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"——Crossword puzzles are like women. The harder they are, the sweeter they are."

This is indeed true.

After pushing Yuya Lawrence back to her room, Kaiya did not argue too much, but just said goodbye to her with a smile.

Saying too much would only reveal his purpose, and he now had to return to his room and think carefully about how to make his brother take the bait.

Otherwise, if the fish gets frightened and runs away, there will be no good show to watch.

the other side.

Although Youya didn't know what Kaiya was thinking, but looking at the smile on the bad boy's face before he left, she always felt that he was preparing some prank.

I just hope it's not something extreme. She can still accept little things like secretly pulling her hair when she isn't paying attention, or deliberately hiding bugs in a drawer and pretending to be innocent after being discovered.

But if something put her on top of the landslide and pushed her down to let her experience something dangerous like speed and passion, she would respectfully decline and would complain to her sister Eula afterwards.

But speaking of Sister Eula...

When she comes over today and sees that her injuries have healed, will she be surprised?

Moreover, you can be discharged from the hospital by then.

Although going out means increased risks, it also represents opportunities.

Of course, this may be misunderstood.

But if we stay here all the time, the mission target won't come to us on its own, and it's also pretty boring.

After all, she has traveled to a different world, a country that is both strange and familiar. Even if it is just to see the scenery in her memory, she wants to drive her beloved little wheelchair out for a stroll.

Thinking of this, she also remembered the lovely Miss Fisher.

Because I chatted with Barbara today, went for a routine check-up before lunch, and then ran into Kaia in the kitchen, so I didn't have time to go out at all.

I don’t know if the other party will come there today, but it is more likely that he will stay at home.

After all, she said that the Queen of Youye came to get medicine for the Emperor. If there were no beds here, she would have no reason to come and play.

...Of course, if you think optimistically, it is not impossible that the other party came to find you specially.

But it's really a stretch to just meet once, right?

If only there was a bird that could deliver letters for her.

She couldn't help but prop up her little face and look at the blue sky outside the window, thinking that since there really was a miracle called the Eye of God in this world, could... she also possess it?

Just like the wind, go wherever you want to go without any worries.

She stretched out her hand toward the window, her palm seeming to catch the breeze passing through her fingers.

However, miracles did not happen to everyone equally.

After a while——

Youya withdrew her hand with a smile, recalling Barbara who had suddenly obtained the Eye of God and was even more surprised than her.

It is already a great fortune to be able to meet such an innocent and lovely child, to become friends with her, and to be saved by her. How can I continue to desire the attention of God?

Youya thought so, and at the same time she also became concerned about the situation on Barbara's side.

Although I said that I hope she can get used to the feeling of being surrounded by people as soon as possible, I am still worried about her in my heart, especially since she has just gained the power to heal people's pain.

Given Barbara's personality, she would definitely force herself, otherwise she wouldn't have come back yet.

Youya was also a little worried that she would exhaust herself.

While she was thinking about whether to go out to look for Barbara, she heard the sound of "click, click" footsteps in the corridor at the door.

She was very familiar with this crisp sound of footsteps, and it was almost only that person who could make it...

She pushed her wheelchair to the door and helped her open it as she did at noon.

The person who came was Barbara, but compared to her rosy face when she left at noon, Barbara was obviously a little tired at this moment. However, there was still pure and gentle emotion in her clear sky blue eyes.

It can be seen that she is happy that she can help everyone.

Seeing Youya opening the door for her, Barbara was slightly surprised and then smiled broadly.

"Do you hear my footsteps?"

"As long as Barbara wants me to hear it, I will respond."

After saying this without any context, Youya invited her in. Barbara blushed slightly, turned around, closed the door, then let out a breath and sat down beside Youya's bed.

"Listen to me, Youya. After I went out, I was really shocked by everyone's enthusiasm, but fortunately, there are nuns on the scene to help maintain the situation, so the treatment work can be carried out in an orderly manner.

