

No matter how you say it, it feels wrong. Like picking up a red wine glass, I picked up Xiaoying’s toes under her beautiful black stockings and kissed them gently on the nail caps.

Xiaoying looked at me with interest, kept moving her big toes, and tried to pinch my tongue.

"It's so cute. If I want to reward you, do you want to eat first today, me or Levida?" Xiaoying asked a strange question.

I had no time to think about what Levida was.

"I want to eat you first." I answered Xiaoying's question obediently.

Xiaoying's expression became obviously happy, and she wanted to throw me down.

But I can't get it out of my mind. The class teacher fell to the ground in the wind and turned into a bright red.

[November 2017, 10]

Xiaoying, who was finally tired, hugged my arm and fell into a deep sleep gently. The ups and downs of her breathing were low and soft, as fragile as a glass exhibit that could be broken easily.

All kinds of memories kept pouring out in my mind, strange time, confused memories, obviously I couldn't remember how I ended up living here.

Everything is like a dream, chaotic and illogical, yet so coherent.

I can't bear it anymore...

What exactly is Xiaoying...?

I couldn't help but stretched out my hands and grabbed her neck.

She couldn't breathe easily and screamed like a baby seal choking on water.

I want to end this horrible nightmare just like that,

But I loved her deeply and couldn't do it.

"Is this a new interesting play?" The moment she released her hands, Xiaoying looked at me charmingly, her voice was naughty and full of fun.

"I... I'm going to kill you and then commit suicide." I yelled as I collapsed. I couldn't bear it anymore. I felt like I couldn't even distinguish between fantasy and reality. Everything was telling me that my Something went wrong in my life, and I could no longer deceive myself, nor could I reconcile my psychological ambivalence.

"Are you going to kill Xiaoying? But Xiaoying wants to tell you today that Xiaoying is pregnant with your child." Xiaoying looked at me aggrievedly and reached out to touch her belly.

"Impossible, this is impossible." I broke down and cried.

"Kill me, and someone will come to your door, take you to the hospital, do various tests, and someone will torture you as to why you did such a thing to your lovely new wife and child.

Everything you do will be on the news, you will be cursed at, and hated by people everywhere.

Do you really want to kill your happy life just because of the little uncertainty in your heart? "Xiaoying tilted her head curiously, asking questions that entered my heart.

"Stop lying to me! You crazy woman! I have already remembered it!" Memories of the past kept flooding in my mind. Levida, Xiaolei, and Xiaoyuanmiao, they all really existed. , I can obviously save them right away.

"What if they are lying to you? Just touch and see, the child is kicking me." Xiaoying, instead of panicking, looked at my eyes more seriously.

"Why do you know what I'm thinking? Get out of my head!" I pinched Xiaoying's neck hard.

Xiaoying struggled and twisted, but her expression was always smiling.

Until she stopped moving completely, her eyes were still open and looking at me,

It took me a long time to recover from the fear.

The first ray of light in the morning came in, and my consciousness became a little clearer. Looking at Xiaoying's body next to me, it still carried the fragrance of Xiaoying, and I fell deeply into fear, as if everything was gone. stopped.

Will the mountain collapse?Will the sky collapse?Will the earth turn into a sea of ​​fire?Will sea water evaporate?Will the Milky Way flow backwards?Will everything in the universe collapse into a black hole at this moment?

Will this be the end?

But why?

Why doesn't this nightmare end?

Could it be that the truth is just that I'm crazy?

Did I kill my beloved wife and the child in her belly with my own hands?

This is impossible?

This is impossible!

This is impossible...

Everything passed away in my shouting and love,

As if I had destroyed myself, I lay on the bed breathing heavily,

It doesn't make any sense anymore,

Why do guys like me still live?

Which world is real?

Xiaoying?

Or Levida?

Everything hits my broken heart,

No matter which side I'm on, I can't bear it anymore...

