I write about collapse in my daily life

"Isn't this what you have been doing? All along, you lurked beside me, observed me, and finally handed me over to Otto. Have you forgotten how you betrayed me?!"

"Why would someone who did something like this care about innocent people?"

"......" Fu Hua was speechless. She was indeed wrong in what happened before.

"Answer me!" Not getting a response from Fu Hua, Kiana broke down and cried.

When she said the previous words, Kiana's voice was already filled with tears, but at this moment, the trembling cry made the audience feel even more heartbroken.

When had their Bugs ever shown such an expression? They really didn't expect that one day Kiana would become like this.

However, after a little thought, the audience also understood Kiana's current mood. In her opinion, Fu Hua is still the squad leader who "betrayed" her, and Fu Hua is still monitoring her.

And she also had to bear the pressure from the Herrscher of the Void, which made her afraid to go back to see everyone, for she was afraid that she would hurt them.

And the source of all this was caused by Otto and the person in front of her.

"You have completed your mission, right? Now, get out of my sight!"

In response, Fu Hua shook her head. Although she understood that Kiana didn't want to see her now, she couldn't do as Kiana wished.

She had already used Yu Duchen to bind her consciousness and Kiana's consciousness together forever, and she couldn't leave.

"......What?"

Kiana was very surprised to get the unexpected answer.

"Go back, Kiana-san, return to the principal and the others. Only they can protect you now."

"No, no..."

A red figure flashed through Kiana's mind, which made Kiana directly reject Fu Hua's proposal.

"I know it's hard for you now, but this is the only way..."

"Get out! Get out of my head!"

Looking at Kiana squatting down with her head in her hands in pain, a hint of sadness flashed in Fu Hua's eyes.

Although she was the one who wronged Kiana in the beginning, if things really got out of control, then she would have no choice but to make the worst choice...

Let the three of them...die together.

"Forgive me, Kiana."

......

In the live broadcast room, when everyone saw that Fu Hua was thinking about dying together in the end, they were shocked!

[What do you want to do? Fu Hua, what do you want to do! ]

[Stop it! Chong Chong is already in such a miserable state, and you still want her to die. ]

[Ah, Chong Chong is really pitiful now. She was crying the whole time, and she looked like she wanted to go but didn’t dare to go find Theresa and the others... Alas~]

[But there is nothing that can be done about this. Fu Hua also said that with Kiana's current mental state, she can't hold on for much longer. If the Herrscher of the Void really takes over her body, then everything will be over. Fu Hua's mutual destruction is the final guarantee.]

[Wouldn't Jizi's sacrifice be wasted? She used her life to buy back a few months of Kiana's time? ]

[Impossible, absolutely impossible! I don't believe that old thief really dared to write Kiana to death! She is the protagonist, how can she die so easily? Also, what do you mean by sacrifice in vain? Teacher Jizi is not dead yet, she just fell into the imaginary space. ]

Luo Yu: Yes, that's what you said. Ji Zi is not dead yet, we will see her again in a while.

"So, what do you say, brother? Are you really going to write Kiana to death here?"

Seeing that the audience in the live broadcast room began to make a mess, Luo Tianyi also asked this question to someone who had been in OMO.

And her question also attracted the attention of the audience.

[Indeed, isn't the old thief here? Why are we guessing here? Can't we just ask him directly? ]

[Anyway, I don't think Kiana will die here so easily. Apart from anything else, Otto won't let her die. Otto still needs Kiana to help him complete his plan. But let's see what the old thief says. ]

Luo Yu: "Guess?"

[Guess what! Your Highness, the foodie, please hand over the old thief's address. I have to have an offline battle with him today! ]

[Support! I support you, brother, with a pink sack. ]

[Support! I will support you??]

【I support your actions spiritually. 】

[Then I will be responsible for going to the police station to rescue him afterwards.]

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【6】

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Luo Yu: "Forget it, I won't joke with you guys anymore. But didn't you guess it? Kiana will definitely not die here, so don't worry."

Luo Tianyi: "Okay, with this answer from my brother, I believe everyone should feel more at ease now, right?"

[Indeed, with the words of the old thief, Chong Chong suddenly felt like he had a golden ticket to immunity from death.]

【The old thief's words are reassuring. 】

[In the final analysis, it’s because Kiana doesn’t trust the Immortal enough. If she could trust the Immortal, there probably wouldn’t be so many problems.]

[There's nothing we can do about this. Chong Chong doesn't know that the Immortal was deceived by Otto and that's why he betrayed her.]

[Indeed, and no matter what, Fu Hua betrayed her, this is an ironclad fact. And this is also the beginning of the current situation, the starting point of Kiana's nightmare. With these, how can you expect Kiana to calm down and trust Fu Hua? ]

[This old thief's control of emotions is really... In the last chapter, Yaya was happily taking the driver's license test. But in this chapter, he's already started handing out knives at the beginning. ]

[No wonder I wanted to end the chapter here, otherwise the emotional transition would be a bit too abrupt. He was so happy at the beginning, but so sad that he almost cried at the end.]

[??? Are you sure it's not because I'm afraid that we will be too excited after watching Angel's Reconstruction, and then in this excitement, when we watch this plot again, we won't be as sad as we are now? ]

[You understand the old thief! ]

[You understand the old thief! ]

......

You understand bro!

You understand me!

Chapter 298: Suicide?

After the wise guy’s speech, Luo Tianyi continued to play the game.

In the game screen, Kiana walks aimlessly on a remote road, trying to find a place where she can hide from everything.

