Zhou Jiuyu rubbed Jiang Yibai's head beside him. This beautiful girl was still confused. After hearing so much, her brain was overclocked to the point of smoking. It was directly overloaded.
“…It’s related to her, right?”
Zhou Jiuyu's words seemed to hit the mark. The Witch of Desire became more and more silent, and finally sighed:
"Yes, yes, I am just a useless weak witch who can't even kill you, okay? How come you are so smart? But since you have guessed this, I might as well tell you."
The Witch of Desire walked up to Jiang Yibai:
"If I go outside like this, my kind will immediately find me and eat me up completely, leaving nothing behind... So I need to create a human avatar for myself. I walk around the world in human form so they won't find me."
"In fact, I don't have any big goals... My goal is very simple. I want to become a normal person, preferably with some abilities that can help me navigate the world, and then walk around in the world. This world is interesting, isn't it?"
"But when I came to this world, I had very little strength left... I was so weak that I couldn't even do something as simple as this."
"It was just at this time that I met Li Hongyu, who was also the second generation of aristocratic family in the human world and had supernatural talents, so I reached a cooperation with him..."
"He set up the Desire Corner in Tianhai to help me absorb the power of desire, and I gave him power to make him what you humans call... a ninth-level superpower. To be honest, I can't beat Li Hongyu in terms of combat power, but fortunately his power comes from me, and I can control it..."
"And then, I used the desires that I had collected in the sea of heaven for a hundred years, along with my own breath, to give to an abandoned dying baby girl, allowing her to come back to life. I also asked Li Hongyu to find this other 'me' who has grown up. When she turns eighteen, she will become exactly like me and become the body container for me to walk in the world."
Seeing Jiang Yibai's gradually changing expression, the Witch of Desire also looked at her quietly:
"After Li Hong wanted to adopt you... I asked him to train you to have an inferiority complex. The more timid the better. This way, when you are eighteen years old, I can easily take over your body..."
Jiang Yibai's eyes also completely changed at this moment, becoming empty...
She bit her lip and covered her head, unable to accept this information for a moment...
Accepting yourself... as just a vessel for another person... How is that even possible?!
Jiang Yibai, she always thought she was Jiang Yibai.
This was not a name given to her by the orphanage. It was a name she gave herself when she grew up and the orphanage helped her get an identity. This was the name that popped into her mind at that time. She always thought that this was her name... But it turned out... It turned out...
This is not her name, this is the name given to her by "Jiang Yibai"!
Her life was given to her! Her name was given to her! Even her personality was given to her!
So who is she? Who should she be? Where should she go?
Jiang Yibai felt her mind was in a state of chaos. Her mind, which had been gradually becoming clear, became confused again at this moment... because she didn't even know who she was anymore! How could she think about the future?
"This was just my original plan, but now, the plan has changed. Li Shangle is out of my control, and there is also a variable like Mr. Xiong next to you... So you don't have to show such an expression. With your Mr. Xiong here, how can I occupy your body? I can only beg you to let me use your body... so that I can breathe in the air outside."
But even though the Witch of Desire said so, Jiang Yibai still lowered his head and said nothing.
Because no matter what, the world is noisy for Jiang Yibai now.
Anyone who knew about their past life, that everything about them was completely controlled by others from childhood to adulthood... would absolutely not be able to accept it.
She said she wanted to be herself and be Jiang Yibai.
But now.
——I am not Jiang Yibai anymore.
Author's Note: 5/5
6500 words, good night!
102 Jiang Yibai is so jealous! (4k)
"If you continue to be depressed like this, then our deal will be void."
Looking at Jiang Yibai who fell into silence, Zhou Jiuyu suddenly said this.
But Jiang Yibai knew that Mr. Bear was trying to comfort her. She lowered her eyes and said, "But I am not Jiang Yibai anymore. This deal was not established from the beginning..."
"Then it doesn't hold true."
Zhou Jiuyu didn't indulge Jiang Yibai: "Since you think so, I have no choice, so let's cancel it."
Jiang Yibai's expression froze for a moment, and she looked up at Zhou Jiuyu blankly. This was not what she had expected! Shouldn't Mr. Bear say something comforting at this time, at least say something like... He would always be with her, no matter if she was Jiang Yibai or not, or let her believe in himself...
But he just said that the deal was off?
"No, don't... don't cancel it!" Jiang Yibai said almost subconsciously.
She wasn't even herself anymore... and now Mr. Bear, the only teddy bear that stayed with her, was leaving again? She really didn't know what to do.
But after she finished speaking, she regretted it a little, and put her raised hand down again... Actually...
What qualifications did he have to ask Mr. Bear to stay with him forever? Their relationship was just... a transaction.
