Genshin Impact, I, a weak person, am challenging myself to find a solution that will bring me lifelo

So she would choose to betray Lawrence without hesitation for Youya, and she also believed that she could also give everything for herself.

Even now, Eula still thinks so.

However, every day and night when I said goodbye to my sister and headed to the snow-capped mountains.

She, the one she had been obsessed with, had actually faced such a dangerous thing. Even though the final result was good, she could still recall the shock and...panic she felt at that time.

It was almost as if some kind of emotion was burning in him when he thought that there was a moment when he might have lost Youya.

There was also a strong dull pain in the heart, as if it was hit by a blunt object.

This made her lose her past calmness, and she treated Youya's friend in such an inappropriate way.

Weiss made a face similar to "everything for family", and this blood connection always appeared in the things she hated.

No, not like Weiss, who is indeed wrestling with a Lawrence revival.

What I have for Youya, besides the love of family, also includes some...very ugly possessive desire.

Just like when she was imagining the future, she actually thought that one day Youya might separate from her.

The stinging pain in my heart at that moment was not false. Just like at this moment, it makes it difficult to reason. I just want to dye her, who is as pure as a white paper, with my own color.

So, when he saw other people besides himself, and when he tried to establish such a good relationship with Yuya.

That's why she felt such intense jealousy that not only did her behavior become inappropriate and her speech became anxious and confused, but her heart has still not been able to calm down.

The fierce and fiery unwillingness and the inflated desire for exclusive possession that makes one want to hide it forever are enough to devour any rationality.

He and Youya had overcome so many obstacles, and the emotions that bound them tightly together had actually been entangled with several other threads while she was away.

Even though she is still so insignificant compared to herself, can she keep forcing Youya to stay with her like this?

She needed friends, like Amber.

But not long ago, she had messed up her social relationships with her own hands.

This complex mixture of regret, disgust, and guilt made her feel bitter and miserable...

Youla didn't want to let such silence fill the conversation between her and Youya, but as soon as she opened her mouth, the hoarseness made it hard for her to believe that it was her own voice.

"...Yuya, will you leave me?"

"Strange words." Her sister, who had been watching her, tilted her head slightly and said softly, "Didn't we agree to go to the Wine Lake together to make a wish, then buy a big house in Mond, and change our surnames to our own? There are many, many things we want to do together."

"Then it will be Youya's turn to wait for me. I don't want to be left behind again..."

Youla hugged her sister silently, and after she was silent for a long time, she gently replied "Yeah".

But she never returned the hug.

Chapter 77 Heartbeat Library (Blade Extra)

After comforting Sister Eula, her mental state improved a lot. At least she no longer felt like she was about to cry if something didn't go well with her like before.

Youya felt deeply guilty about this, but some things that were destined could not be changed because of this. She could only make the process as less painful as possible.

At the same time, it was time to look for Amber who was probably in a bad mood as well.

Youla did not refuse, and even said that if Youya still wanted to help that person, she could agree, but on the condition that she went with her.

Otherwise, she would never allow Youya to go there alone no matter what.

Eula doesn't want to experience that kind of terrifying feeling again.

Youya agreed, and after a short rest, the two of them walked out of the room to look for Amber.

She certainly didn't run too far, and someone must have seen where she went.

So when they asked the knight on guard, although his attitude was not very good, he still told them where Amber was.

This is also due to her harmless behavior in the past few days and the orders from the commander-in-chief.

only--

"…went to the library?"

This is not like Amber's character. She thought Amber would go to find Sister Qin.

After all, the other party was very tolerant. After the initial small conflict, he did not care about Amber's attitude at that time, but took good care of her and Amber during the boarding period.

But anyway, since I'm going to the library, it will take some effort to find it.

This library, which is said to have the largest collection of books in the Northern Continent, is built on the first floor of the Knights' Order. The area inside alone is as large as several church halls.

The air was filled with the slight musty smell of old books, and overhead was lit by a dim and soft light specially designed to protect the books.

The mint scent used to repel moths and bookworms that I had smelled on the inner floor of Mrs. Maria's office was also more obvious.

The surrounding area is lined with simple and heavy wooden bookshelves, each row is arranged neatly and precisely to the point that even every floor tile fits perfectly.

At the same time, the reading area presents a spiral structure that goes up, with wooden supports for climbing seen everywhere.

Youya even saw a magic book floating in the air on the librarian's seat, with its own hands, writing on itself with ink.

This kind of scene, which only appears in novels and movies, satisfies the girl's inner fantasy to a great extent.

Even Eula was a little surprised. Although the library said it was open to the public, it was obvious... Lawrence and the citizens of Mond were not on the same level.

This group of people had done things like stealing and selling books, and the excuses they used were pretty lame.

To be specific, it means "These are Lawrence's collections, and now they are just being returned to their original owners."

You see, it would be strange if this group of people were really allowed in.

While Youla was thinking about something, Youya had already driven her wheelchair towards the library area as if she had been summoned.

However, the magic book that she had seen before, which was writing on its body with ink, stopped her.

"Hey - the little girl over there, yes! The one sitting in the wheelchair, please come over here."

Its tone is quite distinctive, making it feel like it is based on the current Mongols language with slight classical changes, and some pronunciations are obviously more elegant and lengthy.

Yuya, who was called, also turned her head, first glanced around in confusion, and then looked at Eula who also had a puzzled look on her face.

"Sister Eula, I think I heard someone calling me?"

"It's me. Little girl, it looks like not only do you have some problems with your legs and feet, but your eyes are also not working well. If you don't need the eyes hidden behind your hair, I suggest you donate them to others. This may help alleviate the unforgivable sins your family has committed."

