Genshin Impact, I, a weak person, am challenging myself to find a solution that will bring me lifelo

Ah... I really hope days like this can continue forever.

Chapter 132 Once Again, Wine Lake

At the beginning of the new year, Youya became seriously ill.

Or maybe this was the normal state of her weakened body, with a continuous high fever. Without Barbara's treatment, she would not have survived.

Fortunately, her condition eventually stabilized, but the sequelae was facial paralysis. She could no longer show her sly, cat-like smile as before.

All these lively micro-expressions basically announced the farewell.

This made Youya pick up her old self-deprecating jokes again, but most of them ended up in a depressing atmosphere.

Fortunately, during this period, Youya and Barbara also completed several singing practices.

Although it was just a pity that I could only listen to her singing while lying on the hospital bed.

Moreover, she also thought about composing an original song for Barbara. Although it was embarrassing, it would be a great thing if she could really hear it.

Most importantly, although she has no talent in writing lyrics, don't forget that there is an idle bard who is a "master" in this area.

So, the days that followed were spent relieving fever, cooling down, studying, writing songs, and listening to songs. It was as if the two of them had entered Spartan mode.

Finally, Youya managed to choreograph the dance and song for Barbara before the end of February. I believe that they will shine by then.

This relaxation was followed by a serious illness for several days.

The speed of her condition deteriorating was beyond her expectations. It was like a sword of Damocles hanging over her head, making her extremely anxious.

But maybe it's because I've experienced this before.

Youya is still able to remain optimistic enough and maintain the most basic "decency".

Maybe she couldn't hide it from her sister who she lived with day and night, but it was not a problem to deceive the ignorant Amber. She even often went to say hello to Diluk and Jean.

Although her forcing herself to be strong was worrying, no one would think that she would collapse at any time.

However, it is not easy to fool Kaia.

He seemed to know some secret, so he often found various reasons to see her recently. When the girl was awake, he would chat with her, and when she was not awake, he would kill time by her side, occasionally talking about the new things he heard in the tavern.

Once, when Sister Eula and Amber were away, Youya asked him directly if he had overheard anything.

The only one who knew that her condition had worsened seriously should be Lady Maria. Even on Barbara's side, she disguised herself very well and did not reveal any clues.

After all, Youya's health had always been poor, so no one thought about it that way.

Kaiya originally wanted to laugh it off, but seeing the girl's expression, he answered truthfully.

She talked a lot with him that day, and Kaia also confided some secrets to her.

It is said that he came from the destroyed country of Kanreya and was a spy planted in Mondstadt.

However, he does not want to fulfill this mission from the past now. In fact, he is very confused now.

He was separated from his father on a stormy night. If it weren't for the kindness of Mr. Cripps to adopt him, he probably wouldn't be who he is today.

I grew up in Mond, gained friends, family, and a sense of belonging.

Now he has to devote everything to Kanreya, a person who has only been passed down through his biological father's lips.

He was unwilling to say goodbye to these precious things.

Kaia considers himself to be a selfish person who is very good at hiding his true intentions.

However, he seemed to have fewer concerns about Youya. Even his initial idea of ​​using her to do something had now turned into a hope that she could live longer.

When asked about the reason, Kaia just said that it was probably because he felt a little regretful that he would never be able to drink such delicious black tea again.

In return, Youya also told him that she probably wouldn't live long.

He was very surprised, even a little sad...which made Youya wonder when she had left such a mark in his heart.

Kaiya never doubted her, just as Youya never doubted whether what he said was true or not and always listened patiently.

Therefore, Youya asked him to help her keep the secret.

Kaiya could understand why she did this, but he was also shaken.

Should I tell my brother about this? If everyone knew about this, they would definitely lend a helping hand, but...

Does that go against Youya's own will?

When I knew I was reaching the end and had prepared myself mentally, I was dragged forward forcefully.

Isn't it a cruel thing to let her continue to suffer from the disease and no longer be as optimistic and cheerful as before?

Kaia didn't remember how he got back that day. He only remembered seeing his brother, who was still ignorant and full of anticipation, preparing flowers to give to girls at the Wind Flower Festival.

He made up his mind and chose to keep it secret.

It is not difficult to deceive. Youya has done a good job. All he has to do is maintain his daily life.

Even if this would lead to a breakup with his sworn brother Yu in the near future, he would not hesitate.

It's time to reveal all your secrets.

……

A week before the Wind Flower Festival, Barbara's first idol performance was held at the Church Square.

She performed very well and didn't look like a newbie at all, with her friendly smile, cute and perky cheeks, and touching songs.

She did her best in every aspect, and Youya sat in the best seat and watched her sing the whole thing.

That night, he stayed at Barbara's house and slept in the same bed with her.

The serenade she sang was very nice and helped Youya sleep well all night.

