It's like the kind of point where your whole body will spasm if you press it...
I don’t know how long it has been...
Zhou Jiuyu looked at the girl's annoyed look and patted her head: "Forget it, since there is no answer now, let's think about it slowly later..."
But Shen Tanya didn't get off his legs, but at this time her lips slightly opened:
"I have an answer that's pretty close to the truth."
"explain."
"But you'd probably hate it."
"It doesn't matter. You will scream happily no matter how annoying you are later."
"You always don't cherish me like this, I hate you for doing this, so I also hate this answer, but I like you."
"So why?"
The girl lowered her eyes, the light in them was like the snowflakes on an old TV, buzzing and restless:
"Because liking you is the only choice I can make, and the only choice I can make."
Zhou Jiuyu opened his lips slightly, and his heart tightened inexplicably, not because of nervousness, but as if he was suddenly pinched.
"Don't you understand?"
Tanya Shen touched his face and suddenly smiled, a little sadly:
"To put it simply..."
“…You’re all I have.”
Zhou Jiuyu was stunned for a moment. He suddenly touched the corner of his mouth, and touched all around his mouth, but he did not feel any coagulated blood. He did not vomit blood at all.
But why did she say she vomited blood?
He wanted to ask something else, but the girl's appearance began to become blurry, and everything began to flicker like a snowy screen.
My vision continued to blur until it became pitch black.
But when he opened his eyes again, what came into view was an infinitely high cliff and a sky that seemed to have fallen into darkness and become even darker.
He subconsciously touched the corner of his mouth again.
He felt blood.
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199 Please, please pretend to like me and also like me for a while...
"The vomiting of blood she mentioned turned out to be here..."
Zhou Jiuyu sat up with some difficulty and wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth.
In order to temporarily remove the effect of the power of the God of Madness on Shen Tanya, the ninth-level power alone is certainly not enough. It requires a little bit of life, so spitting out some blood is normal.
But he still said the same thing, if you can't die, then just burn your life to death.
I won’t burn you bastard if I don’t kill you!
There is a frame and you don’t want to open it?
Anyway, he is not dead yet, right?
It’s just that… the person vomiting blood that Shen Tanya saw turned out to be him in real life…
But why? Unless she can switch bodies with me every moment.
"By the way, I left her a notebook."
Zhou Jiuyu looked up and around, trying to see if there were any changes.
The food and drinks had been moved, and there were more bloody dog corpses around, but nothing else.
Of course, the notebook he left behind was also tampered with.
He opened the notebook and looked.
The questions were answered.
[Are you Tanya Shen? ]
The answer is:
【I have no idea. 】
This seems to be a paradox. The person who said I don’t know is Tanya Shen…
But according to what she told him in the conscious world, Tanya would disguise herself as Tanya Shen, so... Zhou Jiuyu had no way of confirming who the "Tanya" who exchanged bodies with him was.
However, in addition to answering the questions he wrote, she also wrote a lot of things on her own.
That was her question. Many neurotic questions flooded into Zhou Jiuyu's mind like a tide.
Will I disappear?
[Do you really like me? ]
【Are you pretending to like me? 】
【Don't lie to me. 】
【Do you love me? 】
[Are you lying to me too? ]
【what do I do? 】
【…】
[I've always been in your body, but I can see and experience everything that happens to me]
[I'm here killing the bloodhounds that accidentally broke in while shopping with you]
Is that me?
[Or Tanya? ]
【…】
[I'm so scared, can you stay with me, talk to me here, I don't dare to talk to you there, I'm so scared]
[Please, please pretend to love me and love me for a while, I’m so scared]
【Can you tell me who I am? 】
【…】
These problems may not be called problems, they are panic, fright, fear, extreme fear...
In a man's body, watching another woman do whatever she wants with her body, and not being able to tell when I am in control of my body and when she is in control of it...
It was as if she was in a Schrödinger's box, and God knew whether she would still be visible if the box was opened.
Silence, a long silence, and a feeling of bitterness in my heart that I haven’t felt for a long time.
In fact, Zhou Jiuyu has always believed that compared with Nan Mengling and Jiang Yibai, Shen Tanya's experience can be said to be very smooth. Although she was imprisoned, she was still the eldest daughter of the mayor's family and was able to spend the 18 years of her growth in luxury.
But don’t advise others to do good without experiencing their suffering.
He is not Shen Tanya, and he does not know how depressed people's hearts will be in such an environment...