But later, Madam Maria came over and told me to go back and rest, but there were still many patients over there who had not received treatment..."

Her voice was no longer as clear as before, but a little hoarse, obviously due to overuse. Her hands were gently rubbing her thighs, but she still had that satisfied expression after helping others.

Seeing this, Youya also helped pour a glass of water and handed it to her, saying, "Although I'm not asking Barbara to turn a blind eye to people in need, it's not good to push yourself too hard."

"Hey, I didn't force myself!" Seeing her friend's worry, Barbara took the cup and drank a sip happily. She continued to explain: "I just help everyone to the best of my ability. After all, having this power means there must be something I need to do, right?"

"...I really can't do anything about Barbara." Looking at her smile, Youya couldn't say anything to refute her. She could only sigh softly and then said, "Come on, lift your legs up."

When Barbara heard this, she just said "eh" at first and was not surprised.

But when she found that Youya was sitting properly and asked her to put her legs on her knees, she uttered a confused "Huh?"

When the girl's soft little hands touched and massaged her sore muscles, Barbara let out a long "Ah!" as if she was shy and frightened.

Opinions on Orange Label

I originally planned to write it in the author's words, but it might be a bit too long, so I just set up a chapter to explain my own thoughts.

The orange label thing...how should I put it, in my opinion, except for girls.

If boys want to have beautiful childhood memories, in addition to normal and sincere friendship, they cannot avoid some immature feelings that sprouted in adolescence.

This process may just be a simple yearning for beauty and is not tainted by lust.

I think this is a beautiful thing that is worth describing, but once it is written, it will definitely make some of Orange Literature’s readers unhappy.

But the fact is, it is impossible to achieve a unilateral benefit from the very beginning, because no matter which country, there are definitely male and female characters, and these contacts are inevitable. Maybe it would have been better to decide from the beginning that all the characters would be female.

But I want to say something a little arrogant: I want to write a story that is more diverse and inclusive.

It is not a one-sided preference for one side or one thing, nor is it a denial of all of these.

It’s just because everything is so beautiful that I can’t help but want to present it all.

Of course, I will try my best to avoid making mistakes and tell everyone the story through the way I shape the protagonist.

She is not the kind of child that everyone hates.

No one is a loser in this journey of life. Children with unlimited possibilities will be future winners.

Finally, if there are readers who find this hard to accept, I am deeply sorry.

Chapter 32 Youya is missing

When Youya put Barbara's feet on her thighs, she couldn't help but be attracted by the soft curve of her calves. The girl's young body was not fully developed, but it had a unique beauty.

As it was summer, Barbara did not wear white silk stockings for warmth, but instead wore bare legs and white socks, which made it very convenient for massage.

She gently pinched the flesh inside Barbara's thigh, and soon she heard her moan, followed by the movement of her body to pull back.

However, Youya only tapped lightly on her sore muscles, causing her to stop immediately and let out a very bad cry.

Then, Barbara, with tears in her eyes, shyly covered her mouth, but her eyes were filled with a hint of resentment.

Only then did Youya stretch out her finger and gently tap her forehead.

"...Do you feel the pain now? You're so stiff, but you're still pretending to be fine."

"It's not that I don't understand these principles, but..." Barbara covered her forehead and whispered, "When I think about how I can help people get rid of their pain and make them smile, I can't help but work harder."

The girl did not interrupt her confession, but gently massaged Barbara's tense leg muscles according to the massage techniques that Sister Eula had given her in her memory.

"I still remember that there was a mother of a child there. Her husband was a Knight of Favonius who died in the line of duty. After he left, she had been supporting the family alone. She collapsed many times due to overwork and came here to get medicine.

I wanted to cure her first, but she insisted that I treat her child who had a high fever first. After I cured her child, she hugged him and thanked me while crying..."

Barbara's legs were very soft and her skin was delicate and smooth, but Youya's mind was not on these at the moment. Instead, she turned her head to look at Barbara with a faint smile on her lips.

