Genshin Impact, I, a weak person, am challenging myself to find a solution that will bring me lifelo

Chapter 34 I Miss You So Much

Although I hesitated for a long time, and even thought about going home today, but inexplicably -

"I always feel a little uneasy..."

Sister Ganyu, who is so clingy to her, must feel lonely or isolated if she doesn't visit her all the time, right?

During the time I lived with Sister Ganyu, I didn't see her have any close friends. She devoted almost all her time to herself.

Now, because of this fear, I am thinking of giving up...

After making up her mind, Yun Chang set off again and headed straight for Gan Yu's residence.

Then, I saw a scene that made me feel full of guilt.

Sister Ganyu, who had specially resigned from Yue Haiting's secretary position in order to take care of her and even spent a lot of time building a good relationship with her and always tolerated her willful ideas, was now standing at the door and dozing off.

The head was heaving and the body was in a state of being about to fall over, yet just holding on.

Yun Shang walked lightly to her side, and just as she was about to reach out to touch her shoulder, she heard the faint sound of her mumbling in her sleep.

"First snow...don't go..."

This sentence was like a spell, freezing Yun Chang in place.

Naturally, many speculations arose in her mind. She had consulted Master Zhongli and learned a lot about Sister Ganyu's affairs.

I also know that if I want to truly understand Ganyu, I need to look into Liyue’s more than 3,000 years of history.

Because in every peaceful and tranquil year of Liyue, her figure can be seen working silently.

In addition, there is a secret that few people know today.

Ganyu once had a younger sister, who also left a significant mark in Liyue’s history.

...the half-immortal who represents auspiciousness, the first snow.

It’s a pity that she hasn’t learned much about the half-immortal. She only knows that many insignificant aspects of Liyue today have been contributed by her.

And every time when he talked about her, Master Zhongli's expression of nostalgia and sadness did not seem fake.

Therefore, Yunchang did not take the initiative to ask Master Zhongli, because exposing people's scars is something only bad kids would do.

If you were to search on your own, it would take a lot of effort just to familiarize yourself with Liyue's thousands of years of history.

Although she is a good bookworm, she is now just a waitress working in the Wangsheng Hall. She will be taken out by Master Zhongli for occasional breaks, and some of her time will be taken up by Hu Tao. The remaining time for quiet reading is not as much as when she first stayed at Feiyun Chamber of Commerce.

However, even if it might sound narcissistic to think this way, could it be that I am being treated as a substitute for "sister" by Sister Ganyu?

Of course she would not feel sad about this. It is a good thing to be needed by others, even if doing so would let down some people. But if the living can get some comfort from other places, the deceased may also feel comforted, right?

So, Yun Shang no longer stood there, but stood on tiptoe and boldly put her hands on Sister Ganyu's head and rubbed it. Her hair was very soft, giving people a smooth feeling like touching cashmere.

"I have been enduring this alone for so long..."

Yun Shang said gently while rubbing her head.

"Even from a vegetarian's perspective, it's a bit too much."

Then, Sister Ganyu, who was about to collapse at any time, fell completely into her arms. Yun Shang took a half step back and hugged her tightly, and the distance between them was reduced to a distance that they would only maintain during naps.

"Even your weight is too light. Have you really been eating well recently, Sister Ganyu?"

Even though she knew that her worries were not even half as much as the other party's energy invested in her, she couldn't help but speak in an adult's tone.

"Hmm..."

Perhaps because she heard her words that sounded like a sermon, Sister Ganyu made a sound that sounded like she was acting coquettish.

Seeing her like this, especially compared to her usual smart, capable and cold appearance, even the most hard-hearted person would be unable to help but indulge her, right?

After gently rubbing the other person's cheek, Yun Shang also tried to pick her up. Thanks to the Eye of God, her physical fitness had barely improved. At least she was able to pick up a girl like Ganyu who was only slightly heavier than a feather.

After carefully picking up Sister Ganyu, Yun Shang was also extremely careful when passing through the door. After all, Sister Ganyu's horns seemed to be very sensitive. If they hit the door frame, it would definitely be very painful, right?

By analogy, it is like someone suddenly banging your little toe against a cabinet while you are sleeping.

In that situation, even if you are having a sweet dream, you will wake up suddenly!

Not to mention——

"This looks like a nightmare no matter how you look at it."

Yun Shang glanced at her sleeping face with some pity, her brows still furrowed in frown.

After passing through the living room, the girl went straight to the bedroom and put Sister Ganyu down, even though she was almost clinging to her like a koala.

But in order to make sure she doesn’t wake up hungry, or even go to the night market on an empty stomach, and gain a few pounds when she wakes up tomorrow——

Now, we must calm down!

After cruelly abandoning Sister Ganyu in the empty little bed, Yunshang also walked towards the kitchen.

When I talked with Xiangling about my favorite dishes before, Sister Ganyu's name was mentioned repeatedly. After all, it was hard not to be impressed by the fact that she only ordered vegetarian dishes every time she came to Wanmin Hall and would finish all the dishes no matter how many spoonfuls of rice she added.

Therefore, Yun Shang also asked about some of the dishes that Sister Ganyu often ordered while paying attention at that time.

These are all very basic home-cooked dishes, not difficult to make, and——

The girl looked at the freshly bought ingredients in the kitchen and seemed very confident.

"Then, let's make a delicious meal before Sister Ganyu wakes up!"