The deal wasn't permanent, she knew that.
"If you don't want the deal to be voided, then don't be so sad. The past was miserable, so what can you do? You can just start over again... Your new life will be much easier than mine at the beginning."
Zhou Jiuyu stretched out his bear claws and pinched Jiang Yibai's soft face, making her smile a little silly.
But she still bit her lip:
"It's hard to start over again... Mr. Teddy Bear, it's really hard to sever ties with the past and start all over again..."
Is it possible to forget my past self? It is impossible.
It is possible to create a new self, but the journey will be extremely difficult.
"Yes, it does take a lot of courage to start over, but the hardest part is that you have to overcome the gap in your heart. It's actually not that difficult to really start over again..."
"But Mr. Teddy Bear, you haven't had such an experience! Of course you think... it's easy." Jiang Yibai rarely argued with Zhou Jiuyu and retorted.
How could this be so easy! Her body was someone else's container, her life was controlled by others, and she was following a trajectory set by others... Now that she knew all this, she wanted to start a new life for Jiang Yibai. How could this be easy?
This psychological hurdle is very difficult to overcome.
"How do you know that I haven't experienced it?" Zhou Jiuyu glanced at her calmly:
"You just heard it. Like her, I don't belong to this world... I come from an ordinary world without superpowers. In that world, I am an orphan like you. But with my own efforts, I memorized books and did exercises while working part-time to raise tuition fees. I was admitted to a key university..."
"You can understand it as I am now in the top 20 of Tianhai's freshman list, but I started out as an abandoned child at the bottom of society."
Jiang Yibai was a little stunned. This was the first time she heard Mr. Doll Bear talk about himself and his past. She couldn't help but say, "That's amazing... Mr. Doll Bear has completed a counterattack."
"No, not yet. I haven't graduated yet. I only need one or two years to graduate from a key university and complete my class reversal from the bottom of society to the middle class... Then I died. When I was about to complete my reversal through my own efforts, I was hit and killed by a truck. I came to this world and became a homeless person without even an identity."
For a moment, Jiang Yibai didn't know what to say. In fact, it seemed that the one who really needed comfort should be Mr. Bear Teddy...
Twenty years of hard work have all been in vain, and everything has to start all over again in this world.
"When I first came to this world, I had no identity, no special powers, nothing. I could only work illegally because I had no identity... If I could get paid after a hard day's work, I would consider it a success. It took me half a year to solve the identity problem and the problem of food and clothing. Only after that did I discover my special powers. You can understand that my life started to take off, and I started to walk on the uphill road."
After listening to this, Jiang Yibai was silent for a long time, but she also understood that she was not the only one with a tragic past. She was miserable, but Zhou Jiuyu was also quite miserable. It was just that his current happy life overshadowed the bitterness of his past.
Zhou Jiuyu also understood this point. His life was so successful because he was cheating. But this is the way the world is. You either have to cheat or be lucky. Without luck or cheating, how can you surpass the efforts of several generations of others?
嗏
"I don't mean to compare my misery with yours, I just want to tell you..."
Zhou Jiuyu held Jiang Yibai's hand and said, "If you want to start over, you don't have to work illegally for half a year like me. I can help you cheat... Isn't our deal like that? Whoever wants to kill you, whoever wants to harm you, I will kill them all. Li Shangle, Li Hongyu, I will tie them all up, make them kneel in front of you and let them chop them up..."
"Including the real culprit who has controlled your life for eighteen years. What a weak witch. I'll let her give you her body to play with. You also let her play with it for eighteen years to vent your anger."
Jiang Yibai's confused eyes seemed to gradually brighten up...
Actually, it seems...it's not that difficult.
Anyway, Mr. Teddy Bear will protect himself anyway...
The only person who can bully her in the future is Mr. Bear. Why did she fall into the same thinking as before?
Self-anxiety, self-blame, self-reflection...what am I reflecting on? It's like fighting back and reflecting again!
The moment she shot Li Shangle, Jiang Yibai recalled the tingling sensation in her scalp. The feeling of revenge was really wonderful... On the bright side, Li Shangle was not dead, so could she kill him again to vent her hatred? !
"Hey hey hey, stop it!"
The Witch of Desire, who had been walking around waiting for Jiang Yibai to come out of his emo state, suddenly couldn't sit still after hearing this:
"What do you mean? What do you mean by letting her play with my body? Why are you setting your sights on me?"
The Desire Witch looked at Jiang Yibai and said, "I don't know what you are fighting about... You should know that you were originally an abandoned baby and were going to die in a deserted corner. It was the power of desire that I gave you that brought you back to life. It was my power of desire that brought you luck and allowed you to be taken away by the people in the orphanage... You were not good-looking at all, but it was because of me that you have such a beautiful face and such a sexy figure!"