"At that time, I felt very strange... I helped her, but I couldn't feel happy at all. Maybe it was because I knew that she would come again sooner or later, but I couldn't do anything about it...

The power of healing won’t restore her family, but it will at least allow me to help more people who haven’t faced the same tragedy as her.”

As she spoke, Barbara smiled again, as if for her body which was being relaxed, or for her own heart which was becoming clearer. There was such a pure and gentle light in her eyes.

Seeing this smile, Youya swallowed the words she was about to say to dissuade him, because she knew it.

Even though she was young, Barbara understood such things. She just chose to devote herself even though she knew it.

If I say anything more to her, it would be a violation of her awareness.

Therefore, she just massaged her leg muscles more attentively. Barbara, who seemed a little shy after saying that, stared blankly at Youya who was listening and massaging her.

The girl's serious and concerned expression did not seem fake, and the muscles that were constantly relieved also reduced the soreness symptoms after the blood circulation, and were replaced by a warm feeling.

Am I really qualified to have such a friend?

Such questions popped up in her little head.

Obviously, before she met Youya, she was just an ordinary kid with no special talents.

Even the decision to join the church and become a healer was only made because he was guided by his father, as he did not have the talent to become a knight.

Although I continued to study hard after that, I could only do some small things like changing dressings and making rounds.

But after meeting Youya, she has been changing. The shining light that comes from her heart seems to have attracted more people's attention. The concept of idol she learned from Youya also allowed her to complete the treatment today without stage fright.

Even the Eye of God...was recognized by God only because of the wish made under the influence of Youya.

But he did not use this power only on Youya, but used it to help everyone.

Although seeing everyone's smiles did make her feel satisfied, it was also true that she had ignored Youya.

Under such circumstances, she is still willing to sacrifice for herself...

"—Barbara?"

Barbara finally came to her senses when she heard her voice. She saw the slightly longer eyelashes under the wave-colored hair and the eyes as pure as pearls.

"It was difficult to interrupt you just now, but this strength should be enough now, right?"

"Ah... well, it feels so good!"

Barbara nodded repeatedly and admired the girl's superb craftsmanship.

"The places that were sore before are much better now. I can even bunny-hop down the stairs and run around the church three more times without any problem!"

“——Ahem. It’s a little too late to say it now, but if you keep saying verbs like run and jump in front of someone with useless legs, even I’d get angry, you know?”

Youya looked at her pretending to be angry, and Barbara naively believed what she said. Her face suddenly became flustered and she quickly apologized.

"Ah, I'm sorry!"

But after noticing the smile on Youya's face, Barbara realized that she was being teased. She felt embarrassed and annoyed and started tickling the girl.

But unfortunately, Youya is not ticklish. On the contrary, Barbara herself is the type who would almost jump if she was poked lightly.

With her legs and waist completely pinned down by Youya, she was teased into lying on the bed, her face red and gasping for breath.

"It seems I won."

It was rare for Youya to look down on others. After all, she used to be half a head shorter than others when she met them. Depending on the situation, the gap would continue to widen.

However, after the fun, she felt a little tired, so she gently tapped Barbara's drum with a suitable elasticity and asked her to move.

Barbara was so embarrassed that she quickly turned over, and as soon as her toes touched the ground, she found that the other party had opened his arms like a teddy bear, as if to say "carry me to bed".

Barbara, with a smile on her face, naturally did not refuse. Instead, she picked her up steadily, put her on the bed and covered her with a quilt.

It feels like her physical condition has improved rapidly since she obtained the Eye of God. Things that might have been difficult for her before are now easy to do.

Barbara wanted to stay with her until she fell asleep before leaving, but for some reason, she gradually felt sleepy while humming a lullaby.

After the girl fell asleep, she slowly lowered her head and lay on the edge of the bed, feeling the warmth.

(…Yuya’s sleeping posture always feels so cute, like a baby, I can’t help but want to kiss her.)