Done!I'm surrounded by yanderes!

Only in this way will he not write about this world again when writing novels.

Only in this way will he not enter this world after meeting Xiaolei.

Only in this way will he choose to seal no matter how many times he makes this choice.

Only by completely sealing off one's own existence in this way can Levida and Xiaolei be given their freedom.

Of course, becoming a god is not without its benefits. After becoming omniscient and omnipotent, he naturally knows how good everyone is doing to him by constantly trying to save him.

But becoming omniscient and omnipotent after becoming a god is also a bit painful.

That is to experience all partings again.

Chapter 451 Chasing Husband Crematorium

What is a dream?

Dreams are a continuation of reality.

what is reality,

Reality is the end of dreams.

So he died in front of Levida in and out of dreams, and his flesh and blood body was defeated miserably by the supreme divinity that transcended the rules.

Levida was heartbroken, seeing that the master who had adopted her, treated her well, treated her injuries, taught her to cook, and gradually influenced her with love and trust little by little, died without even leaving a body.

No, it's not so much that there are no corpses left, it's more that his existence in this world has been completely erased by himself.

If Levida hadn't had her own power, she would have become just like Xiaolei and not remember him at all.

She doesn't understand why in this world, good people are not rewarded, and why the person who gave her a life has no life of his own.

Obviously they finally reunited, but she searched the whole world to finally find him.

It is clear that the Theocracy and the New Kingdom have reconciled, and the era of peace is about to come.

She obviously crossed the world and came to reality from the story, so she could hold his hand and fall asleep for the first time.

For a lonely person like her, even a little bit of warmth can be regarded as a treasure worth the whole world, but now it was smashed to pieces in front of her again.

How many more times does she need to work hard?How else did she need to love him.

Will her will gradually lose herself, gradually erase her feelings, and gradually forget the person who loves her in the endless pursuit of the world?

She didn't know, she only knew that she was born for him.

From the moment she was born, everything about her was for him.

He left a signpost in her life, a shadow, and lessons to follow no matter what.

Maybe she also knew that the more she longed to get him back, the more painful she would have to go through endlessly, over and over again, but she couldn't give up.

Even though she didn't have the ability to solve the Crimson King, or even change all this situation, she had to go down, because in her most difficult years, there was a person who gave her all the light out of love for her.

So much so that she was so happy in the light for so long that she almost forgot how she looked huddled in the darkness.

Now that she was struck by the heavy truth again, he liberated herself in that way, so that she no longer had to make difficult decisions, no longer had to make those difficult decisions.

But he didn't. He strengthened himself, returned to the real world, continued to resist everything by himself, and continued to bear everything alone.

Levida made up her mind to follow his footsteps forever until the end of her consciousness.

But what she didn't know was that there was another person present at the same moment.

She is weaker than Levida, and her abilities are not even enough to survive other worlds as safely as Levida.

But she will gradually become stronger over time in the future,

If that idiot Levida can't change no matter how many reincarnations she goes through, she will only have a chance if she gradually becomes stronger because she is weak and has been hated by this world.

Both of them silently made a wish in their hearts. There will always be only one person, so no matter how many worlds we travel through, I will save him.

They couldn't bear it anymore. Like a piece of paper that had just become colored, it was cruelly torn to pieces in front of their eyes in the blink of an eye.

Chapter 452 Desire for Atonement

When he finally made a choice, Xiaolei had also made her own choice.

She couldn't believe that the man she loved actually chose another woman, and her frustration and pain made her determined to leave him.

She was extremely resentful in her heart, and all she had was despair of feelings.

"You look so beautiful." Brother Cong didn't care about his act of becoming a god and sealing the Crimson King. Instead, he followed the extremely desperate wife Xiaolei in pursuit of pleasure.

Brother Cong wanted to freeze her hateful and desperate eyes at this moment forever, pouring amber into the platinum frame and decorating it with various gemstones.

But none of this can describe the beauty of Xiaolei's hatred.

Alone, she came to the abandoned room where they once fell in love. She looked at their little moments alone and thought about how great it would have been if they had really never met each other, and she was just alone and far away. Watch him, watch him marry and have children, watch him have his own life.

Isn't this better than the current ending?

She hated her so much, hated that he might not love her at all, hated that the absolute trust she gave him was only betrayal, hated that everything about him was full of lies.

Mingming's parents were seriously ill when they first met and needed money, but they recovered well and were in good health when they met again.

He was clearly said to be a poor boy with no aspirations, but within two years he became famous all over the country.

He said clearly that he could no longer survive, but he ended up having a happy life but not cherishing it.

Maybe he fell in love with himself because he was too poor and had no choice. Maybe everything was just his plan. Maybe his hypocrisy was just to use himself as a springboard.

Xiaolei thought about countless possibilities for a while, but she was still reluctant to let her subordinates delete the manuscript of his novel.

She wasn't doing it for the money, but because it had been a dream for both of them.

When she came here again, she also wanted to find her former self. Is everything she experienced true or false?

Brother Cong stood outside the door and looked at Xiaolei in the window. He lay on the seat in despair, hugged himself with his hands excitedly, and nervously waited for the ultimate moment to come. He would finally see Xiaolei's most desperate moment. It's time.

Xiaolei in the room is still trying to convince herself that he also has the right to love others, but he has become unattractive, but he is not worthy of being loved by him, but he has already stood on a higher place to choose his own freedom. .