But she understood that it was futile and no one could escape their past.

She remembered a lot of things, which made her realize that her anger towards Fu Hua was just a way to vent her long-standing feeling of powerlessness towards fate.

Because she knew that there was always a monster lurking in her body.

When she was twelve years old, she woke up for the first time, causing great damage and hurting her father.

Since then, she has been wandering, running away, pretending that 'she' doesn't exist.

She didn't dare stay in any one place for too long, nor did she dare get too close to anyone, for she was afraid that everything would happen again.

Knowing that she met Mei, Bronya, Theresa, and... Himeko, the encounter with these people made her think about staying for the first time.

However, this was just a naive thought. No matter where she escaped, no matter how she struggled, the road under her feet would eventually lead to the same destination.

Unconsciously, the flashing light of neon lights interrupted Kiana's thoughts, and the noisy crowd on the street and the aroma of food also awakened her fear.

The girl was like a frightened little animal, her body trembling constantly. She realized that she couldn't stay here, she had to get away from the crowd...

But this night market seemed so familiar, just like the streets where he and they had walked before.

Eventually, my feet disobeyed my body's orders and kept moving forward like a moth chasing a flame...

Watching Kiana's inner monologue, the audience felt both distressed and angry.

I feel sorry for Kiana because it is a luxury for her to even have a bite of hot food. I feel sorry for Kiana because she has to avoid crowds, friends, and any place that can bring her warmth.

I feel sorry for their Chong Chong who has grown into the 'mature' appearance he is now.

And the anger is naturally directed at Otto and the Herrscher of the Void.

Angry at Otto's inhumane plan, angry at him for ruining Kiana's peaceful daily life.

She was also angry at the harm done to Kiana by the Herrscher of the Void. Logically, they should have been one and the same.

Why would the Herrscher of the Three Realms target Kiana so much? Is it really just to seize this body?

The audience has now realized that this Herrscher of the Void is no longer the original Sirin.

Those who have read the comic for the second time all know that the reason why K-423 woke up was because of Xilin's wish to start over again.

Under the premise of this wish, Xilin would never attack the people around her as soon as she wakes up like the Herrscher of the Void.

Therefore, this Herrscher of the Void is not Sirin, at least not the original Sirin.

In the game, Kiana fell into memories again.

This time, she recalled the first lesson that Teacher Ji Zi gave her when she first met her, and her teachings to her.

At that time, she was so arrogant and started fighting with Teacher Himeko right after entering school.

Undoubtedly, she lost in front of the people she considered to be 'ordinary people'.

And this battle was also the first lesson she taught her.

Afterwards, it was Teacher Ji Zi who taught her little by little how to fight and why to fight.

Through Kiana's later memories, the audience also learned that Jizi's original dream was to become a scientist, but later her father died and was corroded by Honkai energy, turning into a monster. (Written by Lao Yang and others, see the comic "A Foreign Land" for details)

In order to find the answer, she chose to become a Valkyrie.

Continuing to recall, when performing the first actual combat mission, Himeko once seriously told Kiana that the Valkyrie had gained powerful combat power because of the Honkai energy, but the Honkai energy always existed as a threat, and the Valkyrie might be backlashed at any time, lose her mind, and become a monster that wanted to destroy everything.

[“If one day, your comrade loses control due to Honkai energy... you must end her life without hesitation!”]

[“…If it was Teacher Jizi who lost control, should we also take action?” Kiana asked hesitantly in the memory.]

[“Even if it’s me, you must not hesitate!” Ji Zi became serious. “Trying to protect the life of the out-of-control Valkyrie will only result in more sacrifices. If you don’t understand this, I won’t let you go to the battlefield.”]

[“I... understand. If one day, I also... I mean, if I lose Sora, then Aunt Himeko, you must..."]

[“I won’t let that happen.” Ji Zi’s tone was without the slightest hesitation. “As your instructor and captain, I will do my best to protect each of you and keep you from falling into danger.”]

[Ah~ What a cunning statement...]

......

The beautiful memories of the past kept appearing in front of Kiana's eyes, which made Kiana want to smile a little, but these memories finally stayed on the image of Himeko, who was covered with bruises and wearing a broken red armor.

At this time, Kiana's voice began to tremble again, and that slight cry seemed to be suppressing endless sadness and pain.

"You said that if a comrade loses her mind and is controlled by Honkai, she must be killed without hesitation..."

"But why...why are you..."

The shadow of Ji Zi appeared in front of Kiana, asking her questions. But she stuck the sword behind her just like that day, even though the sword could kill her.

Is she really worthy of Teacher Ji Zi's hope of survival?

[Fuck! You old thief, you have no moral principles! Are you here to teach us your last lesson? ]

[Sure enough, the saddest guess has come true. Kiana clearly remembers the moment her body was taken away. No wonder she feels so guilty.]

[Indeed, after all, she watched him hurt his companions uncontrollably and killed Teacher Jizi, but she could do nothing. You can imagine how much damage this must have done to her.]

[Teacher Jizi is the same. She is just like what Kiana said. She is too cunning. She clearly said that she would kill the life of the out-of-control comrade immediately, but she didn't do it herself! ]

[Stop using the knife, stop using the knife. If you continue to use the knife on the child, he will become stupid. ]

[But Kiana is really strong. If it were someone else, they would have been unable to bear the pressure and would have committed suicide, right?]

[What if Chong Chong is the protagonist? But this protagonist is too miserable. ]