Even the heaviness that used to trouble my body and mind seems to have lessened a lot.

Youya thought, maybe it was time to say goodbye.

She returned home and spoke to her elder sister Eula, who had temporarily stopped her activities in the Knights' Order to take care of her.

I hope to go to Fruit Wine Lake again.

Sister Eula was stunned for a long time before answering her, "Yes."

But it would have to wait until after the Wind Flower Festival. Yuya was a little troubled, but she still agreed.

As time went by, Youya's body seemed to have returned to the way it was last summer, safe and stable, as if she had recovered her health.

This greatly encouraged everyone, and the festive atmosphere in Mondstadt became stronger, with all kinds of decorations gradually being seen on the streets.

The day before the Wind Flower Festival came, and the girl found Eula again and lost her temper for the first time.

She hoped that she could accompany her to Fruit Wine Lake, saying that she wanted to find flowers there to give to everyone.

Unable to persuade Youya, Youla had to agree with trembling eyes.

The quiet lake carries the boat, and the oars stir up the waves, creating ripples.

The fine white sand beach gradually appeared before our eyes——

The tiny and gentle girl is about to reach her end.

Chapter 133: The Wind Flower Engraved in the Heart

People often say that the world can keep going without anyone, and that everyone is just an insignificant screw in the "huge factory".

What's worse, in fact, it's not even a screw...

Youya didn't know the origin of this sentence, but in the past she thought it was extremely correct.

But now I feel that this is nothing but a substitution of concepts. The world can indeed continue to function without anyone, but people are not born to be "emotionless screws", as if they were born to fill this "huge factory".

When the value of an individual is “priced”, can he still be called a “human”?

Therefore, it is right to accept your own departure and bring sadness to others instead of using such overly rational and even cold words to convince yourself, right?

This is why she likes watching movies so much, there are always many life references and lessons to be learned there.

For example, there is a sentence that corresponds to this in "The Man of the Times".

——You may not understand it, but everyone is influencing other people's lives. No matter who is missing, there will be a space in the world. Isn't it?

Although the idea was too naive and was just a girl's fantasy, but now...

I can't get rid of this habit of daydreaming.

When the breeze blew across her cheeks and made her hair flutter, Youya really thought of many things that happened afterwards.

To the extent that she didn't even realize they had reached the shore until her sister Eula carried her off the boat, and then she came to her senses.

“It’s still the same here as before.”

She leaned on her sister's shoulder and said easily.

"It's different. The waves will gradually recede, and each time the beach will reveal its true appearance. Perhaps after a long, long time, this place will become completely different from what it is now."

Eula also gently pressed her cheek on the girl's head, her eyes were so loving and full of sorrow.

"But the waves will remember all this, won't they?"

"...Well, just like Yuya said..."

The girl poked her head out from her sister's arms and looked towards the Fruit Wine Lake in the distance.

The beautiful scenery here is actually not that outstanding, it just embellishes the girls' dreams and visions, making it appear sparkling.

Even in the dark night, the cold moonlight is still reflected.

"I really miss it. I didn't feel this way when I came here before, but now when I look at the Fruit Wine Lake, I feel like I've returned to my long-lost home."

"We are here to find a suitable wind flower for you, okay?"

Although Youla couldn't bear to break the girl's fantasy, she would never allow Youya to spend the night here.

"Hehe. Actually, I just wanted to come here. After all, you can't catch the waves with your hands."

"..."

Sister Eula's expression became a little sad.

She held the girl in her arms, then slowly squatted down, sat on the beach, and looked at the Fruit Wine Lake in the afterglow of the evening with her.

"Youya, can you promise me one thing?"

"Ok?"

The girl leaned lazily against her sister, her nasal voice cute.

"Can we attend the Wind Flower Festival tomorrow?"

"Of course, this is something I have been looking forward to for a long time. Tomorrow I want to wear a beautiful dress, present the Wind Flower, get the Wind Flower Star Medal, and go to watch Barbara's idol performance. Finally, we will go to the Angel's Gift to have a party together!"

"There are many things to do, but nothing related to my sister..."

My sister's voice became low and lost.

"Nothing, I just want to do everything with you!"

Youya smiled faintly. This was all she could do.

"I'm really looking forward to it, tomorrow——"

"Don't get too excited or you'll end up losing sleep like Amber."

"No. I'm not a follower who chases after my sister to ask for candy."

“Sometimes I really wish you were…”

It was another round of dependence, and Youya seemed to remember something and spoke to Youla.

"Could you please help me find a conch that's suitable to be given as a wind flower?"

"How can a conch be a wind flower..."

"If you are so unromantic, even I can only give Sister Eula a passing grade, okay?"

"Well, okay. You wait here for me. Don't fall asleep or run around, or I will never forgive you this time! Do you understand?"

For some reason, there seemed to be a hint of urgency in Sister Eula's voice.