Or perhaps it was because these peaceful and stable eighteen years were destroyed in a short period of time, which made Shen Tanya even more painful.
The most important reason why she liked herself deep down in her heart was not because he was handsome, not because he always helped her, and not because he extended a hand to her when she hit rock bottom... It was just because of the simplest and most inescapable reason.
He was the only one she could rely on.
Only he would accompany her in her body, talk to her in her mind, and never be apart for a moment...
A girl who had been imprisoned by her parents for eighteen years, whose life depended entirely on her parents' support, whose words and deeds all depended on her parents' faces, might have been able to get through it if she gritted her teeth, but her father had raised her to such an age, raising her to be as beautiful as a flower, raising her to be as beautiful as a fairy, just to eat her up, and to have sex with his adopted daughter! He raped her and then killed her!
The script written by her father was originally a perfect script. No matter what he looked like, according to the original script, Xiao He took Shen Tanya from the wilderness to the city. Whether it was because of human touch, her only dependence, or the power of the crazy god in her body, she would fall in love with Xiao He, just like she is in love with Zhou Jiuyu now.
The only difference is that if she followed the original script, she would only be deeply dependent on Xiao He... but for Zhou Jiuyu, she was just attracted to him and also dependent on him.
Nothing has changed essentially.
From the wilderness to the city, the journey was even more tragic and difficult than the script written by Xiao He. How could Shen Tanya not like Zhou Jiuyu? She had no choice but to like Zhou Jiuyu.
Because if you don't like it.
Then she would be a lonely existence, and Tanya could easily replace her.
At that time, it wasn't as bitter as when Zhou Jiuyu treated Tanya as Shen Tanya and lived with her...
At least it would feel sour.
But what if Zhou Jiuyu left her.
Then who in this world would remember that Shen Tanya existed?
Tanya will replace her, and return to the world in a dignified manner, with her appearance, her body, and her identity.
Zhou Jiuyu looked at the words written on the notebook over and over again, and he didn't know how to reply to the girl.
"She has always been in my body..." Zhou Jiuyu captured this key sentence.
According to her description, she was just like Zhou Jiuyu dreaming, and each dream could seamlessly connect to the end point of the previous dream.
But her situation is different. When Tanya occupies her body, she will be in Zhou Jiuyu's body, and when she returns to her body, her mind will instantly experience what Tanya has done, and regard it as her own memory, and then "continue" with what Tanya is going to do next, but in her eyes, she is doing what she wants to do.
But when Tanya takes over her body again, she will return to Zhou Jiuyu's body. Just like Zhou Jiuyu seamlessly connects to the dream, she will also seamlessly connect to the time and state of the last moment she left Zhou Jiuyu's body...
It's just like the vomiting blood just now.
Perhaps it was because Tanya was immersed in the role and became the conversation between Shen Tanya and Zhou Jiuyu, but she experienced vomiting blood in reality. Then she returned to her own body and continued the conversation with Tanya, and then was beaten back to Zhou Jiuyu's body... During this process, even though she returned to her body and some events had passed, the blood at the corner of Zhou Jiuyu's mouth was still fresh and had not coagulated.
This has resulted in Shen Tanya constantly experiencing bizarre and terrifying situations.
Constantly swapping bodies, constantly experiencing memories that do not belong to you.
Can't tell, can't escape.
It seemed as if disappearing was her final fate, and the more she experienced this, the more she could see that her future would become like this.
Zhou Jiuyu was silent for a long time, but he was powerless to solve the current situation.
All he could do now was write down his reply in the notebook.
[I will be with you, always and always]
This seems like empty talk.
So what he has to do is make this happen.
Closing his eyes, Zhou Jiuyu used his supernatural powers to put himself back to sleep.
The vision was between dark and blurry and clear.
Everything in the clothing store in the mall came into his sight again.
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Author's words: Supplement: 3/3
Today: 0/2
Emmm, Pineapple Bun has signed a contract and the author cannot change his name.
I'll change my name in the group.
Alas, alas, alas.
But I will code the remaining two chapters right away.
198 Chi Tong wants to control Shen Tanya
"Let's go, let's get ready."
Returning to Shen Tanya's body, Zhou Jiuyu did not mention the things he saw in reality. He just smiled slightly and continued to control Shen Tanya's body.
But Tanya Shen was a little flustered: "No, what are you going to prepare for?"
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