But Xiaolei still hates it so much!

Hate, hate, suddenly she felt a little strange, as if she had forgotten something very important.

Who does she hate?

Suddenly her heart felt empty, as if she was missing both great love and great hatred.

She sat on the chair in confusion, feeling as if she was waiting for someone.

But after waiting for a long time, no one came.

It was so strange. Xiaolei touched her belly and felt a little hungry.

She was so hungry that she had the illusion of being pregnant, but she was less than 20 years old and didn't even have anyone she liked. Why did she feel such pain of separation and death?

Feeling a little baffled, she got up and left. She always felt as if she had experienced a lifetime in just one moment.

But she couldn't remember at all who she was in love with?

Why can't I remember anything, what it is, who it is.

Xiaolei felt as if she had lost something very important, but did it really exist?

Who is it? Who is it?This is probably a shameful fantasy of a young girl Huaichun.

Xiaolei thought as she left the abandoned room where they first met.

Gently opening the door to her world, a new and beautiful world was waiting for her.

It's just that after he comes to this world, there will no longer be the girl who redeemed him, there will only be a cold reality.

He will be walking alone and will no longer be able to see her past, present, or even future.

Chapter 453: Shoot my sincerity

Xiaolei, who was outside the world, watched the scenes happening in front of her, watched her love for him turn to hate, and then forgot about him because of his sacrifice.

Countless emotions were boiling in her heart, and she didn't know how to face it. At this moment, she was just a bystander in her own life. She wished she could travel back to Xiaolei in that time and space.

Tell her that if she waits a little longer, the most important person in her life will appear.

Tell her not to hate him, because he is not a person who lives for himself.

Tell her to treat him well and not to be strangers to him just because of her amnesia.

She watched that Xiaolei pass him by countless times, and her inner eagerness and hope kept growing.

And all of this is exactly what Brother Cong wants to see the most. What makes him most happy is not just Xiaolei, who is kept in the dark and is resentful for no reason in the world.

It's Xiaolei who knows the true reasons for everything outside the world.

Xiaolei's love, guilt and despair are like fine wine that has accumulated for many years, with every layer and every strand deeply tinged with various aftertaste.

And this intoxicating beauty is getting older as time goes by.

When Xiaolei saw herself passing by him, she didn't recognize him.

When Xiaolei knew that he was in poverty because he had lost his strength and memory and could no longer write.

When Xiaolei found out that his mother almost died in the ward just because she was short of 3 yuan and couldn't use good medicine.

She shed tears of guilt. She was obviously the one who could easily change everything, the one who could lead everything to a perfect ending, but she missed it time and time again because of her ignorance.

Brother Cong watched Xiaolei witness the fleeting opportunities slipping away from his own hands in that world. Tasting Xiaolei's despair, he almost cried with excitement.

This is a way to make Xiaolei more desperate than killing him. It is also an excellent way to make Xiaolei's despair accumulate across the world.

If possible, he wished he could erase Xiaolei's memory and let her watch it from the beginning again.

Let her see how blindly and hateful she was when the person she once loved sacrificed herself.

Let her see that when she could reach out her hand to save the person she once loved most, she missed it time and time again.

Let her see how many times she has tasted all the sorrow and regret, but she can't even remember the most important person.

Of course, it’s not like Xiaolei couldn’t recognize him at all.

It's because he subconsciously avoids Xiaolei every time because of his low self-esteem, and Xiaolei can only vaguely feel that this person seems to be very special to him, maybe very important.

But Brother Cong only admired Xiaolei's despair. What he didn't notice was that Xiaolei's longing for him was slowly accumulating after experiencing one world after another.

When the smart Xiaolei watched all this from outside the world, she was already convinced in her heart that no matter how many times they missed each other, they would always be destined to be together.

She also believed that the reason why she had reached this point was because her own thoughts had accumulated enough to change her destiny. This time she finally followed in his footsteps.

So this time, she will definitely atone for her misunderstanding and hatred towards him.

Xiaolei's consciousness is still held hostage by Brother Cong outside the world, but her thoughts transcend biological consciousness and focus on one of her hands.

For an ordinary human being, the thoughts echoed countless times have finally accumulated to the extent that they can change the laws of physics out of thin air.

Just like the owner of the bullet in her pistol, he once braved tens of thousands of radiation levels in a certain death environment to bring hope out of Chernobyl.

Although this shot could not hurt the current Brother Cong, the power brought by this bullet, with the help of Saya, was enough to wake up a sleeping soul.

Chapter 454 The Broken Super Burning Ode

After all, the Human Emperor loves the world. In the birth and destruction of countless civilizations, He, who was polluted, has only one wish, which is to exchange for the freedom of mankind with his own dissipation.

Even if the concept of human beings changes again and again, this love still saves human beings who fall into despair again and again.

The first humans did not know that after defeating the gods that enslaved humans one after another, their own existence had been contaminated by the consciousness of chaos.

The name of the tyrant comes from the last, most sincere and deepest desire in his heart, to break free from the shackles of mankind and move towards tomorrow.

So He told His beloved quietly.

"Please kill me and continue my dream."

After being polluted, He will only be a catastrophe to the humans He loves. Even a look full of love will be the ultimate destruction of all human beings who are fragile in their infancy.

After His death, human nature fell into two sides: good and dark.