……

On the other side, Gan Yu opened her eyes slowly.

There is still a certain feeling of the previous touch between the hair, and that fascinating body temperature seems to have never left.

She was pretending to be asleep before, and there was nothing wrong with admitting that she had actually woken up the moment her sister touched her.

However, if I just woke up at that moment, the atmosphere would be awkward——

She also didn't want her sister to feel guilty, or in other words, if she simply felt pity for someone, the "care" she showed them was more like compensation.

Ganyu doesn't want her sister's kindness to her just out of well-intentioned compensation. She wants her whole body and soul to fall in love with her, and it would be best if she would never leave.

Therefore, compared to waking up directly, pretending to be asleep can not only release some weak and lovable feelings just right, but also allow many things that are "inconvenient" to say to be revealed through the other person's own imagination.

This is much better than having others come to you with a simple compensation mentality and ask you what you need.

Just like now, if I close my eyes a little longer, the next time I open my eyes, my sister will gently call me to get up, and there will be a delicious meal for me to eat.

It's better than the two sides glaring at each other, isn't it?

As for teasing my sister like this, isn't it too petty?

would not!

Her sister forgot about the whole week. If she doesn’t play a little trick on her, what will she do if she forgets about her again next time?

With this thought in mind, Ganyu buried her face in the pillow, and had already prepared a draft of what she would say when she opened her eyes and saw her sister.

Those words other than missing you and wanting to see you.

Chapter 35: Something I Want to Do

“…Wake up, Sister Ganyu…”

Such a soft voice called out to my ears.

Ganyu seemed to have heard nothing, as there had been people in the past who had woken her up from her sleep in such an intimate way.

It's just that she has been gone for too long, even though her memory has never faded at all.

But even she had to admit that the wear and tear from time might not have left the slightest mark on her body, but something inside had already become fragile, just like a joint without ligament protection, every movement would bring unbearable pain.

Now, is it the time when things and people have changed again?

She opened her eyes subconsciously, and then saw the hair falling from her sister's fair neck.

It was a crow-like black color, so beautiful that it was hard to look away.

Although it was different from the color of first snow that her sister had seen before, she still liked it very much.

While Ganyu was in a daze, she felt a slight itchy sensation at the tip of her nose. Her sister was gently scratching her nose with the end of her hair, and then she showed a sly smile like a cat.

"Hmm? Sister Ganyu is clearly awake but she's pretending to be insensitive. Can't she tell the difference between a dream and reality?"

"Because in my dreams there will be a well-behaved and obedient sister calling me to wake up."

Breaking away from her occasional devil-like behavior, Ganyu covered her nose and spoke in a muffled voice.

“It happens in reality, too.”

Instead of teasing Sister Ganyu any further, Yun Shang straightened up with a hint of pride on her delicate face.

"And, it comes with a delicious meal!"

"Sister Yunshang, did you cook for me?"

"That's right, so can I ask a beauty like Sister Ganyu to have dinner with me?"

The younger sister's eyes seemed to have a hint of ambiguity at this moment, but Ganyu soon came to her senses and realized that it was just a "filter" brought about by the dim lighting in the room and the impure thoughts in her heart.

Yun Shang, who had no idea what she was thinking, just stuck out her tongue for her own amusement and said playfully.

"Although it's time for a midnight snack, Sister Ganyu won't refuse me on the grounds of keeping in shape, right?"

"……of course not."

Admittedly, she had a painful experience in the past where her sister took her to a food court on a holiday and she gained five pounds the next week, but no matter how stupid Ganyu was, she would not refuse her at this time.

Doesn't that look like he's telling his sister that he doesn't like her?

I already like her so much in my heart, but I don’t know what else to say——

"Then let's go! I have learned from Miss Xiangling many of Sister Ganyu's favorite dishes. She is really amazing. She can remember so many diners' preferences and prepare them perfectly every time. Such a memory is really enviable."

"...But Yunchang's is better."

"Huh? What?"

Yun Shang, who was walking in front of her, blushed suddenly and gave her a confused and shy look.

“Wanmintang does have a lot of delicious dishes, but after eating too much, I sometimes feel hesitant about what to order.”

Ganyu pretended to remain calm and continued speaking in a calm voice.

"But if it's Sister Yunshang's cooking, I'll probably never get tired of it and will want to keep eating it."

After these words, there was a somewhat anxious silence. The girl walking in front of her had already turned her head away, and only from her red ears could one vaguely tell that Sister Yunshang was not completely unresponsive to her words.

Although I didn't respond to her directly, it's a pity...

But that's not bad either.

At least, no one will notice anything wrong on my side, right?

Covering her red face, Gan Yu's lips trembled, and she even wanted to use the ice element to cool down her brain that was about to overload.

Otherwise, when you get to the living room, your "unicorn" horns will definitely be revealed.

……

On the table.

They calmed down their shyness and sat opposite each other, as affectionate as ever, whether it was passing bowls and chopsticks or helping to pick up food.

Nothing seems to be any different than in the past.

But everyone knows that the feelings between them seem to have crossed some threshold and entered a more indescribable stage.

until--

Yunchang subconsciously took Ganyu's empty bowl and filled her bowl with food.

On the other side, Ganyu, who believed that she was an adult and should be the one to guide this relationship, spoke timidly.

"Um, what I just said..."

"Ok?"

The girl responded with a cute nasal "I'm listening".