Its words were quite aggressive, but that didn't make Youya angry, and even Eula didn't react much. This was the normal attitude that the people of Mond should have towards them.

Although this rebuke was directed at a book, it really made people feel a little subtle and more curious.

"Mr. Magic Book, you seem a little different?"

Youya came to the table where it was floating and spoke cautiously.

"Yes. It can be seen that a book that can float, talk, and even mock others is very rare! Haha!"

It laughed at itself inexplicably, and then continued: "Anyway, let me introduce myself first. I'm Darby, the librarian here, responsible for the safety of these treasures. And also for watching out for some thieves who might sneak in. You should know who I'm talking about, right?"

"Sorry, we didn't intend to steal the book. We just came here to find a friend."

"Huh? Just based on what you just said, I can give you a very low score. You came to the library not to read books but to play hide-and-seek with your friends! You guys in Lawrence are always like this. What excuse do you have this time? Isn't taking your own things considered stealing?"

The book calling itself Darby suddenly turned its pages much faster and it looked angry.

"…What does that have to do with you?"

Eula finally couldn't help but retorted.

"It looks like there's something wrong with your ears. Didn't I tell you that I'm the librarian here?"

Darby said angrily.

"A book to manage other books?"

"Oh! Come on, you humans are the same, don't be too arrogant, little girl. Use your poor and lacking thinking beauty of the brain to think about it, who loves books more than a book?"

Although its words were rude, on the other hand, it was difficult for Eula to refute them.

However, the proud girl would not allow herself to be scared off by a book.

"Don't be so long-winded. Do you mean you don't plan to let us in?"

Eula glared at it and said.

"...That's not the case." Dabi suddenly stopped turning the pages, and came to Yuya who had been staring at it curiously, shaking it left and right, and a feather pen followed it. "I will let you in, but the premise is that you must abide by the rules of the library-"

"for example?"

"For example, tell me your name now. I will record it down, and if it involves borrowing books... or other procedures, I will also need you to provide more detailed and accurate information, so that if I find that you have not returned the books after the borrowing date, I can immediately have the Knights break down your door and tell you how serious the consequences of breaking the rules are."

Darby's words sounded particularly serious, but they were indeed funny.

"Don't even think about lying, little girl. I can see through people's lies, and I can also see through her thoughts."

Youya signed her name on it and asked.

"So what am I thinking about now?"

"Oh... you unforgivable little scoundrel, you actually came up with something like 'the past is just like a cheap book, you can throw it away after reading it', Barbatos's white silk! I swear if you really dare to do this, I will sneak into your house in the middle of the night and crush your cute little face. I mean what I say."

After getting her name, Dabi flew up again, then turned around and looked at Eula.

"What about you? If you plan to go in, you have to sign your name too—"

Chapter 78: The Long-awaited Princess

Eula refuses to sign her name to a talking book.

Who knows if this is some strange contract, and it claims to have the ability to read minds, but the specific manifestation is after Youya signed her name.

No matter how you look at it, this is connected to the name, and Eula has also heard of some special techniques that can use the name as a medium to perform some strange magic.

Just like what Master An once said, there is a rumor in Liyue about the Great Demon Subduing Sage who can instantly appear in front of you and help you escape from the threat of evil spirits if you call his title.

Darby did not force her to sign her name, but replied in a businesslike manner: "I'm sorry, I can only allow her to go in... Don't look at me like that, this is the rule set by the Knights."

"...Hmph." Eula originally wanted to say something, but after seeing her sister slightly shaking her head, she also recalled what Captain Falga had said before.

Although she was somewhat unhappy with the man's attitude, Eula was generally satisfied with his invitation to herself and the Yuyaru Knights.

And since he is someone she approves of, she will try her best to follow his advice and not mess around in the library managed by the Knights.

Moreover, through this round of conversation, she became more convinced that signing the book might be some kind of magical medium.

It is necessary to talk to Youya about this issue later...

During this period——

"Well, Administrator Dabi, can I ask Sister Eula to wait for me here?"

Youya asked the book, and was prepared to be scolded, as it had behaved like a bad-tempered old man so far.

"...Okay. But I'll just remind you once. Don't touch those books without permission. Especially if you don't want to be arrested by the knights who rush in, it's best to stay within my sight."

Dabi returned to his original position, and his tone was also a little warning.

"How do I know what and where your field of vision is?"

"Don't try to trick me. Just stay here like a potted plant in a place that's not blocked by sunlight."

After that, Darby stopped talking and started writing something with a feather pen dipped in ink.

Youya and Youla looked at each other, and then Youla could only sigh and said, "I will watch over you here. Also, if you feel uncomfortable, be sure to tell me."

"Well, I'll find Amber out as soon as possible."

After saying goodbye to Sister Eula, Youya took the initiative to drive her wheelchair deeper into the collection. She could vaguely hear Dabi arguing with Sister Eula again.

This librarian doesn't have any principles about keeping quiet in the library.

It is quite talkative and has a sharp tongue.

Of course, this may also be due to the influence of Lawrence's relationship.

When thinking about all the troubles this family has brought upon her so far, even with her positive attitude, Youya couldn't help feeling helpless.

Although Wes died, she always felt that things were not over so easily, especially what Amber had said not long ago about the group of Fatui.

Just like what the old saying goes, there is some kind of premonition in the dark.

She also felt that if she really went to Winter Solstice with Yegor, they would definitely run into this organization calling themselves the Fatui.