"Dong dong dong." Someone knocked on the door.

Someone is here at this time, what should I do?

I didn't have time to think about it and hurriedly hid Xiaoying's limp body under the bed.

"Who is it?" I wondered who would come to me.

"Open the door, brat." It was my mother's voice.

I was completely shattered, I couldn't face it all,

I could die or be caught, but I couldn't explain all this to my mother.

Don't open the door, don't open the door, don't open the door.

I carry the ultimate fear in my heart,

Did I really just kill my beloved wife?

"Open the door. Mom is here to see how your wedding preparations are going." Mom's message was sent to my mobile phone.

"Mom..." I opened the door anyway.

"Where's Xiaoying?" My mother came in and changed her shoes, then raised her head and glanced at me.

"Hey, you have dark circles under your eyes and your mental state is not right. You already know how charming my daughter-in-law is. My son is not going to die soon." My mother could tell at a glance that my state was not right, and she still You were kidding me, maybe you thought I was just too tired.

"Xiaoying has gone out and will be back in a while." I said perfunctorily to my mother, hoping to get rid of her as soon as possible.

"Then I'll wait for her here, and let's have a meal together as a family." My mother smiled and picked up the food in her hand.

"No need, you should go back. My dad also needs to eat." I said in a panic.

"You underestimate your mother again. Your father must have made all the arrangements. I'm here today just to urge you to get the wedding ceremony done." My mother smiled kindly and prepared to go to the kitchen to prepare the dishes.

But in my heart I only have Xiao Ying under the bed...

What should I do, truthfully tell all this?

Just because of the weird dreams?

Or am I really insane?

Will she understand me?Or will you lock me up immediately?

What exactly should I do?

I had no choice but to walk back to the bedroom while my mother was in the kitchen, wanting to lie down and take a look at Xiaoying's body to confirm that I was not dreaming.

I slowly knelt down and bent over, looking under the bed.

If nothing else happens, Xiaoying will be waiting for me under the bed with her eyes closed.

"Baby, what are you doing?" Mom's voice suddenly appeared at the door.

"Ah, it's okay! It's okay." I stood up immediately and rushed to the door.

"You seem to have something going on, are you hiding it from your mother?" My mother asked again with a strange look on my face when she saw me walking out the door.

As expected, you can’t hide it from anyone, but from your own mother.

But all this, all this is really too heavy,

I can't think anymore.

"Mom...me." I wanted to confess, but I was afraid that she wouldn't be able to accept it.

The pain in my heart seemed to be torn into countless pieces.

Confessing one's sins to his mother is a torture more terrifying than the endless hell, as if a red-hot sharp knife points directly at the most vulnerable part of the human heart.

"I...!" I almost went crazy and tried to scream with all my strength.

But my mother reached out and wanted to hug me.

"?!" I looked at her in surprise.

"Although I don't know what happened, my Zaizai, you seem to be working very hard." The mother smiled softly.

Looking at my mother's smile, my heart seemed to be saved, and I mustered up the courage to speak.

"Click." The door was about to open at this moment.

Ah, who is it?

My mother stepped forward and wanted to open the door for him.

Don't open the door!

Don't open the door!

Don't open the door!

.......

...

...

Xiaoying opened the door with a smile on her face, sat on a stool in the living room, holding a glass of water, and watched our mother and son hug each other.

"I'm so tired from my morning jog. Why is mom here?"

Everything seems to be a very warm and ordinary day.

2 This world is about to collapse

[November 2017, 10]

After we sent our mother back together who wanted to help us prepare for the wedding,

Xiaoying continued to live her daily life with me as if nothing had happened.

But I can no longer pretend that nothing happened.

Whenever Xiaoying and I lie in bed and make love,

When the skin touches each other,

The most intimate and lingering time,

When I only see the shy and beautiful Xiao Ying,

What I don't think about all the time is the little girl under the bed with her eyes open and smiling.