"You should be grateful to me, but you are repaying me with evil?" The Witch of Desire snorted coldly.
She smoothed her hair and said, "In a sense, I am your mother! I am your creator! You should respect and love me!"
Jiang Yibai nodded in agreement: "It seems so... Thank you, you are such a good person, but these are mine now, and you can't take them back."
"Miss Witch, you don't want to be trapped in this space forever and unable to get out, right?" Jiang Yibai's eyes were serious, and he directly began to counter-threaten the Witch of Desire.
At the same time...her mood has improved a lot.
Yes, being obsessed with the past, being obsessed with whether you are yourself, and being unable to recover are completely useless. All it does is bring you anxiety.
Instead of worrying yourself, it is better to make others anxious.
Mr. Bear has the courage to start over, so why can't I? Her new start is much better than Mr. Bear's... She is beautiful, has a good figure, has good supernatural talents, and even has some abilities inherited from the Witch of Desire. After killing the Li family father and son, she can directly inherit the entire Tianhai from them!
Aren’t these conditions something that many people envy?
What's more...she has her stuffed animal Mr. Bear.
This is unique, the most powerful and special, and it belongs only to her.
But it seemed that she had read a little of what Jiang Yibai was thinking. The Witch of Desire, who was threatened by "herself", had a somewhat unpleasant expression, but now she had regained her smile:
"Then... Jiang Yibai, you don't want your toy Mr. Bear to tease other women, right?"
At this moment, Zhou Jiuyu's expression froze under the doll costume, and Jiang Yibai's pupils trembled violently for a while, and her lips began to tremble:
"No, another woman? Mr. Teddy Bear?"
"Didn't you hear what I just said? In his time, he had three beautiful girls around him who were as pretty as you. They were all different types. One was a loli, one was a sweet girl, and one was a young woman... Oh, and your stuffed bear, Mr. Bear, is no longer a virgin. He has turned into another woman's shape."
The Witch of Desire smiled lightly: "Not only that, but my wife... She is a beautiful sword fairy. In his time, she was one of the strongest in the world. She was also the kind of sword fairy who was aloof in front of outsiders but would only get hot in front of him and try her best to give herself to him every day... Your only advantage is that you are a little bigger than her, but this is the advantage I gave you..."
"Alas, some people really forget their mothers after they get a man. When you see these things, will your stuffed bear tell you? Only I will tell you."
After the doll took it, cold sweat broke out on Zhou Jiuyu's forehead and he swallowed hard.
Finished, finished, finished…
Seeing Jiang Yibai's frozen expression, the Witch of Desire did not forget to finish off the opponent: "You still want me to teach you a lesson? I have already taught others a lesson. If you want it, you have to wait in line..."
“You may not even get a turn in the queue!”
"The girls around Mr. Teddy Bear are not perfect and have their own flaws, but they are not as emo as you are. They can bring positive feedback to Mr. Teddy Bear, but you, besides your body, only spread negative emotions to others every day."
Every word the Witch of Desire said was like a poisonous thorn that pierced into Jiang Yibai's heart.
"You...you must be kidding me...Mr. Teddy Bear...it's not like that..."
Jiang Yibai bit her lips, her body trembling. She tremblingly pulled Zhou Jiuyu's arm and looked up at him eagerly:
"Mr. Teddy Bear...you, you don't have that many women around you...right?"
"Oh, then you just pretend that there are not so many women around him, but think about it, when he touches your body and kisses your lips, his skillful movements, could this be fake? Ask him to say that he is still a virgin... do you think he can say it?" The Witch of Desire raised her eyebrows and looked at Jiang Yibai.
Jiang Yibai immediately turned around and stared at the teddy bear.
But... Zhou Jiuyu really couldn't say it. He couldn't utter a single word at this moment.
But this made Jiang Yibai feel like he was struck by lightning... He didn't know why, but he felt uncomfortable.
"You, you are actually... such a person, I, I misjudged you... Mr. Teddy Bear." Jiang Yibai's expression was a little aggrieved.
She had always thought that even if she was bullied by Mr. Bear, at least he only bullied her...
As a result, he was already married to another woman, but she still... still...
"No, what did you misjudge about me? You care so much about whether I'm with other women... Do you like me?"
However, at this time, Zhou Jiuyu, who had been silent, suddenly said something.
This made Jiang Yibai's beautiful face turn red all of a sudden. She immediately said with a hot head: "I, of course I..."
"certainly…"
But my brain got so hot that I couldn’t say the second half of the sentence…
Only then did she realize that she had no right to care about Mr. Bear's private life.
She was wrong, Mr. Bear did not belong to her.
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